Romain Rolland once said: There is only one kind of heroism in the world, that is, after recognizing the truth of life, you still love life.

From the moment we croaked to the ground, our souls were bound by the hustle and bustle of the world, life is a big gamble, the bet is youth, boiled until the temples are white, lost everything, I finally guessed what to bet on, but suddenly found that I have no youth to bet.

Xue Xinyan stayed with me in the hospital overnight, and left early the next day because she was preparing to go abroad.

Brother Scumbag went out of the stall, Qin Yan needed to return to the store, contact the decoration company, and start preparing for the opening of the store.

I stretched my waist and sat on the bed, thinking to myself, everyone is busy, now I am the only idler, I drank water, wanted to go to the bathroom for convenience, just put on my slippers, the door of the ward was pushed open.

Wang Ling's beautiful and annoying face appeared outside the door, she drew a light makeup today, the pair of peach blossom eyes like a lake blinked, jumping up and down, I could see my heart like numb, the white and ruddy cheeks were delicate and dusty, the thin lips exuded a seductive luster, a head of golden curly hair fell down her shoulders, with a black and white dress, adding a touch of charm and charm to her whole person.

I sniffled and didn't speak, but at this time I really needed to go to the bathroom, in the morning Qin Ling bought two drawers of buns with unknown fillings, and after eating them, my stomach turned over and over, as if I had been cut by a knife.

"Uh, you're so much better, you can get out of bed."

She rolled her beautiful eyes, holding a white bag in her hand, and she was at a loss to calm the dreary atmosphere.

I frowned and asked lightly, "Don't you have to work?" ”

"I have someone to manage my shop, and nominally I'm the boss, but I don't really worry about it."

My stomach rumbled a few more times, and I didn't care about my image anymore, so I walked out of the ward quickly and ran straight to the bathroom.

"Hey, what are you doing?"

Wang Ling followed me like a lingering shadow, and her expression showed a hint of panic.

"Toilet, don't come along, go away."

I let out a low roar and went into the bathroom without looking back, and heard her muttering softly behind me, "Hmph, what a murder." ”

Back in the ward, I lay on the bed and said angrily, "What are you doing today?" I made it clear yesterday, haven't you understood it yet? ”

Wang Ling pursed her lips and said with an innocent face: "I understand." ”

"And you're still here?"

I glared at her angrily, I really didn't understand why such a shrewd girl always did such stupid things.

She walked over to my bed, sat down slowly, and was about to say something, when I pushed her and whispered, "You sit opposite." ”

"What are you doing, your ideology is really feudal, and you still believe in the saying that men and women don't kiss."

After pinching my cheek, she got up again and walked to the opposite bed, and glared at me with a pout.

"These are two different things, people are self-aware, you read more than me, don't you understand this truth?"

I sighed deeply, there have been too many troubles that have happened to me recently, and I have been stuck to this dog skin plaster, which is really a little staggering, and I can't do it.

After Wang Ling heard this, she changed her words and said lightly: "Hey, are you going to lie on the hospital bed for a day, big man, why are you so hypocritical." ”

After she finished speaking, she didn't forget to glance at me, I instantly felt a little angry, and said angrily: "Do you think I want to lie here, illness comes like a mountain, illness goes like a thread, can you guarantee that you will not get sick for the rest of your life?" ”

After Wang Ling heard this, she squinted at me and said with a disdainful face: "Cut, I don't come to the hospital when I'm sick." ”

I looked at her with a puzzled face, muttering in my heart, where can I go if I don't go to the hospital, can I stand up?

When she saw what I was listening to, she smiled and said stupidly, "Do you want to go out and play?" ”

"I don't want to accompany you, I still have a lot of things, unlike a little master like you, who has no worries about food and clothing, and never worries about money."

I said in a weird way, peeking at her expression from time to time, I saw that her face was innocent and simple, and under the finely carved cheeks, there didn't seem to be any terrible scheming, but people can't be good-looking, if she can interact with me normally like others, I will be very willing to be her friend.

"Why are you so cheesy, you open your mouth and close your mouth to money, every day is money money, I really don't understand why you have to make yourself so tired."

She seemed to be mocking, but there was a little grievance in her words, maybe she had never experienced the bitterness and fatigue of the poor, so she would speak out and speak freely.

I didn't bother to explain to her, picked up my phone, clicked on WeChat, and saw Xiao Qing send me a message, I haven't contacted her for a long time, or the last time Sun Kai casually told me about her.

She and Jin Chen worked hard to start a business in their hometown town, with considerable income, and everyone was envious, the most important thing is that they don't have to leave their hometown and wander outside, as Brother Slag said, no matter how rich, decent, and brilliant they are outside, but the birds love the old forest, and the pond fish thinks about the old abyss, we will eventually return to the roots and settle the dust.

Xiao Qing wrote in the message: How are you over there, can you come back for the Spring Festival?

In just a few words, it reminded me of my hometown, in that small city that does not eat the fireworks of the world, there is my childhood full of joy, as well as the broken memories of youth, bittersweet memories, love and hate, but the former friends are still there, waiting for the last touch of nostalgia.

I was stunned for a moment, and replied: I plan to open a clothing store here, I have been busy decorating recently, and I will open for business after the New Year, and I will try to find time to go back during the Spring Festival.

