48. Accompany her
"It's nothing, let's have dinner."
Of course, Zhao Yonghua and Xie Yinan saw that he was absent-minded, but they didn't guess what it was for.
"Yinan, you should also eat more, you see that you have not grown any meat at all after being out of the hospital for so long."
"Then this Spring Festival, I will rely on Aunt Hua to make up for me." Xie Yinan will also live here during this time, she knows that Ji Ji will not follow, so she naturally wants to take advantage of this opportunity to cultivate a relationship with Tang Jingqing.
After dinner, Zhao Yonghua and Xie Yinan laughed and laughed, chatting about the past or interesting things in the present life, which was a picture that Tang Jingqing had always seen, and suddenly felt a little dazzling.
After the meal, the three of them were in the living room, Tang Jingqing accompanied them and did not forget to work, Zhao Yonghua also went by him, in short, it is a good thing for people to see it, and Xie Yinan and the two of them watched the Spring Festival Gala of the local station in Shenyang City.
"Host, you are on the streets of Shenyang City, how do you feel the atmosphere over there?"
"We are very lively here, but this year, Chinese New Year's Eve encountered the severe cold of Shenyang once in a century, and the temperature here should be about minus 7 degrees Celsius, which is still quite cold, but we can still see many young friends on the street to welcome the new year......
Tang Jingqing didn't listen to what the host on TV said, he only heard today's severe cold, and his signature pen paused.
"On this day of family reunion......"
Chinese New Year's Eve is a day of family reunion, so what is she doing at this moment? She will not return to the Ji family at this time, which is tantamount to telling the Ji family that there are problems in her marriage with her; I won't go to Yu Xia, because I don't want to make trouble for Yu Xia, so where else can I go? Hospital visit Yunsheng? Or to accompany her mother in a nursing home?
One possibility after another crossed his mind, but for some reason the last thing he stayed was the scene where she knelt on the floor in the cloakroom and sorted out one dress after another for him.
"Jingqing, let's keep the New Year together tonight, are you hungry? I asked Sister-in-law Gui to prepare some rice balls. ”
It was only when he found out that it was already 11 o'clock in the evening, but the urge to see her was getting deeper and deeper.
"It's okay, I'm not hungry."
Xie Yinan looked at Tang Jingqing's perfunctory answer, her fingers clenched into fists, and her nails were even so deep that they could scratch her palms, she knew that he was thinking about the slut at the end of the season, hating ...... is so hateful, it is obvious that the person sitting next to him is himself, but he can't see it at all, even Zhao Yonghua feels that something is wrong with him.
"Jingqing, what's wrong with you? It's as if you can't give up all night. ”
"I'm sorry, Mom, I'm going somewhere."
Picking up the car keys on the table, Tang Jingqing strode towards the door, uncertain, restless, knowing that he shouldn't think about her at this time, but the idea of seeing her finally triumphed over reason, and it took 30 minutes to cross the bridge and walk the highway from here to Tamsui Villa.
When he returned to the freshwater villa covered in wind and frost, he only saw that the whole house was pitch black, because he knew that there was no one to wait?
There was no figure in the living room on the first floor, and for a moment I thought she was not at home, but I heard a subtle sound from upstairs, he quietly changed his indoor slippers and walked to the small side hall with bright light on the second floor.
He saw a bowl of instant noodles at the end of a season, and a pad on the table seemed to be watching a variety show on a certain stage, as if she saw something funny, she also laughed aloud, and occasionally pulled out her hand to touch the jingle squatting at her feet.
Obviously she was laughing, but when Tang Jingqing saw this picture, she felt inexplicably sad, was this how she lived when she was alone? Holding a bowl of instant noodles without even bothering to turn on the lights?
Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, remembering the "family reunion" said by the host who accompanied Zhao Yonghua to watch TV before, what kind of family reunion is this for her?
On the way from Zhao Yonghua, except for the dotted street lamps, every household was lit with warm lights, only in the freshwater villa, it was dark and cold.
"End of the season." As he shouted her name, he felt his throat feel a little dry.
"Jingqing? How did you get back? At the end of the season, he looked back at the man standing aside.
"I have some information in the study, so I'll come back once." The man who can't express himself is obviously worried, but he says all the unromantic things.
"That's right...... You, are you going to leave later? At the end of the season, he asked cautiously, and even Tang Jingqing, who was usually wooden, felt it.
"No, it's too late today."
"Well, are you hungry? Would you like something to eat? Do you have to work an extra shift tonight? ”
"Yes."
"Then I'll go and make you something, can you eat noodles?"
"Okay, then you can wait for me."
At the end of the season, she threw down the instant noodles she had eaten half and ran to the kitchen, opened it and found that there was nothing, she had prepared some New Year's goods, all snacks and melon seeds, thinking that she didn't have to eat alone during the New Year, and she forgot to buy staple food at all.
