224. Lonely Fang self-appreciation
Tang Jingqing and Ji Mo didn't pay attention to Xie Yinan, and it wasn't until they heard her plea for help that Tang Jingqing saw Xie Yinan sitting on the ground.
"Why was it so careless?" Walking up to her, Tang Jingqing squatted down to carefully examine her injured ankle.
"Ah, it hurts!" The weak voice hummed through the small grievances, and the pain of gently touching the wound was so painful that it cried.
"Don't worry, a little sprain."
"That's right...... Then, Jingqing, you and Miss Ji continue to climb first, and I'll just rest by myself. ”
Tang Jingqing sighed deeply, how could she be here alone like this? The three of them were already at the back of the team, not to mention that they were halfway up the mountain now, and it was unrealistic to send her down the mountain and climb up again, so they could only continue to climb up with her.
"Come, come to me, I'll carry you."
"No, no, it's not good, it's okay for me to be alone." Xie Yinan refused Tang Jingqing's help with an embarrassed face, and did not forget to look at Ji Mo with cautious eyes when he spoke, as if he was afraid that Ji Mo would be angry about it.
"Come up." Tang Jingqing couldn't help her refusal, and reached out to carry her on his back.
He really didn't like Xie Yinan's casual appearance today, so he ignored her, but it didn't mean that he really didn't care about her, and he couldn't pretend not to know when he saw her injured.
"Follow me at the end of the season, is that okay?" Even though he knew that his mood would deteriorate at the end of the season, Tang Jingqing had no time to pay attention to it.
For such a sudden style of painting,The end of the season is much stronger than I thought I could bear.,Compared to the last time I was given up on the fire.,This time it's just a small thing.,It's just a mountain road on her back.。
It's just that her heart will still be pantothenic, and even so sour that she wants to cry.
Of course she felt the subtle changes between Xie Yinan and Tang Jingqing, although she didn't know where they went wrong, so that the relationship was less warm than in the past.
However, as long as Tang Jingqing's tolerance for Xie Yinan will always be there, then it will be like a time bomb in an ambush that will explode at any time in their already precarious marriage.
"Well, I'll keep up."
The three of them rested for a while and set off towards the top of the mountain again, Tang Jingqing's pace was obviously much faster than before, there was no medical kit in his bag, although Xie Yinan's injury was not very serious, but he still wanted to hurry to the top of the mountain to treat her injured ankle with medicinal water. "Jingqing, I'm sorry, will I be very heavy?" Xie Yinan, who hooked Tang Jingqing's neck, whispered in his ear with an extremely ambiguous distance, Tang Jingqing unnaturally tilted his head to the side slightly to pull the distance, but it was an indifferent attitude at the end of the season, Tang Jingqing thought he was jealous
No, not at all.
With Xie Yinan on his back, he always paid attention to Ji Wan's expression, and was even a little angry at her indifference at the moment.
It's ridiculous to say, it's yourself who carries other women behind your back, and it's yourself who is angry now.
He seems to be a little unable to accept the coldness and indifference to him at the end of the season.
"Jingqing? Are you listening? ”
"Well, you say."
"I said, will I be heavy?" How can you not see that this man has no heart? Even when I carried her, I was thinking about others.
"It's okay, it's not heavy."
"But I'm really nostalgic, you used to carry me like this, remember?"
"Hmm."
"I still remember when I was injured in physical education class, you carried me all the way home."
"I remember that time."
Xie Yinan's words reminded him of those who depended on each other in the past, similar situations, and only each other could be relied on.
Even if he was with Xie Yinan at that time, it was a logical decision without much thought.
The memories they were talking about had nothing to do with the end of the season, she didn't know about it, and she didn't have the opportunity to participate in it.
will be jealous, jealous of the ups and downs that Xie Yinan has walked with him, and even more jealous that Tang Jingqing has no place at the end of the season in his memories, so he can only follow them like a fool and look at their backs, this picture is just like the scene when he was silently in love with Tang Jingqing many years ago.
chatted with Xie Yinan without a word, Tang Jingqing's walking speed was unconsciously getting faster and faster, and at the end of the season, he walked from slow to trotting, and he was about to be unable to keep up with them.
"Jingqing."
"What's wrong?" Tang Jingqing suddenly realized that he was left behind by the end of the season. "I'm a little tired, you guys can go first, I'll take a rest here." Giving up the struggle, she chose to surrender at the end of the season, she really couldn't keep up with this speed, she didn't plan to continue to abuse her feet, she simply chose to let herself go, and of course she didn't want to continue to listen to them talk about what she didn't know
of the past.
"Jingqing, you let me down, I'm already much better." Xie Yinan looked aggrieved, as if he had been bullied by someone.
