Ignoring the two people behind me, I walked straight into the room.

Pushing open the door, I pretended to be casual, and didn't look at Lu Junxun, who was sitting next to me with a complicated expression.

Pulling back the covers, I lay back in the room. Lu Junxun beside me looked aggrieved, which made me start to reflect on myself, did I think of him like that before, was I wrong?

The woman in the bathrobe in his house, according to him, was just his cousin, and yesterday's incident was only because his phone happened to be out of battery, and it happened so that he was in a meeting at that time. That's it, that's all. When countless coincidences collide together, this series of upsetting things is produced. Speaking of which, objectively speaking, he shouldn't be blamed for everything...... But why do I always have a grudge against him in my heart?

Ah, yes, kid, my kid.

Me and his children.

It was he who destroyed our children with his own hands.

However, that child, Qin Yu said, has no fetal heartbeat, that is to say, even without these things, this child may not be able to save ......

Why should I lie to myself! Obviously, Qin Yu said that if I pay attention carefully, it is obviously possible to give birth to a healthy and normal baby.......

Even if there is a glimmer of hope, I am willing to pay whatever it takes to keep our children alive.

But Lu Junxun, with a wave of your hand, all my hopes were burned.

Why don't you hate you when you tell me?

Baby, I'm sorry, it's all my mother's fault for not taking good care of you.

Lu Zihuai, baby, do you like this name?

Mom will always remember you.

You will be missed forever.

I don't know how long it was, until the tears flowed into my mouth, I looked up and bumped into Lu Junxun's stunned sunshine.

For a moment, I didn't hide my eyes.

I don't know what the look in my eyes looked at him, but I saw Lu Junxun's response, and his eyes flashed just now.

"Yanyan, Yanyan, do you remember something? Speak, don't cry. I'm here, I'm ......" At a moment, Lu Junxun's eyes flashed with joy, but perhaps he suddenly noticed the tears on my cheeks, and he panicked for a while, and held my hand with both hands, holding it tightly.

In a hurry, I shook off Lu Junxun at once, pretended to be full of vigilance, and looked at Lu Junxun.

"What are you doing, don't touch me! Keep your distance! ”

"Tell me, did you remember something, remembered, didn't you?"

There was no way, I could only pretend to be indifferent, glanced at him lightly, and said, "No." ”

Lu Junxun next to him was full of doubts at this time, and looked at me in a daze. Even if I don't want to mention it again, I know that for Lu Junxun, who has always been stubborn and serious, if I don't give up for a reason, he will definitely not give up.

"I'm just sad, two days ago, there was a little life in my body, and now, he's gone." I caressed my movements, thinking about the baby who had died before I was born, and my eyes suddenly filled with tears.

Speaking of this topic, Lu Junxun really stopped talking. He just sat silently next to him, frowning and silent.

Yes, this topic is obviously something that neither of us wants to mention.

But I have no choice but to use the same wounds of these two people as a shield.

Thinking of this, I suddenly began to hate myself like this.

For a long time, Lu Junxun and I were relatively speechless.

"You say you're my secretary, right?" Just wanting to make the scene less embarrassing, I took the initiative to provoke the topic.

"yes, what's wrong?" When Lu Junxun heard my voice, he also raised his spirits, and pretended to answer me with a serious face.

"Now, part of my memory is missing, and when I return to the company after I am discharged from the hospital in two days, if I don't know anything, it will be difficult to carry out the activity, so you can prepare a copy of the company's information now, the more detailed the better. Each department, their specific functions, and the current personnel situation within the company, down to the middle level leaders and above, everyone should have a detailed introduction. "I almost tried my best to model Lu Junxun.

Lu Junxun glanced at me, and a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes.

yes, when did I speak to Lu Junxun with such an almost absolute command?

It's none of my business, who told President Lu to say that he was my secretary? Then if I don't take advantage of the present time to give him a good command, won't I be wasting this great opportunity in vain?

Seeing that Lu Junxun didn't say anything, but just looked straight at me, I couldn't help but feel a little weak.

"What are you doing, didn't you hear?" I accentuated my tone and feigned composure.

I thought that Lu Junxun should be very angry when he heard my tone of voice. After all, he is usually in the Lu Group, and he is a figure like an emperor. He said that to the east, the entire Lu group did not dare to say west. Now that I am ordering him and reproaching him in such an unceremonious tone, it stands to reason that he should not be very uncomfortable and then lash out.

