222. Crazy decision

More than two weeks have passed since I was discharged from the hospital, and it is time to return to the hospital for a follow-up at the end of the season.

Miscarriage is not an ordinary trivial matter, and it is easy to leave the root of the disease if it is not well recuperated, so during this time, Tang Jingqing specially invited a nutritionist to the house to open a nutritious meal, just because he was worried that he would "gnaw grass" at the end of the season and live.

Fortunately, she eats and drinks well and sleeps well every day, and her body recovers very quickly.

"I'm going back to the hospital tomorrow for a check-up, don't forget." In the evening, Tang Jingqing also specially reminded the end of the season.

"No, I'm fine." Regarding going to the hospital, Ji Mo is a little resistant, and she is even more resistant to this matter, which will remind her of a child who doesn't have much mother-son fate with her.

"Then I'll go with you tomorrow?" Tang Jingqing's attitude is very resolute, he doesn't give the end of the season a chance to be lazy.

"Forget it, you're so busy, I'll just go by myself."

"Do you want to know? The body is important. The gentle tone was full of distress, and Ji Mo looked too much like a fragile porcelain doll in his eyes.

"Don't worry, it's okay."

Tang Jingqing played with the fingers at the end of the season, and clicked until the end, without touching her body further, for fear that he would not be able to suppress the beast in his heart. Now her body can't stand it at all.

Re-examination is very important, otherwise how do you know how long you have to endure it? But the little white rabbit next to him didn't know anything about it, and there was another layer of calculation in the bad man's heart.

Let's have a child, take care of their bodies, and in another year and a half, they will consider having a child.

Tang Jingqing occasionally dreams of the end of the season with blood all over his body and the child who left without knowing it, if he is here, will it be a boy or a girl?

He wanted to be a girl, a girl as cute as the end of the season.

Although he is still very new to being a father, he has not experienced much fatherly love, and he doesn't know what a father should be like, but thinking about being with Ji Mo, he is still looking forward to the arrival of his child.

The next day, Tang Jingqing had another reminder before going out to work, and at the end of the season, he gave up the struggle and obediently returned to the hospital for a re-examination after eating breakfast. "Miss Ji doesn't have to worry too much, she is recovering well in all aspects of her body, and the child will still have it, don't be disappointed." The doctor's words of comfort were met with a smile at the end of the season. She didn't think deeply about whether the child would have this question, everything went naturally, and subconsciously she didn't dare

Allow yourself to have too many expectations.

"Thank you, Dr. Lau."

"You're welcome, but Miss Ji is still a little cold, so you should pay special attention to keeping warm."

After the doctor gave a lot of instructions, he left the consultation room at the end of the season and couldn't help but come to the newborn's ward again.

She secretly said to herself in her heart that this was the last goodbye.

In the neonatal ward area, the sound of babies is unfamiliar but extremely enviable at the end of the season.

She has never expressed her grief for miscarriage too much in front of people, but not saying it doesn't mean that it doesn't exist.

"Wow, husband, don't you think our baby is cute?" At the end of the season, she turned around and saw a couple next to her, who happened to be the pregnant woman she saw on the day she knew the pregnancy, but she didn't expect her babies to be born in a month.

"I know cute, don't always hug him when you're just out of confinement, I'll just come."

"No, I like to hug."

If it is said that the wound in the heart of the end of the season is constantly paralyzed, everything will eventually pass, but it is just a warm picture that is enough to tear through all the disguises.

Looking forward to the arrival of a new life, there are always people who are happy and some who are sad, but her luck is extremely bad.

Afraid of a sudden collapse, she quickly dodged the crowd and went downstairs through the safe passage, but accidentally heard the music of "The Nutcracker" in the hallway. Curiosity, the end of the season stopped, and followed the direction of the sound to go up two more floors.

At that moment, she thought that today must be a terrible day - everywhere she could meet the childlike innocence of "their family".

"Sister, season, the end of the season." The little face of the childlike fiasco widened its eyes, and it also didn't expect to meet the end of the season. Her current body can't afford much exercise, and after being hospitalized, she took a long sick leave with the dance troupe, but over the years, she felt uncomfortable without doing some practice every day, so she secretly hid in the safe passage with a mini stereo, although she couldn't do big movements, but on both sides

The handrails were enough for her to do some simple warm-up exercises.

Childlike is a fanatical person for ballet, and she is even more afraid of not being able to return to the stage at all than death.

"You? How is it here? ”

"No, no, it's just that I'm lying in bed a lot, so I want to come out and move."

Then there was silence for each other, and the childlike heart didn't want to see Ji Mo so much at this time, let alone let her see how embarrassed she was now, and subconsciously reached out to touch the hat on her head to see if she was still wearing it well, she didn't want the ugliest side to be exposed in front of her.

