Chapter 476: We Don't Fit
Ye Jinghao served her vegetables several times, and originally wanted to say something, but in the end, he just showed it with his actions, but he didn't say a word.
Knowing the dishes she likes, I will still clip some for her, although I usually say that my boyfriend may not be so competent, I still have some understanding of her preferences.
Ren Xiaoou also thanked him out of politeness, and then continued to eat very quietly.
It can only be said that the atmosphere between the two of them at this moment is really a bit weird.
Ren Xiaoou saw his actions like this today, in fact, his heart was a little shaken, today, he was so gentle with himself, which he had never treated himself before.
So when he treats himself like this, his heart is somewhat wavering. It's rare that he can be so gentle with himself, and he is really a little reluctant.
The opportunity is rare, if you lose such an opportunity, I don't know if there will be a next time next time, and I whispered in my heart to ask, are you really willing to do it?
Even if you are reluctant, you have to give it up, after all, it is really difficult for you, so you made up your mind and decided to do this, you can't just give up.
"This dessert, you eat it, it's pretty good." After the meal, Ye Jinghao specially ordered a dessert for her, knowing that she liked to eat.
I never thought about myself before, and the most I said to him was what I liked to eat, but I never thought that I would take the initiative to order some desserts for her.
"Thank you." Ren Xiaoou just said some words of thanks on the surface, but his heart was a little magnificent, and he couldn't imagine that he remembered his preferences and knew what kind of desserts he liked to eat.
Today's performance made me feel a little moved, how could he be so gentle in his usual life. It's more that he doesn't care about himself, he only cares about himself.
Ye Jinghao still feels really depressed, she has done her part, but her attitude towards herself is still lukewarm. What the hell does she have to do to treat herself as usual?
At this moment, I can only sigh at the woman's thoughts, it's really hard to guess. Or is it that at the beginning, I didn't have much attention to women, so I never guessed what women thought, but the woman in front of me is different from other women, no matter how I say that she is my girlfriend, I should know more about her.
Before, she would never treat herself like this, and she always seemed very enthusiastic when facing herself, but today she seems so cold, which makes her feel a little strange.
Because I couldn't react for a while, I still wasn't used to her treating myself like this, in short, I couldn't say the reason, but my heart was very dissatisfied with her treating herself like this, and I always felt that she shouldn't treat herself like this.
On the other hand, if you treat yourself like this, how should you treat yourself? I can't think about this question myself.
Her own rights have her own way of choosing, no matter how she treats herself, it seems that she has no opinions and requirements, after all, she can't ask her, what she does to herself.
Usually I rarely think about her, let alone force her to do to herself at this time.
After the meal, Ye Jinghao didn't speak first, but waited for her to speak first, because he didn't know what to say to her.
What's more, at the beginning, she took the initiative to invite herself, so she should have something to say to herself. After that, she waited quietly, waiting for her to tell herself, looking at her so calm, she seemed to be a little uncalm.
"Is there something wrong with not going to me? Why don't you say it. Ye Jinghao has been waiting for her to take the initiative to speak, but he has waited for so long and has not seen her, and he is ready to speak, so he can only ask.
Ren Xiaoou still looked at her with that unhurried look, and then spoke after a long while.
"The reason why I called you out today is just that I think there is a problem between the two of us, and we should find a time to talk about it." After Ren Xiaoou finished eating the dessert, he wiped his mouth and was silent for a while before he spoke lightly.
The problem has been in my heart for a long time, in fact, I have long wanted to find a time to talk about this problem. I've been running away from it before, so I haven't been able to find the right time.
I may be worried that if I tear these things apart, the relationship between myself and him will change. Or I have always been very reluctant, and it is precisely because of this reluctant mentality that I have always kept it in my heart and never said it.
I didn't want to go on like this, so after thinking about it for a long time, I decided to find a time to talk to him and make it clear what the relationship between them was.
