Chapter 127: The Emotion Called Longing

On April Fool's Day, how many people use the guise of fools to say a confession to the person they like on weekdays, and if the other party also likes them, they will successfully hold hands; On the contrary, dilute the atmosphere of confession with a sentence of "Happy April Fool's" and end the embarrassing situation.

The April Fool's Day confession is the most fake, but it is also the truest.

Zhang Xiaoli, a childlike and innocent girl, chose to confess on April Fool's Day, and by chance, the accused confessed in a foolish way. I thought it was a love affair, but the beautiful illusion was immediately revealed, Zhang Xiaoli was still smiling, emphasizing that "this is not an April Fool's joke."

Su Wen didn't understand where Zhang Xiaoli borrowed so much courage from, or rather, Zhang Xiaoli's courage was not something Su Wen could imagine. Whether it is confessing in front of so many people, or being fooled by the confession of someone you like, how much pressure do you have to bear from the outside world?

Afterwards, Su Wen stared at Zhang Xiaoli's grinning face, looking left and right, serious and persistent, lest he find any flaws in Zhang Xiaoli's frustration.

Zhang Xiaoli instead smiled happily, and the satisfaction that overflowed from her eyes made Su Wen believe that her smile came from the heart, not reluctantly.

"Even if I was deceived, I'm happy!" Zhang Xiaoli said, and Su Wen was surprised by his innocent tone.

Zhang Xiaoqi's eyes were bent into two crescents, with a playful smugness, "He has no malice!" I'm glad I was so lucky, I was so fast, otherwise he wouldn't have said 'I like you' to other girls?" ”

Su Wen sincerely admired Zhang Xiaoli's optimism and generosity, "Xiaoqi, I really admire you!" ”

"What is there to admire!" Zhang Xiaoli waved his little hand, with a righteous and awe-inspiring appearance, "It's not a big deal!" I thought I earned it haha~"

"If only you could think like that."

To be honest, Su Wen admired Zhang Xiaoli's courage to think and do, and she was very envious in her heart. The same thing is Su Wen, Su Wen doesn't have to think about it to know, she must not be able to withstand the scrutiny of a pair of eyes from the outside world, let alone being teased in a foolish way by someone she likes? She couldn't imagine it, and she couldn't bear it.

Zhang Xiaoli's confession to Jiang Xiao soon spread in the class, and the few boys in the liberal arts class were the most arrogant, wantonly ridiculing Jiang Xiao for being punished but accidentally bumped into a girl who actually came forward to confess. This kind of peachy news is enough to cause after-dinner chatter among young boys and girls who are at the beginning of love.

The party Jiang Xiao only smiled shyly when he was teased, and the other party, Zhang Xiaoli, stayed in his seat shy and annoyed, while peeking at the smiling faces of the boys in the group next door.

Su Wen looked at Zhang Xiaoli with a sympathetic expression, and when Zhang Xiaoli received the comfort in the girl's eyes, he pouted and said, "It's okay!" People just feel a little shy~"

These words caused Xie Yingying to laugh, "Zhang Xiaoli, you are so thick-skinned, are you still shy?" Who went behind my back to confess to the boy yesterday? Why don't you see you being shy when you confess in public? ”

Su Wen blinked his eyes, and found more and more that Xie Yingying's heart was straightforward, almost on par with Deng Jiaming, who was known for his poisonous tongue, and the tone of their voices was the same.

"Humph! You have to take care of it! Zhang Xiaoli glared at Xie Yingying angrily, quite annoyed and angry.

"Don't call me yet!" Xie Yingying raised her head slightly, and a cold snort came out of her nostrils, "It's a pity that I missed this good show!" ”

"Slightly..."Zhang Xiaoli stuck out his tongue at Xie Yingying.

"Everyone, be quiet, the school's subsidy quota for non-local students has been determined, please come to me to get the application form......"

The boys on the podium smiled as if the sun was pouring down, and their loud and beautiful voices pierced the noise between classes.

At the time when he heard his name, Su Wen's heartbeat couldn't help but skip a beat.

When he went on stage to receive the application form, Su Wen glanced at Song Yu deeply, but what he got was a response with a brighter smile from the boy.

The optimistic and cheerful sunny boy in the past unconsciously returned to her?

After receiving the application form and returning to his seat, the corners of Su Wen's mouth couldn't help but rise, but he was surprised by the bold idea that popped up in his heart, how could he return to her? Hehe, no matter what, Song Yu, who had a warm smile in the past, is finally back, isn't he?

"Yesterday, it went well, right?" A sentence of question, but a tone of statement.

Song Yu walked away halfway through the afternoon the day before, and disappeared as soon as he went, and he didn't even show up for evening self-study.

Returning to his seat, the joyful smile in Song Yu's eyes was unobstructed, and looking at Su Wen's expectant eyes, Song Yu nodded, "See." ”

There has never been a moment of anxiety in my life to the whole heart is drumming, and after poking open the layer of diaphragm that wraps the heart, the emotions hidden in the heart continue to gush out, and all the urgent thoughts rush to one direction, so clear that it couldn't be clearer -

- to find her.

