Chapter Thirty-Seven: Flowers Blooming in the Dust
In the last century, Zhang Ailing, a talented woman of a generation, met Hu Lancheng, and wrote on the back of the photo she gave him, "When I saw him, she became very low, low to the dust." But her heart rejoiced, and blossomed out of the dust. Such a sentence.
It is the humble gesture of a woman in front of the man she loves, because of love, she has abandoned her pride and self-esteem, and is willing to be lowered to the dust of insignificance. But my heart was overjoyed, even if it was low to the dust, it also bloomed in the dust.
When he first read this sentence, Su Wen, who was ignorant of emotional matters, could only understand the meaning behind the sentence from the writer's emotional experience. I don't know much about it, but I can't empathize because I've never experienced it.
However, before the start of the evening self-study, she was called by Song Yuanzhi, a senior sister in the second and third classes of high school, to the office of the Literature Club of the Student Activity Center of Bode Middle School, and the senior sister distributed a copy of the latest newspaper published by the Literature Club to the new students of the Literature Club.
At that moment, Su Wen suddenly realized the pen of the talented female writer Zhang Ailing, "When I saw him, she became very low, very low, low to the dust." But her heart rejoiced, and blossomed out of the dust. "What a feeling.
If you don't go down to the dust, you will never understand the bitterness and bitterness of the flowers that bloom in the dust, and how much even desperate expectations are contained in it, and that expectation finally brings the dawn of dawn.
At the beginning, I was painful and entangled all night in order to join the literary club, on the one hand, the academic performance of the girls who were at the bottom of the top class made the girls anxious and anxious, and on the other hand, the dreams that I had carried in my heart for many years, the palms and backs of my hands were all meat, no matter which side I chose and discarded the other, the girls had to experience the pain of tearing in the heart.
The girl's entanglement may only be understood by herself, once Su Wen told Zhang Xiaoli about this matter, and the innocent and ignorant Zhang Xiaoli only said: "If you want to join the Literature Club, why don't you join it directly?" ”
Su Wen hesitated to explain: "I...... My academic performance is not good, and I must have a lot of things to do after joining the Literature Club, and I have to spend time writing articles, so I have a lot less time to study, and I am worried that it will be more difficult for my academic performance to improve if this continues......"
Zhang Xiaoli listened ignorantly, "Hmm...... That's right, but you can join in, it shouldn't take much time! ”
"That's the word, but it's ......"
However, the stupid bird has to fly first in order to catch up with the birds that are naturally good at flying. Su Wen has been well aware of this since she was a child, and a stupid bird like her, does she have the right to choose to fly to the beautiful flowers and plants to play? His own qualifications can't be compared with the top students in the second class and even the entire Bode Middle School, if he doesn't work hard and doesn't spend more time studying, I'm afraid Su Wen will only face the end of being in the bottom for a long time.
In the end, Su Wen was still defeated by Song Yu's sentence "People live for a lifetime, and there is only one time at the age of 16", which defeated the last line of defense in his heart.
You can't have both, but this time, Su Wen showed his greatest determination and decided to fight hard for his ideals. She had foreseen the difficulties ahead, and she was determined to set a goal of having both fish and bear's paws.
An ordinary thing for others, for Su Wen, she needs to make such a decision that is insignificant to others with a desperate determination.
For the dream of persisting in his heart, Su Wen can also say that he is low to the dust. And the moment he saw the article that occupied the largest area on the first page of the newspaper of the Literary Society, Su Wen became more and more convinced of the correctness of the decision he made.
Beautiful flowers can bloom even in the dust, and for this, she is full of joy, and even has the urge to burst into tears.
"What's wrong? Little beauty? Song Yuanzhi smiled, the corners of her mouth were shallow, and she was beautiful, "Are you stupid when you see your article published?" ”
"Wow, the first article is really Su Wen's, the one that wrote about dogs?" In the conference room, Deng Jiaming held the newspaper in his hand, and when he saw the article written by Su Wen that he had laughed at, he was as surprised as if he was facing a great enemy.
"Yes, classmate Jiaming, you can't laugh at classmate Su Wen next time!" Song Yuanzhi smiled at Deng Jiaming, but there was no accusation in his words, "I have heard Song Yu say it!" ”
"Damn!" Deng Jiaming puffed out his cheeks and complained in a low voice, "Song Yu, that kid! ”
The senior sister seems to have a very good temper, and treats Deng Jiaming as close as her own brother, "What's wrong?" Jiaming-sang? ”
As soon as he saw the gentle and lovely smile of the goddess, Deng Jiaming smirked happily, "Hehe, Senior Sister Yuan Zhi, it's nothing!" It's nothing! ”
Song Yuanzhi smiled sweetly at Deng Jiaming, and turned to look at Su Wen, who was standing aside, "Su Wen? ”
"Senior Sister Yuan Zhi, what's wrong?" Su Wen still didn't come back to his senses in the joy of beating the drum in his heartbeat, and his little face was still full of joy that could not be hidden when he responded to the call of his senior sister.
"It's nothing, I just want to tell you to keep up the good work! The article is very well written! Song Yuanzhi smiled very gently at Su Wen, and her words were heartfelt praise and appreciation.
