Chapter 86: Doom
Originally, Lu Junxun had already picked up the chopsticks, but as soon as my words came out, he was stunned.
"Yes, I've done it for you, many times." Lu Junxun looked me in the eye, "You like the taste to be a little heavier, you like the sour and spicy taste, and you don't like the taste that is too sweet." I love meat, I don't like vegetables. I like coriander, I don't like soup, and I always like to drink carbonated drinks like Coke Sprite. ”
There is no doubt that he was all right.
For a while, I looked at Lu Junxun in front of me, and suddenly I didn't know what to say. But presumably, it is not easy for him to remember these tedious details.
"Why do you remember so clearly?" When I said this, I even lowered my head in embarrassment.
"Because it's you." Lu Junxun's eyes softened, "Everything related to you, I will keep it in my heart and remember it forever." ”
Looking at Lu Junxun's fatal eyes, I seemed to be in a trance. Is there really that unforgettable past between us? Maybe there should be! However, I forgot everything. He, however, remembers everything. I seemed to be a little absorbed in my thoughts, and when I looked at Lu Junxun's eyes for a while, I didn't look away for a long time.
Although I have always hated him, I have always subconsciously wanted to get close to him and get to know him.
It seemed that the scene was a little awkward, and I could only start to hide my thoughts with food. But as soon as I entered the entrance, I felt like crying again. I can't tell you what kind of familiar smell it is, and I don't know who made it, but the taste is definitely in my memory.
For a while, I don't know why, but I was already in tears. Maybe it's because of the grievances of being kidnapped at that time? Or maybe it's because of this long-lost sense of security? I don't know.
After eating, Lu Junxun insisted that I go to take a nap, and he would clean up everything by himself. I always feel that if this continues, in just one month, I may be fed twenty or thirty pounds by Lu Junxun......
Obviously, when he was sleeping, he was called up by Lu Junxun again.
At his urging, I struggled to get out of bed. Really, what are you going to do when you're not going to work?! Lu Junxun dragged me from the bed and finally dragged me out of bed. Because I was so sleepy that I didn't even want to move, Lu Junxun fiddled with me back and forth, like fiddling with a toy. After finally cleaning up, Lu Junxun stuffed me directly into the car.
All the way, I was busy taking a nap and didn't pay attention to the direction the car was going. Perhaps, I'm used to believing in Lu Jun......
It's just that I didn't expect that when the car stopped, I found out that Lu Junxun had taken me to a place I didn't want to go to at this stage - the hospital.
The hospital is the place in the world that witnesses the most humanity. At the same time, it is also the place where the most life and death have been witnessed. For me, this place is a place that carries too many painful memories for me.
"I don't want to go." I sat in the passenger seat and didn't mean to get out.
"Good." But I didn't expect that Lu Junxun's simple word actually made me listen to his words and walked down as if I had fallen into a Gu.
Lu Junxun took me to have a special brain examination, which was no less cumbersome than the physical examination after the results were out......
He didn't let me in, he just arranged a room for me to wait for him here. I just felt that it was a long, long time before the sound of Lu Junxun talking with those experts came from the corridor.
"Yanyan, I'm back." Lu Junxun said as he walked in. I can't tell whether his expression was happy or serious. Is it true that my face will be like this for the rest of my life?
I looked at Lu Junxun with some concern, and there would be a group of gray-haired professors behind him in the future, but I didn't expect that behind him, there was a young doctor in a white coat. If it weren't for the white coat, I would have suspected that he was actually a ruffian!
"Long time no see, Luo Yan! Alas, really! I told you about it back then, right? You see, you have to go, and the result? What do you think! You woman, you are disobedient, you forget and you deserve it! The young doctor was even a little arrogant and hunched up.
"You are?" I looked at the young man in front of me, but I still couldn't remember anything.
The young man ignored me, but snorted and looked to the side in a puff.
I asked Lu Junxun for help, Lu Junxun looked at the man in front of him, and also showed a somewhat helpless expression: "This is Li Chongqing, once your doctor." You've had amnesia once before, and he cured it for you. "Huh?? No wonder, I looked at Li Chongqing, although he did always look like he was underbeaten, but he still felt very familiar in my heart.
