"Do you know it in your heart, I don't care, you're done, I've heard enough, I should also go." She was extremely indifferent, and if she listened carefully, she could hear the trembling taste in her voice, trembling.

"Qiao Nuanyang, do you still want to leave?"

"Or else?" She asked him in a low voice, her voice deeper, and also questioning, "Why do you think that I have to be touched and moved by your words?" Qin Shijin, in fact, you didn't really regard me as a wife, if so, why didn't you tell me about this earlier? ”

“……”

"Besides, you said you would keep us safe, but how did that child die? Think about it, how much damage did Rui Rui encounter after that? Not only are you not a good husband, you're not a good father, you can't protect Ruirui! That time Rui Rui was attacked, it was Gu Peilin who saved her! In comparison, Gu Peilin is actually more responsible than you. He will care about me more than you, at least, after I am pregnant, Gu Peilin knows how to understand me more. ”

Qin Shijin's breathing became heavier, and he wanted to interrupt her words, staring at her with heavy eyes.

Qiao Nuanyang interrupted him faster,

"Qin Shijin, why do you let me leave Rui Rui's by your side with peace of mind? Let me believe that you will be able to continue to protect her? With all the intricate hatred in you, do you think you can really protect Rui Rui? ”

"I can't afford to lose her! I will never let my children fall victim to the strife between your families! ”

She is a mother who wants to protect her child.

She was warning herself that she must not be soft-hearted at this moment, absolutely!

Since she wants to turn around and leave, then she has to be ruthless, she can do it.

"Say it again?"

Qin Shijin gritted his teeth, and his voice seemed to come out of his teeth word by word.

"Again, it's the same answer, Rui Rui I won't give up. I'm not going back, I'm living now, I feel very satisfied, I'm satisfied. She put her hand between her abdomen, broke free from Qin Shijin's arms and stood up, her tone was very calm. However, the heart has already turned up earth-shattering waves.

"But, do you know about the Gu family? Do you think that if you marry the Gu family now, you will be really happy? Qin Shijin also stood up, propped up the bed with one hand, and arched his body slightly.

Qiao Nuanyang wanted to reach out to help him, but he held back.

"Fortunately, it's also my business to be unhappy, after a few years, we are no longer the cowardly and powerless people who can only be dominated by others, I think, that thing is now, we will not be as vulnerable as we were at the beginning."

Qin Shijin's eyes were full of blood, and he was still racking his brains to think of an answer for her.

"You don't love Gu Peilin! How could you like someone like him? It's been so many years, how can you ......"

"Why wouldn't you like it? I was with you before, in fact, when I married you, I didn't think about remarrying at that time. Because I already have a stamen, and I guard the stamen, I feel that I can live like this. I have memories with Gu Peilin, it's enough. Yes, you appeared, for a person who needs to do everything by himself all year round is insecure, and suddenly someone to rely on him, how can he not be impressed? ”

“……”

"I was tempted, thinking that I could rely on it, but I found that I couldn't rely on it, and when you had someone in your heart, I was slowly retracting my heart. I'm going to protect myself from getting hurt again. You make me hope a little bit, and then disappointment...... And what about Gu Peilin? He did something wrong, but he still likes me, and will invisibly help me and care about me, why should I refuse? ”

"So what do you want to tell me?"

The air pressure in the ward is polar.

Qiao Nuanyang didn't notice it at all.

"Haven't you heard the phrase of resurgence? I hate him, in fact, I can't forget those pasts at all, Gu Peilin took me through all the places we went to before, it was very beautiful, and now I think about it, I still feel ...... The memories of the past are really good. She laughed.

"Shut up!" He roared.

Can't stand it?

Qiao Nuanyang's words froze slightly in his throat, but now he felt fearless, raised his head and let the tears slide down, but he was still very calm.

She raised a thin brow and lightly swept his iron-blue face.

Seeing his uncomfortable expression, she turned her head slightly to prevent herself from looking, and just smiled faintly, "I just think that we should have said it clearly and clearly today, Qin Shijin, I don't owe you anything...... We've all had good times with each other, so let's end it here, isn't it? If you set me free, I will set you free......"

"Set you free?"

As if silently, he said something to himself, he laughed twice, and his slightly narrowed eyes made him a little cold, "You said let me put it down, just put it down?" You turn around and leave, Qiao Nuanyang, have you asked me what I mean? Well? You are not qualified to make a choice, you can only be mine! ”

His domineering appearance made her panic suddenly.

When Qin Shijin bent down to approach her, that aura made her feel a little familiar, and suddenly jumped in her heart.

Traveling between two men, she thought she couldn't do it perfectly, and she raised her leg and kicked him when she was pushed against the wall.

Qin Shijin snorted in pain, but he didn't let go of her immediately, his eyes were red and he looked at her, his body was soaked with fine cold sweat, and his lips were also pale.

