Chapter 451: I Want to Be Your Lover
Besides, he still has a lot of life and the rest of his life, how can he allow himself to have any accidents.
Whether it is for his sake or for his own sake, at this time he should choose to be silent and compliant. I am an orphan, and my life has always been quite poor, but I still cherish my life, and I always feel that I have to keep this life and wait for my family.
Knowing that the chances are too slim, I have never given up hope, haven't I relied on such faith to survive all these years?
But I didn't think about asking him to have an accident, I also wanted him to be well, although I knew that I couldn't be with him in the end, and I could only hope that he would live happily by himself, even if he couldn't be by his side, but he also hoped that he would be well.
After all, you don't have such selfish thoughts and don't let other people get them. I have never had such a thought in my mind, I just hope that he can live happily, and the rest can be whatever he wants.
"I also hope that you can tell me directly if you have anything, you don't need to hide like this, if it's really because of me that you're too tired, you can tell me, you don't need to be alone, you can teach me that, it's okay later." Shu Yixin just didn't want to see him work so hard, he never thought about being so anxious, if he didn't have time, he could be a little later, a little slower, in short, it didn't matter.
I really don't feel anything, in comparison, his body is more important, and I can't bear to see him so hard and tired.
He Yuhe looked at her, his eyes were full of expressions, he couldn't imagine that she would care so much about herself, be considerate of herself, and make herself feel very warm.
If there is someone around you who cares about you like this, how can you not feel happy and warm? Thinking of having such a person around you who cares about you, and the other party is still the person you love, that feeling is really impossible to express in words.
In other words, I really found the right person, but it's a pity that I missed five years with her before, if I hadn't missed those five years, I should be in a better relationship with her now, and I wouldn't have so many regrets.
It's a pity that it's too late to say anything now, because no matter what you say, it doesn't make much sense, and it's useless to regret how things have happened, you can only hope that you won't leave too many regrets in the future.
"Like you said, it's a really nice feeling to have someone around you who cares about you." I really hope that in the future, she can always care about herself like at this moment, and this feeling has not changed.
It's really possible, it's just my own unilateral idea, and it's impossible to realize it at all. For now, don't think too much about it.
"That's because you're usually very good to me, so at this time, I can only be regarded as a grateful retribution." That's because he was very good to himself, so he treated him like this today, if he wasn't so good to himself, he wouldn't be so good to him. I can only say that it is all mutual, and I will do to you as you do to me, but there is really nothing.
"I hope the relationship between the two of us will always be like this, and nothing will change." Yes, I really hope that it will continue like this in the future and nothing will change.
can't be loved, it's actually really good for a couple to be such a friend.
"Isn't it a good friend and a good confidant? So it won't change much, and it's going to be okay like this. Shu Yixin didn't want to break up with him, and he didn't want to be friends with him.
Maintaining the status quo and being able to go on like this is what she has always hoped and desired. clearly knows that the relationship between himself and him should not have further development, so he can only maintain the relationship of at least friends, and he doesn't want to end up with no friends, which is really worth the loss.
After He Yuhe heard her say such things, he suddenly felt a feeling in his heart, and he wanted to say it, I don't want to be good friends and confidants with you, I just want to be your lover.
Yes, all along, he just wants to be each other's lover, not other good friends and so on. How do you say these words, how can you let her know?
This matter is so heartbroken that I can't think of a reasonable way. Every time I faced her, I had an impulse to tell her directly, but I couldn't say it in the end, and I was afraid that I wouldn't even have to be a friend in the end.
It is precisely because of such a knot in my heart that I have never been able to make up my mind, and I feel particularly entangled.
I didn't want to do this, but there was no other way to change it.
"I hope you can remember what you just said, we will always be good friends." For the time being, I don't have too much ambition or luxury, so let's start with a good friend.
"Yes, no matter what happens in the future, I will remember that you are my friend." After all, he has paid so much for himself, plus he has nothing to do with him, but for himself, he can do this.
How can you not let yourself remember this kindness, for yourself, you should never forget it in this life.
Yes, how could he forget what he had done for himself. Although some words are not spoken, they do not represent their hearts, and they have no thoughts and feelings at all.
I'm just worried that it's not that I dislike him, but that in the end he dislikes himself, after all, his identity is there, and he is really very different, far from him.
"You know what? It was so reassuring to hear you say something like that all of a sudden, and I was really worried that one day you would stop paying attention to me. I can't say why I have such worries in my heart, but hearing her say these words at this moment makes me feel very relieved.
Shu Yixin looked at him, smiled, and said lightly, "Why do you suddenly have such thoughts, you think that I won't pay attention to you, think too much." He had never said such a thing, so why was he so worried? This strikes me as a little strange.
He Yuhe was the same, looking at him and smiling a little helplessly, and then said lightly, "It's really that I think too much, that's why I have such an idea, you really won't ignore me." He said so, but in the end, he still wanted her to answer in the affirmative.
It's true, if she knew those things, would she still want to ignore herself, she didn't have any confidence in her heart about this, and I hope that it would really be as she said, and she wouldn't ignore herself.
I am naturally very happy to be able to do this, although I did something wrong at the beginning, but I also realize my mistake, and I sincerely want to ask for her forgiveness, hoping that she can see what she has done for her and forgive herself for this time.
After that, she will never do such a thing again, so the last time she made a mistake, I hope she can look at her own good and forgive herself, then, such an ending should be what she is most willing to see.
Shu Yixin looked at his serious expression, and felt that he seemed to have something in his words, but he couldn't guess what kind of words he was.
Listening to his tone, he seemed to be really worried that he would ignore him in the future, could it be that he really did something and needed to ask for his forgiveness, but after thinking about it, he didn't seem to have done anything wrong, and he didn't need to talk to himself in such a tone at all, begging for forgiveness from him.
Sometimes I really don't understand his thoughts, but at this time, it's better to think about it. Thinking about it, I can't guess what he thinks.
I don't have any cleverness, so it's normal that I can't guess what he thinks. What's more, everyone has their own secrets deep in their hearts, he has his own thoughts, he also has his own ideas, in fact, this is not a conflict, there are some things that he can't understand and want to know, so he asks him directly, don't you have it?
Although sometimes I do think she is a little strange, for example, just now I can't understand why he is so afraid that he will no longer pay attention to him, it should be that he has done something sorry for himself, but the relationship between himself and him is not so good, and there should be nothing to be sorry for himself.
So after thinking about it, no matter how I think about it, the result is the same, anyway, I just can't figure out what he did wrong, where he is sorry for himself.
Anyway, you shouldn't think too much about it. Don't think about the things you shouldn't think about, so you don't have to waste your brain cells.
Shu Yixin glanced at him, but his heart was silent, what he said seemed to be something in his words, but he couldn't guess it a little.
"I've never seen you feel so unconfident in yourself." In the end, I can only say such a sentence.
is also true, I have known him for so long, and I really don't see him have such a moment of unconfidence.
"Everyone has times when they are not confident, just look at what is going on." He Yuhe admits that he does have such a mentality, and thinks that everyone will have such a mentality, but it is just a matter of what kind of things they are facing.
In the face of her affairs, I will have such worries.
"Don't worry, it shouldn't be that day." Shu Yi thought about it for a long time, but he didn't understand what he wanted to express, and finally decided not to think about anything.
Yes, what's the use of thinking so much? What money can be changed, I really don't want to think about anything before I get to that point, in short, the current situation is not quite good.