Chapter 70: The Last Resort
It's not that I hate the poor and love the rich, I have a strong sense of vanity, I just want to be treated equally with others. That's all, can't you even fulfill your own simple requirements?
Lin Ya has always felt that she has not done anything wrong, she just wants to be treated the same as others, is it really wrong to do so? Why do they treat themselves like this, is it just because they are orphans, so they have to be treated differently?
She has always been reluctant to admit her identity, and most of it has something to do with this one. She felt that as long as she didn't say she was an orphan, no one would know that she was an orphan and would be treated equally.
She has always had this idea, not that she is vain and competitive. All along, she just wanted to be treated as an equal, and not to be seen by others in a colored light.
"Maybe I really don't understand what you said, but I think you should be honest, like you, you are worried about this problem all day long, and your life will be very difficult." Every day is a life of fear, worrying about the same problem, afraid that one day my identity will be exposed.
Doesn't this kind of life make you more tired? It's better to be honest. Tell the world directly that you are an orphan, even if you are an orphan, so what, you are relying on your own ability.
At least I live a frank life, and I don't have to be tortured by my heart and conscience. It's really not good to lie to people, and there are too many lies, and more lies need to be rounded. When the time comes, no one will really believe you, and you won't know which sentence you say is true and which one is false.
"I don't want to do this either, but I don't have any other choice, if you're in my position, you'll understand why I'm taking the risk, why I'm choosing this step." Even at this moment, Lin Ya doesn't feel that there is anything wrong with her choice, she just wants to be treated the same as others.
What's more, he has come this far, and there is no turning back, if the company knows that he is an orphan, then it is impossible for his secretary position to continue to keep.
What I have to do now is to hide my identity and not reveal that I am an orphan. As for the orphanage, I can only say I'm sorry, and even if I say it, I can't necessarily help much.
It's not that I don't want to help, but I really can't do anything about such things. In fact, most of the reasons for getting to this point today are still to blame herself.
If she hadn't spoken at the beginning, there would have been no follow-up events, and she wouldn't have to worry all day long, afraid that her lies would be exposed, which would affect her personal reputation at that time.
After a long while, Shu Yixin spoke again, "Why don't you hide me, why do you tell me about this, isn't it better to hide it from me." Shu Yixin couldn't understand why she chose to tell herself since she didn't want other people to know about it.
Aren't you worried that you will accidentally break your mouth and spread it?
If you're worried that things will be exposed, isn't it better to just be yourself? In this way, it is impossible for you to know, and you will not have follow-up worries.
"We grew up together, I don't think you will betray me, and you are also the person I trust the most." If you can't even trust her, then you really don't know who to believe.
After all, she is her good sister, she grew up with herself since she was a child, and it can be said that she is dependent on herself. So she will not betray herself, she will not let herself lose her job.
This matter is in my heart, I have wanted to say it for a long time, but I have never said it, and today I finally said it, at least I let myself unload my tiredness and breathe a sigh of relief.
Other things can only be said to be powerless, let's take one step at a time. If things really reach an uncontrollable situation at that time, you can only face such an ending, right?
"Thank you for believing in me so much, but even if you tell me about it, I seem to have helped you solve the problem, and I can't share your worries." It's not that I don't want to help, but I don't know how to choose.
I don't agree with her concealing her identity to enter the company, which is indeed deceptive, but what she said is not unreasonable, after all, in this society, many people will look at orphans with colored eyes, look at those identities and different people.
She also just wants a better life, that's why she does it. Her starting point was not to think about harming people, nor did she think about deceiving anyone, but to make everyone believe that she was also a normal person.
Although she doesn't agree with her approach, she hasn't hurt other people, and she can't control it so much for the time being. Maybe what she said is not completely unreasonable, if the people in the company know that she is an orphan, then her life in the company should be even more sad, everyone wants to bully her, knowing that she has no backstage and no backing.
