Chapter 192: Lost Memories
It turns out, so it is.
It turns out that today is the death day of Guan Shi and Cangli, no wonder I think they are not quite right today, people who are usually very energetic even if they don't sleep, but today they don't look like they woke up.
No wonder I asked Guan Shi not to come, he really didn't come, it turned out that there was no mana, and there was no means.
It's no wonder that classmate Yun Cai sprained her foot, and he didn't use means to treat it, but took her to the hospital.
After knowing what I had thought was strange before, I blamed myself even more, felt even more sad, and tears flowed down my face.
"Ahh
Because, I can still hear them talking.
I first heard Yun Cai disdainfully say, "Still want to come out?" No way! ”
Then I heard Guan Yan panting, and said with some discouragement: "Mo Ran, try to tear off the relic bracelet." ”
I don't know why Guan Shi asked me to tear off the relics bracelet, let alone what would happen if I broke the relics bracelet, but I knew that he asked me to tear the relics bracelet, and there must be a reason for him.
At that time, there was either sweat or tears in my eyes, and I couldn't see clearly, so I raised my right hand by feeling and stretched out my left hand to touch the relic bracelet.
My left hand successfully touched the relics bracelet, and when I was about to tear off the chain of the relics bracelet, Yun Cai slapped my palm on my stomach.
"Ahh I can't put into words what kind of pain it was.
It only felt as if I had died hundreds of times and lived hundreds of times in that short period of time, and the pain was so great that I didn't even feel a change in my forehead.
All I know is that I hurt so much, my stomach hurts.
Just when I was in pain and wanted to die, I heard Guan Yan cry out in disbelief, but he couldn't hide his excitement: "Lady?!" ”
Hearing Cang Li's extremely excited and excited shout: "Mother! ”
Wife?
Mother?
Yes...... I'm dying of pain here, and what they think about is their own mother and their own mother, so what am I?
But there is a little weight in their hearts?
However, before I could feel too sad and sad for myself, a large number of familiar and unfamiliar conversations suddenly broke into my mind.
"What are you bringing her back for? Throw her out or don't want to enter this house. "This vicious voice, this strong tone, there is no one but my grandmother.
"Mom!" My dad's voice, "Xiao Ran is also my daughter, it's your granddaughter, you ......"
"I don't have her as a granddaughter! I ask you, do you want her to be a broom star, or do you want me to be a mother? ”
"Mom......" My dad was helpless.
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Suddenly, a young girl's voice appeared: "Mom, grandma, she pinched me." ”
"Pinched you? Where's pinching you? Let Mom take a look. My mother's nervous voice came.
Although my mother's voice didn't sound the same as her now, I could still hear it at once, her voice when she was younger.
"Grandma pinched me here."
"Does it hurt?"
"It hurts, it hurts when you touch it."
"Xiao Ran is good, it won't hurt if you endure it. Xiao Ran, tell your mother, why did grandma pinch you? Did you off grandma? ”
"No, I didn't make my grandmother angry, and I don't know why she pinched me. I went to the hall and saw my grandmother drinking water, and I called her grandma, and then, and she said that I was a broom star, and that I was a scourge, and she came and pinched my ass, and I wasn't allowed to tell you. Say I'll tell you that the next time she sees me hit me. Mom, I'm afraid, I'm afraid of grandma. ”
"Xiao Ran is not afraid, not afraid, there is a mother."
"Mom, grandma, doesn't she like me?"
"No, she could be...... Xiao Ran, forget about it, Mom will take you to buy candy in a while, okay? ”
"Mom, go now, I want to eat candy now."
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After a short pause, my childhood voice resounded, this time crying, "Woo woo, mom, mom ......"
"Xiao Ran, what's wrong with you? What's wrong? Oops, how did it bleed? Did you fall? ”
"No, it was grandma who pushed me down, woo woo, grandma she pushed me, pushed me......"
"Xiao Ran is good, Xiao Ran doesn't cry, don't cry."
"Woo woo, I hate grandma, she's the big bad."
"Xiao Ran, you can't say that about grandma. She is a grandmother, an elder, and it is rude to say this. ”
"But she pushed me, woo-woo-woo......"
"Xiao Ran, can you bear with it? Let's put up with it, okay? ”
"Mom, why do you have to endure it? Why do you want me to put up with it every time? ”
"Because, because, it's good to endure, it's good to endure." At the end of the sentence, my mother's voice choked.
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"Mom......" My voice suddenly became cheerful, calling Mom happily, but it was my grandmother's harsh voice that responded to me: "What is it called?" Calling the soul? ”
"Grandma......" My cheerful little voice deflated for a moment.
"Broom star, bad luck thing."
I just heard a "pop", and I didn't know what fell on me, and I cried "wow", "Dad, grandma, she ......"
"Dare to sue, see if I don't kill you." Then, there were a few more "pops" sounds.