I threw my phone aside, my heart was a little melancholy, my expression was dim, every time I received a message from my hometown, I could always meditate for a while, Sun Kai, Xiao Qing, Qin Xiaolan, these familiar and unfamiliar faces, in the student days, have been with me, we drink together until dawn, together to outline the blueprint of the future, together regret the past time, disgusted with each other, and rely on each other.

Wang Ling saw that my eyes were straight and my expression was wooden, so she walked up to me, waved her hand in front of my eyes, and said with a smile: "Hey, what's wrong with you, like your soul is out of your body, change your clothes, let's go through the discharge procedures, and then take you to relax?" ”

I stared at her for a moment, and felt that life was too short, so why be sentimental, it was better to be busy, and it would be okay to be willful.

After everything was done, Wang Ling and I came to the parking lot, she drove a black Jaguar XJ today, the body line is beautiful, low-key to show the luxury of the style, the sun shines down, Ambilight, brilliant.

Getting into the car, the high-quality leather seats wrapped me in it, so that people can relax with all their hearts, the car is filled with a faint floral fragrance, this smell seems to have a magical magic, after smelling, there is a kind of refreshing, relieving boredom effect.

I fastened my seatbelt, looked at her and said, "Why do you like driving this kind of car?" ”

"This is my dad's, my car has been driving for a long time, and I just change the taste occasionally."

She said nonchalantly, put her bag on the center armrest, and started the car.

"Where are we going?"

I frowned, feeling very inappropriate to go out with her so hastily.

She glanced at the time and said with a wicked smile on her face, "How about you go to my house?" ”

"What?"

I really couldn't understand how crazy she really was, this ambiguous and disgusting feeling made me hate it even more, and I opened the car door to escape from the crime scene.

A taxi drove into the parking lot and slowly stopped next to Wang Ling's car, I sniffled, and had a very bad premonition, only to see Qin Yan and Zhang Xueyao get out of the car, he hummed a little song, his face was calm and comfortable.

I panicked instantly, looked left and right, and found that there was nowhere to hide, and just wanted to get back into the car, Qin Li said with a suspicious face: "Huh? Brother, have you been discharged from the hospital? ”

Zhang Xueyao chewed gum, jumped to Qin Li's side, looked at me and said, "What are you doing here?" ”

Me: "..."

Qin Yi said stupidly: "Didn't the doctor say that you should stay in the hospital for a day, you need to be anxious about the things in the store, I have made an appointment with two decoration companies in the morning, and they said that they will go to the store in the afternoon to see, the specific matters, and when the decoration plan comes out, it will be decided." ”

I secretly glanced at Wang Ling in the car, it seemed that Qin Li and Zhang Xueyao hadn't noticed her yet, I wiped the fine sweat on my forehead, and planned to pull Qin Ling and Zhang Xueyao aside, so that I could hide people's eyes.

"Why are you dragging me?"

I pulled Qin Li forward, but as soon as I took two steps, Wang Ling got out of the car, my head slammed, and the sweat of beans covered my forehead again.

Qin Li and Zhang Xueyao shifted their eyes to Wang Ling at the same time, Zhang Xueyao was fine, but Qin Ling couldn't hold back, his face was distorted, he pointed at Wang Ling, and stammered: "Brother, you, why are you getting together with her again, what the hell is going on?" ”

My face was flushed when I was questioned, and after a while, I said incoherently: "That, Qin Li, we just went out to eat, don't think about it." ”

Qin Yan blinked, grabbed Zhang Xueyao's hand, glared at me fiercely, and walked away without looking back.

Zhang Xueyao followed behind him, asking anxiously: "What's the matter, who is that woman?" ”

Qin Yan walked angrily, no squeak, I wanted to catch up and want to explain to him, but like a fish in my throat, I didn't know how to open my mouth when the words came to my mouth, but the matter has come to this point, these unreasonable feelings have been messed up, and I can't make up for it, I lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and saw a sturdy guy in a suit standing at the door of the hospital, looking at me intently.

He wore a pair of black sunglasses, his expression was terrifying and hideous, his powerful arms naturally drooped, and his figure was tall and mighty, giving people a trembling sense of fear.

"What are you looking at?"

Wang Ling walked to my side and followed my gaze towards the entrance of the hospital, but the man in black had already left, Wang Ling frowned, and said lightly: "It's all my fault, I let you suffer." ”

I took a puff of cigarette and looked at her and said, "What's going on?" ”

"Just now your friend left in a rage, he was unfriendly to me, and scolded me for being a vixen, in fact, I wasn't as bad as he thought, I just..."

She murmured, as if she had been greatly wronged, pursed her thin lips, and in the midst of her beautiful eyes, two crystal clear tears slowly wriggled, and after a while, they fell on the white skirt and turned into dark gray spots.

"Just what?"

I threw away the cigarette butt, stepped on it with my foot, stepped forward, walked up to her, and asked in a low voice.

She raised her head, grinned, and cried out, her thin body trembling violently, and tears burst out of her eyes like a flood that burst the embankment, leaving traces on her fair cheeks.

She sobbed a few times and exclaimed, "I just like you." ”