In the classroom after the morning reading, there is still a surge of heat. The doors of the classrooms are open for ventilation, and the warm and humid carbon dioxide air is freshened by the outside air. The boys and girls stood in front of the window, but they couldn't touch the cold of the morning outside, but a warmth rose.

The breath is shallow, and the heartbeat is suddenly beating.

Su Wen, Song Yu. The two names are written side by side on the misty glass window, like the figure of the two standing side by side in front of the window at this time.

The glass windows of the classroom dimly reflect the quiet and serene world outside the window, and a pair of two-word names look at the eyes of the girls, and they inexplicably give birth to the joy of matching.

Looking at the boy next to him happily, the girl blushed a little. The two names with different handwriting on the glass window were a little bright, as if they had inadvertently pierced the girl's heart, so that when the girl looked at the boy, her heart suddenly became worried.

The boy laughed, showing his very white teeth.

The girl was hit by the boy's bright smile, her heart was inexplicably flustered, and she hurriedly turned her head sideways to look at the glass window, in fact, the vision outside the window was hazy, and only the handwriting left by her fingers over the glass window could clearly see the scene outside the window.

"Why did your parents give you that name?" Su Wen found a topic for himself to chat at the right time, "I thought it was that 'Song Yu' at first!" ”

"Ha, a lot of people thought that way at first."

Looking at the boy again, Su Wen was no longer flustered in his heart, and he was no longer worried about touching the boy's sensitive topic. Since Song Yu said goodbye to his mother at the airport not long ago, the boy seemed to have an epiphany after coming back, and the topic of his mother was no longer as untouchable as before, at least no longer resistant.

Song Yu smiled, "My dad is a student of history, and among the lyricists, he likes the Southern Tang Dynasty the most......"

"Li Yu?" A look of surprise flashed in Su Wen's eyes, and he unconsciously took over the boy's words, "So, your parents named you Song Yu?" ”

Song Yu smiled and nodded, "At first, I planned to take Li Yu's 'Yu', but my mother insisted on not being next to the word fire." 'The sun is like day, the moon is like night', Yu is daylight, it is light, my mother likes this meaning. ”

"I like it too!" As soon as the words came out, Su Wen smiled uncomfortably, "The implication is very good, no wonder you have such a sunny personality!" ”

The boy smiled noncommittally, and his gaze out the window became vague, as if caught in some kind of memory.

"Your parents used to have a good relationship, right? Why ......" and other sensitive topics were spoken, and the more Su Wen asked, the more he lost confidence.

"When is the spring flower and autumn moon? How much do you know about the past? Xiaolou had another east wind last night, so the country could not afford to look back at the moonlight. ”

Song Yu chanted Li Yu's half-rhyme, watching the water vapor on the glass window gradually turn into water, the handwriting of "Su Wen" and "Song Yu" began to fall apart, winding down along the glass window, and soon it would be unrecognizable, and it would be impossible to see the original handwriting, and what kind of mood the writer felt when his fingers slid through the mist.

"The relationship that should be broken is broken after all, and the past is just the past."

Song Yu said calmly that the person concerned no longer cares about the relationship between his parents, and his son should have let go of his feelings a long time ago.

It can't be said that he has completely untied the knot in his heart, but Song Yu began to try to let go of the past.

Fate is a bit mysterious, you say it doesn't exist, but since you are born, many things are predestined before you are conscious, such as your parents, such as the family you were born into. Because it can't be changed and can't resist, it can be called fate. Some people come to the world with a golden key, and they are born rich and rich; And some people are born with poverty, and they struggle with poverty all their lives......

Sometimes, you have to believe that there is indeed a fate in life.

On the weekend, only Su Wen and Liu Chuan, two out-of-town students, remained in the dormitory.

Su Wen stayed in his seat and pretended to be serious about the exercises, but in fact, his ears were filled with the sound of Yanagawa answering and answering the phone on the balcony, and the old-fashioned Nokia mobile phone was not soundproof, and constantly made a sharp and piercing sound.

Excited, Liu Chuan, who is usually soft and weak, roared violently.

Listening to Liu Chuan's conversation with the person on the phone in dialect, Su Wen could probably guess what the conversation was, and he felt terrible inexplicably.

It is not so much that Yanagawa is on the phone with his mother, but that the two are arguing. After a quarrel, the little girl's grievances were finally lost to the middle-aged woman with a sharp voice.

It wasn't until the phone call ended that Liu Chuan walked into the dormitory in despair, just in time to meet Su Wen's surprised eyes that looked at her sideways.

It was an old Nokia phone that was so old that the paint was peeling off, and the silver paint fell off the silver edges, revealing an ugly gray body.

Su Wen's memory of Nokia mobile phones is still stuck in the Nokia mobile phone used by his father when he was in the fifth or sixth grade of elementary school. When he was in junior high school, he lived in school and his parents went out to work, so Su Wen had the first mobile phone in his life - a small pink flip phone. In the era when flip phones and slide phones were very popular at that time, owning a flip phone could also get the envy of classmates. Some classmates said that their mobile phones were very dazzling, Su Wen didn't understand what "dazzling" meant at first, and it took a long time to come to the conclusion that it was "beautiful and good-looking", so Su Wen's little vanity was secretly happy for a long time.