My father's reprimanding voice: "You too, what are you yelling at to make your grandma unhappy?" ”
My grandmother: "Hold back, don't cry." Cry again, I'll tear your mouth apart. ”
"Wow Wow ......"
"Still crying, still crying......" accompanied by the sound of me still crying and crying, as well as the sound of "pia" and "pia" slapping the mouth.
Then, probably because I was afraid of pain, the cry of wow wow slowly turned into a whimper.
Not long after the change, my mother's distressed voice came: "Xiao Dye ......"
"Wow, Mommy, Grandma, she hit me again." When I heard my mother's voice, I felt protected, and my voice grew louder again.
My grandmother: "She's my granddaughter, what's wrong with me beating her?" ”
My dad: "Wife......"
My mother: "Don't cry, let's put up with it." ”
"Mom, I can't bear it, it hurts so much, grandma hit my leg and brushed my mouth."
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"Mo Qiang, let's get a divorce."
"Wife, what did you say? Divorce? Isn't it, isn't it daytime......"
"I've thought about it, I don't want anything, I just want a little dye. Xin Xin is a boy, and there are people who hurt everywhere, so I can rest assured that I will leave it to you. ”
"Wife, I, I was wrong, don't divorce me. When you're gone, our family is gone. Wife, wife, I'm sorry, I was really wrong. I, I'm daytime, I'm ......"
"Mo Qiang, I don't blame you for being patriarchal, I don't blame you for not liking Xiao Ran. However, Xiao Ran is only three years old, you ...... Not to mention that you are a father, but as a bystander, you can't bear to watch an adult take a broom and slap a three-year-old child? My mom cried as she spoke.
My dad also cried: "Wife, I was wrong, really wrong." I'll change it in the future, I will definitely love Xiao Ran in the future, don't divorce me. As long as you don't divorce me, I'm willing to do whatever I want. ”
"Wife, wife, you have a word. Don't say anything, I'm ......"
"I'm wondering what to do."
"Wife, do whatever you say, I will listen to you."
"This home, Xiao Ran and I can't stay anymore, I want to go outside to work."
"But Xiao Ran is so small, if you work part-time, ......"
"What's wrong with Xiao? Children as young as Xiao Ran in big cities are all in kindergarten, and Xiao Ran can be sent to kindergarten. ”
"Okay, listen to my wife."
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"Okay, you leave today, and you won't come back in the future." My grandmother said with almost gritted teeth.
"Mommy, Mommy......" mixed with my grandmother's vicious voice was the cry of a little boy, probably my brother's.
"Xin Xin, when you come back, grandma loves you, don't follow them."
My mother: "Xin Xin, listen to *** words." ”
My brother: "Mom, don't go, I'm going to go with you." Grandma, let go of me, I'm going to go with my mother. ”
"What are you going to go? They don't want you anymore, come home with me. My grandmother said angrily.
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"Brother, brother......"
"Mosin, your sister looks so good, like a princess." One of my brother's childhood playmates boasted.
My brother scoffed: "What is good-looking, ugly is the same as Zhu Bajie." ”
"Brother...... Ahh "My brother's voice hadn't fully screamed yet, and suddenly it turned into a scream.
There were two screams in total, one more terrible than the other, and the other longer than the other.
"Mosin, what do you do? She's your sister. ”
"I don't like her."
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"Mom, Mommy......" I cried and went to my mom.
My mom asked, "What's wrong, Xiao Ran?" ”
"Mom, brother, he doesn't like me."
"How so? He's your brother, how could he not like you? ”
"He just didn't like me, he pushed me down."
“…… He's joking with you. ”
"Does joking include stepping on my hand? Mom, look, my hands are bleeding. ”
"Xiao Ran, let's bear with it, okay?"
"I don't like my brother."
"Xiao Ran, don't say that, you and your brother are the closest people in this world, you have to love each other, you know?"
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"Mom, grandma, she is so partial, give Qiaozhu something to eat, don't give it to me. I asked her for it, and she scolded me and beat me. ”
"Xiao Ran, what do you want to eat, go back and buy it for you, ah?"
"No, I just think grandma is too partial, she ......"
"Xiao Ran, can we endure not eating that thing?"
"Okay."
There are many, many more of these fragments of dialogue, and each dialogue is unpleasant, but every unpleasant dialogue ends with my mom asking me to endure.
"Xiao Ran, bear with me."
"Xiao Ran, bear with me."
"Patience."
"Patience."
“……”
"Okay, Mom, I'll bear with it."
These snippets of dialogue are supposed to have happened in the past, but somehow I forgot about them, and now somehow they are remembered again.
Although I didn't understand what was going on, I understood from these conversations why my personality was so tolerant.
Maybe I wasn't born with buns, I was born to endure, I was instilled by my mother with a kind of "just forbearance" thinking, that's why I can endure it so much.
These snippets of dialogue are all about my family, and in addition to these, there is also a conversation about someone else, and that other person is ......
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