I didn't dare to look back, knowing that my ugliness could not face anyone, especially the one I missed in my heart, at this moment, I couldn't escape, let the cold wind blow, Wang Ling in my arms was still crying and wiping tears, heartbroken, I frowned, wanted to push her away, but she wrapped her around my waist and cried more fiercely.

"Xiao Tao? Is that you? ”

The voice behind me sounded again, and I wished I had auditory hallucinations to avoid this ridiculous thing that shouldn't have happened.

Xinyan walked up to me and saw me standing there with a dull face, Wang Ling stopped crying and looked back at Xue Xinyan, with a kind of hostility on her cheeks full of tears.

Xinyan bit her lower lip tightly, her face was unrecognizable, her whole body was trembling slightly, two tears had flashed in her beautiful eyes, she seemed to be sobbing in a low voice, and she seemed to be talking to herself: "I knew it would be like this, how could it be like this, it wouldn't." ”

Tears slid down her cheeks, gathering a crystal clear teardrop on her pointed chin, and the breeze blew through her hair, and the messy thoughts hung over her head, like a gloomy cumulonimbus cloud, without the delicate sunshine, and without the charm that should be.

"Xin, Xinyan, I..."

I pushed Wang Ling away, took a step forward, and said incoherently, a huge funnel appeared in my heart, which carried a thousand words, but as the hole expanded, it finally turned into a powerless explanation and remorse.

"Don't, don't come here."

Xinyan wiped the tears off her face, brushed her loose hair again, and pretended to be relaxed: "It's okay, it's your choice, just be happy in your life." ”

After speaking, her tears burst out of her eyes as if they were uncontrollable, and in order to avoid embarrassment, she turned around and walked away directly.

"Xinyan, listen to me."

I chased after her, stopped her and said, "I, I, it's my fault, it's useless to say anything now, I'll cut her off, can you forgive me once?" ”

Xinyan covered her ears and shook her head desperately, she didn't want to listen to my ridiculous and dirty explanation now, if the apology was useful, wouldn't everyone want to do evil.

Wang Ling walked over leisurely, she looked Xinyan up and down, and said disdainfully: "It's just average, there's nothing outstanding." ”

I glared angrily and whispered, "Fuck off, you're not welcome here." ”

"Yo, look at your thief-hearted appearance, it's really ridiculous, what do you mean by not welcoming me, it's your own ignorance, greed and lust, that you think about me, what? When my wife comes back, she wants to break up with me? ”

She crossed her arms and made a gesture of unforgiveness, I was already upset and lost my patience, looked at Wang Ling, gritted my teeth and said: "My words have been said clearly, you don't have to inch in." ”

Wang Ling snorted coldly and said unhurriedly: "Look, what is this called." ”

She looked at Xinyan again and said: "Hey, beauty, you have been with him for so many years, you should have understood his temperament a long time ago, such a scumbag, actually said the opposite, when he was lingering and intoxicated in bed, the sweet words, sensational were very moving, put on his pants, and began to spray feces all over his mouth, shrugged his shoulders and said that I am not welcome, how can there be such bullshit in this world?" ”

Xue Xinyan took a step back and said coldly: "That's a matter between you and him, and there is no reason in life." ”

"Xinyan, don't listen to her nonsense, I, I know it's wrong, can you forgive me this time."

My voice was as small as a mosquito flying by, and that unfounded rhetoric was so ugly and ignorant in Xinyan's eyes.

Wang Ling glanced at me, and said sadly: "Your defense is really idiotic, I didn't force you to sleep with me, it's not that you don't have enough concentration on your own, you can't resist the temptation, immersed in that gentle township, and never want to wake up again, now think about it, it's really a naïve doctrine." ”

"That's enough, don't say it."

Xinyan shouted, so frightened that Wang Ling's body trembled, and she got into my arms, I frowned and pushed her out.

"Even if I, Xue Xinyan, am blind and misunderstand the truth of the relationship, no matter how much you say it, it will be suspected of adding fuel and vinegar, but it has nothing to do with me, it is a matter between you and him, don't pull me in, I have seen through a lot of things, forgiving and not forgiving itself is meaningless, I will not be stupid enough to fight for the heart of a betrayer."

She sighed for a while, and continued: "Abandon Ruo, whatever you want, it's just a pair of crazy men and women, please respect me, in the future, I don't want to hear any news from the two of you." ”

She glanced at me, her expression seemed to be reluctant, as if there was nostalgia, but more calmly, calmly and pleasantly, she brushed her hair, and whispered: "You and I have met in Pingshui, in the years when I was hungry, thanks to the care of you and my uncle and aunt, I have been paying off my debts over the years, and now, the debts between you and me have been cleared, so let it go." ”

After saying that, she walked away without looking back.

