Chapter 334: I Leave for Myself

Just when Mo Yan thought that this time he was still fighting in vain, unexpectedly, the phone was connected.

"Mom!" Mo Yan blurted out eagerly.

There was a subtle hesitation on the phone, and then a man's voice rang out.

"Xiao Yan, I'm Yan Song."

Both sides were tentatively silent.

Yan Song paused for two seconds, and immediately continued: "Don't worry about your mother, her mother has eaten something bad, has diarrhea, and is in the hospital for infusion." I was in a hurry to go and forgot to bring my phone. When I got to the hospital, I remembered that I was going to call you at night, so I asked me to come back and pick it up. I'm afraid you're in too much of a hurry, so I'll take it upon myself to answer. ”

Mo Yan was speechless.

She thanked Uncle Yan in her heart for being able to accompany her mother when she was sick; At the same time, I was inexplicably weak-hearted, and I couldn't help but think of the back of another lonely and sad woman. That was the image of his little aunt that Yan Zoro had instilled in her.

"Then, Xiao Yan, when I get to the hospital, let your mother talk to you?"

"Why did you divorce her?"

A stiff voice rang out.

The tail note landed, and Mo Yan reacted. That's when she was asking Yan Song. Is she crazy? Could it be that if he gave a good explanation, she was ready to accept it?

"This ...... It's complicated, and I've asked myself countless times. I'm glad you asked, and I'd love to be honest with you about my thoughts.

My ex-wife had a hard time as a child, which made her very defensive. Oh, I'm not trying to defend myself, it's very selfish to leave her, I can't argue. I'm just trying to restore to you the real life I used to have.

It is not unacceptable to be vigilant. She was wary of others, but she was still very sincere with me.

What eventually led me to leave was her insecurity. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get her to loosen the tight string in her head. I tried all kinds of ways to rewrite her name on the real estate certificate, record the car in her name, hand over 90% of my income, and go home after work, do housework, and do investment and financial management to increase my income......

I have changed from a person who spends money with a lot of money and does not keep accounts, to a money addict who is calculating and bent on losing money.

But it still doesn't work.

I was poor in donkey skills, and she still chattered to me about who had more money and whose men had more ability. is reluctant to eat, reluctant to wear, and has a middle-to-upper income, living like a refugee.

During that time, on the surface, my life remained the same, but inside, my heart was already falling apart. I often feel depressed, I always feel breathless.

That's when I met your mom.

I thought I was breathable and would eventually go back to my ex-wife. You may not know that my family has some relationship with hers, and both of them have known each other for many years.

One day, I suddenly thought of a possibility: if I tried my best in my life, I couldn't let her relax, and I lived in the chatter that she could drive people crazy, would I regret living my life like this when I was dying?

At that moment, it seemed like it was really the last second of my life, and I clearly felt that I would regret it! Very regretful!

That's when I decided I wanted to leave her.

At the time of this decision, I hadn't been in contact with your mom for over a year. My decision to divorce was entirely due to the problems I had with my ex-wife.

To avoid regret, I filed for divorce.

My 80-year-old father, who was in a wheelchair and had to be discharged from the hospital, asked my brother to push me to my house and scolded me. I took the opportunity to tell all my grievances for many years.

Probably frightened by my tears, she did restrain for a while. The divorce was put on hold.

My ears finally fell silent. Just as a child doesn't want his parents to compare other people's children to himself, a man doesn't want to listen to his wife say about other men. After all, ability cannot be forced.

However, the things in the character are not hidden if they are hidden, and they can be changed if they are changed.

Within 3 months, the relationship between me and her was back to the same as before.

It's going on and on. I was so tired. I tried not to take her words seriously and go home with zero communication, which caused another problem. She began to cry incessantly, and the crying was more unbearable than the chatter.

I thought about it for a while, so I just walked away.

Then my father died. My biggest obstacle to divorce has disappeared.

After my father passed away, that is, last fall, I filed for divorce on the grounds of 'relationship breakdown'. At that time, there was no news of you going missing, and there was no news of your mother recontacting me. I am leaving for myself.

At that time, I thought that I must leave, and after leaving, I will never get married again, I am too tired.

It was a few more months before your mother found me and said you were missing...... After that, you probably know a little bit about it.

I never imagined that I would start a new relationship so soon.

Later, I told your mother that I was actually already going through a divorce and wanted to try dating your mother, but your mother kept shirking it. In my time with her, I was attracted by her tolerance and optimism. It's like being dark and damp and longing for sunshine.

Ever since you found out about me and your mother, your mother has been terrified, afraid that you will force her to choose one of the two, and she doesn't even dare to talk to you on the phone.

When this happens, I actually blame myself.

I'll ask my nephew, who is also in Shanghai, to bring you some food. I wanted to improve your opinion of me, but I didn't expect it to resonate so quickly. I'm glad I could explain to you the reason for my divorce. ”

Mo Yan sighed secretly. What could she say? Everyone is justified and everyone is innocent, but they make up such a game.

"Hurry up and go to the hospital, it's too late, mom will worry about it again."

"Hey, okay, Xiao Yan." Uncle Yan's voice was filled with joy.

After hanging up the phone, Mo Yan stayed in front of the window at the end of the corridor for a long time.

Her final conclusion was: No wonder some people say that children should not intervene in the emotional life of their parents, it is too complicated and brain-burning!

In the end, her decision was: leave it alone. What Mo Jielian wants, she just supports it.

This phone call, which she did not comment on, solved her heart problem and allowed her to finally unload an important psychological burden.

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Wang Chengyou sat in the car galloping towards his hometown.

The dazzling morning sun erupted from the clouds, scattering a thousand rays of light onto the earth.

He looked at this spectacular scene with a sideways face, slightly distracted in his heart, and couldn't help but think that it would be good if Mo Yan also sat beside him and witnessed this scene with him.

Every wonderful moment, every bite of comforting food, he eagerly hopes that she can share it with him.

It's a pity that they are men and women in the new era, who are advocated by the times and encouraged to work hard and actively realize themselves...... Therefore, his Mo Yan studied hard for a good graduation diploma, and he gave up the time he should have accompanied her and went home to attend the extraordinary shareholders' meeting.

The corners of his mouth were slightly upturned, and it was a slightly bitter self-deprecation.