Chapter 254: Leave a Place in Your Heart

The sun outside the window is shining, shining on the high-rise buildings covered in silver, reflecting a crystal light, which is not as white as words.

Yu Silan, who was nestled in Qi Xiuyuan's arms, kept her eyes on the icicles hanging on the treetops outside.

After a long time, she slowly spoke: "Xiuyuan, I want to go and see him." ”

"I'll be with you."

"Hmm."

Gu Lan was held in a prison on the outskirts, not far from the city center, and Yu Silan and the others drove two or three hours to arrive.

Yu Silan got out of the car and looked up at the thick and high wall, which was so hard that it could block people's curiosity inside, and also blocked the courage of the people inside.

Looking at the big iron door almost as high as the wall, the words steel cage are really suitable for use here.

Qi Xiuyuan followed closely and got out of the car, came to Yu Silan's side, and held her shoulder with his big hand, "Let's go, let's go in." ”

As he spoke, he took a step.

"Wait," Yu Silan took his hand and looked up at him quietly, "I'll go in alone, he may not want to see you." ”

Qi Xiuyuan's face froze, but it was only for a moment, and he covered it up well.

Looking at Yu Silan's serious appearance, he smiled: "Okay, I'll wait for you outside." ”

"Thank you."

Yu Silan smiled gratefully, Qi Xiuyuan rubbed her head, "Thank you what, stupid or not?" ”

Yu Silan didn't speak, she felt uncomfortable, even if she laughed at this time, she didn't mean it, this Qi Xiuyuan knew it.

He heard Yu Silan say those things about Gu Lan, when she was the weakest, it was that person who was protecting her, and he couldn't stop her feelings for that person.

It wasn't until Yu Silan walked into the big iron door that Qi Xiuyuan returned to the car and waited for her quietly.

And behind the tall iron gate, Yu Silan walked step by step like walking on thin ice, it was she who personally sent Gu Lan here, how would she face him?

She didn't know.

When she had been sitting there waiting for Gu Lan to come out, Yu Silan was still very nervous, she was afraid that Gu Lan would hear that she was coming, and she didn't want to see her.

For a while, Yu Silan felt that she waited until her hands and feet were cold before Gu Lan came under the leadership of the prison guards.

The moment she saw him, Yu Silan burst into tears completely, tears blurred her eyes, and she couldn't even look at the person in front of her, she didn't believe that she was walking towards her step by step, and sitting opposite her was the Gu Lan she knew.

Until he shouted: Nian Nian.

There was an iron fence between the two of them, and she looked at his face quietly, he had lost weight, he was already thin, but now he was like skin and bones, his cheeks were deeply sunken, as if he was more than ten years old.

There were bruises on the corners of his mouth, as well as on his forehead, and on his cheekbones...... What did she do! It was the man who used to be personable to become like this.

But she also knows that the law is the law after all, no one can escape, and she can't help the abuse.

She just felt distressed, distressed that he was obviously good at everything, but for her, he became the head of the killer organization, became bloodthirsty, and buried himself here.

She tried to calm her emotions and try not to look so silent.

She sniffed, then smiled, "Brother, I've come to see you." ”

Gu Lan said "um", and seeing that Qi Xiuyuan was indeed not there, he couldn't help asking, "What about Qi Xiuyuan?" Didn't accompany you? ”

Yu Silan was stunned for a moment, and then smiled stupidly: "I came to see my brother, I don't want to take him, don't you also want to see him." ”

Gu Lan became silent, he didn't smile or speak, he just looked at Yu Silan quietly, as if he wanted to engrave her into his mind.

In the end, it was Yu Silan who broke the silence.

She asked, "What's the matter with the wound on your face?" And how do you get so thin? Doesn't my brother eat? ”

Gu Lan smiled indifferently: "I'm going to die anyway, eat less and eat more, what's the point?" ”

Hearing this, Yu Silan's tears once again had the urge to break the embankment, but she suppressed it, not wanting to always behave so badly in front of Gu Lan and be unhappy.

"Brother, I'm sorry." Yu Silan's voice choked: "Maybe it was a mistake for you to meet me, and I am the culprit who turned you into a murderer." ”

Gu Lan didn't expect Yu Silan to think like this, his expression was obviously stunned, and he said: "No, I don't blame you, it's my own anti-social, social, character." ”

It seemed that people were about to die, and they looked down on everything, and he smiled with relief: "You know what? I actually killed people a long time ago, my parents were killed by me, that was the first time I killed someone, because they always quarreled, and then they beat me and put their anger out on me, I don't know how I spent those days, until one day, I finally couldn't stand it anymore, I turned on the gas tank in the house when I went to bed at night, and then locked the door, and sat alone in the yard listening to them slapping inside the door and shouting for help, until the sound slowly became quieter. ”

After a pause, he didn't know when he burst into tears: "Do you know why they shouted for help and no one paid attention?" Because we live next to the stinky gutter, no one lives there but our family. ”

He wiped his tears and said, "You must not know, before I picked you up in the welfare home, I felt that life was too tired, until you were by my side, constantly pestering me, calling me brother brother, so soft and beautiful......"

