At the end of October, the autumn breeze gradually began to rise in Shenyang City, and at the end of the season, since I came back from Paris, the whole person was a little wrong, often lazy and didn't want to do anything, and loved to sleep more than usual.

"What's wrong? Tired at 8 o'clock? As soon as Tang Jingqing got home, he saw Ji Mo lying on the sofa reading a book without any energy.

"I don't know, everyone else is sleepy in spring, probably in autumn." After saying that, he yawned again and rubbed his eyes.

"If you're tired, go to bed early."

"Do you still have to work at night? Would you like to make you some tea first? ”

"No, coffee is enough."

"Haven't you had enough of it in a day? You go take a bath, I'll make some flower tea and bring it up. She quickly went to the kitchen to make tea while she was still a little refreshed.

Tang Jingqing frowned and went upstairs to change clothes, something was wrong at the end of the recent season, and he wanted to take her to the hospital for a physical examination.

And when I opened the refrigerator at the end of the season downstairs, I couldn't help but retch when I smelled all kinds of dishes prepared by Aunt Su in advance.

It's so uncomfortable, it's not the first time, I thought it was just gastroenteritis and it looked a little more serious than I thought.

So when she went to the gastroenterology department of the hospital on the second day of the end of the season and was asked to see the gynecology department, she felt that it was an inexplicable state, until the doctor announced the news of her pregnancy to her.

"Hey, Miss Ji, it's been a month, and it's normal to be a little sleepy lately, just relax."

"What, what? Me, I'm pregnant? "My brain went blank.

How can it be? How could she get pregnant? I have the impression that Tang Jingqing will be very careful in this regard, and he will not get into her body even if he occasionally does it on a whim.

"Really, pregnant?"

"Yes, Miss Ji's result will not be wrong. When I was three months old, I came to the hospital to build a big card, and then I went to the obstetrics and gynecology department for regular check-ups. The doctor wrote the diagnosis on her medical card and told her many precautions, and she didn't know how much she listened to at the end of the season.

"That's all, is it all clear?"

"Thank you, doctor, I got it all."

"Rest assured, being a mother for the first time is so overwhelmed, and then the baby will grow up in your belly little by little, and when there is fetal movement, you can hear the fetal heartbeat will have a real feeling. In terms of diet, you can eat how you used to eat now, pay attention to balanced nutrition, and don't need to take supplements. ”

"Okay, I'm sorry doctor."

Until I walked out of the consultation room, I was in a state of confusion at the end of the season.

She is pregnant, and the baby she has been waiting for for so long is finally here, but what will Tang Jingqing think? Will he like children? He...... Will you want this child? The obstetrics and gynecology department and the gynecology department are on the same floor, and at the end of the season, I walked here according to the signs, and I saw a mother holding a baby, and a pregnant woman with a big belly, obviously it is a hospital, and the obstetrics and gynecology department is probably the happiest place in the whole hospital, where a new life is welcomed

Bear.

At the end of the season, she could feel the taste of happiness in everyone, which made her envious from the bottom of her heart.

"The doctor said, you have to walk more, so that it will be good when you have a baby."

"Husband, my feet are swollen so much that I can't walk!"

"I know, I know, okay? Good wife, I'll accompany you. ”

At the end of the season, I sat on the bench outside the ward casually, and saw the picture of a husband patiently coaxing his wife to walk more, and I felt particularly warm.

"Then go get me a glass of water."

"Yes, yes, it's all up to my wife."

After the pregnant woman's husband left, he saw the end of the season on the side, his face was a little embarrassed, and the look in front of him was seen shy.

"Are you here to see a friend?" The pregnant woman sat down next to her, and the two of them talked.

"No, I'm here to do the check."

"You're pregnant too, aren't you?"

"Well, a month."

"The revolution has just begun, you have to work harder! I'm due in the next two days, and I'm finally ready to unload the goods! The pregnant woman smiled happily, looking forward to the "unloading" and looking forward to the arrival of a new life.

"I ...... Can I touch your belly? ”

"Yes, you can touch it." The pregnant woman picked up the hand at the end of the season and put it on her stomach, and it happened that the little thing in the stomach kicked a few times, and the end of the season obviously felt the fetal movement, which was a wonderful feeling.

"How? Interesting, right? You'll feel it when you wait until four months! ”

Feel? Can she really look forward to accompanying the birth of this child? Deep down, there is no such confidence at the end of the season.

After leaving, until returning to Freshwater Villa, there was only one question in my mind at the end of the season, how to open up this matter?

She rehearsed hundreds of possibilities in her mind, but she couldn't find a satisfactory sentence.

Her absent-mindedness was even more evident than the previous day.

I only heard it when Tang Jingqing called her name four times in a row.

"End of the season? You've got something on your mind! It is an affirmative sentence, not an interrogative sentence.

"No, no......"