"Xin, Xinyan, no, don't go, Xinyan."

I burst into tears and chased after me again, Xinyan stopped and said expressionlessly, "Please respect me." ”

I was stuck in my throat, and I was devastated.

"Xinyan, I was really wrong, don't you go, okay?"

I choked in a low voice, crying like a child, Xue Xinyan had a sarcastic smile on the corner of her mouth, she didn't look at me, she continued to walk forward, and after a while, her thin and tall back disappeared at the end of the street.

I squatted on the ground, rubbing my eyes vigorously, tears sticking to the back of my hands, hot and sticky.

Heaven is evil, it is forgivable, self-inflicted, not alive, this is not the result I want, I owe Xue Xinyan an emotional debt, it is difficult to repay it in this life, she can't just leave, Wang Ling is right, it is I who can't withstand the temptation, immersed in that gentle township, no one forces me to betray my feelings, I am a heinous sinner, I made the most unacceptable mistake.

I cried out heartbreakingly, like a homeless wanderer, Wang Ling smiled with a smile on her face, walked over slowly, squatted down and said, "I said it a long time ago, you don't know the depths, and it's no wonder that others are in prison." ”

I took a long breath, glared at her and scolded loudly: "You get out, get away, come and pester me again, don't blame me for being rude." ”

Wang Ling smiled, she stood up, looked at me and said: "Tut-tut, look at your little talent, aren't you just a woman, why do you have to howl alive or dead, besides, what she just said about you, the implication is that she has been in a debt relationship with you all these years, not a couple relationship, can't you hear it?" ”

I touched the car keys in my pocket, this car was lent to me by Xinyan to drive, and the matter has come to this point, what kind of face do I have to drive her car through the market.

I stood up and walked towards the store, Wang Ling followed behind me, I frowned, turned around and whispered, "Don't fucking follow me, get out." ”

Wang Ling was stunned for a moment, and then laughed again: "Why are you so fierce, now you shouldn't have any guilt in your heart, the truth has been revealed, in fact, you should have predicted this result, besides, she left you, no, isn't there still me." ”

"I don't like you, from beginning to end, from beginning to end, I never liked it, like you said, I'm just coveting your flesh, but this kind of thing is mutual, from the moment you appeared in front of me, everything you do with you is ridiculous, not worth mentioning, yes, I should have predicted this result a long time ago, but I am willing to bear all the sins, you go, don't bother me."

I said categorically, I saw a black Bentley slowly driving up, parked at the door of the store, Du Chenyu and Wen Lan walked out of the car, I thought to myself, bad things happen from time to time, let all the bad things be solved together today.

Wen Lan held Du Chenyu and saw that Wang Ling and I were looking at each other, the witty Du Chenyu saw through the cattiness at a glance, he patted the back of Wen Lan's hand, and said softly: "Wait for me in the car." ”

Wen Lan glared at me with disdain, pursed her thin lips again, and got into the car with all her reluctance.

Du Chenyu wore a black woolen windbreaker, with a tall and loose figure, setting off the clothes in style, I haven't seen him for a long time, he has lost a lot of weight, but it does not affect his cold and handsome facial features, he coughed lightly, slowly walked in front of me, and asked in a low voice: "How is the decoration progress?" ”

His words were cold, his expression was indifferent, and every movement exuded a majesty that could not be transgressed, and my heart trembled, and I replied to him: "We are catching up with the progress, and it will be completed on the fifteenth day of the first month at the latest." ”

Du Chenyu frowned, he glanced at Wang Ling, and said thoughtfully: "Do you feel that you have a bumper harvest in career and love?" ”

I was a little surprised when he asked such a sentence without thinking, and looked at him and said, "What, what do you mean?" ”

Du Chenyu raised the corners of his mouth, and said lukewarmly: "I reminded you before, you should stay away from this woman, your answer is ambiguous, only people with bad hearts will have crooked thoughts, I, Du someone, am not playing with you, and my feelings are not spoken out, you think that you have a heavy weight, you can do nonsense, and put Xinyan like air, as a man, you make me feel very disappointed." ”

"Du, Brother Du, I, I was wrong."

I whispered softly, the weak apology was like a cool white open, bland and tasteless, which only increased Du Chenyu's contempt and disdain for me.

