Chapter 86: Back to Before the Opening
There are no ghosts for them to deal with, they won't stop leaving, I thought to myself, this is when I started to worry, I began to be anxious, leaned into Guan Fu's arms, grabbed his clothes and asked, "Guan Fu, what should I do?" If these masters don't go back, what should they do? ”
"Who said that?" I saw Guan Shi wave his hand and say to the nine previous lives of the little monk: "It's okay, let's go back." ”
These nine previous lives actually listened to Guan Shi's words and disappeared together.
Guan Shi said to me: "The nine previous lives of the little monk are all high monks in the current world, they are very spiritual, they can distinguish between good and bad, and can understand people's words. If you have any requirements, just tell them to do it. ”
"What did I tell them?" I haven't thought about who I want to command, not to mention that those nine are all young monks in their previous lives, and they are all high monks.
But speaking of this, I suddenly remembered one thing, that is, I heard that people are reincarnated as soul reincarnations, since those nine high monks are all small monks' previous lives, it stands to reason that they have all become little monks now, why can they still be seen.
I expressed the doubts in my heart and said, "It is true that the soul is reincarnated, but those nine high monks are not souls, they are Dharma appearances. ”
"Dharma?" This is the second time I've heard the word Faxiang from Guan Shi's mouth, and I can't help but ask curiously: "What is Faxiang?" ”
"The law is complex, and each family has its own differences, and it cannot be explained clearly in a few words."
"Is there a difference between each family? What is the home of each family? "I asked, thinking in my heart: Guan Shi's Dharma is a big bird, and the little monk's Dharma is a human being, and they should not be a family.
"A lot." Guan Shi only said a lot in general terms, and then changed the topic: "It's still early, sleep again, so as not to run out of energy tomorrow." ”
I knew that Guan Shi didn't want to say it, and he couldn't ask it anymore, so he didn't ask, lying in his arms, listening to his heartbeat.
Guan Shi's heartbeat is very powerful, very rhythmic, very comfortable to listen to, and can make people feel at ease.
Since listening to his heartbeat, I have found that I enjoy listening to his heartbeat more and more, and I can gradually fall asleep to the sound of his heartbeat.
Just when I was about to fall asleep, I suddenly heard a "bang", I was startled, and before anyone could react to what was going on, they shouted: "Guan, Guan......"
The screaming was loud and panicked, as if Guan Fan was not by my side, but in fact, Guan Fan was holding it in my hands.
Guan Yan patted me on the back and said, "Don't be afraid, it's the sound of the wind blowing the curtains." I'm going to close the window. ”
As he spoke, Guan Shi was about to push me away.
"Don't, don't ......" I held on, "don't go, don't go, I'm afraid." ”
Before I could finish speaking, I actually cried.
Originally, in the past two days, under the company and persecution of Guan Shi, my startled problems were almost cured, but who knew that I had a nightmare, and I returned to before the reform and opening up.
No, it's worse than before it opened, I'm scared and crying.
"Okay, I'm not leaving. You loosen up, don't wear yourself out. Guan Yan's hand grabbed my hand, trying to let me loosen some of my strength.
But I didn't seem to understand Guan Yan's words, thinking that he was parting my hand because he wanted to push me away and hug him tighter: "Don't, don't push me away, I'm afraid, I'm really afraid." Guan Shi, don't push me away, don't leave me, I'm afraid ......"
Hearing that my voice had changed, Guan Yan reached out and touched the corner of my eye, then reached into my clothes, touched my back, and then pressed my head into his arms, closed his arms, and held me tightly in his arms, and gently rested his chin on the top of my head.
Guan Shi just hugged me in his arms and didn't say anything, but I felt very comforted.
Because I felt that he was hugging me like this, as if he was going to hold my whole body in his arms, which made me feel very safe.
"Sleep, sleep." Guan Yan's hand against the back of my heart, patting it for a while, coaxing me to sleep like a child.
In Guan Shi's arms, listening to his powerful heartbeat and feeling his gentle patting, my heart gradually settled down and slowly fell asleep.
But I didn't sleep well, and I could wake up when there was any movement outside.
I don't know how many times I woke up, but when I woke up, I saw that it was dawn.
Guan Shi saw that I was awake and asked, "Are you feeling better?" ”
I nodded silently.
"It's better, just get up, I still have to go to school today,"
I shook my head and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
I don't want to say that my face is buried in his arms and I hug him tighter.
"Are you afraid to go to school?" Guan Shi guessed my thoughts.
I nodded in his arms, "Guan Shi, I'm scared." ”
"Mo Ran, let me ask you a question, have you ever thought about how to solve the black-faced female ghost?"
I thought for a moment and shook my head: "No." ”
"You didn't even think about going over to deal with her, did you?"
"Hmm." Guan Shi is right, I really didn't think about solving the black-faced female ghost.
The black-faced female ghost is too terrible for me, I can't avoid it, how can I want to solve her.
"Huh." Guan Shi heard my honest answer and smiled.