"After hearing so much, do you think I'm terrible again? Think I'm a devil. ”

There was bitterness in his voice, and he looked at Yu Silan, as if he was waiting for her answer.

"Nope!" Yu Silan hurriedly shook her head, she didn't think he was a devil, he just needed the love of others.

He said so much, she only felt sorry for him, even though he said that he killed his parents, but she still felt sorry for him, and felt no less sorry for him, and felt that God was unfair to him.

Inexplicably, Gu Lan's tears moistened his eyes, and he smiled: "Niannian, you don't have to comfort me." ”

"No, I didn't lie to you." Yu Silan was anxious, she hurriedly explained: "You just, just, you just want someone to love you." And I ......" she lowered her head and whispered guilt: "Did I betray you?" ”

Gu Lan didn't speak, didn't say yes or no, just smiled at the corner of his mouth, and when he looked at it suddenly, it would make people feel inexplicably chilled in their hearts, weird, bewitching, like poppies.

It's just that Yu Silan didn't feel that this smile was strange at all, but seemed to see the most beautiful smile, from the little boy in her childhood memory, holding her hand and walking through the field next to the stream.

Suddenly, Gu Lan slowly approached the fence, within the range required by the prison guards, closest to her, the corners of his mouth were hooked, his voice was soft and soft, and it sounded like a lullaby, which reached Yu Silan's ears through the phone: "Niannian, my brother really loves you so much, so can you leave a place for my brother in your heart, even if it is a little bit of a position that belongs to me and will always belong to me, okay?" ”

"Okay." Yu Silan's tear-washed eyes were full of apology and distress, she pointed to her left atrium and said, "Brother, here I miss you, there will always be a brother." ”

Gu Lan squinted his eyes and smiled warmly, and he said, "It's good to miss it." ”

After the prison visit, the prison guard reminded Yu Silan of the time and wanted to take Gu Lan away.

Yu Silan looked at him reluctantly, and before he entered the door, he saw him say something to her silently.

Yu Silan's sudden smile was bright and moving.

She said in her heart: I know my brother......

After returning from prison, Qi Xiuyuan always felt that something was wrong with Yu Silan, but he couldn't tell what it was......

Time flies quickly, in the blink of an eye, the New Year has arrived, and Qi Chenglang, who has been disappearing, also made a rare appearance and followed Qi Xiuyuan to celebrate the New Year together.

Qi Anyi can already open her mouth to call "Mom and Dad" instead of just "Dad", which is the happiest thing for Yu Silan in the New Year, holding the baby and kissing wildly, leaving a mark of her love.

In the new year, Yu Silan cut her long hair short, Qi Xiuyuan was a little surprised, but he liked Yu Silan's new hairstyle.

"Hey, Xiuyuan, what do you think if I open my own shop?" On the way back from buying New Year's goods, Yu Silan blinked her eyes, very cute.

Qi Xiuyuan, who was driving, turned his head to look at her and asked, "What store do you want to open?" ”

"Hmm...... Yoga? Dessert? Saying that, she denied herself: "No, no, no, I think I should open a fast food restaurant?" ”

"Well, as you please." Qi Xiuyuan nodded in agreement, but gave her some advice: "If you really decide to do something, you have to think about what you want to do?" Also, I have to stick to it, and giving up halfway is not what I want to see. ”

Yu Silan was obviously very happy that Qi Xiuyuan could agree, nodded desperately frantically, and then kissed him on the face: "Xiuyuan, you are so good!" ”

For her praise, Qi Xiuyuan was very useful, his deep eyes were bent, his crow-like eyebrows were also very good-looking, and the whole person was dyed with warmth.

He looked at Yu Silan's happy appearance and felt that this life was very good.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, Yu Silan's mother called, first praising her aunt, then praising her niece, and finally Yu Silan, which became a complaint.

"Look at you, you're all mothers, and you're still like a child, you make Xiuyuan suffer every day, you kid ......"

She pulled a lot, and Yu Silan didn't listen carefully, "mmmmmmmm

It wasn't until Qi Xiuyuan took the child outside to play with Qi Chenglang that she quietly closed the door, her face was a little strange, and she asked her mother: "Mom, have I stayed by your side and surnamed Yu since I was a child?" Do you have something to hide from me? ”

"Huh?" Zhu Yu was stunned by her question, his eyes were uncertain, and then he said: "How can I hide something from you, don't you know all about me?" ”

"What about the Ci'an Welfare Home? Has Mom heard of it? ”

Yu Silan's expression was cold, she stared at Zhu Yu on the other end of the video, watching her flustered, and her heart was inexplicably a little excited and excited.

She didn't know what was wrong with her, but she enjoyed it......