Chapter 60: Only worthy of being a junior
"You say." Shen Junze replied.
I stood at the door of the room, and the man was leaning lazily on the sofa, very casual.
His casual words caused a lot of discomfort in my heart.
yes, it's just a contract, otherwise he would have found me and had fun when I'm bored.
I suddenly understood, understood what he said to me in the office - Kelan, you can't escape the palm of my hand.
I can't remember how many words like this he said, hurtful?
It doesn't seem to hurt too much.
If it was another woman, they would have rushed to rush up for a long time, and there are more beautiful women than me, how could someone like Shen Junze not be found?
And I, just when he needed it......
When I thought of this, my eyes were dark, and the corners of my mouth were filled with bitterness.
"I'm serious." I couldn't see the expression on my face, but I could see the difference in Shen Junze's eyes.
Serious and persistent.
Shen Junze sat up straight and looked at me with dark eyes.
I'm going to confess.
Shen Junze spoke, the corners of his mouth pulling a trace of arc, "Are you sure you want to tell me this?" β
I was silent, so I walked in his direction.
He continued, "Kelan, are you afraid of me, or do you think I'm going to eat you right now? β
I don't know if it's my delusion, but he seems to be in a good mood tonight.
He was kind to me, and didn't show the slightest hint of impatience.
"Tell me, what's the matter?"
His expression was light, as if in his opinion, it was just a dispensable thing, and it was not worth his attention at all.
I sat across from him and pursed my lips, unexpectedly nervous and uneasy.
If...... What if it fails?
"I don't like people who are beating around the bush and procrastinating on time, my time is precious."
Shen Junze glanced at me out of the corner of his eye.
"Mr. Shen, I confess to you, the next words are all from my heart, and they have been hidden in my place for a long, long time."
I pointed to my heart, and there was a slight bitterness in my heart.
"So?"
I said quickly, "I don't like this kind of life, Mr. Shen, you are a person with a fiancΓ©e, I often come to your side, my heart is already very tormented, what if I am found out one day?" What can I do? I can't protect myself, I'm like the most annoying and shameful junior in the world, crawling forward, scarred, I don't want to go through such a thing. β
When the words fell, there was a moment of silence in the air, and the pins could be heard.
"Mistress?"
Shen Junze spoke, his tone was unpredictable, without a trace of warmth.
And these two words stinged my heart.
"Yes," I looked at each other with eye level, bit my lip, took a long breath, and let go, "I don't want to be a junior, even if I am a divorced woman, I don't want to do it with you again...... Mr. Shen, I know that you can play with women at will, powerful, capable, turning your hands into clouds and covering your hands into rain, but I have nothing, I just want to live in peace and stability. β
This is the truth, and it has been in my heart for a long, long time.
Frankly, you have to say it, even if the result is not ideal, but if you say it, at least it is better than holding it in your heart.
"A safe and secure life? What do you want? You told me that there is nothing I can't do, but after so many days, have you asked me for something? β
The more this is the case, the more I can feel that he and I are not from the same world at all, the gap is too big, and the generation gap is also very obvious.
I straightened up, my eyes fearless, "Mr. Shen, let's leave it like this, can it be over?" I don't want to let myself be spurned, being an unsightly junior, you must know what I mean. β
The picture of his wife beating the junior in the afternoon is still vivid in my eyes and fills my mind.
Unsightly, spurned, disgusted, the whole world is not to be seen.
If I were a wife, I would treat them the same, but now, I am ......
"What's the matter, isn't the life you're given now enough to be satisfied? Xiao San also wants to upgrade? There was a hint of cynicism in his tone.
"Shen Junze, I'm not ......" I wanted to explain, but I found myself unable to say the words that made me sick.
"Isn't it? Be my Shen Junze's girlfriend? Kelan, you are too ambitious, even my people don't dare to have such thoughts. β
"Shen Junze ......"
Shen Junze's voice was cold, "Don't try to convince me, it's impossible." β
I opened my mouth, and there was a strange smell in the air, a little dignified.
However, I didn't get an answer from him, and I was reluctant to say it......
Shen Junze stared at me, his face was cold, and there was no temperature, as if there was no tone of discussion in this matter.
"Shen Junze, okay to let each other go? I'm tired, I'm really tired, let's end it, end this extremely ridiculous memory, get back on track, you take your sunny path from now on, I'll cross my single-plank bridge, okay? β
I let out a low sigh and compromised with him.
I'm fed up with this dark wait, the darkness is more terrible than the end in sight.