Hearing Guan Yan's laughter, I felt a faint feeling that I had done something wrong and been blamed, but I didn't find out what I was wrong, so I asked, "Did I do something wrong?" ”
"It's not wrong, it's your nature. You are weak by nature, and you can endure when you are bullied, and you can hide and hide. If this were a person with a strong temperament, she would definitely find a way to deal with the black-faced female ghost. If you are a little stronger, it is estimated that I will be able to solve the black-faced female ghost on the spot to prevent future troubles. And for the past two days, you haven't even mentioned it. ”
Speaking of this, Guan Yan patted me on the back of the head and continued: "You don't want to go to school today, and you definitely haven't thought about solving the black-faced female ghost. ”
Listening to Guan Shi's meaning, I didn't do anything wrong, but I didn't do it right.
However, I didn't feel that way, I felt like I was doing well.
My thoughts were: If the black-faced female ghost doesn't come to provoke me, I won't take the initiative to provoke her. If I can hide from her for the rest of my life, I am definitely willing to hide from her for the rest of my life.
I have to say here that I'm really a soft bun, I can only endure being bullied, I will only hide if I am afraid of being bullied, and I never think about fighting back or anything.
"Asleep?" Seeing that I didn't speak, Guan Yan patted me on the back of the head again.
I hurriedly said, "No." ”
"Why don't you talk if you're not asleep?"
"I don't know what to say."
Actually, it's not like I don't really know what to say, I know that Guan Shi told me so much, just to make me stronger, to go to school, to face the black-faced female ghost, to solve her.
But as the saying goes, the country is easy to change and difficult to change, how could I immediately become strong because of these few words, change my mind and go to school, to face the black-faced female ghost and solve her.
If I could get stronger immediately, I wouldn't be me, I wouldn't be the soft bun me.
Guan Shi also seemed to guess what I thought, and sighed lightly: "I don't know what to say, just let me arrange." Today you go to school ......"
"No, shut down, don't. I just had a nightmare last night, and I haven't gotten over yet, I don't want to go to school so early, and I'll go back in a few days, okay? ”
"Just today." Guan Yan said non-negotiable, after speaking, he sat up directly with me, and after getting up, we naturally separated.
Guan Shi raised my face and let me look at him and said, "Mo Ran, I don't ask you to be a very kind and compassionate person, so in the past two days, it happens to be the weekend, and you didn't mention the words of solving the female ghost, and I didn't say that you must solve the black-faced female ghost and eliminate the harm for the people." ”
"But this black-faced female ghost is coming for you, and you have been running away for two days, and you can't run away anymore. If you run away from it, it's a matter of your attitude. ”
"People can't run away from things when they encounter them. In the past, whether you endured it or hid, it was all before. Now that I am by your side, you don't run away anymore and face it bravely. ”
Hearing the sentence that I was by your side, I thought Guan Shi was going to go to school with me, and asked in surprise: "Do you want to go to school with me?" ”
I thought to myself that if Guan Shi went to school with me, then I would definitely not be afraid.
Who knew that Guan Shi said: "Send you to the door." ”
I suddenly couldn't be happy, and pulled Guan Yan's sleeve and said, "Can you go to school with me?" I don't dare alone. ”
"I can't accompany you to school, because if I'm by your side, the black-faced female ghost won't dare to show up. If she doesn't show up......"
"Wouldn't it be better if she didn't show up?" I took the conversation and said.
Guan Yan's eyes suddenly became deep when he looked at me.
He just looked at me like that, and didn't speak.
I was seen by him as weak-hearted, and suddenly it occurred to me that Guan Shi said that he did not ask me to be a very kind and compassionate person, so if I said this, does it mean that I am not kind and compassionate?
Woo, I'm not unkind, I'm not compassionate, I'm just too bun to dare.
Seeing that Guan Shi kept looking at me and didn't speak, I couldn't hold my breath and asked weakly, "What's wrong?" Am I not right? ”
"If you want to keep running away, I don't think you should stop going to school, let's leave."
Leave?
I didn't expect Guan Shi to suddenly say something about leaving, I was stunned for a while, and it took me a while to figure out the twists and turns in it.
If you want the black-faced female ghost to never appear, you have to be by my side all the time. And Guan Shi still has his own things to do, and he can't be by my side all the time.
Then, if you don't want the black-faced female ghost to appear, you have to stop going to school.
Guan Shi said that when I graduated, we would leave. If I don't go to school anymore, then Guan Shi will find a reason to leave.
Thinking about this, I hurriedly shook my head: "No, don't leave, I'll go to school." ”
"If you don't dare to face it, don't force it. I promise you'll stay by my side at all times, and no ghost will dare to provoke you again. Guan Shi said kindly.
But I had to refuse his kindness, and if I didn't, he would take me away.
I haven't figured out how to say goodbye to my mom, I don't want to leave so early.
I forced a laugh: "Not forced, not forced at all." ”
After speaking, tears came out uncontrollably.
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