- Go to Mom.

Not later, but now, go find her!

Even in the past seven years, he has been trapped in the lie that his mother is gone, and has endured the torment of his soul again and again, after a long time, he thinks that he has become accustomed to the life without his mother, and even he can't understand whether the sourness in his heart when he thinks of his mother is called longing or hatred.

Even though he had threatened that he didn't need his mother anymore, tearing away all the wounded masks on his real face that were disguised with stubbornness and indifference, he suddenly understood the strong emotions surging in his chest. The hatred that desperately adorns with indifference is never called hate.

The pain of the past, the endless hatred, could no match the fear that spreads in my heart at the thought of losing my mother again.

When will we see you next time?

No, no, he still had so much to say to her, so many questions he wanted to ask her face-to-face, how could she just leave?

Only by running forward as hard as he could he get rid of the little fear spreading in his heart.

The surrounding scenery was quickly left behind, and one by one flashed in front of him at a blistering speed. The afternoon sun hit the boy's face, and all that was left in his eyes was the streamer that passed by quickly in front of him when he ran.

The vibrant trees all over the road were making way for him, and whatever it was, it didn't matter to him anymore at the moment.

Whether it is the abandonment of the past, the endless torment of longing, or the deepest pain, they are all left behind.

The boy stopped a red taxi at the school gate and quickly jumped in. While the taxi was moving, the boy stared at the traffic in front of him outside the windshield, anxious, urging over and over again: "Master, please hurry up!" ”

There was a message lying lonely in the text message on the mobile phone: "Xiaoyu, mom will be on the flight at four o'clock in the afternoon next Tuesday, will you come to see off your mother?" Mommy will always be waiting for you......"

The boy stared at the phone number on his phone that had not changed his name, pondered for a long time, and finally pressed the dial button, and called the number that had refused to answer countless times for the first time.

The call was quickly connected, and the boy looked at the call prompt on the phone, and his nails couldn't help but pinch into his palm.

"Xiao Yu? You've finally called your mother..."

Qin Lu's soft voice came from the mobile phone, and the voice was mixed with incredible surprise, and hurriedly passed through the eardrum of the mobile phone, "Xiaoyu, are you here?" ”

"Talk? Xiao Yu! ”

"Hmm." For a long time, Song Yu stared at the traffic in front of him, "I'm on the road." ”

The moment she saw Song Yu's figure appear in the public hall of the terminal building, Qin Lu couldn't care about the suitcase in her hand, tears came out of her eyes, and her legs ran in the direction of the boy before her brain gave an order.

Putting down the mask of indifference, after a lapse of seven years, Song Yu showed a son's normal emotions in front of his mother for the first time. Gathering with those strange and familiar eyes, before he could speak, a sour surge surged up, and he unstoppably blocked the boy's throat.

He came, and it didn't take much to say more, it was all it said.

Qin Lu hugged her son and cried bitterly as if no one was around, the hall was full of people, and at this time, only her son who was a head taller than herself was left in her world.

Finally met before her mother left, Song Yu choked up and accepted her mother's hug, tightly, as if she was afraid that her mother would disappear in front of her in the next moment, just like that ordinary day seven years ago, her mother comforted herself and said that she would come back soon, and she disappeared as soon as she went.

His mother had disappeared from his life for a time, and now he had to leave in a hurry when he returned.

The beautiful female voice on the radio in the hall broadcast over and over again: "Please Ms. Qin Lu board the plane as soon as possible, your flight is waiting......

The people and sounds that came and went around them had nothing to do with them, and no one except the two of them would understand how much bitterness and happiness this hug contained......

"And your mother... Didn't leave? Su Wen asked with a smile, but his eyes couldn't help but sink.

The conjecture in his heart drove along the track that frightened the girl, Su Wen clenched his fists, stared at the boy's smiling face, and thought in disbelief, if things were really as he thought, Song Yu and his mother let go of their previous suspicions and decided to go abroad with their mother...... So, should she be happy for him? Or is it sad for yourself?

"Gone." Song Yu's gentle smile carried a certain relief, "I missed the flight, but I still have to go." ”

The parting was already a foregone conclusion, but this time, Song Yu believed what her mother said, and she would come back soon.

Su Wen's nervous eyes relaxed for a moment, and his heart was inexplicably rippling with joy, "I believe your mother will come back to see you again!" ”

"yes, definitely."

The boy looked at the girl's smiling face, and the unique black and white eyes flashed brightly, as dazzling as before, but the gloom under the eyes was removed, and there was more open-mindedness.

Su Wen also laughed heartily, and the dark clouds that shrouded his heart finally dispersed.

(The author floated by: Biane ~ I've been lazy these days, and I'm busy with other things, and I haven't updated it for a few days!) >> I'm sorry for the ashes~ But I'll be back! Momoda~)