"Why are you so happy to talk about?" After being silent for a long time, Ji Heming asked with a chuckle.

"It's nothing, just send a message to a classmate on QQ." The girl's eyes were as gentle as water and as warm as the sun.

“…… Anyway, we haven't added friends yet, have we? Ji Heming cast an inquiring glance at Su Wen.

Swapped QQ numbers and added friends, Ji Heming was a little hesitant and asked softly, "There is a QQ group in our class, do you want to come in?" ”

Of course, the "our class" here can only be their class in the third year of junior high school. Su Wen's eyes froze, and finally said, "It's better not to add it......"

"After all, I'm not very popular in the class...... "The girl smiled self-deprecatingly.

“…… Okay," Ji Heming's smile was inclusive, "Forget it, it's okay." ”

The phone just stayed on the QQ chat page, and the latest message from "Boundless Fengyue" turned into a red dot on the top floor of the chat page.

Su Wen was about to reply to the message sent by Song Yu, when he happened to encounter a detour on the way of the long-distance bus, the whole body tilted to the right, and the people sitting in the window position of the passenger seat on the right fell towards the window one after another.

The girl slammed into the window in shock, but fortunately, her arm reacted quickly and took the initiative to hit the glass window, blocking a lot of impact caused by the tilt of the body, and successfully deviated from the original track when her head was about to hit the window. At the same time, the boy on the left hand side lost his support, and his whole body was pulled by inertia and quickly fell to the girl next to him.

The canvas bags that the two men had placed on their laps fell heavily to the ground, and the body tilted to the top, and all the passengers had their hearts hanging in their throats, thinking that the coach had fallen.

The boy's slender upper body pressed uncontrollably on the girl's body, and he was weightless, but he didn't forget to use his two arms against the window edge of the coach to reduce the impact on the girl. So in the end, the panicked accident scene developed into: Su Wen was pitifully leaning against the car window and staring wide-eyed, and his hands that had nowhere to put him were still holding on to the protruding part of the window. And Ji Heming's whole person pressed the girl as if he was stunned, and his powerful arms were strongly propped up on the oblique window at the distance that was about to touch the girl in his arms, and because of his height advantage, he bowed his head condescendingly and stared at the girl who was surrounded by his arms.

Su Wen stared at Ji Heming's blazing eyes at close range for the first time, and the body that was surrounded by the boy didn't dare to move, so nervous that his breathing froze.

Raising her eyes, she met the boy's thin lips, and the girl's heart was bumped, and she couldn't help blushing suddenly.

In fact, the boy's and girl's hearts were beating violently, not only because of their weightlessness, but also because of the distance between the two of them breathing each other's flustered breath.

Before they could react, the coach tilting to the right suddenly returned to its original track, and the passengers who were leaning to the right were pulled by inertia and immediately tilted to the left.

The boy was reversed back to his original position, and the girl was weightless again and hit the broad chest of the boy next to him, and before he had time to think, the boy's first reaction was to quickly stretch out his hands to protect the girl's fallen body.

The corners of the girl's cool lips were as smooth as silk and gently brushed the boy's slender neck, the boy was stunned, and the palm that touched the girl's bony back through the clothes was also stiff for a moment.

The moment he got up from the boy, Su Wen unexpectedly looked into Ji Heming's eyes, and saw himself in a panic in his inky pupils.

"I'm sorry." Su Wen sat down in his seat and said hurriedly, his cheeks and back touched by the boy burning like fire.

The coach, which had returned to normal, continued to move forward as if the bumps and turmoil of the previous crash had never happened. The passengers who had just experienced the upside-down and frightened were complaining one after another, and the company commander sighed.

"Are you alright?" Ji Heming also came to his senses for a long time.

"Hmm...... It's okay. ”

There was still a deer in his heart bumping around, Su Wen hurriedly picked up the canvas bag that the two of them had dropped at his feet, his face was as red as a ripe apple, his eyelids were lowered, and he didn't dare to look at the concerned eyes of the person next to him, and hurriedly used the excuse of looking around for the mobile phone that he didn't know where the shock fell as an excuse to hide and hide his panic.

The seven-day holiday of the National Day has become particularly long in a person's time, and the holiday is not yet halfway over, Su Wen is so bored that he can only fight with a large number of questions all day, so he desperately wants to return to the embrace of the campus.

Get up early every day and go downstairs to buy two steamed buns and a cup of soy milk for breakfast, go to the supermarket or vegetable market alone to buy the vegetables you need for cooking that day, and wander around along the familiar streets when you are bored.

The taste of being alone is like being alone in the boundless desert to explore the unknown existence of a spring, which Su Wen has experienced countless times since he was a child.

The loneliness of relatives not around, no friends to accompany me spread a little bit in my heart, nesting alone at home, facing the empty room, the sound of the TV seems to be very noisy, and the lonely girl sits on the sofa in a daze on the color TV. There was Su Wen's black-screen mobile phone on the coffee table, how much she wished that the mobile phone screen would light up at a certain moment, but she had always been unpopular, who would come to her?

