93. A deranged life

Tong Li's words contain grievances, she can ignore her reputation, but what about her daughter? I don't want anything, I just want to give her a rightful identity, why is it so difficult?

"Mom, have you ever thought about your sister and her mother?"

"Yes, it's my fault! I meddled in other people's marriages, I should die 110,000 times, that's my debt! Why should my daughter suffer with me! "Originally, she had been safe for many years, but as her childlike innocence grew bigger and bigger, her future problems were put in front of her, she is a woman, but also a mother, is it really too much to fight for the minimum rights for her daughter? She doesn't want any property from the Ji family, and she won't compete with Ji Mo for anything

Why, she admits it at the end of the season, but why? Why can't even such a meager request? At first, Tong Li and Ji Shuyun had a tacit understanding with each other to give up everything in the Ji family when they were together, so they have come over like this all these years, Ji Shuyun himself prefers to be a scholar than a businessman, and without the identity of the eldest young master of the Ji family, he is also very satisfied with being a professor in the university

Although life can't be compared with his past, their family of three has never bothered about money.

So Tong Li is very satisfied with the status quo, although it is a pity that she may not have the opportunity to wear a wedding dress in her life, but thinking of Ji Shuyun's love for herself, she can not care about this. But since Ji Shuyun missed the appointment at the end of the season, she obviously felt that Ji Shuyun's mood had changed, although she had always taken care of her, she began to be absent-minded, which also made her feel uneasy and afraid. What if one day, he decides to return to the mother and daughter at the end of the season?

What if he can't bear the guilt anymore? Even if she is loved by him, she will still be afraid, so she proposed that she wanted Tong Xin to return to the Ji family, she didn't want anything, she just wanted an identity for Tong Xin, and she was worried that it would make Ji Ji unhappy, so she deliberately asked Ji Shuyun to emphasize about the Ji family's wealth when talking with Ji Zuyi

They won't want to give birth.

Ji Shuyun also loves the child's heart, and feels that he should also plan for his youngest daughter, so he promised to go back to the Ji family to discuss this matter with his father, as for whether to return to the Ji family, he has not yet thought about it, after all, if he wants to go back, he will inevitably take Tong Li with him, and the contradictions of the year will appear again.

Ji Zuyi doesn't like Tong Li, he feels that she is not worthy of Ji Shuyun in all aspects, and he also counted the account of his son running away from home and abandoning his wife and daughter to her, how can he accept her now? The father didn't seem to be so disgusted with letting Tong Xin return to the Ji family, and only said that he hoped that he would take into account the feelings of the end of the season, but Ji Shuyun thought that as long as the interests of the end of the season were not moved, there should be a chance that she would succeed, but she didn't expect her eldest daughter to have such a strong personality? It's like that

His, Ji Shuyun smiled bitterly, he never thought that he would make a mess of his life. "Mom, I don't need to go back to Ji's house at all, I've been fine for so many years, isn't it okay to continue to do this without disturbing each other?" When I was a child, I also thought about this question, why her surname is Tong and not Ji, and when she grew up and knew the reason, she didn't care about whether she was surnamed Ji or not, she knew that her father loved

She is enough, and she doesn't want her parents to hurt others because of her.

"Xinxin, you still don't understand the world's criteria for judging a person." Bastard daughters are not a good reputation after all.

"If you really feel sorry for me, you shouldn't have been together back then." Tong Xin said very calmly, thanking her parents for their fertility is one thing, judging right and wrong is another, she has grown up, and she has the ability to judge.

"Are you blaming me?" Tong Li couldn't believe that her daughter from a baby to an adulthood would say such a thing, people all over the world could scold her, but she couldn't! Didn't she do all this to give her a decent identity? "When I was a child, I hated the end of the season, I thought she was not as good as me, and she didn't learn ballet as fast as me, but she occupied the identity of my father's daughter, I was very bad when I was a child, knowing that my father would come to see me when we competed together, and deliberately showed my father's love for me in front of her. If she could hate a little, maybe I could have been more at ease, but she never looked at me with envy and sadness and never said a bad word. But I was very uneasy and felt very guilty, I had already robbed her father, should I still rob her identity? "The last sentence child

The heart is almost roaring out, the human heart is made of meat, why should her mother be so selfish to hurt an innocent person again and again.

"I didn't let you rob her identity, I said that we wouldn't take anything related to the Ji family!" Tong Li's rebuttal was unconvincing even to himself. "Give her the best life, give her money, give her identity, is what you think is good for her? Do you know what the end of the season is looking for? "Who is a person who knows that he has no talent, but is still willing to work the stage for so many years? Who is the show for? They are true in the end

ignorance or want to continue to deceive yourself?

