Chapter Ninety-Two: Open Your Heart

The canteen on the day of the Lantern Festival is lively and lively in the morning, the clean and tidy canteen is filled with a festive atmosphere, the large TV screen of the canteen plays the unique advertisements of the Lantern Festival, and the festive music is mixed with the various sounds in the canteen, showing the unique taste of the festival.

Many students from provincial capitals leave school early in the morning to rush home, while many students eat breakfast in the cafeteria without hurrying. Taking advantage of the atmosphere of the Lantern Festival, most of the students who come to the cafeteria for breakfast are carrying bowls of rice balls.

Su Wen and Liu Chuan also bought a bowl of steaming rice balls, and in the delicate ceramic white bowl, the white mist was like the mist in a fairyland, hovering above the white and round rice balls.

Each rice ball is small and exquisite, the workmanship is exquisite, the size is round and small, and the appearance of white and tender looks very appetizing.

"Mine is filled with black sesame seeds! What about Yanagawa you? Su Wen may have been affected by the lively atmosphere of the festival, and he smiled very happily.

Yanagawa laughed softly, "Peanut filling!" ”

Before starting, Su Wen held a soup spoon in his hand, scooped up a few sesame-stuffed rice balls from his bowl, and kindly put them into the Liuchuan bowl, "Give you a taste of black sesame filling!" ”

Liu Chuan was flattered, and his resentful eyes continued to show emotion, but the corners of his mouth were sincerely hooked with a smile.

A little show of favor will flatter a girl who has been lonely for a long time, and the person who lacks the most love is often the easiest to satisfy. It's like getting a lollipop as a child and being so happy that you seem to have the whole world.

"Then you can try peanut stuffing, too! In this way, we will have two kinds of glutinous rice balls! For the first time, Liu Chuan showed enthusiasm, and it was in response to Su Wen's kind gesture.

Before starting, the two girls shared each other's rice balls with different fillings, and the unfamiliarity of restraint was replaced by warm friendship little by little, and the once strange classmates also narrowed the distance little by little.

In fact, girls who are withdrawn but eager for warmth are most likely to be moved by others' active overtures, and a little bit of effort from others can be regarded as an incomparable gift by lonely girls, and then grateful to Dade for more enthusiasm.

The person who lacks the most love is the easiest to be satisfied, and if you give her a point, she will give you ten points in return. If the person who pays one point is hypocritical, in order to get ten percent in return from the other party, then in the end, the sad one is still the one who is eager to get ten percent in return for friendship.

This is the case with girls who are cold on the outside and hot on the inside, who are often so afraid of paying their hearts that they lock themselves in claustrophobic cages, thinking that the cold shell is their hard armor against external harm, but they do not know that the erected walls only cut off contact with the outside world, and the desire for certain warmth will be doubled by the opposite effect. Once you open the door of your heart and give your heart and soul wholeheartedly, when disappointment comes, the armor that you think is hard will no longer be able to protect you, and the lethality of frustration will hit exponentially.

Such a girl is also the easiest to relax her vigilance against others and the easiest to open up to others.

People often habitually think that people who talk and laugh and play intimately every day are more likely to become friends who talk about everything, but they don't know that there is always much less sincere effort between such people than maintaining a superficial joy.

The magnetic field between people determines the direction of interpersonal communication to a certain extent, and people with the same or similar magnetic field are more likely to come together with their compatibility.

On the day of the Lantern Festival, Su Wen and Liu Chuan came into contact for a short time, and the two really felt the similarity of the magnetic field between each other at the same time, so that for a while they had the illusion of hating each other.

Wandering around the campus, Su Wen asked happily, "Liu Chuan, which county is your home in?" ”

"Yongxin County!" Liu Chuan's voice was soft, and he lowered his head and added: "But my family is in a rural area in the county seat......"

Capturing the cowardice of inferiority in the girl's eyes, Su Wen said comfortingly, "My hometown is also in the countryside!" Yongxin County is not far from my home! ”

Liu Chuan looked at Su Wen, pursed the corners of his mouth, and a grateful smile appeared in his eyes, "Your home is Wenxi County, right?" ”

"How do you know?" Su Wen's eyes widened, and he was puzzled for a moment.

Yanagawa smiled a little deeper, "You said when you introduced yourself last semester, I always remember ......"

Su Wen was moved, and looked at Liu Chuan more and more to feel that it was too late to see each other, "It's not easy to think about it, we were admitted to Bode from a small county town!" ”

"Although I was at the bottom of the top class at the beginning!" Liu Chuan smiled self-deprecatingly at Su Wen's words, but his tone was lively and brisk.

"But now that the arts and sciences are separated, there is no need to study science in the future! It's going to be a lot easier! ”

"Hmm!"

Talking and laughing along the way, the two girls went back to the student apartment side by side. When there was nothing to talk about, the two of them were quiet, and they were unusually embarrassed.

Liu Chuan lowered his head and stared at the stairs under his feet, and asked coldly, "Su Wen?" ”

"Huh?" The girl turned her head when she heard the sound.

"Why are you playing with me?" Liu Chuan's eyes flickered, and a sad look appeared in his pupils, "The girls in the class...... It's like Xie Yingying, they don't like my ......"

