Who reads that the west wind is cool alone, Xiao Xiao Huangye closes the window, and ponders the past and sets up the sun.

Looking back at everything he has experienced, it is like a dream of Nanke, which is both absurd and real, whether it is family, friendship, love, whether it is work, career, family, whether it was, present, or future, whether it is crying, laughing, or melancholy, Wang Tao, who has not gone through the world and is drunk with money, has broken free from the shackles of depression and stands in a new life.

Lying down at night and listening to the wind and rain, there is no flat river in the world, no waves, life is the same, although there are no thrilling events, but it is those seemingly inconspicuous ordinary trivial things that constitute a complete life.

I lay down by the cradle with a bedtime book in my hand, and told my daughter, who was already asleep, and even if she didn't, she might not be able to understand it.

I was happy to read, gently pushed the cradle, Qiqi muttered, sipped twice from time to time, Miao Miao slept deeply, I looked down at my watch, at 10:30 in the evening, Wang Ling has not come back, her phone is turned off, WeChat does not reply, which makes me feel a little annoyed.

The housekeeper said that during my time abroad, Li Hao came here to find Wang Ling, and never thought that the two of them were still in a broken connection and had a close relationship, this matter was like a depth charge, buried in my heart, a little touch, there was a possibility of eruption, but there was a lack of a fuse, Wang Ling maintained a sneaky attitude towards this matter, of course she didn't understand my mood.

I pondered for a long time, whether I was thinking from Wang Ling's point of view, or looking at it with my own thoughts, there was nothing reasonable about this matter at all, Li Hao was her ex-boyfriend, I was her husband, and I was also the father of two daughters.

Approaching late at night, I was lying on the bed and drowsy, and when I heard the sound of the car door downstairs, I hurriedly got up, pulled my slippers to the window, and saw Li Hao helping Wang Ling pull the car door, and helped her take two steps forward, whispering, with an ambiguous expression, I sighed for a while, and thought to myself, Wang Ling may not know that I am back, so bold.

The two of them chatted for a long time, the voice was very small, I couldn't hear clearly, at the end, Li Hao lowered his head and kissed Wang Ling's forehead, the hazy moonlight reflected the cheeks of the two, they hugged each other tightly, inseparable, like a cowherd and weaver girl, I saw my heart palpitate.

I really want to rush downstairs and knock Li Hao to the ground to relieve the hatred in my heart, and I want to put Wang Ling in the dungeon, never be free, but sober reason tells me that doing that is the most stupid behavior, today I am different from the past, I have learned to analyze and think, for this matter, I just smiled lightly, for the betrayal of love, how can I not be a hypocrite, time will prove to you, right and wrong have their own results, going around and around lingering and restricted, but a long-lasting reincarnation.

I got into the quilt and pretended to sleep, Wang Ling hummed a little song into the bedroom, she threw the bag on the table, and began to change pajamas again, and saw a pair of slippers on the ground, so she shifted her eyes to the bed.

"Ah, you, you're back?"

She was incoherent, stuttering, bloodless, and terrified.

I turned to the side and said lukewarmly, "Did you drink?" ”

I sniffed, and the smell of alcohol wafted through the air.

She was stunned for a moment, then said disapprehantly, "Oh, I had a drink with my friends." ”

I didn't say anything, I just looked at her intently, her eyes were evasive, her demeanor was wooden, and her delicate cheeks were already full of panic.

"You, when did you come back, why, why didn't you notify me in advance."

She changed into her pajamas, sat down at the dresser again, grabbed the makeup remover, and began to tinker with the makeup applied to her face.

I pulled the quilt, lay flat on the bed, sighed and said, "When the matter is done, I will naturally come back." ”

"Oh, then, you should tell me too, and let the butler prepare some of your favorite meals."

She peeked at my expression through the makeup mirror, like a thief, and spoke unusually without confidence.

I didn't say anything, just lying quietly, but my thoughts flew into the distance, since I had a relationship with Wang Ling, the shadow of the past has become more and more blurred, and today, every time I look in the mirror, I feel extremely strange, whether such a change is good or bad, I have no way of knowing, but one thing is certain, I am walking into Wang Ling's heart, and she is fleeing from my heart.

"Why are you so depressed, are you too tired from work?"

Wang Ling got into the quilt and patted her moist and smooth face again.

I snorted, turned my back to him, and closed my eyes.