"You're injured, don't walk this mountain road until the swelling has subsided." Tang Jingqing looked up at the sky, they set off in the morning, stopping and stopping all the way, and it was already more than 1 o'clock in the afternoon, but there was still nearly a third of the way to go.
"It's okay, you can keep climbing." At the end of the season, she saw Tang Jingqing's hesitation, whether she was bitter or cold, she was not interested in playing this kind of trick with Xie Yinan, whatever they liked.
"Is it okay to be alone?"
"Well, it's okay, I'll just take a little rest, maybe I'll walk faster than you can carry the weight." Speak lightly, laugh unconcerned - how does the dialogue "Is it okay to be alone" sound so familiar? Oh...... When I think about it, during the fire, he seemed to say the same thing - "Can you still hold on?" "I already have the answer in my heart, so why bother
Ask her.
If you say, no, I'm afraid of being alone; Alone I will get lost; If I can't reach the end of the line alone, will he wait for her? So, why bother!
The tepid at the end of the season made Tang Jingqing very uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that he even deliberately ignored her angrily.
"Then let's go first, and follow up ourselves, do you know?" Carrying Xie Yinan on his back, Tang Jingqing turned around and left without looking back.
The ears were suddenly clear, and at the end of the season, I sat in the gazebo of the rest station, looking at the vast scenery from the halfway up the mountain.
This world is so beautiful, it's a pity that only she is lonely and self-appreciating, accompanied by her shallow smile is the tears that inadvertently shed from the corners of her eyes.
There shouldn't have been any more sadness......
Tang Jingqing, who was moving forward all the way, was even more silent than before, no matter what Xie Yinan said, except for the perfunctory "um" and "oh", he couldn't hear the third word.
Xie Yinan laughed mockingly in his heart, the man's twist.
Since you are so reluctant, why do you look indifferent and turn around to pick her up again!
"Jingqing, are you worried about the end of the season?"
"Hmm."
It's "um" again, and it's probably the same answer to ask him "do you still love me" now.
"Are you upset that I'm here today?"
……
"Nope." Silent for a moment, Tang Jingqing was not as perfunctory as before, and just let Xie Yinan surprise for a while, half a sentence hit her to hell again.
"But there's really not much joy."
"You don't want to see me so much." The disappointment is real, and she swallows her resentment towards the end of the season, and she tries to make herself look aggrieved.
"Yinan, do you know what I made Ji Ji lose in order to save you?"
"I know, you really blame me, blame me for causing your children at the end of the season, right?"
"You didn't know you were pregnant at the end of the season, how can I blame you? What's more, no one wants a fire, and you were in a hurry to come up with it just out of survival instinct, and it doesn't matter! However, I want you to give the end of the season some space as well, she is not so strong to face you as if nothing happened. ”
This is true, Tang Jingqing wanted to say it to Xie Yinan early in the morning. Regardless of whether her apology in the ward at the end of the season at that time was true or not, or whether today's appearance was deliberate or unintentional, even her appearance was a second injury to the end of the season! Tang Jingqing had no way to remain indifferent.
"I, I'm just, you know, every year your company's teambuilding, I participate, this year you don't take me, I'm very disappointed, I'm sorry I didn't care about the feeling of the end of the season." Even if he hated or was unwilling in his heart, Xie Yinan tried his best to make his explanation sound more feasible.
Before she came, she had already guessed that her self-talk would upset him, but she couldn't help but come and appear in front of them!
"Now that you're here, there's no need to talk about that."
"Then why do you want to help me before? Do you have to carry me up the mountain so hard? ”
"You're my family, that's never changed, and I'm not going to watch you get hurt. Yinan, you will always have a place in my heart. ”
It's just that this position is not so absolute.
Tang Jingqing conceited that he could handle their relationship well, but in fact, it was absurd.
Sometimes, women are never reasonable in love.
"Yes, I'm actually very satisfied, I've always had a seat by your side, I know."
Xie Yinan's muttering didn't have a way to numb her ambition, she wanted the only one, not the one, this man didn't figure out the situation!
When they came to the top of Qinglin Mountain, the large army had already set up tents at the designated location in the mountainous area, and everyone was surprised that there was no figure at the end of the season, and the big boss came up with Xie Yinan on his back, what was the situation? Although everyone was curious, they didn't dare to ask the truth.
Tang Jingqing didn't pay attention to everyone's inquiry, took out a medical kit to quickly treat her wounds, chatted with everyone after a busy circle, looked at the time, it was already 3 o'clock, and the end of the season had not yet appeared!
There was a little irritability in her heart, and she kept comforting herself that there was only one way up the mountain, and she couldn't go anywhere else, let alone get lost.
As time passed, the frequency of looking at the watch became higher and higher, and when it came to 4 o'clock, Tang Jingqing became more and more worried, and countless bad possibilities flashed in his mind. She shouldn't have been left alone!