Chapter 194: The Last Step

Along the way, they drove all night, in order to get rid of the pursuers, they did not dare to stop, changed horses countless times, no matter how injured he was, he was unaware, until this moment he really relaxed.

Xu Yan didn't speak all the time, but there were already waves in her heart, but it was just that there were no other emotions, how could Yuan Junxian let go of the pain she brought to her so easily.

"Girl......"

"You can show him first, don't worry, I will cooperate with the treatment."

Xu Yan is not a fool, the blood lotus can cure the root of her disease, even if the chance of becoming a mother in the future is very small, but it is better than not having the slightest chance now, even if there is a little hope, Xu Yan will not give up.

And......

got Xu Yan's answer, Yan Zhen directly let go of his hand to do it.

As long as Xu Yan is willing to cooperate with the treatment, then this blood lotus will not lose its original intention, and Xu Yan can accept it, which means that there is still hope, as for being able to get to that point, it still depends on the fate of the two people.

"Madam, the general is really good to you, he was just blinded and bewitched by the traitor before, but now the truth is revealed, the general did not hesitate to risk breaking into the capital for the sake of Madame, and took the blood lotus from the emperor's hands."

Xia He looked at Xu Yan cautiously, for fear that if he didn't pay attention, he would make Xu Yan unhappy.

Since the accident, Xu Yan's mood has not been very stable, and she has to be careful when she speaks, for fear that a U careful will touch her sore spot, and everyone will be unlucky at that time.

Everyone knew Yan Zhen's intentions, and they didn't want to see the two people who originally loved each other to the point of breaking up.

"Xia He, there are some things that should be said or not, I hope you can figure it out, why did everything happen to us all in the first place, how did Yuan Junxian treat Madame, how much pain did Madame suffer, how many precious things she lost, as long as you are not a fool can see it, does he think that a blood lotus can save Madame? This is what the lord owes to the lady. ”

Yunxia is most unaccustomed to Xia He's appearance, she always talks and acts with too much calculation, too many careful eyes, and I don't know if she has been following Yu Yuxuan for a long time, she should have been a simple and kind little girl, but now she is scheming.

"I, I just think that the matter has passed, and now that the general has done so much, it should be forgotten......"

Before Xia He could finish speaking, Yunxia coldly interrupted her words and said, "Forget it? Xia He, are you stupid, or do you think that Mrs. deserves to suffer so many crimes, if it weren't for the foolish little master, it would be fine now. ”

Yunxia said that in the end, she couldn't help but redden, she knew that Xu Yan had always wanted a child, but she never took it, she finally got pregnant, but she suffered such a sin, and now the child is even more ......

She was an orphan and had never experienced what it was like to be a mother.

I can't feel that feeling, but when I saw Xu Yan's true feelings for Yuan Xiu and Yuan Yun, the true feelings from the heart, as well as her sincerity to everyone, even if she was indifferent, she couldn't help but soften.

Yunxia's last sentence directly made Xu Yan couldn't help but feel heartache, which was also the key problem why she couldn't let go.

If the child is still there, no matter how much she suffers, Yuan Junxian will be able to return to her side in the end, Xu Yan can understand and forgive, but only now she has no way to act as if it didn't happen.

"Ma'am, I'm sorry I didn't mean to."

Sensing the change in Xu Yan's face, Yunxia regretted it immediately, she always spoke without a gatekeeper, she said whatever she wanted, and she didn't go to see what the situation was now.

"I'm tired, go about yourself."

Xu Yan closed his eyes and threw away the chaos in his mind, hoping to make himself feel better.

"Then madam, you rest first, I'll go see the little master and the little miss."

Yunxia knew that she had done something wrong, and she didn't dare to say anything, Xu Yan wanted to rest, so she didn't bother.

Xia He still wanted to say something, but under Yunxia's cannibalistic eyes, she had to leave with her, the most important thing was that she was also afraid that something would happen to Xu Yan, if there was really something, she might not know what kind of punishment she would receive at that time.

Back in the house, Xu Yan took out the small objects that had been placed under the pillow, which was a pair of baby shoes that she had been preparing for a long time, hoping that when she had a child, she would be able to wear the shoes she made herself.

In order to make this pair of shoes, she followed the embroidery girl to learn needlework, and it took half a month to learn, and she made a mistake with such a stitch now, but the shoes are still there, but the child is ......

"Is my mother thinking about my brother again?"

Yuan Yun looked at Xu Yan and said worriedly.

"Xiaoyun? Why are you here? ”

Xu Yan was very surprised by Yuan Yun's appearance, at this time Yuan Yun should be practicing martial arts with Yuan Xiu, looking at Yuan Yun's appearance as if he slipped over halfway, with a tight little face, a serious frown, and a worried face.

