His name is Ling Mobai, and he was born into a family of diplomats. It should have been the fate of the pride of the sky, but God played a little joke with him, forgetting to give him a good heart, and it seemed that he was holding a good deck of cards in his hand, but in fact it was so bad that it couldn't be done.

"Third Young Master, Third Young Master! Don't run away! ”

By his side, there are always servants behind him, and freedom is very close to him, but also far away.

"Mo Bai, the football is too intense, your body can't do it, why don't we change to something else? Do you prefer the piano or the painting? ”

Around him, there are always people who are advising him on what he can and can't do.

"He's Ling Mobai, oh...... That's it! Then let's stop playing with him, he's not in good health, and if he gets hurt, we'll all die. ”

Around him, it seems that the people coming and going are very lively, but in fact he is very lonely.

He went from incomprehensible to accepting such a scene, it took a long time, and it was another episode, he lay on the bed and saw his mother secretly wiping her tears, her father kept pacing back and forth, and his grandfather was sad.

Why does your existence only bring such expressions to the people around you? Can his existence only make people sad?

Later, he gradually understood why he was so "different", and of course, he gradually closed himself off and treated everyone with a cynical appearance, including - family!

He doesn't want to be too involved in this world, he doesn't want to spend any effort to maintain any feelings, and he lives in this world in another "free" way, he thinks that if he really leaves this world one day, at least he doesn't need too many people to be sad.

It is too burdensome to accept their expectations without being able to give anything in return.

In this way, the prodigal boy met a girl that year, the girl who smiled warmly and had a soft temperament, although her level of drawing was quite bad.

Their acquaintance originated on a winter afternoon, when she didn't know that he was Mo, but she admired Mo so much. Later, he watched her struggle with all her strength in marriage, and occasionally felt puzzled - so what is the meaning of loving someone? There were many women who had come and gone around him, but there was only more emptiness than a moment of physical satisfaction

A man who has treated a relationship with her heart, can't understand why she can love so much?

But looking at her figure, I suddenly had an emotion called "envy", if she loved her, she would be very happy, right?

However, she is already married, and even the man she marries is a well-known figure in Shenyang City, and her every move will affect her reputation. So he always restrained his desires and knew how to keep his distance from her.

Occasionally, I feel satisfied.

But I don't know why, every time I see her, her condition seems to be getting worse and worse, so I can't help but feel distressed, but I don't know what I can do for her.

It wasn't until that time that he received her distress call that he rushed to Tamsui Villa, and this time he no longer hesitated to take her all the way to Erhai.

She said thank you, but didn't she fulfill his wish? In the few days he got along in Erhai, he had never been so happy, as long as he looked up, he could see that her distance was too beautiful, but Tang Jingqing's appearance broke the peace again, but he didn't expect that her leaving this time would be a more terrible hell, and occasionally he would blame himself for holding on a little more at that time, the end of the season

Isn't it possible to face such a terrible thing?

Then, he delayed his return to Shenyang due to the onset of illness, and the end of the season when he met again was completely broken, how could he not feel distressed that the girl he wanted to hold in the palm of his hand was treated like this.

He tried his best to help her get back on her feet.

"Xiao Mo, don't be lazy."

"What if you're not lazy? Not a cripple yet. ”

These words made him sad, he had seen the ballet at the end of the season look like an elf, but now the elf's wings were ruthlessly cut off.

"Please, Miss Ji! I'm a heart patient, and I can't carry you around all day to see the beautiful scenery! His ridicule finally amused the end of the season, soft and hard, coaxing and deceiving, and in half a year she could finally stand up and walk well, although she could still see a little lameness.

But everything went for the better, and finally another head-on blow came, and he was sentenced to "death".

He felt as if God had played a joke on him again, so hard to control his heart, and planned to live this life like this, just hoping that he would not bring pain to too many people when he left, and he could not worry about it, but he couldn't do it.

In that case, don't spend all your time grieving.

He wanted to desperately save for the end of the season, so that when the pain came, her happiness would be enough to offset it.

They made one pact after another, and he wanted the end of the season to promise that he would not be locked in his own world; He wants to make a promise at the end of the season to love himself at all times; He wants an end-of-season appointment......

"Ling Mobai, do you say there are miracles in this world?" In Iceland, two people waited for the Northern Lights to be seen, but unfortunately their luck seemed to be a little worse.