If everyone knew that she was not an orphan and was the same as a normal person, then she would not be treated often, and everyone would treat her equally. At least I don't think she's a person who is easy to bully and let others bully.
"I knew there would be such a result, so I kept struggling with whether to say it or not, and even if I did, I didn't necessarily know if you could help anything." The other party has a few pounds and a few taels, and he knows very well.
So even if she says it herself, she won't be able to help much, it will only add to her troubles.
Maybe I didn't say anything, and I felt a little uncomfortable. After all, I know about this matter, but I don't say anything, I always feel sorry for them, and now after I say it, although I can't help myself, I feel much more comfortable.
Lin Ya's purpose in saying it was not that she wanted Yixin to be able to help her, but at least she wanted her heart to be comfortable.
Shu Yixin watched her say word by word, and said softly, "What you said is indeed not wrong at all, I really can't help you, but you should also believe me, I won't hold you back, and I won't tell you this secret." It can be seen that she can also trust herself, so she will tell herself about it.
Since she can do this, then she will also fulfill her promise, as for her status as an orphan, she will not kick herself in front of outsiders.
Shu Yixin didn't say that she couldn't understand why she did this, why she fabricated another identity, saying that she was not an orphan, in fact, she just wanted to be treated fairly, so she didn't do anything to hurt others, and she would hide it for her.
From another point of view, in fact, he still longs for his family, which is the same as himself, he has never changed, he wants his family. No matter what kind of identity my parents are or what kind of work I do, I haven't thought about it, I want to dislike it, I only have a family like a normal person, and like a normal person, I have a family and relatives.
But at this moment, I am alone, and I don't even know who my family is, and that feeling is really bleak.
Lin Ya looked at Shu Yixin and said in a grateful tone, "Thank you, Yixin, you are still the best for me." If she can say such a promise, it means that she will definitely do it, so she doesn't have to worry so much about her identity being known.
Since she can promise herself like this, she is relieved, but what she can't do, she will never say it easily, since she can say it, then she should believe her.
"But there is one thing I still have to remind you, this is only temporary, you can't hide it for a lifetime, it's best to be mentally prepared, don't say I didn't remind you." The fact is that sooner or later this kind of thing will be exposed, and she can hide it for her for the time being, but it doesn't mean that she can hide it for a lifetime.
Shu Yixin finally said such a sentence, so that she was mentally prepared, although she said that she would not demolish her at this time, nor would she say it from her mouth, it did not mean that this matter would not be exposed.
It is still possible to be known, it is just a matter of time, she is glad to be able to stay up for how long.
I can't guarantee that this matter will be debunked in the future, but what I want to tell her at this time is that I should be mentally prepared. Because of the lies she said, sooner or later one day will be exposed.
Lin Ya looked at Shu Yixin, her tone was a little low, she lowered her head, and said lightly, "Actually, even if you don't remind me, I know that as long as one day it will be debunked, I just keep holding on to the luck mentality, thinking not to demolish it so quickly." ”
It's not that I don't know that doing this is actually quite dangerous for me, but now I am halfway there, and it is impossible to turn back.
No matter how dangerous the front is, you can only go on hard, because you have no other choice. If there are other choices, I don't want to do it, after all, living in fear all day long is not what I want. I want to be down-to-earth and work steadily on my own ability. Everyone will not look at themselves with colored eyes, and they will feel that they are a capable person.
It shouldn't be anything else, in fact, Lin Ya is not so complicated, not so difficult to understand, she just wants to be treated fairly. It's just that some people in this society still look at their special group of people with colored eyes.
"Okay, don't talk too much about the rest, don't think too much, rest early after eating, you have to go to work tomorrow." Shu Yixin knew that she was in a bad mood, but there was no way, things had come to this point, and she didn't want to turn back, so she could only go on. Reading a book and finding the latest chapters by yourself? You're out, WeChat attention Beauty editor helps you find books! It's really a good book to flirt with girls!