Xu Leqiu, the only close friend since childhood, went out to travel with his sister, so naturally he didn't have time to pay attention to Su Wen. Friend? Su Wen suddenly filtered a few familiar faces in her mind, but she couldn't seem to find any reason to chat with each other. The QQ friend list can be seen at a glance, and there are only a few sporadic people, Su Wen can't help but feel sorry for himself.

Even Robin Zhou, who was not treated well by Su Wen, added QQ by mistake, but added a bit of popularity to her dead friend list. And the girl friend Zhang Xiaoli who can talk is not on the friend list, Su Wenwu felt annoyed and regretted why he didn't take the initiative to add Zhang Xiaoli's QQ.

Song Yu's ancient wind-blown man's avatar lit up in the QQ list, and Su Wen clicked in to browse the boy's QQ space. I don't know if I don't see it, I was shocked when I saw it, the "little boy" who has always been in Su Wen's eyes is actually not "small".

Continuously looking through the statements posted by boys, Su Wen was surprised to find that boys have a wide range of interests and hobbies, from music to history, physics, and even food, boys dabble in everything.

The latest one is an exclusive food image posted by a boy just a few days ago during the holidays, with the caption "I made it, do you believe it?" Text. There was a long queue of gossip comments at the bottom, with as many as 50 likes. The food in the picture looks beautiful and tempting, and the mouth-watering aroma seems to be fragrant across the screen.

The boys' space can be described as colorful, and the latest one is just a simple casual remark, with as many as 50 likes. This number is innumerable for Su Wen, and her single-digit number of likes is a drop in the bucket in front of the popular squad leader, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is a drop in the ocean.

Su Wen has not played QQ for a long time, and his classmates around him in junior high school were keen to play QQ farm and space dress-up games. In her almost nerdy world, textbooks and practice questions take up most of the space. Su Wen thinks about what questions he has not done and what questions he needs to do all day long, while the girls around him are discussing nothing more than what they have posted, how cool their personality signatures have been changed, what vegetables they have planted and what dishes they have stolen from others, and what kind of beautiful suits they have dressed up in their QQ space......

The lively and interesting words of the girls floated to the ears of the nerdy girls from time to time, those novel words and sentences, and the excited faces of the girls often attracted Su Wen's heart, but because of the huge gap with the people around him, Su Wen once thought that he was a Gentile living on Mars, and he existed in two different worlds with other people, and in fact, she was the only one who existed outside the group.

It wasn't until a long, long time later that Su Wen realized what her classmates were keen to discuss in the past, but Martians are still Martians, and even if she starts to get in touch with the things that her classmates are passionate about, she and her classmates around her are still in two parallel worlds, and they don't get along.

Thinking about it this way, high school life is undoubtedly a major turning point in Su Wen's life, and the new life did not allow her to completely bid farewell to the gloom of the past, but it also brought her the dawn of hope.

couldn't help but follow the trajectory of the boy's QQ space to explore the traces of his past, the more Su Wen looked down, the more she realized that the boy who sat in the front seat of her and looked extremely young and was always called "little boy, little squad leader" in her heart was not the shallow she knew.

There is no need to repeat the excellent academic performance of boys, if you compare the grades, Su Wen, who is one of the best in the small county town, and Song Yu, who won the second place in the province in the high school entrance examination, the gap is obvious. Su Wen clearly understands that this difference spans a world of difference, and as a student who studies well, Su Wen is a real nerd. Realizing the distance between himself and the boy in the front seat, Su Wen couldn't help but feel sad.

She saw the boy and said, "I finally finished reading the whole volume of "Those Things in the Ming Dynasty", and I can cope with the high school entrance examination with peace of mind~"

She saw that he finished reading the Tao Te Ching during the summer vacation after the high school entrance examination, and wrote a sprinkled and unfathomable feeling after reading:

"The Tao Te Ching does not worship ghosts and gods, the Tao is the relationship and law between things, and the so-called mental objects are observations, looking for the connection between things. The concept of the Tao is all things, and the application of all things is the relationship between each other, which is the worldview of the Tao Te Ching. The outlook on life is to eliminate selfish desires and nourish the spirit. The purpose is to do nothing, in order to achieve the ideological height of specialization, humility, quietness, and accessibility. If you are quiet, if you move like a rabbit, doing nothing is not not doing, but closing the punch before punching. Taoism is not Taoism, because Taoist scholars do not believe in ghosts and gods, the reason why the Tao Te Ching is the first among the ancient and modern writers of the New York Times is because the words in it are pure scientific theories, based on stillness, taking nature as the outlook on the world, governing the world with unkindness, opposing moral measurement, opposing the rule of law, opposing the rule of man, fundamentally treating human nature, reforming for the purpose of education of inaction, and the people have no desire and the country is self-transformed, which is the Taoist policy of thinking about the people. The so-called thinking of the people is only to cultivate a habit, which is the ideal world of Taoism, which does not rely on the rule of law, but on the original goodness of human nature. As long as the good side is cultivated, then there is no need for law in the world, and people are good, there is no need for benevolence and righteousness, and virtue is self-evident. ——In August 2013, I read Lao Tzu's "Tao Te Ching" and felt that

What is the distance between the front table and the back seat? The truth of the matter is probably not that you can see the distance between each other when you turn around and look up.