Chapter 121: Deep Fear
Chu Shengge rushed to the hospital, she walked in the long corridor of the ICU ward, and the familiar feeling of oppression was so heavy that she could hardly take a step. I remember that my father was also living in this hospital when he was in a car accident, and this situation coincided with that year and month, which made Chu Shengge deeply frightened - she had already lost her father, can the disease not be so cruel and snatch her mother again......
No casual visits are allowed in the ICU ward, but due to the special situation, Chu Shengge changed into a sterile protective suit and wore a mask, and walked into the ward.
Li Xuan was lying on the hospital bed, wearing an oxygen mask on his face, still asleep. There were all kinds of tubes stuck in her body, and the ward was extremely quiet, so the ticking sound of various instruments and Li Xuan's heavy breathing were extremely loud.
Chu Shengge took Li Xuan's hand, and she still had blood oxygen monitoring on her fingers: "Mom, what's wrong with you?" Don't scare me, okay...... I only have you now, so get better soon...... Is it good ......?"
Li Xuan hadn't regained consciousness yet, and she couldn't hear what Chu Shengge said.
"Mrs. Lu, it's time, you can't stay here for too long." The nurse checked the instruments around Li Xuan, recorded all the data, and then reminded Chu Shengge to leave.
"Mom, I'll come back to see you tomorrow." Chu Shengge reluctantly walked out of the ward.
Chu Shengge pushed open the door of the ward, and Lu Chenhuan immediately greeted her and stretched out his hand to support her. Chu Shengge wrapped his arm around Lu Chenhuan's waist and buried his face in his chest: "How can this be...... Mom was fine when she returned home...... It's only been a few months......"
Chu Shengge's tears rolled into Lu Chenhuan's shirt, he stroked Chu Shengge's thin back distressedly, and the doctor explained that he needed to recuperate after the miscarriage: "Don't cry, baby, your eyes can't stand it......"
Chu Shengge slowly straightened up and wiped his tears with his hands: "I want to see a doctor." β
"I'll go with you." Lu Chenhuan took Chu Shengge to the attending doctor's office, and Zhou Rui happened to be discussing Li Xuan's illness with the doctor in the office.
"Uncle Zhou." Chu Shengge greeted politely, and then asked the doctor, "How is my mother's illness now?" β
"The reports of lumbar puncture and imaging examinations came out, and Mrs. Zhou was suffering from glioblastoma." The doctor looked at the stack of reports in front of him: "I also told Mr. Zhou just now, this tumor grows rapidly, cerebral edema is extensive, the symptoms of increased intracranial pressure are obvious, and all patients have headaches and vomiting. Optic disc edema has headache, mental changes, limb weakness, vomiting, impaired consciousness and speech ......"
"So what to do?" Chu Shengge felt that the doctor was not describing the condition, but more like sentencing his mother to death.
"At present, the more aggressive treatment option is surgery with chemotherapy." The doctor pushed his glasses: "I also told Mr. Zhou just now, if the family agrees to the operation, we will contact the brain experts in Shencheng to consult and determine the surgical plan." So, you have to make a decision as soon as possible. β
Chu Shengge asked her the question she was most concerned about: "After the operation...... My mom can recover, huh? β
"In line with the fact that the operation should be done to remove as many tumors as possible without aggravating the neurological dysfunction, and expanding the scope of tumor resection can effectively decompress the tumor, but Mrs. Zhou's tumor is located in the language center, so in order not to aggravate the brain function disorder, we consider partial resection." The doctor said rigorously: "After partial resection, combined with radiotherapy and chemotherapy, I can only say that this plan is the most active ...... to control the disease."
"You mean- you can't cure my mom at all?!" Chu Shengge was a little excited.
"Mrs. Zhou's tumor is already at an advanced stage, and the purpose of treatment now is no longer to cure, but to improve the quality of life and prolong the survival time."
"That'...... My mother has undergone surgery, and if she continues to be treated, she can still ......" Chu Shengge could barely hear his own voice: "How long will you live......
"I can't guarantee you this exactly...... the doctor couldn't bear to say cruel words to Chu Shengge, she looked too fragile: "Generally speaking, patients at the stage of Mrs. Zhou are about 3~6 months, and less than 10% of patients have a disease duration of more than 1 year......"
Chu Shengge took a few steps back and almost fell. Mom actually had less than a year to live, and Chu Shengge's eyes went dark and he lost consciousness......
Lu Chenhuan supported Chu Shengge in time and hugged her horizontally. Lu Chenhuan's first reaction was to go to the hospital, and then immediately realized that this was the hospital.
The attending doctor immediately motioned to Lu Chenhuan to put Chu Shengge on the diagnosis and treatment bed, and then did a simple examination: "Emotional and temporary, the brain is temporarily deprived of oxygen, causing temporary fainting. β
"Are you sure?" Lu Chenhuan was so worried.
The doctor wiped the sweat from his forehead, he had been practicing medicine for many years, and he had seen all kinds of family members. But the person in front of him, just a few words made people feel nervous: "I...... Prescribe a few check-ups and give Mrs. Lu a look. β
Lu Chenhuan didn't speak, just nodded.
Chu Shengge opened her eyes and found herself lying on a hospital bed, she couldn't remember how she was here, wasn't she talking to the doctor?
"Awake?" Lu Chenhuan kneaded Chu Shengge's hand: "Are you still dizzy?" β
"Don't get dizzy." Chu Shengge's eyes were a little dazed.
"I've already asked a brain specialist to consult my mother, and the specialist will be here tomorrow."