I have always been wavering and undecided, but in fact, this matter should have been solved a long time ago.
"That's right, this is really a good time to sit down and talk about it, I usually don't have much time because I'm busy with work." Ye Jinghao may not know that this problem has always been between the two of them, and it has not been resolved, so he should indeed find a time for the two of them to sit down and have a good chat.
It's just that she didn't expect that she hadn't taken action yet, but she took the initiative to put forward this point of view. I'd like to hear it, what would she say?
"Before, I have always had a special contradiction in my heart, and I don't know if it's right or wrong to do this? I'm afraid to hear your answer, I'm afraid your answer isn't what I wanted. Ren Xiaoou felt that since he had already said it at this time, he should express his mentality to him directly.
Anyway, it's only one time, no matter what, I told him bluntly that there is only one time and no second time, so I will never do such a stupid thing in the future.
"I'm sorry, I haven't been with you much because I'm busy with work before." Ye Jinghao: I don't know my own reasons, in fact, she knows her own reasons, and she really doesn't have much time to spend with her, that's the biggest reason.
I also thought about spending more time with her, but every time there was an unexpected situation, there were other things, so this kind of thought only existed in my mind, and it never happened in reality.
Knowing that she might be angry with herself about these things, even if so, so what? Every time I couldn't make it to the appointment, I would explain it to her.
Ye Jinghao felt that she had done everything she should have done, so what did she still want to do?
"I've heard a lot of these words, I don't want to hear them today, I just want to have a good chat with you about the future between us, is there a future?" Ren Xiaoou really didn't dare to think if there was really a future between them? I just want to have a good chat with him about this today.
"Why would you say such a thing? Why do you feel like there's no future between us. Ye Jinghao was really a little frightened by her words, and at first thought she was just nagging, complaining that she usually didn't have much time to accompany her.
But at this moment, when I heard her say these words, I felt that what she said was true. At this moment, I somehow made myself feel a little scared, if all of this she said was true.
Could it be that she asked herself out today, just to break up with herself?
Suddenly knowing this, I was a little unacceptable, after all, I never thought that one day she would propose to break up with her.
Because in her heart, she never thought that she would break up with herself, and thought that she would understand herself, understand herself, and then she would keep waiting, but today her performance was a little beyond her expectations.
She looks like she wants to break up with herself, how can she break up with her?
"You've never made any promises to me, and I don't know what you want, so I want to make it clear to you today, maybe I shouldn't delay your time." Ren Xiaoou's heart had already been mentally prepared, after all, it had been so long, but there didn't seem to be much progress between himself and her.
It's no wonder that he has such thoughts, because he didn't say that he didn't give him time, in fact, he really gave him a lot of time and gave him a lot of opportunities, but he didn't find and didn't cherish himself, and he really didn't want to go on like this, after all, there wasn't much youth that could let himself be wasted like this.
"I don't understand what you're saying, what kind of thing is it, and what I've done wrong." Ye Jinghao really didn't understand the meaning of her words, after all, what she said was a little confused, and she was a little out of the situation.
"It's not that you've done anything wrong, maybe we're really inappropriate." Ren Xiaoou didn't say that he did anything wrong, so he chose to break up with him because they were really not suitable for each other.
If they were really suitable for each other, how could they be like this. After thinking about it for a long time and struggling for a long time, I finally decided to take this step.
"How is it not appropriate? Didn't we have a good time before? "I couldn't figure out what I was doing wrong, and I didn't know why he was suddenly saying something like that.
"In your heart, your work will always be more important than mine." It's not a one-time or two-time thing, and I've been tolerating it for a long time.
"You know, I'm usually busy with work, I don't have much time to notice your mood, maybe you think I haven't given you any promises, but I think if I can't do it, what's the use of saying those promises, it's just empty words." Ye Jinghao explained clearly to her at this time, not that he was unwilling to give her promises, but that those promises could not be made, so what was different from not saying it.