The heart was weak, and he didn't dare to look at Tang Jingqing's inquiring eyes.

"Haven't you been feeling well lately? Have you gone to the doctor? ”

"I went today, and the hospital only said that it should be okay to rest and adjust for a while." At the end of the season, he regretted his perfunctory answer, as if he had missed an opportunity to explain to him.

"Then pay more attention to yourself." Tang Jingqing continued to look at the answer, and he did not continue to ask questions on the document.

Jingqing...... If, I said if, how about we have a baby? As he spoke, he peeled the apple at the end of the season and tried to make himself appear undeliberate.

"How did you suddenly think of this?"

"That's it, I just thought of it, we've been married for more than three years." The more he talked about the back, the quieter he became, and from his reaction, it seemed that the end of the season already knew the answer.

"At the end of the season, we're not fit to have kids right now." Tang Jingqing's eyes couldn't be more serious when he looked at her, not joking, not without thinking, but clearly telling her that it was not suitable!

As for the reasons, there are too many reasons to mention.

"No, no, I feel bored at home, so I think it will be more lively if there are multiple children in the house."

"You can have another jingle bell, but don't think about it now."

"Okay, I see, just ask."

She pretended to really just ask "casually", pretending not to care so much about whether there were children or not, but the peeled apple did not disappear and cut her fingers, and she hid the bleeding fingers as if nothing had happened.

It doesn't matter, what she does best is pretending.

"Apples are very sweet, you can taste them too." pushed the diced apple to his hand, then got up and went to the kitchen to wash his hands, from beginning to end did not make Tang Jingqing feel that there was anything wrong.

But while washing her hands, uncontrollable tears flowed out, and her choked choked with the sound of releasing water.

She knew that he didn't want children, and he didn't want the children she had. I have already foreseen the result, but I still can't suppress the heartache!

However, she already has this little life, how can she be willing to give up!

Biting her lip to keep yourself from crying, from the surprise of pregnancy to the pain of falling from heaven to hell.

Tang Jingqing didn't feel the loss at the end of the season, this time she let go of her sadness and didn't step forward to comfort her, because he wanted to break the idea of getting pregnant at the end of the season.

Their current marriage is not stable enough for the arrival of a child, he grew up in a single-parent family, and knows too well that it is really irresponsible to have a child if the relationship between the parents is not so stable.

Tang Jingqing hopes that in the future, his children will grow up in a truly happy family.

Besides, they were still young, and he didn't think there was a need to rush them...... Time, they will have time.

That night was a torment for Tang Jingqing and Ji Mo, but at a critical time, all the honesty that they had promised each other to learn disappeared.

The next morning, the two of them tacitly avoided talking about the topic of children last night, and they didn't ask a word until Tang Jingqing left the freshwater villa to go to work in the company at the end of the season: She has it, what should I do?

The loss at the end of the season was written on her face, and even Aunt Su could see it.

"Miss Ji, I saw that you didn't eat much for lunch, so you boiled some seafood porridge for you to taste."

But at the end of the season, the moment I smelled the seafood porridge, I couldn't control it and rushed to the bathroom and kept retching, and the fact of pregnancy reminded me again.

"Miss Ji...... Are you pregnant? ”

Aunt Su is a person who has come over and is very experienced in this area, so she can see at a glance that something is wrong at the end of the season.

"Well, Aunt Su don't say it yet, Jing Qing doesn't know yet." I rinsed my mouth and washed my face again before walking out of the bathroom.

"Miss Ji isn't going to talk to Mr. Tang?" Aunt Su looked at the end of the season with pity, how could such a good girl be so bumpy in marriage.

"I don't know what to say." He smiled sarcastically at the corners of his mouth. "In fact, men and women are very different, and what they think in their heads is not the same as what they actually feel. Our family was poor at that time, and my family repeatedly said at the beginning that they didn't want children, that they couldn't have children, and that they couldn't afford it. But when the child came, he was more excited than anyone else to change

No matter how poor you are, you must be born! Do you think he's funny? ”

Only when the fact of the child's arrival is truly known, the blood bond is enough to defeat those self-righteous plans and intentions.

"Jingqing, do you think the same?" Listening to Aunt Sue's example gives the end of the season hope, will he also be so happy when he hears the news?

"Yes, after all, it's your own child who doesn't want it. Miss Ji, don't worry so much about it for now. ”

Even for the sake of the child, she should muster up the courage to fight for the right to come to this world for her! Besides, maybe it's really the same as what Aunt Su said, different feelings and thoughts will be different.

"Thank you, Aunt Sue! I'll try! ”

"How can I help me, Miss Ji should pay attention to what she eats now that she is pregnant, don't be reluctant if you can't eat the seafood porridge, I'll go do something else." At the end of the season, I sat in front of the restaurant and kept brushing the precautions about pregnant women with pads, and I had to be confident that everything would go well!