1. Nightmares
Life is full of surprises, of course, there are some tragic surprises, just like me now, my name is Pei Wenlong, I am a three-free dick, three-nothing is no money, no power and no appearance, I went to be my buddy as a best man this day, I thought that I would meet a few young girls at the wedding, but I never expected that since my buddy's daughter-in-law was my first girlfriend, I was embarrassed and wanted to leave immediately, but considering that my buddy is a face-loving person, I still resisted this idea.
My ex-girlfriend's name is Tang Siqi, she carried all kinds of my first experiences, the moment we met at the wedding, I was confused, she was not much better, her chest rose and fell violently, I think her heart must be beating faster than me.
I originally thought that I had forgotten about this relationship for a long time, but I didn't expect that something was deliberately hidden, like a time bomb placed in my heart, and after being suppressed for a long time, it would be like a volcano, and the eruption would become more and more intense, but this time the eruption was more complete.
I drank a lot of wine at the wedding, Tang Siqi also drank a lot, my buddy asked me to escort Tang Siqi upstairs, after all, according to our customs here, if you don't go up now, those who like to watch people make a fool of themselves will come over one after another, and if they don't get the bride drunk, they will definitely not give up.
So I took Tang Siqi upstairs, which can be regarded as relieving her, and the other best man and two bridesmaids continued to help the buddies socialize and drink.
I placed Tang Siqi in the new house, looking at the pink decorations around me, gradually, probably because I also drank a lot of wine, my breathing began to be heavy, and my mind was full of pictures of me and Tang Siqi together, but I still resisted the impulses and fantasies in my heart, turned around and was about to leave, when I was about to leave, I found that Tang Siqi had grabbed my hand, and leaned his head on my body.
"Don't be like this, now that you're Kunzi's wife, you don't want Kunzi to know about our past, right?" I didn't look back, I looked at the wedding photo on the wall, she and Kunzi were smiling so happily, a long time ago, I thought that the two people in the photo should be me and Tang Siqi, but now it's not, everything has changed.
Tang Siqi got up and stood up, looked at me sadly, and said, "You drank a lot of wine at the wedding just now, did you drink so much when you saw me?" ”
My heart is moving, I used to love her very deeply, all kinds of emotions in my heart, but also make me tired and not afraid of you, I sat in the corner of the bed, and said with a wry smile: "Yes, I never dreamed that the bride would be you...... Blame me for not asking Kunzi clearly, if I knew it was you, I wouldn't have died! ”
"But you're here anyway!" Tang Siqi said very resolutely, and she pulled my hand and refused to let go.
My brows tightened, and I was very aggrieved at this time, and I said, "Since you left me during that time, what do you mean by holding my hand now?" ”
"Don't you know? I'm with Kunzi all for Kunzi's money! My favorite person is still you...... You also know that my father is not in good health and needs a lot of medical expenses, and you are just an ordinary wage earner, you can't give me what I want, so I can only leave you...... I want to explain to you......" Tang Siqi said, her face was ruddy, she looked delicate, she was a very beautiful girl, we were together in college, but also because we were fellow countrymen.
Later, we gradually had a good impression of each other, and when we came together, others said that we were not worthy, after all, Tang Siqi was a beautiful girl, but just an ordinary-looking boy.
For money? Tang Siqi actually said it was for money?! The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and I was just about to have a seizure, when suddenly Tang Siqi approached me, and she said, "Do you still like me?" ”
At this moment, my whole person is unnatural, saying that I don't like it is false, during the time of the breakup, I was thinking about Tang Siqi, and I couldn't wait to see her immediately, but I didn't expect that I would be reunited in such a way, I looked at Tang Siqi's slender back, and there was a violent heartache in my heart, and Tang Siqi ran over at the moment and threw herself into my arms, she said: "I'm sorry Wenlong......"
I want to say that I miss her very much these days, almost every day, every night, my mind is full of her shadow, but why when we met, since Tang Siqi became someone else's wife, and she is also a friend of mine, of course, these are what I want to say, I want to say it, but Tang Siqi doesn't let me say it, because she cries, women's tears are the best shield to block a man's words, and I can't do anything about it.
Tang Siqi cried while wiping her tears: "I'm very sorry for you, if I were a few months ago, I might have time to return to you, but now I am unlikely, I already have his child, so I plan to ...... I'm going to get married! ”
Tang Siqi didn't say it's okay, but when I said this, every word was like a steel needle pierced into my heart, and my whole body was almost numb from pain, and I didn't even know what I should say next.
I didn't expect that the people I thought about day and night now have other people's flesh and blood, and they are still curled up in my arms, and in the past few years, I have almost regarded Tang Siqi as my goal of hard work, because for me, work hard and earn more money, so that I can give Tang Siqi a good life, I didn't expect Tang Siqi to have already passed a good life...... And I'm still pretending to be amorous.
I suddenly felt that this truth was ridiculous and disgusting.
I was about to speak, but Tang Siqi came over, and her eyes looked at me directly, as if she used a very magical magic, so that at this time, I was shocked, forgetting to resist, and at this time, Tang Siqi had already held my hand, and her hands held me tightly, as if she would not let me leave.
Although I resisted this feeling, at this moment, my mind was like a movie replay, and all kinds of things from the past quickly appeared in front of us......
We saved up for the first time to watch a movie......
It was the first time we went to work off-campus......
We went to the scenic spot to set up a stall on our first holiday......
and other pictures, like reassuring pills, have been stuffed into my empty heart, so that my originally confused and excited mood, quickly calmed down, I know, at this moment I still did not let go of her, or put her in the most sacred position in my heart.
At this time, I couldn't hold back the impulse in my heart anymore, and immediately hugged Tang Siqi in my arms, at this time I was sad in my heart, and I wanted to call her name loudly, she didn't refuse me, I immediately knew that there was still me in her heart, Rao is like this, there is still a relationship between me and Tang Siqi.
Just as the wedding was still going on at this time, the groom was still dealing with the guests downstairs, and the intermittent sound of blessings was still coming through the inferior floor, and they were downstairs.
Of course, I can't care so much now, my hands have gently stroked Tang Siqi's cheeks, to be honest, Tang Siqi is really a good-looking girl, although a face is said to be a melon seed face, but with a little bit of baby fat, those eyes are more like the stars and moon in the sky, grinning, like a bottomless black hole, attracting me to explore.
It is said that every woman is a book, and it is very simple to understand the literal meaning of this book, but to guess the connotation of the sentence between the lines, it is difficult to go to the sky, I don't know if I understand Tang Siqi, but when I touch Tang Siqi with both hands, in my mind, I still can't pass that level, because every time I blink, I can't help but think of a picture, that is, she and Kunzi are together, laughing.
This makes me feel guilty in my heart, after all, even if she is her former girlfriend, but now she has been infected by other men, just this level, I will never be able to pass, but Tang Siqi's mouth is closed one by one, her face is ruddy, spraying this hot air, as she keeps coming in, it seems that she wants to explain something......
Tang Siqi closed her eyes, her lips raised slightly, as if she wanted me to kiss her, but at this time, suddenly there was a sound of opening the door at the door of the new house, and at the same time, there was the sound of Kunzi and others talking at the door!