Chapter One Hundred and Seven: Self-Injury
Mu Ranyue was stunned, her words were heartbreaking? Isn't everything she says realistic?
She laughed: "Then you teach me, what words are not heartfelt?" ”
Nangong Jinchen was stunned for a moment, but didn't know how to answer.
After a while, he pleaded in a low voice: "Dye, can you really not forgive?" ”
Mu Ranyue said expressionlessly: "Between you and me, I can't talk about who is right and who is wrong, so how can I forgive me?" You are Nangong Jinchen, not Yezichen. ”
"Dyeing, the one who loves you has always been Nangong Jinchen."
Hearing this, Mu Ranyue suddenly laughed, as if she had heard a very funny joke.
She turned her head and looked at him fixedly: "Since you say so, then I might as well tell Your Highness something, but I don't know if Your Highness wants to hear it." ”
Nangong Jinchen was full of suspicion, of course he wanted to hear her words, he nodded.
Mu Ranyue spoke: "Since I knew Ye Zichen's identity, I once hated him and was sad and unbearable, and I didn't know what kind of mood I was in at that time about his death. ”
"However, as time went by and I was ordered to reconcile, I suddenly found that I hated him less and less, and even wished that he could still live in this world."
Nangong Jinchen listened to her words carefully, with mixed feelings in her heart.
"Later, I was kidnapped by Nangong Jinheng on the way to Heqin, and he told me that Ye Zichen was still alive, and it was the man I was going to marry. Does Your Highness know what was in my mind at that time? ”
Nangong Jinchen looked at her in confusion, and the emotions in her eyes were indescribable.
Mu Ranyue sneered, "I'm wondering why he didn't die." If Zichen really died that day and night, I would never be able to let go of him in my life, and my heart would always be sealed for him. Since then, the ancient Buddha of the green lantern has always been accompanied, and the lovesickness has been dyed in the heart. But he, but not dead, still appeared by my side in this way. ”
There seemed to be infinite disappointment in those words.
Nangong Jinchen's face turned pale instantly, and he staggered back a step, "So, if I am alive for a day, you will never be able to forgive me?" Will you never give me a heartfelt heart? ”
Mu Ranyue said mercilessly: "My sincerity has long been consumed. ”
Nangong Jinchen's face was as transparent as paper, and he was silent for a long time, and spit out a word in a low voice: "Okay." ”
Mu Ranyue didn't have time to think about what he meant by this word, but saw that Nangong Jinchen had already taken out the dagger he was carrying, and went straight to his left chest with lightning speed, blood gushed out and flowed on the ground, and the indifferent wax plum petals instantly turned into delicate red plums.
She didn't have time to think, almost instinctively rushed over and grabbed his hand, didn't let him continue to stab in, and shouted: "Nangong Jinchen!" You are crazy! ”
Nangong Jinchen couldn't support it anymore, he sat on the ground, blood flowed from the corners of his mouth, he tried to raise his hand to wipe it off, and smiled sadly: "Yes, for you, I'm crazy, as long as you can forgive." Since...... If you think that Nangong Jinchen shouldn't exist, then I shouldn't exist. ”
Mu Ranyue looked at him like a madman, her eyes turned red unconsciously, and she became hysterical: "You are really crazy, do you think that if you die, I will forgive you?" I tell you, never, I never will! ”
Nangong Jinchen no longer had the strength to speak, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he just looked at her.
The blood on her chest was still gushing, Mu Ranyue's hands had already been dyed red, and the snow-white fox fur on her body was also stained with bloodstains, like red plums in the snow.
She didn't care about anything else, she pulled the fabric off her skirt hard, and pressed the cloth against his chest with trembling hands, temporarily slowing down the blood flow.
But this place is not far from the city, and it is on the mountain, how can she drag a big man back from here?
And Nangong Jinchen's eyes have gradually diluted, and he is about to close.
Mu Ranyue's heart was as anxious as fire, and she shouted in his ear: "You are not allowed to sleep, you are not allowed to sleep, you are not allowed to sleep if you hear it." ”
She was completely unaware of the deep fear in her heart for his death.
Nangong Jinchen tried her best to open her eyes as she wished, not letting herself fall asleep, her voice was weak and weak: "Dye doesn't let me sleep, I'm ...... I don't sleep. ”
Mu Ranyue was powerless to taunt him at the moment, and suddenly saw something like a whistle on his waist, she was happy in her heart, could this be something to deliver news to his subordinates?
Mu Ranyue hurriedly ripped the thing off, shook her hand and blew it to her mouth, and kept blowing.
She believed that his people were around here.
In less than half a pillar of incense, Han Sheng hurried up with someone and looked at the scene in front of him in shock.
How could His invincible Highness be so seriously injured? Looking at this scene, it is not an assassin. He suddenly glared at Mu Ranyue angrily, "Princess, is it you?" ”
Mu Ranyue's face was full of anxiety, and she didn't have time to defend now, she roared angrily: "What are you still doing there, why don't you take him back to the city for healing!" ”
Only then did Han Sheng come back to his senses, hurriedly picked up Nangong Jinchen, and hurried down the mountain.