"Hmph, do you see that? You didn't listen to me at the beginning, what about now? Forgot again, right? Really! ”
Looking at the arrogant appearance of this ruffian person in front of me, I suddenly had some doubts about life. Such a person doesn't look like a normal doctor no matter how you look at it!
"Okay, that's right." Li Chongqing coughed lightly twice, and finally his expression became serious, "We found out through the examination that your amnesia this time is the cause." There was the cause of the last injury, but at the same time, we found out that your body contains a drug that paralyzes the nerves. Li Chongqing looked at me and said seriously.
Listening to Li Chongqing's words, I couldn't help but be shocked: What? That thing, he has already found out?
Li Chongqing ignored me, and just continued to say to himself: "The effect of this medicine is very slow, but it will gradually numb your nerves. If you are under the influence of this drug for a long time, it may lead to mental illnesses such as mental weakness and schizophrenia. ”
"Drugs? Isn't that the thing? As soon as Li Chongqing's words came out, I was immediately frightened. But after calming down a little, I thought that if this kind of thing was injected into the carotid artery, if it was really what I thought, then how could it be as "slow to work" as Li Chongqing said?
"And what is this?" I looked at Li Chongqing in front of me, and decided to continue to ask: "You just said that something paralyzed my nerves?" What is it? ”
"This kind of thing, we just detected it. However, what exactly is the situation depends on how much you remember at this stage. What is the situation in which this kind of thing invades your nervous system? Speaking of this, he seemed to pause deliberately, "Or rather, is there anyone who, in your normal life, has prepared such a drug for you, so that the toxin eats away at your nerves little by little, and in the end you will either go crazy, or, may even lose your life because of it." So, remember what happened before, and don't be framed after that. ”
Speaking of which, I do have amnesia. But I remember everything that happened after I woke up. No matter where I fainted, how could Yuan Shiwen and Ye Xinai know? And, as soon as I woke up, I found myself kidnapped by both of them. So is this drug also a "masterpiece" of the two of them?
"Your amnesia now is partly due to this substance." Li Chongqing added. As soon as he finished speaking, he was really serious again for a few seconds, and instantly returned to the appearance of the hanger, and swaggered out of the ward.
At this moment, there were only two people left in the room, Lu Junxun and me.
"Yanyan, is it the two of them, is it Ye Xinai and Yuan Shiwen?" After a long time, I heard Lu Junxun's somewhat hoarse voice, and I looked up at his eyes, which were already a little red, as if I was trying my best to hide something.
"I don't know...... All I remember is that I was unconscious, and when I woke up again, it had already fallen into the hands of both of them. "I'm just telling the truth.
It's just that I didn't expect that Lu Junxun's tone was very unfriendly. He said to himself, "I will definitely make you pay the price." I will, make you, pay the price! Lu Junxun said word by word, his tone was cold and brutal, and even a little scary.
"Lu Junxun...... "I was a little frightened and called him softly.
"The two of them, there will be a law to clean them up, you must not do anything illegal!" Seeing that he still looked indifferent, I still didn't give up and continued to persuade.
"Huh? Oh, Yanyan, okay, I know, don't worry! I'll take care of it, don't worry, just leave it to me. I won't do anything illegal, but I won't let them go so easily! ”
I just listened silently and didn't interject any more.
And my silence finally succeeded in making Lu Junxun react. He hurriedly touched my head, and his tone and expression were full of softness and tenderness: "It's all my fault for not taking good care of you and making you suffer." Don't worry, I will definitely do my best to protect you in the future! ”
Lu Junxun took me into his arms, and this time, I didn't resist.
Since I came back from the hospital, I have never felt such a sense of complete trust and peace of mind. All the while, I resisted. And now, I actually enjoy this feeling a little, enjoy this peace of mind for no reason, and enjoy this feeling of being cared for.
Lu Junxun looked straight into my eyes, while I was staring ahead, as if thinking about something. On the surface, it was calm, but in fact, it was already in turmoil.
Lu Junxun, are you the catastrophe of my life?
The kind that always knows it's a robbery, but still can't escape or hide.
Doomed.