"You, are you alright?" The careful end of the season saw her careful thoughts, and her heart softened and couldn't help but care.

"It's okay, I'm fine." Tong Xin hurriedly waved her hand quickly, for fear that Ji Mo would think that he was beating her bone marrow.

"Then I hope you recover soon." I feel inexplicably weak when I say this, maybe there is a possibility to save her, but I don't want to try it myself, except for saying beautiful scenes, nothing else can be done.

"Well, just wait until you find the right bone marrow! Hehe, I also want to get better quickly so that I can continue dancing. A little embarrassed, she lowered her head shyly, she had so many things she wanted to do that she couldn't be defeated by the disease.

"Originally, were you ready to perform The Nutcracker?" At the end of the season, I thought about the music I had heard earlier.

"Well, I was going to plan for the end of the year, but now I definitely don't have a chance."

At the mention of this, Child's eyes darkened, and she wanted to dance—she wanted to, and she wanted to.

"It's nice to have something you love so much that you don't want to give it up, and it will be your strength."

"Well, I'm different from the end of the season. The end of the season is very good, and it doesn't seem to be difficult for you to do anything, but I'm different, and I only seem to dance. "At the end of the past season, I envied Childlike Dance's talent more than anyone else, but in fact, she is the one who is envied by Childlike Innocence.

How can anyone master so many languages, play chess, and dance?

There are so many people who learn dance by heart, and there are even more people who work hard, and those who have laughed at her for not having talent should be slapped in the face.

"What's so good." But it's just people who have nothing but hard work.

Childlike doesn't know what to say, for fear that talking too much will bring up unpleasant memories at the end of the season.

None of them had the means to decide their own birth, nor did they have the means to intervene in the affairs of the adults, and some things were predestined from the moment they were born.

"Season, End of Season......"

"It's not early, I'll go first, you can rest well." I can't stand the weird atmosphere, and at the end of the season, I suddenly have a feeling that I don't dare to face my childlike innocence.

"Goodbye, goodbye."

Looking at the departure at the end of the season, Tong thought to himself that they would never have the possibility of becoming sisters, right? Each has a solution in their hearts, and it is even more involved in her mother's life, where are the scars that have been smoothed out by time.

Tong Xin wants Ji Mo to accept herself, except that she likes her own indifferent character; What's more important is to hope that she will forgive her to alleviate the guilt of the "little three's daughter", so that she feels that she can also continue to live frankly.

Don't think, don't look back, don't overflow with compassion! At the end of the season, think of your mom!

At the end of the season, he left the hospital as if he was fleeing, but his mind still kept replaying the childlike innocence of secretly hiding in the stairwell to practice.

As a fellow dancer, she understands too much of the pain of not being able to return to the stage, and even it took a long time for her to gradually seal the dancing shoes completely.

Those annoying grievances aside, just looking at her through the eyes of a dancer, at least her attitude towards ballet is worthy of respect.

What's more, it's unfair to blame her on what her parents did? That's why the end of the season doesn't like to see her. hating her for being unreasonable, and it is completely impossible to accept her, this state of not being up or down is really uncomfortable.

"Sister, you danced very well just now."

"At the end of the season, congratulations on winning the first place."

"I heard you're going to the Royal Dance Company? That's nice! I'm going to work hard in the future! ”

I can't think of a little bit of childlike innocence in the past that is not good for her, and I can watch her die because she can't wait for the matching bone marrow?

This damn fate!

When he returned to the hospital at the end of the season and stood in front of Tong Xin, he still couldn't see much emotion, but the words he said moved Tong Xin to the point that he wanted to cry. "I'll try to see if I'm paired with you, but that doesn't mean I promised to save you, just an explanation for myself. If I don't deserve it, I can let myself go; If it's a match, I don't know if it will definitely save you. This is her biggest concession, and she didn't think about it, too

In the end, Xu was still resentful, redundant, soft-hearted, and chose to watch coldly, or perhaps......

"Thank you, thank you, end of the season! That's enough, thank you so much! Thousands of words stuck in my throat, I don't know what to say to express my gratitude to her.

Tong Xin knows how difficult it is to make such a concession at the end of the season, and she knows that she is a soft-hearted person.

"Don't thank you so early, I don't know how it is, I said - even if I match in the end, I may not be able to save you."

"That's it, really, thank you!"

"I don't know what to do, so I'll consult a doctor first and wait for the results."

seems to be afraid that she will regret it, and she flashes quickly at the end of the season, but in fact, when she finishes speaking, she does have a flash of regret.

You really shouldn't have agreed, right?

Mom, do you blame me for doing this? You must blame me, blame me for trying to save that man's daughter. However, hating Ji Shuyun and Tong Li, she never had the idea of dying with a childlike heart.