Lu Junxun didn't laugh angrily, he still had a silly smile, he said "hehe", and continued: "Okay, okay." No problem, whatever you say is what, as long as you ignore me, you can do anything, you can do anything, hahaha! I couldn't help but look at him with disdain.

Lu Junxun's eyes were hot and firm, as if he was going to swallow his life. I was a little hairy by him, and I couldn't help but turn my head to him and say, "Okay, you don't want to go quickly!" ”

Lu Junxun didn't say anything, just said "hehe" again, and suddenly jumped up and ran out.

What the hell? Why do you suddenly feel like a nervous person?

Before, it was clear that IQ and EQ were all off the charts, but now why has it become like this? Silly!

Lu Junxun, who ran out, bumped into Qin Yu when he went out, Lu Junxun looked in a hurry and didn't pay attention to it. On the contrary, it was Qin Yu, who was holding a large pile of medical record papers in his hand, and was hit by Lu Junxun like this, and he was scattered all over the ground in a mess. Qin Yu himself is the type that is relatively delicate and weak, and he bumped into Lu Junxun, who was almost running out of his muscles, and almost fell to the ground.

"Hey! What are you doing! Walk without looking at the road! Really, what a person! ”

Seeing Qin Yu roll his eyes at Lu Junxun with a look of disgust, I couldn't help it, and laughed out loud.

"What's wrong with him, where is he going in such a hurry?" Qin Yu asked me as he picked up the medical records scattered on the ground one by one.

"Ignore him, he's cosplaying here! He's a president, but he has to pretend to be my secretary, who knows what he's going to do! It's just ill-intentioned, huh! I snorted.

Qin Yu stood up, put down the things in his hand, and listened to what I said, and his movements suddenly stopped: "Oh? President? ”

In Qin Yu's eyes, I sensed an unobtrusive trace of loss.

"Yes, President of the Lu Group, Lu Junxun."

When Qin Yu heard this, he took advantage of the situation and went to the stool next to the hospital bed, and said to himself: "The president of the dignified Lu Group, how can he be such a picture that is not stable at all? This Lu Group has a long history, but it has always been a tepid state in the business world, which lasted until a few years ago, the young master of the Lu Group inherited the company, so that the entire Lu Group was like a renovation, in just a few years, the Lu Group was reborn in the business world, and even shocked the entire business world in one fell swoop! Qin Yu's eyes looked straight at the ground, so I couldn't see his eyes.

"How do you know this so clearly?" I can't help but ask, isn't Qin Yu a doctor? Shouldn't it be that both ears are ignorant of the world's affairs and only read the books of sages? Shouldn't this kind of top student be indifferent to the business world? Why did Qin Yu know so much about it?

Listening to my question, Qin Yu seemed to hesitate, scratched his head, and said: "It's nothing, it's just that my family is also in business, and my father has been training me since I was a child to inherit the 'country' he has beaten down, so I remember it every day in my ear." After that, Qin Yu seemed to shake his head helplessly.

Hearing this, I almost have a general understanding, Qin Yu's family should be similar to Lu Junxun's family, who have been in business for many years, and hope that the heir of the family can take over the company smoothly. It's just that the difference between the two of them is that Lu Junxun took over the company smoothly, and he is running it very well. And Qin Yu didn't care about these things, he only insisted on learning what he liked, thinking of this, I couldn't help but have a different admiration for Qin Yu in my heart.

After all, in these years, in the face of the temptation of money, it is really rare to be able to strengthen your heart.

"The ......"

Qin Yu looked like he wanted to speak and stopped, as if he was a little embarrassed.

"What's wrong? Say? "I have to say that the way I say only half of the words will really make people very anxious.

"Hmm...... It's nothing, it's just, that...... Child, is it Lu Junxun's? Qin Yu asked, said, and looked at me tentatively, his movements were very small, but he was still caught by me.

I didn't speak, just nodded, just as my answer to the question.

Qin Yu smiled, but the smile was obviously far-fetched, he took a deep breath, as if adjusting himself, and then said to me: "Ah, it's good, if it's him, you did find a very good person, you will be happy with him." ”

Qin Yu smiled, still smiling.

And in front of me, I felt a little inexplicably sad in my heart.

What is it that makes you sad?

I can't tell.