Society is changing with each passing day, and the smartphone seems to have suddenly popped out in the second grade of junior high school, so that in the third year of junior high school, watching the classmates using the smartphone one by one, Su Wen cast an envious gaze in obscurity. After the high school entrance examination, Su Wen was successfully admitted to the famous Bode Middle School in the province, and Su's father and mother rewarded Su Wen with a brand-new smartphone. For the first time, Su Wen kept up with the trend of his classmates and also used a smart phone.

In 2014, smartphones were popularized for many years. Whether it's a big city or a small county town in the countryside, owning a smartphone is nothing new.

Since entering high school, Su Wen saw for the first time the Nokia mobile phone that was popular in his childhood memory.

When their eyes met, Su Wen saw that Liu Chuan seemed to have been hit by a thief who had stolen on the spot, and a look of shame and embarrassment appeared on his face, and almost at the same moment, Liu Chuan clenched the ugly Nokia mobile phone in his hand.

Tears appeared in Yanagawa's eyes, and he bit his lip tightly, but moved his face to the side.

"Yanagawa ......" Su Wen worried, "and my mother...... Quarreled? ”

Su Wen looked at Liu Chuan's unbearable face with distress, in fact, she knew it, but she didn't know what to do for a while.

"Liu Chuan, if you lack living expenses, I can lend it to you first, don't worry! I still have living expenses! ”

Liu Chuan raised his head when he heard this, two lines of tears slipped from the eyes that were holding back the pain, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he choked intermittently, "I'm obviously already very frugal...... But Mom and Dad...... They also blamed me...... Say I'm spending money recklessly...... It costs money to read...... How much does it cost to eat...... How much money does it cost to buy school uniforms...... Anything costs money...... Whining...... They don't want me to come to study at all......"

"Yanagawa ... Don't think so! You've done a great job! Su Wen stroked Liu Chuan's back, but he didn't know how to comfort him in a hurry.

Liu Chuan lowered his head, leaving only Su Wen's shoulders that shrugged when he sobbed, not wanting Su Wen to see the tears on his face that could not contain the rushing tears, and his chest couldn't help but rise and fall with the sobs.

"My mom always said to wait for the bursary...... The family is nervous right now...... How did she know that she would wait for me to get the poverty subsidy...... I probably starved to death...... She didn't care about me at all...... Woohoo......"

"No, Yanagawa, you still have me! Don't be in a hurry just yet! ”

Su Wen only knew that Liuchuan's family was not very good, but until this day, she didn't know how bad the situation in Liuchuan's family was.

Also from a small county town, the Liuchuan family was born as a farmer for generations, and his parents were illiterate. Yanagawa's father made a living by fishing, and in his early years, he earned enough money with his excellent fishing output and opened an omnivorous shop in a small county town. His father fished and sold fish, and his mother was a leisurely and leisurely proprietress of an omnivorous shop, and the Yanagawa family was also worry-free in the early years.

Later, the area of the river where the Yanagawa family depended for their livelihood was brought under the jurisdiction of the county government, and fishermen such as Yanagawa became an illegal business. Losing his fishing job, Liu's father became an unemployed vagrant, drinking and playing cards with his card friends all day long, and became more and more idle.

The Liu family barely survived on the meager income of the grocery store, with elderly people to support and a pair of children studying, and the family's financial situation was deteriorating.

"Before graduating from junior high school last year, my mother said that I wouldn't want to study after junior high school, she wanted me to go out to work to make money, and my younger brother was about to enter high school, so I went to work to subsidize the family......" Liu Chuan's mood gradually calmed down, and when he told the troubles in his heart, he was still so aggrieved that he couldn't let the tears fall.

"I wasn't reconciled, so I studied hard. Don't look at my high school grades so badly, actually... I was in junior high school, and I was also the first in the county middle school... Although there is nothing to say about this, at the very least, I was admitted to Bode! I became the pride of my whole family and the whole village! ”

Liu Chuan clenched his fists, and his eyes showed fierce firmness, "Everyone praised me for studying well, and my parents listened to those fanciful praises, and they were so happy that they were about to fly into the sky." If it weren't for the fact that I was admitted to Bode, and not because I gave them great glory, they would never have changed their mind about letting me go to work, let alone let me continue to study......"

Su Wen quietly listened to Liu Chuan's confession, and infinitely sighed at the similarity of the experiences of the two of them. is also from a small place, the same unyielding and diligent and studious, the same as the first place in the school, and he was also admitted to Bode and became the bottom of the top class "poor student...... It turned out that it was not an illusion to be the most sympathetic to Yanagawa and to see each other late.

The difference is that Su Wen's family is happy, not rich but worry-free. Because of this, Su Wen felt sorry for Liu Chuan.

"But because of Bode, the expensive tuition fees and every expense have made me a burden on my family, and my parents still regret it......," Liu Chuan said, lowering his head and crying, "Su Wen, what do you say I should do?" ”

Teardrops hit the pale knuckles of the girl's clenched hands, and her trembling voice sounded aggrieved and helpless.

You say me, what should I do?

(The author has something to say: just after handing in the second draft of the paper, the paper will enter the finishing work immediately, and after the finalization will be Euler ~ I have to interview or something recently, and then I may change it every two days or one day ~ I hope you forgive me (*∩_∩*) It is slower, but Xiaobai will write it down seriously ~ 888)