"Oh." Chu Shengge sat up slowly: "I want to go see my mother." β
"It's not good for my mother to always go to the ICU." Lu Chenhuan sat on the edge of the hospital bed and let Chu Shengge lean on him: "I'll go back tomorrow." β
"I'll just take a look outside, okay?" Chu Shengge pleaded in a low voice.
"Eat something before you go, you haven't eaten well all day." Lu Chenhuan asked the servant to bring a bowl of porridge.
"After reading my mother, I can't eat it now." Chu Shengge felt that his chest was so tight that he couldn't even breathe, let alone eat.
"Let's eat less, okay?" Lu Chenhuan kissed her hair.
"Not good...... Not good! Chu Shengge shouted a little irritably: "I said I wouldn't eat it!" β
"Don't eat...... Don't eat ......" Seeing that Chu Shengge was wearing shoes, Lu Chenhuan squatted down to help her tie her shoes: "I'll come, if you don't eat and lower your head, you should be dizzy for a while." β
Chu Shengge pushed the door and walked out of the ward, and found that his mother's ward was next to him. She lay on the glass of the ICU ward and looked at Li Xuan on the hospital bed stupidly - in her impression, her mother has always been beautiful, and she has always appeared in front of people with the most exquisite makeup and the most appropriate clothes, she has never been so haggard. Time passed, and then it was carefully cared for, and the years also left traces on her face, the dark shadows under her eyes, and the fine lines at the corners of her lips...... Why be cruel? Time has already harvested my mother's youth, why take her life?
"You have been standing here for nearly an hour, and if you continue like this, you will have to go to the hospital yourself, how can you take care of your mother......" Lu Chenhuan said cautiously: "Shengge, let's go home first." I'll have people stay here, and as soon as Mommy wakes up, we'll come over right away, okay? β
Chu Shengge turned his head to look at Lu Chenhuan, his eyes full of worry and anxiety. She nodded, her legs stiffened from standing for so long that she nearly tripped with one step. Lu Chenhuan picked her up directly and walked into the elevator.
Chu Shengge leaned his head on Lu Chenhuan's broad shoulders and whispered, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you just now." β
"You're sorry, I've received it." Lu Chenhuan kissed her forehead a little helplessly: "It doesn't matter how you treat me, I feel even more distressed to see you torture yourself." β
"Don't be so nice to me, I'll be spoiled by you." A trace of warmth flowed through Chu Shengge's sour heart.
"As long as you're good, let me do whatever I want."
The car drove through the bustling street, Chu Shengge stared blankly at the somewhat unfamiliar street scene, in her memory, this was what it looked like four or five years ago......
"Did we live here before?" Chu Shengge looked at the house in front of him, this was a duplex apartment. The apartment is a great size and the dΓ©cor is simple.
"No ......" Chu Shengge has never lived in this apartment, and even he himself has not lived in it for a few days. He didn't dare to take Chu Shengge back to Mingzhu Manor and the apartment near the company, for fear that Chu Shengge would think of something when he arrived in a familiar environment. He had already taken too much risk by taking Chu Shengge back to Jiangcheng, and he had to avoid anything familiar as much as possible: "We used to live in the suburbs, and this place is relatively close to the hospital, so it is more convenient for you to go to see your mother." β
"Oh, thank you." Lu Chenhuan would think about her so carefully, Chu Shengge didn't know what to say except thanks.
"Are you so polite with me?" Lu Chenhuan pulled Chu Shengge to sit down.
"Young master, dinner is ready." Lu Chenhuan picked a few servants from Mingzhu Manor to come over to take care of the housework.
"Let's go eat." Lu Chenhuan asked what Chu Shengge meant.
"I want to take a shower and change my clothes first." Chu Shengge stood up and looked around.
"The bedroom is on the second floor, I'll take you there." Lu Chenhuan pulled her upstairs.
The dΓ©cor in the bedroom is the same as in the living room, which is the most simple and bright simple and modern style. The furniture is mostly black, with occasional white as a spice. However, I chose some warm-colored curtain fabrics and other decorations, which looked quite warm.
"You're too tired today, and you haven't eaten anything, so you can't wash for too long." Lu Chenhuan opened the wardrobe and found a set of home clothes for Chu Shengge.
"I know." Chu Shengge nodded.
"I'll go with you."
"I really don't need to, I can do it myself." Chu Shengge took his clothes and ran into the bathroom like a rabbit, not forgetting to lock the bathroom door.
Lu Chenhuan shook his head with a smile, reached out and reached out for the phone, and explained something to Lu Wen.
After dinner, Lu Chenhuan asked Chu Shengge to go back to his room to rest, and he said that he had some business to deal with. Chu Shengge was indeed very tired, but he couldn't sleep over and over, always worried about his mother's condition. She took out her phone, lay on the bed and began to search the Internet for information about 'glioblastoma'. It's okay not to look at it, the more Chu Shengge looks at it, the more scared he feels, this disease turns out to be what people usually call brain cancer...... How so...... Chu Shengge felt that the temperature in his body was gradually draining, and his whole body was about to freeze.
"Look at what you do, just leave the treatment to the doctor." Lu Chenhuan took the mobile phone from Chu Sheng's singer, put it on the bedside table on the side, turned over to the bed and rolled Chu Shengge into his arms: "Haven't you heard of it-there is a precedence in hearing the Tao, and there is a specialization in the art industry?" You take care of yourself now so that you can take care of your mother, you know? "His girl must have been frightened, and her little face was as white as paper.