Su Wen was stunned, why did he want to be friends with Liu Chuan?

"Is there a reason for that?" When he asked that question in his heart, Su Wen answered Liu Chuan's question without thinking, "They may be because you don't like to talk...... Actually, I'm just like you! ”

"No, you're much more popular than me...... At least you are not as ...... as I am" The corners of Liu Chuan's mouth hooked up a wry smile, and he lowered his head not to let Su Wen see the sadness flowing in his eyes, "What's more, there are still some bad things about me in the class...... I think it's incredible that you took the initiative to talk to me......"

"You mean...... Stealing? Su Wen couldn't help but be cautious.

"You've heard?" Liu Chuan's eyes froze, and he hurriedly looked at the girl and asked confirmatively.

Opening the bedroom door, Su Wen looked at Liu Chuan's eyes face to face, "Well, but I don't believe it!" I'd love to hear from you! ”

As soon as the conversation box opened, the two girls who hated to see each other sat together and chatted openly.

"How can I explain that? I can't argue! Yanagawa's eyes were glazed, and when he talked about the sad past, his heart was still surging with endless grievances and pain.

Facing Su Wen, Liu Chuan was able to say what he had been unwilling to touch, "In the dormitory last semester, several other people were in the city, and they all had to go home on weekends, so I was alone in the dormitory...... Someone lost something...... I also lost my money...... I often go it alone and spend my weekends in my dorm room...... They suspected me ......."

Su Wen listened to Liu Chuan's intermittent description, and only felt a pain in her heart, the humiliation of being misunderstood and excluded, she understood.

"But it's not you, isn't it?"

Liu Chuan lowered his head, unable to see the look on her face clearly, "They are determined, I can't ...... it"

"I really understand your feelings...... recalling the sad past, Su Wen's eyes also showed the same sadness, "I have always been excluded by the girls in my class when I was in junior high school, and in the third year of junior high school, the girls who slept in the dormitory, they also wronged me for being a thief......

Liu Chuan raised his head and looked at Su Wen incredulously, "How could it be ......?"

The two who have experienced the same humiliation actually understand better than anyone how common it is to be misunderstood, excluded or even suppressed by the girl group in a small isolated county...... The reason for all exclusion is just because you don't fit in. But if you don't fit in, you have to be excluded by the group?

"Later, they found out who the thief was......" Su Wen smiled bitterly.

Yanagawa said without thinking, "It's one of those girls, right?" ”

"Well," the girl's vision began to blur and fell into memory, "the real thief, she still added fuel to those girls and said bad things about me, and all the girls in the dormitory thought I was a thief, and looked at me with contempt every day, slandering me behind my back...... It's ridiculous that the real thief doesn't have the slightest guilt and steals with impunity when everyone thinks I'm a thief...... But because of this, she was exposed! ”

"So, did they apologize to you?" Liu Chuan's heart ached, but in fact, he already had the answer in his heart.

"Nope."

The moment he heard the affirmative answer, Yanagawa's eyes flickered. I thought that my experience of being excluded was sad enough, but I didn't expect that Su Wen experienced something even more suffocating.

Su Wen smiled with relief, "Fortunately, it's all over, and now we all have a new life!" ”

"Hmmm! We want to live a new life! Liu Chuan seemed to say to Su Wen, and it seemed to say to himself.

"Oops! Don't talk about these unhappy things! In fact, I am telling you these things to tell you that those unhappy experiences are not terrible, but the terrible thing is that you are stuck in painful memories and cannot start a new life! Su Wen swept away the unhappiness in his chest and was filled with optimistic thoughts again.

Now her life is getting better and better, she has a few good friends and has her own small circle, Su Wen is already very satisfied.

"Thank you, Suwen!" Yanagawa was deeply moved, and a pair of melancholy eyes flashed with tears.

"Yanagawa, I actually noticed you a long time ago, but we didn't talk much at that time, and I haven't had much chance to talk to you." Su Wen said with infinite emotion.

"Actually, why shouldn't I." Liu Chuan smiled with satisfaction, "At the beginning of last semester, when I saw you on stage to introduce yourself, you didn't dare to look down the stage like me, and you were so nervous that you couldn't speak, I felt that the two of us were very similar!" ”

"I've always felt like we both have a lot in common! In such a big city, it's really hard to find someone who looks like you! Su Wen had an urge to burst into tears, and his eyes were full of sincerity when he looked at Liu Chuan, "I want to tell you many times that I'm just like you, it's not our fault that I'm not social, and we can also fit into this collective!" ”

Liu Chuan's smile began to have warmth, "Aren't you quite gregarious now, and you also have your own small group!" ”

"That's because I've made good friends! I've changed a lot because of them! ”

Su Wen added with relief, "So you also have to work hard to get out of the interpersonal dilemma and make more friends!" You'll be more cheerful that way! It's really not good to be too melancholy, I know how you feel! ”

"But...... Is it really possible? Liu Chuan bit his lip lightly, his flickering eyes were full of unconfidence, "I'm not likable at all, I'm withdrawn, I'm used to being alone......"

"You have to believe it! You can do it! Su Wen encouraged in high spirits.

"From today onwards, I am your friend!"