"There are so many miracles."

"Then you say, can we see the aurora?"

"If you can't see it, I'll come back next time."

is talking about the next time, but I keep hesitating in my heart - they, can there be a next time?

So I didn't see it until the end, and when I returned to the hotel at the end of the season, I was a little deflated, Ling Mobai hugged her and kissed her lightly on the cheek.

They are not lovers, but they do this intimate thing than most lovers, holding hands, hugging, and even kissing. Occasionally, I will do things that get out of control, but in the end, I still brake the car in a pinch!

It's not that I don't want her, I just don't want her when she can't figure out whether love or kindness is there,

"Ling Mobai?" At the end of the season, he was not so resistant to having something intimate with him, because he was Ling Mobai, the best Ling Mobai in the world.

"Okay, can I sleep with you in my arms?"

"Okay, don't go!"

When she falls asleep, she will hold his hand tightly, and she is full of anxiety, how can she rest assured?

While he was asleep at the end of the season, he went to the balcony to clear his head, only to see a security car silently following them downstairs.

The end of the season was sluggish and didn't notice the details, but he wouldn't.

Although he was very unhappy to be so "concerned" by Tang Jingqing, he also wondered if it was the best decision to hand over the end of the season to him in the end, but he was unwilling!

After a year's trip, he and Ji Ji returned to Shenyang, as agreed, never again, just a constant phone call every day.

His body was getting weaker and weaker, but he felt very energetic when he could hear her voice, imagining the look on her face when she spoke, imagining what it would be like to be at the end of the season without him by his side.

……

"You're the older brother at the end of the season?"

"Hello, Mrs. Ling! I'm Yun Sheng. ”

Ling Mobai's funeral, he didn't attend at the end of the season, and it was Yunsheng who came.

"Hello, nice to meet you." Ling's mother is an excellent diplomat, but she is just an ordinary mother, and she also doesn't know how to face the pain of a white-haired person sending a black-haired person.

"Xiao Mo didn't come, I hope you can understand."

"It's okay if you don't come, it's okay if you don't come."

Ling's mother looked at Ling Mobai on the photo, it was a photo taken during a trip with the end of the season, and it was also a look that Ling's mother had never seen before, full of happiness and sincere smiles. She didn't know about the existence of the end of the season until she returned to China, a woman who was not good and had experienced twists and turns was not the ideal type of daughter-in-law in her heart, but she was the only person her son wanted to love. Her son saw people so accurately that he believed that there must be some kind of attraction in this girl

"But...... Can I meet her? Your sister."

“…… I'm sorry, Madam Ling, but at least now is not the right opportunity. ”

"Really?"

"My sister still doesn't want to accept that he's gone."

"She's still young, don't let Mo Bai become a burden to her."

"Thank you, Madam Ling."

"Can you tell me the story about your sister and Mo Bai?"

"They......" Yun Sheng didn't know much, all he could say was some trivial things, telling the story of a man's affectionate protection. "I never knew that he had such a side, he knew about his illness since he was a child, and he knew that he might not live long, so he was afraid of having too much contact with people, and preferred to immerse himself in the world of his own painting. At first I was glad he had something to divert his gaze, but no

It's another silent protest from him, so I'm glad he can love as much as you say, man...... You have to taste all the ups and downs, and you can be worthy of this life. ”

Ling Mu smiled and was relieved, but fortunately, he finally stepped out of his cage.

"So, I'm the one who should say thank you, thank you sister." Complete his life with regrets.

Ling Mobai's funeral was held very low-key, but after everyone left, a man came alone, stood without saying a word for a long time, and left with a glass of red wine.

Ji Mo had always asked questions about where Ling Mobai was buried, and he hadn't been to see him once. It's just that there are always a few days in the year when she will go to Erhai alone, live in the inn at that time, and live a life of not being disturbed and silently missed.

Ji Mo never mentioned this name in front of others.

"Xiao Mo, will you miss him?" Occasionally, Yun Sheng asked this question.

"I don't want to." At that time, she answered firmly, but from one day, she picked up the camera and learned to record everything with the camera when she was away with Ling Mobai for a year. Human memories will one day be washed away by time, she wants to leave something to make her remember the memories she doesn't want to forget, she found a good reason for herself to start traveling again, whether she has ever loved Ling Mobai - only God knows.