Wang Ling noticed my indifference, so she said stupidly: "What kind of temper are you playing, you have been stimulated abroad?" ”

"What did you do?"

I kept my eyes closed, bypassing her defiant words.

Wang Ling raised her voice and said with annoyance: "Didn't I tell you, go out for a drink with friends, what's the matter, this is also under your control?" ”

I pursed my lips and smiled and said, "It's with Li Hao, right?" ”

"That's right, it's him, I have my circle, and Li Hao is also my friend, if you can't get used to it, don't comment on him, I really don't see it, you have such serious machismo."

She was scathing and mean, flatly denied, and sublimated such a deep ambiguous relationship to a pure and honest friend relationship.

I was very annoyed, sat up and said, "I am not a saint, but also a Buddha of all sentient beings, of course I can't forgive my wife for having an affair with another man, why are you always aggressive and unrepentant?" ”

Wang Ling's eyes widened, her whole body trembled, her expression was distorted, and she was just about to say something, but I interrupted her: "Now that we are married, and we live a rich life, we have no worries about food and clothing, such a family is the envy of tens of millions of people, what we need to do is to maintain this family relationship, whether it is before or after, or our family of four, we must not let outsiders catch the laughing stock, nor can we deliberately sabotage it internally, Dad said, home and everything is prosperous, home is the origin, is..."

"Okay, don't talk about it, isn't it because of Li Hao's relationship in the final analysis?"

She looked at me fiercely, as if she had a deep hatred.

"You say I'm deliberately sabotaging, saying that I don't maintain a good family relationship, so what have you done?"

She struck her lips and teeth, and asked me if it was not, I felt very funny, this laughter contained endless bitterness and indignation, rather than having a tasteless quarrel with her, it was better to sleep and relieve the fatigue of the journey, but Wang Ling seemed to have suffered a great grievance, she said unrelentingly: "Wang Tao, let me tell you, we are married and live together, it is my trust in you, don't you know how to lift, between me and Li Hao, you had better not ask too much in the future." ”

After I heard this, I laughed out loud, tears of laughter flowed horizontally, and it was bitter, but Wang Ling stared at me like a monster.

After a while, I sorted out my thoughts, looked at her and said: "Wang Ling, you remember, I, Wang Tao, am not so easy to bully, I used to tolerate you in every possible way, because you were pregnant with a baby, and now your daughter has been born, you began to attract bees and butterflies again, ignorant of the world, during my time abroad, I played ambiguous with Li Hao, went out early and returned late, seeking stimulation, when did you take care of your daughter, when did you care about me, when did you take care of the family?" ”

I gasped and walked to the window, and the hazy moonlight sprinkled the whole mountain forest with a cold silver glow.

"Wang Tao, don't you think you're talking too much? You and Qin Xiaolan that woman are on a business trip together, you must have had a relationship, a lonely man and a widow, dry firewood, and crossing the ocean, being in a foreign country, without restraint and supervision, isn't it very exciting? Why, say that your heart is in trouble, and you are a thief? ”

She screamed so loudly that she startled her daughter's crying.

I hurriedly walked to the cradle, picked up Miao Miao, shook my body slightly, and said, "Don't cry, don't cry, kiss one." ”

Miao Miao muttered and stared at me with big clear eyes.

I was very helpless, Wang Ling once doubted my relationship with Qin Xiaolan, I didn't know what to take to clarify myself, but I was not afraid of shadows, some words, if I said too much, it became perfunctory, and if I said less, others would acquiesce that you had done something wrong, even if you were thankless, in prison, and in a dilemma, but it was better to keep your mouth shut.

Wang Ling glanced at me: "From the beginning, you didn't have much affection for me, of course I understand some things, if it weren't for my pregnancy, we might really part ways." ”

Wang Ling muttered to herself, as if she was talking to me, she sat at the head of the bed, depressed and depressed.

I coaxed my daughter to sleep, put her in the cradle, turned around and said, "What do you say have to do with Li Hao?" If you don't get pregnant, do you just go to Li Hao? ”

"That's right, I'm going to find him."

Tears welled up in her eyes, and she shouted hoarsely: "He is gentle and considerate, empathetic, on education, appearance, talent, people can throw you a few streets, I just like him." ”

"Okay, that's your freedom, I won't interfere, divorce, and my daughter will be raised by me."

I glanced at Kiki and Miao Miao in the cradle, and my cheeks were covered with fatherly kindness.

"Phew, let's make your spring and autumn dreams."