Without waiting for Su Wen to answer, Song Yuanzhi immediately added: "Even Li Qilin, the instructor of our Literature Club, praised you by name!" ”
Su Wen experienced several joys in a row, flattered but excited: "Really? Senior Sister Yuan Zhi, what did the teacher say? ”
"Haha, what a silly girl," Song Yuanzhi patted Su Wen's shoulder, "The teacher said, your article is sincere, full of your true feelings for the puppy you raised in your childhood, the language is fresh and beautiful, simple and sincere, it is very touching to read, it is a rare masterpiece~"
Song Yuanzhi stuck out her tongue, "That's probably it!" ”
Su Wen laughed shyly after hearing this, he never thought that his article would be praised by the teacher, "Thank you, senior sister, and thank you, teacher!" ”
"That's so well said? Is it that good? I'll check it out! Deng Jiaming on the side held a newspaper in his hand and pretended to be serious and read Su Wen's article.
was hit by Deng Jiaming several times, but Su Wen did not hold a grudge against Deng Jiaming, but was accustomed to Deng Jiaming's straightforward and fast-talking problems, even if his efforts were finally recognized by others, and he was poured cold water for no reason when he was full of joy, Su Wen was not annoyed or angry, but his words were humble from the heart, "Actually, it's not much better, it's the senior sister and the teacher who have won the award." ”
"I don't think it's really good, I don't like to look at this type, it's like keeping a running account!" Deng Jiaming glanced at Su Wen's article a few times, and said bluntly again.
When Song Yuanzhi heard Deng Jiaming's arrogant words, she couldn't help but say, "Classmate Jiaming, it's not that senior sister said you, your way of speaking really has to be changed, sometimes it's too direct and hurtful!" ”
"Uh, Yuan Zhi...... Senpai, do I have one? Deng Jiaming's head was confused, he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with his words.
Song Yuanzhi stroked her forehead helplessly, "Hey, classmate Jiaming, think about it yourself!" Take care of the idea of taking care of girls, don't be so direct. ”
"Whose idea is it to take care of?" Deng Jiaming smiled hippiely, "Senior Sister Yuan Zhi, I take care of your thoughts." ”
"Come on, you and Song Yu are both younger brothers in my eyes, and they are both little kids!" Song Yuanzhi responded unceremoniously.
Deng Jiaming hurriedly denied it, "Senior Sister Yuan Zhi, where am I a little brat?" I'm a year older than Song Yu, and I'm not much different from you, okay? ”
"Good! Jiaming, you're not a little kid, right? Song Yuanzhi coaxed the new junior who entered the literary club, thinking that she still needed someone to coax her, so she covered her mouth and snickered, "Song Yu is a little kid!" ”
As soon as Song Yuanzhi's words fell, the door of the activity room of the literary club sounded two knocks, and Song Yuanzhi's facial features were not fully opened, and even a young man with a little baby fat pushed open the door and stretched out his head.
The boy had a grinning smile on his face, "I'm sorry, I just went to the teacher to get a document, I'm late!" ”
"Song Yu? What are you doing here? Seeing the boy coming, Su Wen asked in surprise.
The boy smiled, "Can't I come?" I also joined the Literature Club! ”
Su Wengang wanted to ask Song Yu why he suddenly joined the literary club, but saw that the boy had turned his head to the side of the down-and-out Song Yuanzhi, and the boy lowered his voice and shouted at Song Yuanzhi, "Stinky garden!" Then he asked, "What did you just say about me?!" ”
"Stinky boy, it's not big or small! How dare you call your sister by her name? As a cousin, Song Yuanzhi's momentum is not inferior to her younger brother.
Song Yu was angry, "Did you just say that I was a little brat?" ”
"Uh, is there one? Classmate Jiaming," Song Yuanzhi snickered and turned to Deng Jiaming, winking at him, "I just said that Classmate Song Yu is a little kid?" ”
Deng Jiaming's head shook like a rattle, "No, no!" I promise with my personality that absolutely nothing! Senior Sister Yuan Zhi didn't say anything bad about you! ”
Facing Deng Jiaming, who temporarily defected to the camp, Song Yu directly punched him on the shoulder, "Your personality is a bird!" Deng Jiaming, you traitor! ”
Deng Jiaming was agile and successfully evaded the pursuit of Song Yu's fist, shouting "I don't dare!" ”
"Hahahaha~" Song Yuanzhi on the side didn't care about the image of the goddess at all, covered her mouth and smiled.
The new members of the literary club in the conference room also enjoyed the interesting play of the boys as if they were watching a play, and they had not yet had in-depth contact with the high-level backbone of the literary club, and the new members had been conquered by Song Yuanzhi's own joyful affinity. It turns out that the dignified and beautiful goddess is not only to watch from afar, but also to play closely, the goddess also has such a down-to-earth side, so the new members relaxed their nervous mood and were no longer restrained.
Su Wen sat on the chair of the conference seat and was ignored for a long time, and when Song Yu and Deng Jiaming had enough trouble and sat on the chair next to the girl with great interest, Su Wen said the doubts that he hadn't asked before: "Eh, why did you join the literary club too?" I haven't heard you say that before. ”
Song Yu smiled like starlight, approached the girl's ear and covered it with his palm, "Haha, let me tell you quietly, I joined the literary club because of my sister's obscenity!! ”