He grabbed me by the collar and effortlessly pressed me to the wall behind me, I felt that my internal organs were about to crack, Wang Ling screamed, pounced on Du Chenyu, choked and said, "It's none of his business, please let him go." ”

Du Chenyu's cheeks twitched, he turned his head and said coldly, "Before I get angry, please leave immediately." ”

Wang Ling pursed her lips, wanting to say something, but swallowed the words back into her stomach, she looked at Du Chenyu in a daze, as if she had never seen such a resolute person.

"You're sorry Xinyan, you're sorry for me, I told you this sentence a long time ago, everyone has a bottom line, once you touch it, you can't turn back, but you are against the wind to commit crimes, cowardly, in vain I trusted and cultivated you before, as the saying goes, the mud can't support the wall, but you are not even as good as the scum, no wonder, you have such a temperament, your heart is higher than the sky, and you have never done anything satisfactory from beginning to end, Madame's words are very right, you are not worthy of Xinyan."

He let go of his hand, glanced at the decoration workers in the store again, and after a moment of silence, he said lightly: "You make me very ashamed, I sponsored you because I didn't want Xinyan to suffer, and the matter has come to this point, there is no credibility between you and me, I take back my previous words, please stop the store decoration work immediately, take your clothes and leave, 1 million will be a lesson for Xinyan, don't let me see you in the future." ”

I panicked instantly, pulled Du Chenyu and said: "Brother Du, the house on the second floor has been renovated, and the commodity store on the first floor will be completed in the next few days, I know that my sin is extremely evil and unforgivable, but can this matter be considered in the long run, you drive me out now, I, I..."

Du Chenyu glanced at me and said coldly: "I knew this was the case, why bother in the first place?" There is no room for negotiation in this matter, you are limited to tomorrow, settle the decoration costs, pack up your things and get out, what you do with this woman has nothing to do with me. ”

After saying that, he got into the car without looking back, and I chased after him, banging on the window.

"Brother Du, Brother Du, I was really wrong, there are so many clothes backlogged in the warehouse, you let me go now, what should I do in the future."

I shouted loudly, Du Chenyu was unmoved, Wen Lan raised her eyebrows, looked at Du Chenyu and said, "What, what's wrong?" ”

Du Chenyu started the car and said softly: "It's just a money-hungry scumbag." ”

Wen Lan's heart palpitated, so she didn't say more.

The car was gone, taking all my heart and hope with me, the sky was cloudy, the wind was blowing, and the firecracker debris in the streets was flying wildly, slapping on my face, and I didn't feel any pain.

"If I'm sorry it's useful, what else do you need the law for, hehe."

I whispered in despair, like a complete madman, and the heart that had nowhere to put it was also turbulent and untargeted, just as the weather was, stormy and thundering, and the gods were angry, and I laughed out loud, and the torrential rain poured down, washing my filthy face.

"Hahahaha, this is retribution, retribution."

I roared loudly, the rain soaked my clothes, the drainage ditch on the side of the road made a rumbling sound, Wang Ling found an umbrella somewhere, covered me, I knelt on the side of the road, gritted my teeth and said, "You are satisfied, right?" That's what you want, right? Haha, you knew from the beginning that these misfortunes would befall me sooner or later. ”

"Can you stop being so hypocritical, you didn't have these before, aren't you happy to live?"

Wang Ling wiped the rain from her face and frowned.

I smirked for a moment, only to feel a splitting headache, my whole body was cold, and I returned to the store tremblingly, and saw two workers tinkering with wallpaper, I sneezed and whispered, "Everyone, stop, call your boss." ”

The two workers looked at each other and felt a little surprised, and after a while, the boss came, and I settled the balance and sent the workers home.

Wang Ling witnessed all this, and she also felt a little sorry, the sky does not follow people's wishes, things do not follow people's hearts, and she digs a pit and jumps into it, there is nothing to complain about.

I went to the warehouse again, and when I saw the piles of clothes, I felt a little funny, going around and around, turning a thousand times, and finally returning to the starting point, I was ashamed of my expectations for the scumbag, ashamed of Qin Li's dedication, and ashamed of Xinyan's persistence, just because of that greed, I ruined my love and career, and a voice in my heart was telling me, go home, people who have achieved nothing.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, the thunder was faint, the fog was misty, and as far as the eye could see, the whole city was gilded with a mysterious halo, and my teeth chattered, my cheeks were hot, and I snuggled up on the sofa of the shop, and I fell into a deep sleep.