34. It's me who has changed
I lowered my head, not daring to look him in the eye: "It's too late." ”
"Do you know it's late?" Zou Moyan's hand gradually moved down, his fingers gently tracing my collarbone, the cold on his body was melting little by little, I looked up at him in a hurry, and fell into the affectionate eyes impartially, and in an instant, there was a short circuit in my head.
"Zou Moyan, you...."I closed my eyes, my heart fluctuating violently, "Don't be like this. ”
"Don't want that?" Zou Moyan's voice sounded in my ears, and when his hand covered my waist, the door was suddenly opened, and Lu Chengying stood at the door with a few plastic bags, looking at the posture of me and Zou Moyan together, and his face darkened in an instant.
"Zou Moyan, you let her go." Lu Chengying put the things in his hand on the table, walked quickly to me and pulled my arm, pulled me behind him, and after seeing the marks left by Zhang Dong on my body, he gritted his teeth and asked, "Jiajia, what's wrong with your clothes?" ”
Zou Moyan's eyes were also dark, and his face was expressionless. The affection just now completely turned into indifference in these few seconds, and even the voice of the speaker revealed a coldness that others could not touch: "Pan Yiming said that you live together, I didn't believe it at first, but now I believe it, He Jiaran, I used to be selfish and felt that you still loved me, but it seems that everything is too much for me to think." ”
My throat felt as uncomfortable as if something was blocked, and I wanted to say something, Zou Moyan said again, "Now that you look like you're willing to fall, I really feel that the past two years have not been worth it at all." ”
Lu Chengying hugged my shoulders and snorted coldly: "Jiajia has always been my woman, two years ago, and in the future, you hurry up now, don't force me to do it." ”
Zou Moyan looked at me deeply, didn't say anything, he slowly walked out of the door of my house, and at the moment when the security door closed, I sat down on the ground with a weak body.
Lu Chengying hurriedly brought me a bath towel to drape on, "Did he get it?" I'm going to abolish him now. ”
I shook my head, "No, it was Zhang Dong who wanted to think about me, and Zou Moyan saved me." ”
Lu Chengying's lips tightened, and he didn't ask anything else, "I know that you will drink at night, I bought seafood porridge, can you eat some?" ”
I shook my head, stared at the dark night sky outside the window, and muttered, "Lu Chengying, you said that if I confiscated Zou Moyan's father's money, would we already be married?" You said that if I had agreed to his proposal, would we be married now? You said that if I was... What if..."
When I said this, I was already choked up and speechless, Lu Chengying came to my side, did not comfort me softly, but said lightly, "I only know that if I hadn't saved you in the fire, you would have been crushed and ashes long ago." ”
Lu Chengying hugged me, and my tears flowed out instantly, "But, I really can't think of him, what should I do?" Lu Chengying, what should I do? ”
"If he loved you, he should have given up everything to come here to find you, in fact, you also saw it, he accepted his father's arrangement, accepted his family, it was he who gave up on you."
The past came like a flood, and my tears flowed down like beads with broken threads, and my heart hurt now, especially when I thought of Zou Moyan's expression when he left, I felt like there were thousands of knives inserted into my heart.
I was tired from crying and crying, Lu Chengying carefully helped me wipe away my tears, and then put the porridge he bought in front of me, "Eat some, I shed so many tears, make up for it." ”
Yes, I'm so brainless, as long as Zou Moyan hooks his fingers, I will run to him in front of him, if he is affectionate to me, I am willing to go with him to a vigorous event related to love.
But in the end, I still didn't go downstairs to find him, what kind of qualifications do I have now?
I lit a cigarette and looked down at the scenery downstairs, thinking to myself, maybe Zou Moyan is still Zou Moyan, but He Jiaran is no longer the He Jiaran before.