"I don't dare to expect how good people will be to me, as long as they don't dislike me, it's already very good." In any case, his existence has always been a threat to him, and although he is an illegitimate daughter, there is also an element of threat.

Since you know this clearly, how can you expect others to be good to you, as long as you don't dislike it, it's already very good, and how dare you have too many requirements for other yourself.

Ye Zi is still a very sensible person, she and her mother have different ideas, not all day long, one day she has to enter the door of the Ye family, for her, she just wants to live a stable life.

It has nothing to do with being rich and powerful, all I want is a stable life, and I don't dare to think about it at all, not to mention that I never thought that one day I would become a daughter and enjoy the glory and wealth. For me, these are really unimaginable, and it is impossible for that day to come.

"No, he's not such a person, I can see that he still craves family affection, although I don't know much about this relationship between you, he should also hate his parents and the failure of his marriage, but you are his sister, and it has nothing to do with those, because you two are the most innocent people." It's not the two of them who do the wrong thing, it's the older generation.

Therefore, this kind of pain should not be borne by juniors like them.

He had told himself about his family relationship before, and he knew that his parents' marriage knew that although he hated their unhappy marriage a little, which caused his life to become like this, he did not reject his sister.

Maybe he should have figured it out, they are just innocent as children. If he is innocent, then his sister is also innocent, after all, they are powerless to change these things.

"Is there really going to be a day? In fact, I didn't dare to think about it, and when I was at home, my mother wouldn't let me do this, so I didn't dare to mention anything, and when I looked at the photos, I still saw it by accident. "I always knew that I had an older brother, but I didn't know what he looked like, let alone what else I did, I didn't even know what he looked like, how could I recognize him or something.

I can't think of it, I really didn't think that one day I would be able to see him, maybe it was the greatest gift to myself, the greatest reward to myself.

In the future, he will still come to the coffee book house, so that he will be able to see him at that time, although he does not know that he is his sister, but he knows that he is already satisfied with all this.

It doesn't matter if he knows that he is his sister or not, the important thing is that he knows that he is his eldest brother, and that he will have the opportunity to meet him in the future, and it is enough to have the opportunity to have a few words with him.

"Then you really want him as an older brother, if the two of you can recognize each other, the picture should be good." Ren Xiaoou was wondering in his heart, what would it be like for the two of them to meet, if he could help out, it would be good.

Yes, I can consider this, anyway, this is a good deed, if I can do it, of course I am willing to help, but what I am most worried about is that I not only can't help, but I will harm them like this, and as a result, I have to think deeply.

"I can't even think about a day like this, maybe it's impossible in this life, and, don't worry, if I really can't say it, it will break his life." Ye Zi's heart is actually very worried, it's good to know about this matter, it's good to know that he is doing well, as for the others, he really doesn't dare to hope for it.

He shouldn't have existed in the first place, and he was always a threat to him, so he didn't dare to expose his identity easily, unless he found out, and he really couldn't help it at that time.

I didn't think about destroying his original life, and now my thoughts are very simple, just to let myself see him and know that he is good.

"Seriously, one day, do you dare to think of such a thing? Do you think it's going to be possible? Ren Xiaoou didn't dare to decide something for her at this moment, these things had to be discussed with her, and she had to think about it carefully.

No matter how you say about this matter, I am an outsider, and it is always inconvenient to meddle, if I can help, I can help, but if I am in charge, I don't have this right.

"I think it's unlikely, you also know that my existence is a threat to him, I shouldn't be exposed to him, even if he can really tolerate himself, then what about other people, do you think the too?" It doesn't matter if you're alone, but you still have to think about your mother, and you can't easily get out of this kind of thing anyway.

"Are you worried that he's going to hurt you?" Ren Xiaoou said his inner doubts, it was he who would think like this, which was normal and reasonable.

"I don't feel hurt by anything, but I'm worried about my mother." What is the point of being hurt by your own young people? But my mother shouldn't be able to stand it.

"If this matter is made public, maybe it will really cause a big trouble, and both sides will be affected." Ren Xiaoou thought about it for a while and said, if he really wanted me to recognize his eldest brother, what kind of consequences would it be, in fact, no one could predict it, and it might make things very big.

"I know this clearly, so I never thought that one day I would recognize them, let alone that one day, I would become the daughter of the Ye family." In fact, I have thought about these things very clearly, and if I am not sure, I will naturally not take this step.

"You're right, if you don't have absolute certainty, it's always a problem to say it rashly at this time." This matter really can't cause trouble to his family, otherwise, it's better not to say anything, it's better to keep the original posture.

"So it's good to let me know about this, as for the rest, I don't dare to think about it, and I don't dare to desire to be able to recognize him one day and call him big brother, I can only look at him from a distance like this, and it is enough to know that he is good." Ye Zi really doesn't have any other ideas, as long as he knows that he is his eldest brother and knows that he is happy, there is no need to know about the others.

How is his relationship with him, in fact, it really doesn't have much impact, he just hopes that his eldest brother can live well. As for whether he knows his existence or not, whether he knows that he has a sister like himself, it really doesn't matter that much.

"Are you really willing to be like this, he is obviously your eldest brother in front of you, and you can often see him, but you can't recognize him, isn't that kind of feeling very uncomfortable?" Isn't that a very torturous thing for her? She can really be calm.

If it were me, I was really a little worried, and one day I couldn't help it, and then ran to him directly, I had to tell her these facts, in short, I couldn't bear it.

"Actually, it's not as bad as you think, and it's not as difficult to accept as you say, after all, haven't I been like this all these years?" It's really not as bad as she thinks, she can really face it calmly, she has done this all these years, not to mention that she can't accept it at this time.

I have been thinking about when I will have the opportunity to meet my eldest brother, and now I finally have such an opportunity. For himself, it is enough to satisfy a small wish of his own.

"Are you really satisfied just doing this, don't you want to recognize him?" Ren Xiaoou asked her with a rhetorical tone, did she really want to live like this for the rest of her life.

It's clear that it's by your side, and you can see it at any time, but you can't let the other party know your true identity. I really don't feel tired in this kind of life, and I really don't have any complaints about doing this?

Ye Zi thought for a while, looked at Ren Xiaoou and said softly, "Actually, I'm not as exaggerated as you think, it's good to get used to it, this kind of thing is a bit reluctant, after all, the relationship between me and him, it's better not to make it clear." "Even if you don't think like that, you don't necessarily know what people think of you, and you really don't have much confidence in this kind of thing.

Ye Zi considered that in the end, he still felt that he didn't say anything at this time, so he should leave a little more mystery.

Sometimes I really can't be sure if what I think is the same as what he thinks, and I am afraid that I will cause him trouble by doing so, so it is better to say that I don't do anything, I don't do anything.

"Don't you think that's the regret? Actually, I don't have any other ideas, it's just hope, it's a bit unfair to you, you can have the love of your big brother, but at this time, it's like you can't see the light. Ren Xiaoou always felt that it was always inappropriate for him to do this, he was originally a family, but now he felt that he couldn't see the light.

Even if she is an illegitimate daughter, she should have fair rights to enjoy and be treated fairly. She can't change her identity, nor is she able to control it, it's too unfair for her to do so, and it puts her under so much pressure.

"Sister Xiaoou, you don't have to be wronged for me, in fact, I'm used to it." Ye Zi looked at Ren Xiaoou and said, maybe he didn't want to cause trouble to the other party, or maybe it was because he hadn't thought it through to now.

So at this time, I still have to stay put, let myself know who he is, I already make myself feel very happy, and I will talk about the rest later.