Recently, Qin Shijin has been accompanying her in the hospital, and Xing Weidong is also watching it, so he turned his gaze and asked, "It seems that you have a good relationship with Qin Shijin?" ”

Many people are not optimistic about their relationship.

She pinched her phone and looked at Xing Weidong, and asked with a smile, "Xing Weidong, if you ......?"

"It's not." Xing Weidong guessed what she wanted to ask herself, shook her head, pulled a chair and sat down, "You don't have to guard against me like that, Nuan Yang, how about it, we are also friends, huh?" ”

“……”

After returning to China, Xing Weidong also knew some things.

Zhen Jinwei disappeared for a while after going out of the hotel that day, and the Zhen family had turned the sky upside down, and later found Zhen Jinwei at a friend's house.

But Gu Peilin didn't mean to let go, he wanted to withdraw from the marriage, he didn't want to marry Zhen Jinwei, the relationship between the Zhen family and the Gu family is also very delicate now, Gu Peilin and Wei Rong don't know how many times they have quarreled.

Gu Peilin has been living in the company for a long time and is reluctant to go back.

"Do you have something to tell me?" Qiao Nuanyang looked at Xing Weidong.

"......" Xing Weidong bowed slightly, what he wanted was her happiness, "Qin Shijin often came to the hospital during this time, I always thought that it was impossible between you and him before, but now it seems that he is good to you." ”

When she thought of Qin Shijin, the corners of her mouth would bend unnaturally.

She got up and remembered in a trance that in the light, Qin Shijin ran towards her quickly, holding herself into the car, and Qin Shijin kept holding her hand on the way, encouraging herself and talking to her.

During the time she was unconscious, she was aware of the outside world.

"But ......"

Xing Weidong turned around, and suddenly mentioned Qiao Nuanyang's heart.

"But what?"

"Warm sun." Xing Weidong closed his eyes tightly, looked at Qiao Nuanyang's cat pupils, and asked, "You married Qin Shijin, what kind of inside story is there, I probably thought of it." ”

Qiao Nuanyang won't lie or deceive, his evasive gaze Xing Weidong found out, clenched his fists and said, "You know Rui Rui's situation, do you plan to let Rui Rui always be so unclear and not know who her biological father is?" Don't you want Rui Rui to live in her original family? It's not fair to Ruirui. ”

Gu Peilin's recent discomfort, Xing Weidong also saw it.

He really likes Qiao Nuanyang.

Compared with Gu Peilin, his favorite seems very thin and can't hold up more.

“……”

I don't want Xing Weidong to talk to himself about this.

Qiao Nuanyang's fingers tightened.

His face suddenly turned ugly.

What happened that rainy night came back to my mind.

She gritted her teeth and gurgled.

"Gu Peilin doesn't like Zhen Jinwei, he broke up with Zhen Jinwei recently......"

"Does that have anything to do with me?" Qiao Nuanyang directly interrupted what Xing Weidong was about to say, swallowing saliva, Qiao Nuanyang thought of the scene five years ago, how afraid she was on the night of lightning and thunder, how afraid she was when there was a car accident, she was so small at that time, and she had a child in her belly.

There is nothing left.

It's as if everyone in the world has abandoned themselves.

She didn't know how she survived at that time, she had a car accident, in order to save the child, she was sick in bed for several months, not daring to move, and other pregnant women were accompanied by her husband's family, but she didn't.

At its worst, I suffered from prenatal depression and thought about the pain of the past.

thought of how happy he was with Zhen Jinwei, when she was pregnant with a child and endured the pain of pregnancy, she committed suicide by turning on the gas, and was later found and saved by the neighbor's grandmother.

The neighbor's grandmother took care of her and gave birth to a child, and she also helped take care of her during confinement, and it was only when she heard Rui Rui's cry that she was dragged out of the abyss.

And now Xing Weidong told her that Gu Peilin was going to break up with Zhen Jinwei and come back to find herself, why did she think it was so ridiculous.

Xing Weidong looked at the pain in Qiao Nuanyang's eyes, and saw her tilting her head to cover up the pain again.

She pursed her lips uncomfortably.

"Gu Peilin chose Zhen Jinwei for whatever reason at that time, he just left me and betrayed the relationship between us, he is a betrayer of feelings, and he is not worthy of forgiveness. I gave him a chance, but he pushed me out, so I got out. He said he regretted it, then he regretted it? Why should I divorce and pay for his regrets? I will not give up the happiness I want to grasp. ”

"Gu Peilin is the past, and Qin Shijin is my sun."

She is now sober and understood.

After this incident, she understood it more clearly.

She wants to chase her own happiness.

"I saw a saying that day, if I had not seen the sun, I might have endured the darkness; But now, the sun has shone on my loneliness even more desolate. ”

"Qin Shijin is my sun, because of his existence, so there is more light in my world, temperature, and the barren land will bloom again, I don't know what kind of position I am for him, but, for me, Qin Shijin is my hope, after getting along for a long time, I will want to get closer to him."

“……”

At this point, Xing Weidong also knew that Gu Peilin had no hope.

Even if he divorces Zhen Jinwei, there is no hope.

After Xing Weidong left, Qiao Nuanyang felt bored and read a book that Shen Wanwan brought to him for a while.

Seeing that he was asleep, the sun was bright outside, Qiao Nuanyang put the book on his face, and fell asleep like this.

This is what Qin Shijin saw when he came in.

