Even I don't know what it is that keeps me going.

One night passed, the red light changed color, and the operation was finally over.

I staggered to the hospital room and looked at the sleeping woman on the bed.

This is the first time I have seen Han Xinyao, her skin is snow-white, her appearance is soft, her eyes are closed, her breathing is smooth, like a sleeping porcelain doll.

With such a she, how can she not make a man's heart move?

Shen Junze was sitting on the edge of the bed, he was holding the woman's hand, his black eyes were full of tenderness, and he refused to move half a minute.

"Xinyao, Xinyao......" he called her name slowly, even a little incoherent, "Great." ”

I smiled wryly, and I just felt like I had fallen into hell.

It was the abyss, struggling with darkness and unable to extricate itself.

As for me, I only felt that the blood in my whole body was frozen, and the cold rushed from the soles of my feet little by little, until I reached my internal organs and limbs.

"Xinyao, you are finally saved...... Shen Junze held her hand, kissed the back of Han Xinyao's white hand with his face, and his face showed a rare tenderness, not because of me, but ...... Han Xinyao was saved.

The moment I received his call, I saw a glimmer of hope in the gap of despair, but he asked me to come to the hospital, and his beloved woman Han Xinyao was saved, provided that a large amount of panda blood was needed.

I looked at Shen Junze blankly, and gentle words of care came into my ears.

Because Han Xinyao's body was too weak to be disturbed, I was kicked out by Shen Junze.

I sat in my chair and the cold temperature rushed into my body.

Before, Shen Junze appeared in front of me like an angel again and again when I was desperate and desperate, and I was moved.

How could I not be impressed?

When Shen Junze came out, he saw the woman sitting in her position and walked in her direction.

"This time," the man's deep voice suddenly sounded, thinking of something, and his tone paused, "Thank you for giving Xinyao a blood transfusion." ”

I heard what he said, and a wave of irritability welled up in my chest. Biting his lip, his eyes didn't look at him, and said, "It's rare that Mr. Shen will say thank you to someone like me." ”

There was a hint of cynicism in my tone.

At this time, I already understood my heart for this man, but ...... I can't say it in this life after all.

No matter from family background, education, or job position, I have no qualifications to stand by his side in this life.

Little by little, I looked away and looked at him, surprised to see a strange expression on his face.

I don't know why he looked at me like that, I just know that now my heart hurts a little, and it hurts a little.

"Koran ......"

Shen Junze frowned, his thin lips were half open, and when he was about to say something, I interrupted him for the rest of his words.

"After all, I haven't forgotten our agreement."

I know I've crossed the line.

Shen Junze's eyes flashed with a complicated look of surprise, and his joy and anger were invisible.

I think he probably didn't expect that Ke Lan, who had always been at the mercy of others in his impression, would say such a sentence.

Of course, I haven't forgotten that I'm just a tool to provide a humanoid blood bank, but I ...... After all, there is a trace of unwillingness in my heart.

Shen Junze retracted his gaze, his face was cold, and he snorted, "It's good to have self-knowledge." ”

Self-knowledge......

I took a deep breath where he couldn't see, and my heart was full of loneliness and bitterness.

When I left, the silent corridor was empty and unoccupied, and it seemed strangely quiet, but I could clearly feel that there was a gaze on me all the time.

I don't know what Shen Junze means, I only know that Kelan is very sad now.

Back to the inheritance house that my parents left me, which I had lived in for several years, was now empty, and I stood alone in the middle of the living room, only to feel a sense of loneliness all over my body, as if there was something missing, and as if there was nothing missing.

I have to admit that it is easier for powerful men to pinch them to death than it is for an ant to be pinched to death.

At this point, I was already sitting on the bed, my fingers quickly typing a string of words, and clicking into it uncontrollably.

Han Xinyao, Miss Han's daughter, graduated from Harvard Business School, has been selected as a "Harvard Talented Girl" many times, the school flower of the business school, and returned to China in 2015 to take over the industry of her father Han Jinfeng......

I don't know if I was possessed by a ghost, or if I couldn't help but be curious, or for other reasons, I actually searched for Han Xinyao's information on the Internet.

It's the first time I've ever been so irrational.

There is very little information about Han Xinyao, and just as I was about to close the web page, I swiped the mouse-

It is rumored that Shen Junze, the president of the Shen family, and Han Xinyao, a talented girl from Harvard, are childhood sweethearts, and it is true that they were engaged three years ago!

Seeing this line of text, the invisible thick stick gave me a blow on the spot, and my heart couldn't calm down for a long time.

I remember that when I was in the company, my colleague told me intentionally or unintentionally that Han Xinyao was his fiancée, and I didn't take it to heart at that time, and now, the truth is always crueler than the truth.

Shen Junze has always covered the sky with one hand, and I am in his eyes, but it is dispensable, if it weren't for the rare panda blood flowing on his body, he would have stared at me?

Will you show up at the right time to protect me when I am being bullied?

He planned step by step to lure me into the bait, and I finally fell step by step.

How ridiculous.