Chapter 48: The Past
"Qing'er, the past miss has left too many regrets, we all have to take care not to miss it again in this life!" Feng Junmo lowered his head and whispered in Shangguan Qing's ear, he hadn't been so close to her for a long time.
Sadly, now even getting close to her had to be so close when she was asleep!
"Feng Junmo, I hate you!" In her sleep, Shangguan Qing said this sentence unconsciously, and the expression between her eyebrows looked extremely painful, as if she had been greatly pained and tortured.
Feng Junmo's body froze suddenly, and this sentence seemed to have traveled through time and space, and once again echoed in his mind. He will never forget that her brown eyes were full of hatred for him at that time, and he could not forget what she said before she died, she hated him, and she should never love him again.
Those hidden pasts, because of this sentence, were put back in Feng Junmo's mind over and over again, and even the eyes in her memory that she hated him were so clear.
"Feng Junmo, I love you wrong in this life!" Shangguan Qing still said this sentence unconsciously, and the ice lotus mark in the center of her eyebrows flowed with wisps of immortal energy, but it looked a little evil. "If there is an afterlife, I will never love you again!"
Word by word, word by word, and once word by word.
These words were like an invisible blade inserted into Feng Junmo's heart, and the pain was so painful that he almost suffocated, but he couldn't and was not qualified to cry out for pain.
In her sleep, Shangguan Qing dreamed that she had become another person, that person looked exactly like her, the only difference may be in her personality, that person is cute and pitiful, and she will always be cold and detached!
In the dream, she experienced that person's life, felt her joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and felt her hatred from hurting her. Especially after giving everything for love, the betrayal in exchange for love made her miserable!
"Feng Junmo, have you ever loved me?" Shangguan Qing's brown eyes were full of tears, and there was still a trace of expectation in his eyes. "It was you who gave me the courage to break free from all shackles, so you loved me, right?"
If she had never loved her, how could someone as cold as him Feng Junmo treat her so tenderly? She believed that he had loved her, and that there could be nothing wrong with her feelings!
Feng Junmo seemed to have heard some disdainful joke when he heard this, his narrow eyes crossed a joke, and his ruthless eyes fell on Shangguan Qing, and he just glanced at her, and then withdrew his gaze.
"Love you? Do you think you deserve it? ”
What a cold and disdainful rhetorical question? It was like the last straw that overwhelmed Shangguanqing, making her completely desperate and completely dead!
It turns out that she is not worthy in his eyes?
"Feng Junmo, you have worked hard to harm me to the situation I am in today, what good is it for you?" So far, Shangguan Qing only wants an answer, she wants to know why he is?
"There is no why!" Feng Junmo didn't dare to look her eyes directly, perhaps because of his weak heart. "Shangguanqing, now you have to accept your fate, you are destined to have nothing in this life!"
Doomed to nothing?
Recalling herself, Shangguan Qing only felt sad in her heart, it has been a tragedy since she was a child, even if she is optimistic and self-healing, but in the end she is a human being, how can she be so easy to let go?
Always want to look forward, don't always be buried by the pain of the past, then one day she will break free from the past and become a happy person! But the truth is, she is too naïve!
Maybe as Feng Junmo said, she is not worthy!
"Feng Junmo, I hate you!"
She has never hated so many painful days in the past, and she doesn't want her little self to be occupied by hatred. But now, she hates, she really hates!
That kind of hatred almost instantly occupied her heart like a raging storm, leaving her warm heart only as frost as snow, and no longer a trace of temperature.