For this reason, a warm current flowed through Xu Yan's heart.

"It's nothing, I'm just worried about my mother, so I'm going to come and have a look."

Seeing the small shoes on Xu Yan's hand, Yuan Yun's expression was stunned for a moment, Xu Yan made a lot of shoes for them, and they were all very beautiful, and these little shoes were also very beautiful, and it could be seen that they were worn by a newborn baby.

Xu Yan still cares about the child very much, even she is actually very much looking forward to the arrival of the child, but some things still can't have the best of both worlds after all, and they end up like this.

"Fool, what can my mother do, you go back to practice quickly, if your Uncle Yan Hua knows, I don't know how to train you, and although girls are said to be gentle and elegant, but my mother thinks that she still has the ability to protect herself."

In the past, Xu Yan had always opposed Yuan Yun's martial arts practice, thinking that girls should be quiet and elegant, but since she was imprisoned by Huang Xinming, and she was powerless to cause the child to leave her like that, Xu Yan no longer blocked Yuan Yun's martial arts practice.

"Well, don't worry, my mother will practice hard, and let Xiaoyun protect my mother in the future."

Yuan Yun followed Xu Yan's words, this is her heartfelt thoughts, and it is also the reason why she practices martial arts, Xu Yan is her bottom line, in her heart Xu Yan is her mother, giving her too much that she has never had, and also letting her experience too many feelings that she has never experienced.

Looking at Yuan Yun's serious appearance, Xu Yan smiled from the bottom of his heart.

At least she still has Yuan Yun and Yuan Xiu, and she won't struggle alone.

Thinking of this, the originally gloomy mood also became broadened, and said: "Let's go, my mother will accompany you to see what you practice on weekdays." ”

Because he has lost, Xu Yan knows more to cherish the relationship with Yuan Yun and Yuan Xiu, even if he knows that they will leave him one day in the future, but at this moment Xu Yan wants to accompany them.

Seeing Xu Yan come out, Yunxia, who had been waiting at the door, finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"The relationship between Mrs. and Miss Xiao is so good, it is very enviable, you must know that Miss Xiao is cold to everyone on weekdays, I am afraid that only in front of Mrs. will she be so gentle."

Yunxia smiled and quipped, on weekdays, Yuan Yun always has a straight face, and he looks like an ice cube coldly, but now such a side is really rare, and it can be said that such a side will only be leaked when Xu Yan is there.

"Aunt Yunxia, how can you say that, I'm protecting myself and not being cold."

Yuan Yun retorted with an unprecedentedly white look, she just wasn't used to contact with unfamiliar people, and she always had a layer of defense in her heart and was not at ease with anyone, and she always felt that she would be severely punished if she laxed.

Therefore, when facing anyone, Yuan Yun habitually wears a mask, even Xu Yan was difficult to get her approval at the beginning, and to be able to have such intimacy today is also obtained by the sincere exchange of efforts along the way.

"Little Miss looks so good when she laughs."

Yunxia was stunned by Yuan Yun's sudden illustration, more of a surprise, especially when she saw Yuan Yun's rare smile, she was even more fascinated by her eyes, and couldn't help but laugh stupidly.

Xu Yan smiled silently, Yuan Yun is not bad, you must know that a woman who can become the princess of the royal family will not be ugly, and the child born by the former prince will naturally not be ugly, but it was just because it did not grow up, thin and small.

Now that the body has grown, plus a careful dress, a proper beauty.

Xu Yan didn't deliberately inquire about Yuan Junxian's affairs, he has always accompanied Yuan Xiu and Yuan Yun, in addition to cooperating with Yan Zhen's treatment every day, he went to see how the two children practiced martial arts, and made some snacks to relieve boredom by the way.

During the period, except for the first day of Yuan Junxian's coma, every day after that, Yuan Junxian reported on time and on time, never absent, no matter what Xu Yan did, he would always follow behind her, and he didn't speak, just do things.

"Today is the last treatment, I just need to pay more attention in the future, the child is not a problem, but try not to be overworked, while affecting the girl's physical health, the gain outweighs the loss."

Yan Zhen finally breathed a sigh of relief when he put away the golden needle, and looked at Xu Yan's good physical condition, and sighed from the heart.

"It's still thanks to Uncle Zhen's ability, if this is someone else, maybe I'm really ......"

Speaking of this, Xu Yan couldn't go on, she used to think that she might never have the opportunity to be a mother, but now all this is gone, although there are many things to pay attention to, but Xu Yan is already very satisfied.

"The old man will not be happy when the girl says this, it is also the blessing of the old man to be able to treat the girl, and if there is no blood lotus brought back by the uncle, even if the old man has great ability, he will not be able to do it."

Listening to Yan Zhen's words, Xu Yan just nodded lightly and said no more.