Chapter 168: Unreasonable
Sleep first?
Looking at his impatient eyes, I pushed him away and screamed; "It's not good, don't sleep, you have to make it clear to me today, otherwise we won't be finished."
At this moment, I don't know why, I thought of the most classic images in those love and love movies.
The explosiveness of those heroines' vexatious troubles in an instant is what I disdain the most, but I didn't expect that one day, I would also come in handy.
"Ah Yan."
Lu Junxun was pushed by me and almost fell under the bed.
After he stood firm, he looked at me condescendingly, like he was looking at a stranger, but in a trance, he saw the tears in the corners of my eyes, and sighed softly: "Don't make a fuss, okay?" I'm really tired. ”
Is it?
If he's tired, then I'm not tired?
"I'll ask you one last time." I looked into his eyes and stared at him deadly: "Tell me, did you get together with Ye Xinai?" ”
I was still thinking about what Wang Qian said in my ear during the day.
Yes, Ye Xinai is with Lu Junxun, and it hit me, now look at Lu Junxun's words.
He said that he denied it, so it proves that my suspicion is not wrong.
Ye Xinai's conspiracy has become a conspiracy between the two of them.
The two of them joined forces to harm me?
"Ah Yan, don't think too much, you know, I only have you in my heart." His face changed slightly, but he never mentioned anything about his love with Ye Xin.
I laughed.
"Lu Junxun, do you think I'm the kind of girl who can be fooled if you coax a few words casually?"
He underestimated me too much.
They don't take me seriously.
Lu Junxun was a little discouraged, and seemed to be starting to get annoyed, and he didn't want to talk to me more.
"You're tired, rest early, I'll go sleep in the living room."
As he spoke, he picked up his quilt.
"I'm starting to get annoyed now, aren't you? So why should we be together again? Lu Junxun, I'll give you a chance, you think it through and tell me the real answer, otherwise, the current situation of the two of us will not be able to go on. ”
His hand paused, and it seemed that he was a little forbearing, but in the end he decided not to bear it.
Suddenly looking up, he looked at me with a heavy face: "Ah Yan, what do you want me to do?" Can you believe that there is nothing between me and Ye Xinai, what do you want me to do? You can believe that I am really for your good. ”
"All of you say it's for my good, but no one ever asks me what I want?"
Tears overflowed from my eyes, and I watched Lu Junxun's face become more and more blurred: 'Have you asked me? No, you just keep stuffing me with the results and then informing me, or giving me conclusions, and treating me like a puppet. ’
"Don't say that."
He looked a little guilty.
But I know that his machismo will never admit to me that he just wants to control my life, and he will not even allow me to have the slightest accident.
He loved me, he really loved me, but he didn't allow me to deviate from his track.
This kind of love is too heavy for me to bear.
"I don't need you to go," I packed up my things and wiped my tears from my eyes: "I am the one who should leave, I forced my way into your life in the first place, and now, at the end of the song, everyone is gone, and it is time for me to leave." ”
There's nothing to collect, I don't want those skin care products, and I still have clothes at home, and there is no shortage of these.
"I don't want it, I don't want anything."
Shaking my arm, I grabbed my bag and left.
Anyway, the house I rented with Wang Qian is very close to here, just a few steps away, and I just walked over.
But Lu Junxun didn't allow me to go, he grabbed my things and forcibly pressed me to the bed.
"How long do you want to make trouble?"
He glared at me angrily, probably to the limit of his patience, and there was no longer a trace of warmth.
I laughed and said, 'You're finally starting to get bored with me?' In that case, what else is there to say? Let's break up. ’
I will raise the child well, without him, I believe there will not be so many troubles to find the door.
I said that one person can do it.
No one counts.
After I woke up, it was originally a person, wasn't it?
"Okay, don't make trouble, I'll give you an explanation, but not now, okay?" As he spoke, he put away all my things, then took off my clothes and forcibly stuffed me under the covers.
I know I don't have the strength, I'm not his opponent.
Moreover, I dare to let him go and not pursue his love affair with Ye Xin.
"There is only one thing, you promise me, I will never mention what happened today."
I looked at him stoically and offered my terms.
As long as he agrees, I will not blame the past.
Lu Junxun stood on the side of the bed and looked at me helplessly: "You say, what is the matter?" ”
"Let Aunt Zhou go, I don't want to see her again."
This time, he agreed: "Okay, as long as you feel happy, no matter what you want to do, I will promise you." ”
Heh, huh?