She roared like a shrew, I frowned, opened the door and said: "You don't have much affection for the child, at least I have fought for it, you can appeal at any time, this villa is yours, I will leave the house cleanly, I will not take a penny, you can do it yourself." ”

I looked at my sleeping daughter again, then gently closed the door, went downstairs, put on my clothes, and simply packed my luggage, the wall clock on the wall rang, and at twelve o'clock in the evening, I drove away, my heart was unusually sour, but my mood was surprisingly calm.

The evening breeze of late spring and early summer, along the car window, like cool water, slapped on my cheeks, it was an indescribable cold and thorough, the lights on the expressway have been extinguished, but the high-rise buildings in the city are still prosperous and bright, lively and extraordinary, this road has no end, if you insist on going, exhaust your life, the last to arrive, may be the end.

I subconsciously returned to the basement and found that it was empty, the familiar tables, chairs and benches, the swaying osmanthus trees, the mottled and dim stove, and the cold and clear pool all showed the hustle and bustle of the past.

Qin Li and Brother Zha've moved to the apartment, which was put on hold by the landlord, and the tenant has not been found, so I called Brother Zha, confirmed the address of the apartment, and drove there.

This residence is a bit like an American motel, but it is well equipped, the whole area is cleaned and tidy, the apartment building is designed in a rectangular shape, like an escalator in a shopping mall, spiraling up, the doors of each room are exposed, the room number is marked on it, the downstairs is the community parking lot, and a few plane trees are planted at the entrance.

After parking the car, I went to the second floor, found the door of the scumbag, knocked lightly twice, and the door opened.

"What's the matter, come here in the middle of the night to find a night?"

When Brother Scumbag saw that I was carrying luggage, looking lonely and depressed, he guessed one or two.

I smiled bitterly twice and walked in, this is a small apartment of about 60 square meters, the north and south are transparent, the household appliances are complete, the kitchen, bathroom, living room, bedroom, all have the taste of home.

I put my luggage at the door, walked to the sofa and sat down, lit a cigarette and said, "I want to divorce Wang Ling." ”

Brother scumbag was wearing pajamas, he yawned and said, "What kind of wind are you smoking in the middle of the night, you just came back from the United States, and you divorced your wife, is your brain broken?" ”

I took a puff of cigarette and said lightly: "A slap doesn't make a sound, I know that you are persuaded and not persuaded to leave, but some things can be deceived without a few perfunctory words, can you understand me?" ”

I looked up and glanced at the scumbag.

Brother Scumbag sighed and said, "She contacted that man again?" ”

I didn't have words, I just smoked.

"If you want me to say, you two just communicate too little, lack of understanding, two people quarrel, quarrel at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed, besides, the child is so young, you two will make trouble to this point, are you not afraid of leaving a psychological shadow on the child in the future?"

Brother Scumbag also lit a cigarette, he glanced at the clock on the wall, and said slowly: "Listen to my advice, good days have just begun, if you make such a fuss, there will be no good results." ”

After I heard this, I sneered a few times, and said coldly: "I can't rub sand in my eyes, but she suspects that I have an unknown relationship with Qin Xiaolan, I patted my conscience and said, in the United States, I treat her as my sister, in the company, I treat her as an assistant, and outside, I treat her as a friend, although there have been ambiguities and ridicule, but I have never crossed that relationship, Wang Ling is good, and directly brings the man home, and Tian shamelessly compares me." ”

The more I talked, the more angry I became, I was a little excited, I took off the cigarette butt in my hand, and continued: "I am her husband, but what is Li Hao, fuck, he is a shameless villain, using Wang Ling's simple personality to provoke the relationship between the two of us, unconsciously, he wants to break up a family, what is this?" Wang Ling didn't listen to advice, she didn't repent, others said that the wind followed the wind, and that the rain was rain, when did you put me in your eyes? ”

The scum muttered his Adam's apple and wanted to say something, but stopped again.

I sighed and grumbled in a low voice.

Brother Scumbag patted me on the shoulder and said, "You might as well talk to Wang Wenwen about this matter, after all, he is Wang Ling's father, and he will still listen to what he says." ”

"He went on vacation, I can't say when he will come back, no matter what, the word benevolence and righteousness are just words on the lips, and what can really be done is either a saint or a gentleman."

I sneered twice, took off my coat, and a strong sense of sleepiness enveloped me, and I lay on the couch, squinting my eyes, emptying my thoughts, and falling asleep in a daze.