Qiao Nuanyang's face was covered with a book, and he walked over lightly, but Qiao Nuanyang seemed to have a nightmare, trembling all over, Qin Shijin just went to get the book, Qiao Nuanyang suddenly raised his hand and grabbed the quilt in front of him, screaming in pain.

"Don't ...... Pei Lin ......"

“……”

She kept screaming in pain, her voice was very weak, and Qin Shijin couldn't hear it very clearly.

“…… You said you wouldn't let go of my hand...... You won't ......."

Qiao Nuanyang in the dream seemed to be very painful, very painful.

Constantly twisting his neck and screaming.

In the end, she woke up suddenly, and when she opened her eyes, she saw a person sitting next to her bed in a trance, and after her eyes converged, she suddenly saw the person in front of her clearly.

"Qin Shijin ......"

She pulled away from the nightmare she had just had.

It's a dream, it's a dream.

Not really.

Now it is Qin Shijin who accompanies him.

Although he didn't hear what Qiao Nuanyang was talking about just now, Qin Shijin understood that it was Qiao Nuanyang who dreamed of that person.

He looked at Qiao Nuanyang lightly and asked, "You just had a nightmare?" Who did you dream about? Did you dream about that person? ”

Qiao Nuanyang's eyelashes moved gently, his eyes closed, he choked hard, and didn't speak.

After the silence, Qiao Nuanyang felt that it was not good.

I don't want to have any estrangement between them.

Cold violence is actually the biggest killer of erasing the feelings of men and women.

"Qin Shijin, it's not what you think...... Qiao Nuanyang's hand was on the back of his hand, "I had a terrible nightmare, it's terrible, that memory is not something I want to recall, I really don't want to remember it anymore." It hurts so much......"

She tilted her head and closed her eyes hard.

It was as if a knife had pierced into his body again.

"......" He can't ask anything anymore, and he can't let Qiao Nuanyang's past disappear one by one, it's unrealistic. He couldn't manage it in the past, but he can always manage it in the future, right?

Qin Shijin's heart was sullen.

"I brought you the chicken soup boiled by Sister-in-law Cheng, as well as food, get up and eat some, and accompany you downstairs for a walk later."

"Well, then you can eat with me too. You see you're all thin, and you have blue-gray ...... under your eyes."

Qiao Nuanyang knew that he was unhappy in his heart, about the past, she felt pain, and it would make her regret it, why was she so stupid at that time.

But she couldn't predict what would happen in the future, so she could only live hard for the present.

She took chopsticks and stuffed vegetables into his mouth.

Fortunately, Sister-in-law Cheng prepared a lot of things, she couldn't eat much but most of the things went into her stomach, after eating, Qiao Nuanyang went downstairs for a walk with Qin Shijin, stepping on the tail of the setting sun, Qin Shijin took her little hand and walked around the lake.

She felt so satisfied that she was satisfied.

Every night, she and Qin Shijin would use the phone to chat and talk to Rui Rui.

Rui Rui will talk about her own things, she will say what she has learned, and then tell them to play well and not worry about themselves.

After hanging up the phone, Qin Shijin would deal with the documents as before, while Qiao Nuanyang was reading a book next to him, and there was no difference from before.

Xing Weidong finished the examination for Qiao Nuanyang this day and said that he was almost ready to be discharged from the hospital, but Qin Shijin felt that he could stay for a few more days and observe again.

There is no rush to discharge from the hospital.

Xing Weidong saw that the two of them were together, and he felt that his heart was pierced into a hornet's nest, and he was too lazy to look at it.

So I took the medical records and left.

A few people in the group said that there was a new doctor from the cardiology department and they wanted to eat together, so they asked Xing Weidong to go together, Xing Weidong sent a red envelope and sent it away, too lazy to go.

He just wanted to go back, take a shower, and sleep.

Nothing.

As a result, I just arrived in the office and was about to change my clothes off work, but when I pushed the door in, I smelled smoke.

Gu Peilin sat in his chair, seemingly in a daze, but after seeing that person, Xing Weidong was startled.

He had his own separate office, and Qiao Nuanyang's medical records were placed on the table and pressed with a few books.

He looked at the top of the table, cleared his throat and asked, "Why did you get here?" ”

Gu Peilin snuffed out the cigarette butt and raised his hand to press his hairline, "You can't stay in the company all the time, anyway, it's boring for you to live as a bachelor, I'll stay with you for a while, talk, okay?" ”

", don't you have a place to live?"

Gu Peilin smiled with a smile, "How boring it is to live alone." ”

Xing Weidong glanced at Gu Peilin lightly, and saw that he looked haggard, and there was also blue-gray stubble on his chin, which was a little embarrassed.

He cleared his throat and said, "Whatever you want." ”

Gu Peilin took his clothes and stood up, put one hand on his shoulder, and walked outside.

There happened to be an elevator coming down from the upper floor, Gu Peilin lowered his head to talk on the phone and didn't pay attention, but Xing Weidong happened to see two people standing in the open elevator, Qin Shijin's tall body was obvious in the elevator, and next to him was Qiao Nuanyang who was wearing a hospital gown.

Gu Peilin pinched the phone to go over, "The elevator is coming, hurry up and ......"

Xing Weidong saw someone pushing a wheelchair next to him and grabbed him, "I'll talk about it when the people leave." ”

Xing Weidong pushed Gu Peilin aside, he almost hit someone, Gu Peilin said sorry, before the elevator door closed, Gu Peilin suddenly saw a reflection on one side, and there seemed to be a familiar figure.

"Warm Sun—"

The elevator doors have closed.

Gu Peilin ran over and hurriedly pressed the elevator.