"Then what if I ask you to bring Ye Xinai to me?"
Lu Junxun stopped talking.
His expression was tired, even with a hint of vexatiousness and disappointment.
Before leaving, he told me to get some rest, but he didn't look back and went out.
I don't know where he went, I only know that I really didn't see Aunt Zhou for the next two or three days.
"It seems that he really fired Aunt Zhou, which is not bad, at least, you don't have to be angry with that woman anymore."
Wang Qian would come to see me every other day.
And they would bring me some good food, and when there was no one to control the family, I began to let myself go, and often made the house a mess.
At this time, Xiaobai will ask someone from the housekeeping company to come over and clean it.
"Hmm." I didn't react much.
Lu Junxun is not at home, he doesn't know where he went, although it is noisy, but he still has him in his heart, and he is a little worried.
"Oh yes, isn't your prenatal checkup just these two days?"
Wang Qian suddenly remembered and asked.
"Seems to be."
I didn't take it to heart, these were all arranged by Lu Duxun, and I don't know the rest.
"Hey, you said that you are too, you look at the little couple, you look at you again." Wang Qian said as she bit the thing in her mouth so loudly that she really didn't treat me as a pregnant woman.
But with her here with me, my mood has really stabilized a lot.
"You and Xiaobai, what's the situation?"
Not wanting her to revolve around me anymore, I turned the conversation to her.
Wang Qian pretended to be deaf and dumb: "What? ”
"What's going on with you and Xiaobai?" I looked at her and raised an eyebrow: "Don't think I don't know. ”
"You know what, you know, you get your own things done first."
As she spoke, she stood up, looking like she was going back.
"Hey, you go first." I looked at her like that, and I was a little surprised, Wang Qian still blushed one day?
She ignored me, walked straight out, and grabbed a handful of melon seeds with her big hand: "You, you just think about you, I don't care, I'm going to open a store, I don't have time to accompany you here." ”
With that, he left.
Hey, I sighed lightly, there are many people in this world who dare not face their sincerity.
Wang Qian is the same.
I thought she was a dashing woman.
After waking up from a nap in the afternoon, I heard a small and fragmented voice, as if Lu Junxun was back, but there was another man's voice.
I was a little tired and didn't want to go out, but remembering what Wang Qian said about the prenatal checkup today, I decided to go out and talk to Lu Junxun first.
But as soon as I walked to the door, I was stunned when I heard the sound outside.
"What do you think you should do with this child?"
This is Lu Junxun's voice, he seems to have a trace of uncertainty, and even some doubts, and the whole person is shaking his head.
I saw him through the crack in the door, and I just felt my scalp tingle.
I had some bad premonitions in my heart.
Sure enough, the doctor looked at him deeply and sighed: "If it is really as you said, then this child is undesirable, not only because it will inherit some hereditary diseases of the mother, but even after they are born, who knows whether they can grow up safely, it is a problem." ”
Is this talking about my mental illness?
The palm of my hand usurped the doorknob, and I gritted my teeth.
Heh, have you hit the idea on my child now?
I remained silent, still standing there listening.
"So, is there a better way?" Lu Junxun also seemed a little unbearable, and he asked the doctor: "Or, let her suffer less." ”
"What mother doesn't suffer when she loses her child? It's a process that has to be suffered, so ......" the doctor didn't say the words later.
But I know, Lu Junxun has already made up his mind to take this child away.
I couldn't hold back any longer, I walked out of the bedroom, looked at the two of them, and smiled coldly: "You have the ability, just take the child away from my belly." ”
I heard my own voice without a trace of emotion, and even shivered with cold.
I saw Lu Junxun's face, and the brush turned white all of a sudden.
He hurriedly explained: "Ah Yan, things are not what you imagined, and I didn't plan to ......"
"What you plan to do, it has nothing to do with me." I snorted and looked at him: "From today on, you are you, I am me, and the two of us will have nothing to do with each other again." ”
With that, I turned around and went into the bedroom and began to pack my things.
I'm leaving, I'm leaving, I should have left before, I really hate my soft-heartedness.
It wasn't until Lu Junxun hurt me that I reacted.
Damn it.
Tears flowed down unobediently, I felt like I was really a wreck, but the movements in my hands kept stopping, I kept packing things, in fact, there was nothing to clean up, I took things, and no matter how Lu Junxun persuaded me behind me, I didn't care, opened the door, and ran out.
I have a big belly, Lu Junxun didn't dare to do anything to me, so he could only follow me and shout at me, for fear that something would happen to me.