It was the last thing I wanted to face.
"Tsk," Shen Junze didn't react to what I said, and his tone was frivolous, "I can hear it, you want me to correct your name?" β
My eyes widened, and I didn't know what he meant.
And my expression just made Shen Junze guess my thoughts.
"Do you really want to?" Shen Junze got up from the sofa, put his hands in his pockets, and stared at me with a condescending gaze, like two sharp blades shooting straight at me, "Ke Lan, I used to underestimate you. β
"If you want me to stop the contract, you are no longer my transaction, and you can fly with your big boss? Kelan, a woman like you is only worthy of being a junior! β
I froze, my face full of disbelief.
"Shen Junze, how can you say that about me! You say Mr. Ma? What kind of double stay and double fly, Shen Junze, are you thinking too much, I ...... with him"
"I'll tell you clearly, in addition to being a junior, can you still marry home as my main room?"
My heart was shaken with a powerful blow, and my eyes moistened, and I kept spinning, and tears slipped from the corners of my eyes.
"Want to be with your boss? Don't even think about it! Pick up your little thoughts, I don't even bother to snoop! Also, you can't escape my palm at all! β
It's that sentence again!
It was the sentence 'I can't escape from the palm of my hand', I bit my lip tightly, gritted my teeth, didn't speak, didn't look, I could feel his gaze was extremely sharp, without any emotional temperature.
is only worthy of being a junior......
I only deserve to be a junior!
"I won't let you and Ma Ruixin get what you want, you will die of this heart, never, never! Unless it's me Shen Junze who wears it, don't want broken shoes! β
I froze in place, stunned, and didn't react.
It wasn't until the sound of the door closing and the crisp sound of Shen Junze slamming the door and leaving that I came back to my senses.
No result.
I didn't get the freedom I wanted with him.
His eyes were so terrifying, his face was as cold as frost, stiff, like a Shura who had climbed up from hell.
From this day on, my relationship with Shen Junze seemed to have deteriorated even more.
I thought that he could improve further, but thinking that he was okay with me these days, maybe he would succeed......
Unexpectedly, he didn't relax a word, and his attitude towards me was extremely bad and short-tempered.
I endured the grievances in my heart, swallowed slowly, and endured the pain that I shouldn't have admitted.
This day is half a month after the last conversation.
Shen Junze's face was expressionless, even more indifferent than before, and his voice was cold, "Lie down." β
I blinked, lying on the bed mechanically, with nowhere to vent my grievances, but after those two words he said, I collapsed.
"Crying?"
"Do you know how to cry?"
"I didn't expect to cry, it was beyond my expectations."
I closed my eyes and let him sneer, I was indifferent and had no intention of talking to him.
My clothes are gone, and I am like a walking corpse, let the other person observe, let him mock me.
However, the other party did not make the next move.
"I'm tired of it, like a wooden man in bed, even cats and dogs will wag their tails when they see their owners, but Lan, you really opened my eyes."
I heard the sound of him wearing a suit and pants with a belt, so crisp and so harsh.
He continued, "I'm not interested, my Shen Junze played with your body, don't want it!" β
Some time ago, my tears dried up, and I couldn't let the other party forgive me in the slightest, and now, too.
I straightened up, mechanically dressed in my underwear, and moved unhurriedly, like a fleshless robot.
I got dressed, my expression was cold, and I didn't even lift my eyelids, "Whatever you want." β
The next second, I heard the sound of the door slamming, very loud.
That night, I was free, and I could finally relax and take a hot shower one day.
I lay in the tub and indulged in this rare treat, taking a deep breath and exhaling again.
During this time, I was tortured, abused, and miserable.
I held on and endured it to the death.
It doesn't matter, Shen Junze wants to treat me like that, if I resist, he will intensify it, I don't resist, I compromise directly, and over time he will lose interest in me, isn't it normal?
Merely......
As soon as I thought of this, the corners of my mouth were filled with a trace of bitterness, and my heart was sullen and painful.
Shen Junze...... You have feelings and feelings for me, right?
He was emotionally lukewarm and eccentric, but the material aspect was never less than me.
Isn't that right?
I ought to be content.
Half an hour later, I came out of the toilet, I didn't eat much at night, and now I was a little hungry, so I went downstairs to the kitchen to find something to eat, and met Steward Shen.
I bowed slightly at him, and walked straight away from him, ready to go into the kitchenβ
"But Miss, Shen Shao grew up watching me, I know what kind of personality and temper he has."