377 Inner scars
Xiao Mingxu felt like he was about to vomit blood again.
Xiao Jinhe also looked at An Nianzhi anxiously, afraid that she would make her father faint again.
An Nianzhi knew that it was not good to treat the patient like this at the moment, but if he didn't wake him up, he was afraid that his body would not be better.
"Xiao Jinhe, you go out first, and I'll talk to Master Hou."
Xiao Jinhe looked at her hesitantly and did not move.
Seeing that he didn't move, An Nianzhi glared at him coquettishly: "Can't get out?" Are you afraid that I won't be able to eat your father? ”
Xiao Jinhe slowly turned around and left.
When I was about to go out, I didn't forget to ask: "Do you want to invite Princess Xian over again?" If my dad faints again, I'll probably have to trouble her to take a look. ”
An Nianzhi turned his head to look at him leisurely, and with just one look, Xiao Jinhe went out and closed the door.
In the next half hour, Xiao Jinhe heard the sound of falling things, and also heard noises, as well as painful gasps.
He tried to go in several times, but stopped at the door.
He should believe that his daughter-in-law can persuade this stubborn father like an ox.
An Nianzhi looked at the debris on the ground and said indifferently: "Actually, I came here, mainly not for you, but for my father." I've investigated, and most of the reason why my dad broke his legs was because of you. ”
Xiao Mingxu's expression became flustered, his eyes looked at the quilt in front of him turning around, but he didn't dare to look directly at Jiang Xiaonian.
"Nonsense, you nonsense!"
"Am I talking nonsense? At the beginning, my father was chased and killed by the enemy army and shouted at the city gate, but you turned a blind eye to it, causing my father to be caught up by the enemy army, even if you opened the city gate and came out to rescue it? The mistake has become irreparable. ”
Jiang Xiaonian investigated these things in order to persuade An Yueze to accept treatment, she wanted to see what happened at the beginning, so as to find something to persuade him.
didn't expect that Xiao Mingxu would be involved.
At the beginning, Xiao Mingxu's wife was dead, Hongguo and Jin Guo officially went to war, both of them were Hou Ye, and they happened to be at the border, so they had to put on armor and go to the battlefield at the same time.
An Yueze was in charge of the charge, and Xiao Mingxu was in charge of directing the battlefield at the city gate.
I don't know why, the two of them obviously planned to introduce a part of the enemy army into the city gate, but after An Yueze arrived outside the city gate, Xiao Mingxu did not move for a long time, delaying the opportunity.
An Yueze was hit by an enemy general and broke his legs, Xiao Mingxu reacted and commanded the soldiers to open the city gate to rescue.
Although the battle was won, it was a crushing victory.
The lives of so many soldiers should not have been sacrificed, but they were sacrificed.
An Yueze's life that should have been high-spirited was also ruined like this.
An Nianzhi looked at Xiao Mingxu's painful and uncontrollable expression at this time, as if he understood something.
"Your fall for so many years should not only be due to the memory of your deceased lady, right?"
Xiao Mingxu looked up at her suddenly, his eyes full of shock and panic.
An Nianzhi looked into his eyes, and the guess in his heart was even more certain.
"The souls of so many soldiers and my father's future, you blame yourself more for these, Master Hou, I don't know if I guessed wrong?"
After the words fell, the room was unusually quiet, and Xiao Mingxu stared at An Nianzhi tightly, as if he wanted to see her through.
After so many years, no one can guess his heart, only she dug out the scars in his heart.
At the beginning, because of the loss of his beloved wife, he was in a trance, and even when he went to the battlefield, he often looked into the distance in a daze.
He watched An Yueze fight on the battlefield, and his figure became smaller and smaller.
Gradually, his vision began to blur, and his eyes were only white.
Then, in the mist, his wife's smiling face appeared, as if speaking to him.
He was immersed in it and couldn't help himself.
Until the adjutant general under the city gate rushed up and shook him awake and asked if he wanted to open the city gate now.
He was suddenly shocked by the current movement, but unfortunately it was too late, he saw An Yueze's legs broken by the enemy general, and he fell to the ground and was seriously injured.
When the war was over, he wept bitterly as he looked at the corpses lying on the ground near the city gates.
He is not a qualified general, and he has lived up to the trust of so many soldiers.
Although no one blamed him after that, he couldn't get through it in his own heart.
He didn't have the courage to visit An Yueze, and every time he heard from him, he would only blame himself even more.
It seems that only by numbing oneself with wine can one get a little salvation.
Seeing that Xiao Mingxu seemed to be reminiscing about the past, An Nianzhi slowly walked to his bed, squatted down and said: "Master Hou, I don't know why you were like that back then, but it is certain that my father's leg disease has something to do with you, and now that we have mastered some techniques, we are forty percent sure that we can heal his legs, I hope you can persuade my father, can you help me with this?" ”
Xiao Mingxu looked at her in surprise, and a tear slipped from the corner of his eye.
"You think your father's leg can be healed?"
An Nianzhi nodded: "My friend's medical skills are very good, and now he is forty percent sure, but my father has been unwilling to cooperate." ”
After a pause, he said, "If Hou Ye can persuade my father and he can stand up again, will Hou Ye not have such self-blame in his heart?" You are Xiao Jinhe's father, I hope you can take care of your health, you treat yourself like this, and the people around you who are sad will only be those who really care about you. ”
Xiao Mingxu looked at An Nianzhi quietly, and only felt that the woman in front of him had a kind of demagogic power.
What she said swirled in his mind, and he couldn't get rid of it for a long time.
He looked at her in a daze, speechless for a long time.
An Nianzhi tried to step forward, reached out and landed on his shoulder, trying to hold him against the pillow.
Xiao Mingxu instinctively struggled to refuse, An Nianzhi patted him lightly on the shoulder, and said, "Master Hou, for the sake of my father, you have to take good care of your body, so as to give both sides a chance to rise again." ”
Xiao Mingxu looked at her calm and gentle expression, and his heart suddenly settled down, and he didn't struggle anymore.
"The porridge just now has been knocked over by you, there is no way, I can only make you another bowl." An Nian said helplessly.
"Master Hou is waiting here, I'll come when I go, I can tell you that the porridge I cook is better than anyone else, and not everyone can drink it."
Xiao Mingxu looked at her playful and vivid expression, and actually nodded obediently.
Seeing that his emotions had calmed down, An Nianzhi turned away with a smile.
When she arrived at the door, she didn't forget to turn around and tell him: "Be good!" Lie down. ”
When he went out, Xiao Jinhe hurriedly greeted him, wanting to ask Xiao Mingxu about his situation.
An Nianzhi made a silent gesture at him, telling him to keep a good guard here and not let anyone in.
"Can't you put the maid who goes in to clean up?"
"No, let your father think about it quietly, maybe he will figure it out, you are guarding here, and I will come over when I go cook a bowl of porridge."
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