"Enough, don't make any noise!" Ji Shuyun roared, followed by the silence of the three people.

The childlike heart did not politely tear apart the peace that Ji Shuyun had worked hard to whitewash over the years.

Back then, he asked Ji Mo to practice ballet, originally just holding a little thought about Tong Li, whether she was this material or not, in fact, Ji Shuyun didn't care so much, but what happened later was completely unexpected by everyone, and he gradually forgot the purpose of dancing at the end of the season. After regaining her childlike innocence, she never missed every game, and she will definitely prepare 99 roses on stage to dedicate to his precious princess, giving all her father's love to Childlike Heart, and then silently said in her heart that it doesn't matter at the end of the season, she has so many people to take care of her, and she will have everything she wants, and Xinxin

Only his roses.

So every time the end of the season throws a longing look at him, he treats it as if he can't see it, and the silly girl won't say anything but silently watch everything from the sidelines, until one day the longing look is completely gone......

In the past 20 years, this perfect family in the eyes of everyone, for the first time, is not perfect, but there is only unbearable that people can't face, and the happiness stolen is stolen after all!

The next day, at the end of the season, she received a call from Childlike Heart, and she thought that there was no need for any contact between them.

"Sister, don't hang up on me, okay?"

"Just call me the end of the season!" Ji Mo sighed helplessly, I don't know how many times I've corrected the question of title, why is she so stubborn!

"Season, End of Season......"

"Is there something wrong with me?"

"That, that, I apologize to you for Dad, Dad's incident a few days ago." Childlike is also sleepless all night, she likes the end of the season and doesn't want to make the relationship between them more blunt, so she still made this call knowing that she didn't like her. "It's not you who should apologize, and I can't stand your apology." Regarding those things in the past, Tong Xin apologized to her not only once or twice, but she was numb and blamed her? She can't do something angry, forgive her? I don't think I have such a mind, so I hide away from her

It's the only thing the end of the season can do, but the girl doesn't seem to understand it at all, and it also gives the end of the season a headache.

"I know, I know, don't be angry!"

"I'm not angry."

"No...... That's not what I meant...... "Childlike, can you go straight?" If you don't need to apologize to me just for Professor Ji's matter, you and I are the same, and we only have the choice to accept it in the past of adults, I understand you, but please also understand my position, okay? Every time I talk to you, I feel so hard

"That, I don't plan to go back to Ji's house, you know, I, I'll hang up first!" After finishing speaking, Tong Xin seemed to be afraid of making the end of the season unhappy again, and quickly hung up the phone. "Why are you sighing early in the morning?" Tang Jingqing, who had just returned to the restaurant after morning exercise, saw Ji Mo sighing at the mobile phone, and naturally walked to her side and hugged her in his arms

Point traces.

"Nothing, what do you want for breakfast? I'll prepare. ”

"Whatever."

Tang Jingqing could more or less guess why she was bothered, but it was just his father's affair.

Regarding what Ji Shuyun did, he is also a man, he does not agree, since this marriage is what he promised, he should be responsible for the marriage, and great love is just a good excuse.

"If you're not happy, go out for a walk, don't be bored at home." Tang Jingqing didn't want to be alone at home at the end of the season.

"Okay, I know, you go to work, drive carefully." His concern dispelled the bad mood at the end of the season, and he flipped over the table and counted the time, she was going to do a big thing that had failed for two years in a row, and it seemed that there would be hope for success this year. At the end of the season, he came to Jiuguang alone, next week is Tang Jingqing's 28th birthday, his birthday is in May, and every time he has prepared a birthday gift for him in the first two years, he accepts it lukewarmly. Not to mention eating together, she was already very satisfied to be able to come back that day. But this year he

There seems to be a lot of change between them, which gives her a little confidence to prepare for his birthday with her heart.

Today is obviously a working day, but there are a lot of unexpected people in Jiuguang, and I didn't notice that a little man fell at the feet of the end of the season: "Ah, I'm sorry kid, I didn't see you, does it matter?" ”

The little boy didn't speak, but shook his head, meaning that it didn't matter.

But Ji Mo looked around at the adults who didn't seem to be with him nearby: "What about your family?" ”

The little boy choked his lips and looked around helplessly, as if separated from his family.

"Can I report the mobile phone number of the monks? I can give you a call. ”

The little boy shook his head again, but he held on to the end of the season's trouser legs, as if he was afraid of something. "Little Sum?"