"Jingqing, there is nothing to eat at home, I'll go out and buy it soon."
"Then don't bother, isn't there still instant noodles?"
"That's not nutritious, and it's not troublesome to cook noodles, there is a whole family nearby, open 24 hours, I'll go buy a dragon beard noodles quickly, you wait for me."
After finishing speaking, Ji Mo immediately rushed back to his room, put on a thick coat, picked up his wallet, and ran out of the door without waiting for Tang Jingqing to stop her.
Tang Jingqing watched her small back disappear into the dark night from the second floor, but he knew in his heart that something was taking root.
There was no complaining, no questioning, simply believing that he came back because of work, and all he cared about was what he wanted to eat. So who is this room full of window grilles for? I know that there is only one person......
She said instant noodles are not nutritious? So what does she eat? Who is eating instant noodles at home for dinner on Chinese New Year's Eve? But he is willing to buy a handful of noodles in order to eat or not, especially on the night when the cold wave hits.
They live in a villa area, and it takes 10 minutes for the whole family to walk over.
At the end of the season, she is good to people, sometimes it is really subtle, she will only do it silently but never say much, how can this kind of character not let herself suffer?
"I'm back!"
Half an hour later, Tang Jingqing saw that at the end of the season he came back with a big bag full of things, buying not only vegetables but also some breakfast buns, bread and the like.
"It's late when I go, and the rest of the dishes in the supermarket are not very fresh, Jingqing, it's rare to ask you to do it."
Ji Mo talked to him as he carried his things to the kitchen to sort them out, and then began to boil water.
"There's nothing to eat at home, I think since you sleep here today, you still have to have breakfast tomorrow, I bought some buns and bread, what do you want to eat?"
"I don't think it's okay for the whole family's custard buns, or do you want to eat toast?"
Tang Jingqing looked at the end of the season like a little bee wandering around the kitchen, and raised his foot to do something he wanted to do all night.
"It's all good!"
Firmly encircled Ji Mo in his arms from behind, Ji Mo felt incredible, he had hugged himself in many ways, but it was the first time he was so warm.
"Jingqing, you, what's wrong with you?" At the end of the season, he didn't dare to look back, he was afraid that it was a dream, and maybe the current warmth would become another mockery for him.
"It's okay, I just want to hug you suddenly."
"Oh, you wait a minute, I'll just cook some noodles."
Before Tang Jingqing let go of his hand, he saw the fireworks outside the window ignite.
"Dang!"
When 12 o'clock arrived, many people in the vicinity set off fireworks, and Tang Jingqing held the end of the season in the kitchen at this time and looked at all the beautiful scenery outside.
"Happy New Year!" Tang Jingqing's voice sounded in her ears at the end of the season, but her tears couldn't help but flow.
"Happy New Year!"
This Chinese New Year's Eve is the Chinese New Year's Eve that she has not been accompanied by for a long time, since when did she start to spend Chinese New Year's Eve alone? When mom went crazy? When Yunsheng was hospitalized? She couldn't remember anymore, from the initial fear of crying to now thinking that she could get used to it.
After marrying Tang Jingqing, she was full of joy that she could have someone to spend the Spring Festival with again, but Zhao Yonghua ruthlessly shattered all hopes.
It's just that the heart is still eager but afraid, just like being exposed to the sun by someone who has been in the dark for too long, and the first reaction is to close your eyes.
Even, she used a time to go back and forth to the supermarket to constantly build her mind, if he is not there after returning from the supermarket, don't be too surprised, the Chinese New Year is her alone.
"Is the noodles delicious?"
"Come along."
"Ah, my instant noodles!"
At the end of the season, I remembered that I had only eaten half of the instant noodles and wanted to go upstairs to take them down and continue to finish eating.
"Didn't you say something that wasn't nutritious? Then don't eat it. ”
"That's not a waste, and I don't eat it very often."
After going upstairs at the end of the season, he took down the instant noodles and sat opposite Tang Jingqing, and the two of them ate supper together.
"What does a person do at home?"
"It's nothing, I want to watch variety shows, and I have heard that there are a few comedy movies that are quite funny before."
"I can't turn on the lights in that house, and when I came back, I thought I was in a haunted house." Indeed, the whole house was pitch black, with only a glimmer of light in one corner.
"The house is too big, I want to go back to my room to sleep later, and I don't bother to go downstairs and turn off the lights one by one."
"Next time, even if you're alone, remember to leave a night light downstairs."
"Okay, I remember."
Some of the two of them were chatting, and at this time, Tang Jingqing's mobile phone rang, and Ji Mo happened to look up and see the phone on the screen, it was Xie Yinan......
She saw Tang Jingqing glance at her, and left the position to give her the space very clearly, silently worried in her heart whether he would still leave in the end?