Han Sheng trotted all the way to Nangong Jinchen to the nearest medical hall after entering the city, put him on a chair and said, "Doctor, come and have a look." ”
An old doctor with a white beard was settling accounts behind the counter, and he was startled coldly, and hurriedly came over to see Nangong Jinchen's injury.
He ripped the cloth off his chest and examined it carefully, his face full of embarrassment, "This...... I'm afraid that this dagger has already entered my heart, and I can't do anything about it......"
The doctor said such frustrating words, Han Sheng was about to get angry, and Mu Ranyue hurried in with her skirt.
"What did you just say, the dagger stabbed into the heart?"
The old doctor nodded.
Mu Ranyue's eyes suddenly split: "You are talking nonsense, it is clear that there are still two centimeters away from the heart, and you actually sentenced him to death in such a daze, it is clearly a quack." ”
The old doctor instantly blushed and said: "What do you know about a little girl, the old man has opened a medical clinic on Changting Street in Hengyang for 20 years, and no one has said that he can't believe in my medical skills." ”
Nangong Jinchen's face and lips were no longer bloodless, Mu Ranyue didn't bother to argue with him, and said directly: "You don't dare to heal, take out your healing equipment, I'll come to heal." ”
The old doctor hesitated but refused to move, until something cold was pressed against his neck, he shook a little, and then said with a frightened face: "Hero, spare your life, I'll go get it right away, go right away." ”
"Go!" Han Sheng put the sword down, and the old doctor immediately went in and got something out.
Mu Ranyue was sweating all over her body, she forced herself to calm down and began to heal Nangong Jinchen's injuries.
The old doctor stood aside and watched Mu Ranyue in a daze as he examined the injury, pulled out the knife, stitched the wound, applied medicine, bandaged and a series of actions, and then realized that this woman was actually a master of medical skills, no wonder he would scold him for being a quack.
At the same time, I couldn't help but feel ashamed that I couldn't even compare to a young woman.
And this man, who was so seriously injured, his forehead was full of cold sweat, he didn't even shout a word the whole time, he kept clenching his teeth, this willpower is really not something ordinary people can have.
In fact, he also saw that the knife on the man's chest was not completely pierced, but it was also quite deep, and he didn't dare to draw the knife, so he said that.
This man seems to be either rich or expensive, and if something really goes wrong with him, I am afraid that he will be killed.
Half an hour later, Mu Ranyue finally finished curing and breathed a sigh of relief.
She suddenly got up, but almost fell again.
And then she realized that she was soaked all over.
It seems that she is really too nervous.
She said in her heart, Nangong Jinchen, are you tossing yourself, or are you tossing me?
Looking at Han Sheng's inquiring eyes, Mu Ranyue said: "It's okay, it's just that I need to recuperate well recently, the wound must not touch the water and there are big movements, it is best to recuperate in bed for a few days first." ”
Han Sheng's heart completely fell, and when he touched his forehead, it was full of cold sweat.
Nangong Jinchen watched Mu Ranyue's movements soberly throughout the whole process, and looked at her anxious and uncontrollable appearance for him, and instantly felt that the knife she had received was worth it.
At least let him see the truest thoughts in her heart, and her love for him is not less than half a cent.
He closed his eyes with reassurance, today's knife, he really made a dead hand, and now the wound is in severe pain, and he is physically and mentally exhausted.
Take advantage of this time to raise for a while, and after you go back, you can grind with her well, anyway, you have figured out her heart, and he is not afraid of anything she says.
Back in the mansion, Han Sheng sent Nangong Jinchen to the bed to lie down, but Mu Ranyue did not go in with him.
Han Sheng said with palpitations: "Your Highness, the knife on your chest today is the princess?" ”
Nangong Jinchen shook his head, "No, it's me." ”
Han Sheng's eyes widened suddenly, and his mouth opened slightly: "Your Highness, why do you want to do this?" ”
"Not so? How can you see her heart? ”
Han Sheng really couldn't understand: "There are thousands of women in the world, for one, is it really worth it?" ”
Nangong Jinchen hooked his lips: "It's worth it." ”
Yi Mu Ranyue's lukewarm attitude towards him now, if it weren't for his desperate fight, I'm afraid she would treat him like this in her life.
Han Sheng has never experienced it, and naturally he will not understand him, but he will respect all his behaviors.
"Your Highness, do you need to let the princess come over now?"
Nangong Jinchen shook his head, "No, it's pointless to let her come over now, you can also step back first." ”
Han Sheng glanced at him unapprehendedly, "The subordinates retired." ”
Mu Ranyue sat in front of the window, holding her hair.
Nangong Jinchen's actions today really scared her a lot.
He is such an unscrupulous person, and he stabbed himself so mercilessly just to get a word of forgiveness from her.
His expression at that time was really loveless, if it weren't for her timely stopping, the knife would have really entered the heart.
Nangong Jinchen, do you really love me so much? In that case, why did you want to deceive and hurt my relatives in the first place? You're like this, so what should I do to you?