"Qiao Nuanyang, don't go...... Let's start over? I'm trying, chasing you again? I really can't live without you, after you left, my mind was all about you, I was afraid, for so many years, I have never been afraid of anything, but, as long as I think of you, I will feel very afraid. Qiao Nuanyang, I can bet on anything, I can also bet on myself, but ......"

At this point, his voice paused.

Following his voice, Qiao Nuanyang's breathing suddenly sank slightly.

The man was heavy, with a hint of extreme depression, unbearable, and pain...... The sound of various emotions intertwined came.

"I don't dare to take you and Rui Rui to gamble, I can't afford to lose it." He dragged his tired voice slowly, "I have lost too much, I can't afford to lose it anymore, Qiao Nuanyang, I don't dare to trust people, and I don't dare to love people again for a long time, I really think ...... This is how I will live my life. ”

It's true.

At the time of meeting Qiao Nuanyang.

His attention to Qiao Nuanyang was out of sympathy, but at that time, he really didn't think that there would be any development between him and Qiao Nuanyang, and everything that followed was unexpected.

His confession made Qiao Nuanyang feel distressed for a moment, and his eyes were also shaking slightly, and he was slightly stunned after hearing it.

Whether it was Qin Shijin chasing her just now, and the words that Qin Shijin said to her just now, two people who felt the same way, she knew very well what Qin Shijin felt at that time.

However, her paranoid feelings still made her feel uncomfortable in her heart. Rao is Qin Shijin said that he has no feelings for Wen Wan.

But!

Qin Shijin just didn't be honest with himself, his feelings for himself were actually not pure, and maybe he didn't love him as deeply as he said.

Of course, the most important reason is not because of this.

"Are you finished?" She still restrained herself to calm down, and asked, a pair of cat eyes were full of calm, and she clearly saw the stunned and hurt in Qin Shijin's eyes, "This is all from your heart, I understand it, I hear it clearly." What you mean is that you have been hurt by that relationship before, so you have not dared to love anymore for the past few years. Later, when I met, I began to have new expectations. You're worried about me, that's why you're doing it in the back. Right? ”

"Warm Sun...... There were too many people staring at me, and when I came back with Rui Rui that day, I was suddenly attacked......"

Qiao Nuanyang also remembered that time.

Rui Rui said that Qin Shijin was injured.

She didn't see the injuries on Qin Shijin's body at that time, but Qin Shijin's injuries should not be light.

When Li Jiazhen asked her to help deliver the medicine, she wanted to take a look and ask, but Qin Shijin was talking to Wen Wan on the phone at that time.

She left everything behind.

The scene of Qin Shijin covered in blood appeared in front of her, and she was afraid and cold in her heart.

"That's all your Qin family's previous hatred, and it has nothing to do with me. I don't want to be so tired all day long. ”

Her body froze in place, looking at Qin Shijin seriously, without the slightest flinch in her expression, her hand on her still flat abdomen, and smiled bitterly, "I'm tired, really tired." In the past few years, I have been a bird, constantly flying, constantly flying, and I have never been able to find a place to stay, which can allow me to rest, originally I thought that the Qin family would be a place where I could be stable, but it was not ......"

There was a slight bitterness in her smile, "I don't hate you, I don't hate you, I don't resent you, the two of us...... We've all been through too much, you've been hurt, and so have I, so we will all be careful to protect each other, unwilling to confess our sincerity, and once hurt, we will first release our weakness invisibly. None of us can be brave, so we are doomed to fail. It's just a matter of time. ”

Wen Wan and Gu Peilin are just catalysts.

Qin Shijin's throat suddenly tightened, his scalp was numb, he pinched his fingers, his chest swelled slightly, and his voice was urgent.

"Jojo! It's my fault, I don't know how to get along with you, I'll change! ”

A seven-foot man said in front of her, "I'll change it."

Qin Shijin said that he would change.

But she wouldn't see it again.

Trying his best to endure the slight swelling at the tip of his nose, Qin Shijin pursed his lips and looked at her with a blank look, Qiao Nuanyang couldn't bear to look at him with some pitiful eyes, as if he had ruthlessly abandoned him.

"It doesn't matter to me whether you change it or not, I don't care, and you don't have to talk to me about it. I don't like to drag mud and water, and I don't want to really mess with you ugly, Qin Shijin, we can talk about Rui Rui's matter again, you are not suitable to take Rui Rui, do you think that in a situation like you, is Rui Rui really safe with you? She asked in a cold voice, "If you were really sure, you wouldn't have found a way to send us away!" Do you want Rui Rui to follow in the footsteps of the Qin family? Rui Rui may be your only child! ”

The only child!

These words made his mind suddenly flash as if a white light had not stabilized his body, and he would probably have fallen down at this time.

Under the dark eyes, there was a violent wind and rain, like after a hurricane passed, and there was pain hidden in his eyes.

"No, never......" he shook his head.