Chapter 124: Ask Your Heart
Do you know?
"When a person who is very, very important to you, one day leaves you with a huge lie, gone forever, year after year, you see that lie little by little in endless waiting, a little bit of despair, and even stop expecting ......"
The boy's cold voice seemed to have traveled hundreds of millions of light years, hitting the eardrum word by word, and it was so clear that there was a kind of unreal illusion and etherealism.
"When you don't expect it anymore and are used to life without that person, she doesn't say hello and comes back. When you see her, there is only suppressed anger, only endless pain and torment. Do you think you'll be able to face her again? ”
Do you know? You must not know.
Song Yu looked at Su Wen's pensive eyes, and a bitter smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
Song Yu's words made Su Wen feel like a fish in her throat, although she didn't empathize with her, she could understand Song Yu's mood of "can't face it anymore". After encountering this change, no one can pretend to be indifferent and embrace the person who hurt him the most in the first place.
The scars on the heart will scab over one day, but when you touch it again, the unforgettable pain strikes again, and perhaps only by escaping can you avoid the endless invasion of pain.
With a sour feeling between his noses, Su Wen suddenly remembered Song Yuanzhi's words, and suddenly seemed to have been poured a basin of cold water, and the emotional emotions generated by empathy suddenly woke up, and his reason returned little by little.
Su Wen blinked, how could he be persuaded by the other party when he came to be a lobbyist?
Knowing that he has a hard mouth and a soft heart, everything seems cold and ruthless to the outside world, but because of the word "care", it is just a son's protest against his mother's abandonment for many years, and it is just a painful struggle endured by a wounded heart. If it is really because of this stubbornness that he is carrying to death, he misses the opportunity to release his suspicions with his mother, and is separated from the other side of the ocean, the next time we meet, what year and month will it be?
I'm afraid that, as Song Yuanzhi said, what Song Yu will face in the future may just be endless regrets and thoughts. Regrets pile up, thoughts stretch endlessly, and when we meet again, all the unwillingness and grievances explode into deeper hatred, and the situation will only develop in a worse direction.
No, no, she didn't want to see their mother and son go for the worse.
"If it were me, maybe I wouldn't be able to face it. I am not a saint, I have my own joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and I can't be generous, I can't be kind to sentient beings, and I can't easily forgive the person who hurt me deeply. I may be like you, and I can't face it. ”
After a while, after Su Wen thought deeply, he looked into the boy's eyes seriously, and solemnly spit out every word.
"But if it were me, I wouldn't want to run away, I wouldn't run away. No matter what unpleasant things happened in the past, I can't always hold on to the past, which will only make the present and the future fall into the pain of the past. In the long run, you will be stuck in the pain of the past and will not be able to get out, and you may not be able to face the pain of the past for the rest of your life. ”
As soon as the words fell, Su Wen swallowed his saliva, nervous that cold sweat broke out in his palms, clenched his fists, and Su Wen brewed to confide the words in his heart.
She swore that she had never given such a fluent "speech" in the past sixteen years.
"Rabindranath Tagore once said: 'If you cry when you miss the sun, you will miss the stars too.'" In fact, our life path is full of thorns, and everyone is not immune, and everyone may be stabbed and bruised by it at any time. The pain of growing up is normal and needs to be accepted. If you don't forget the pain of the past, and don't face up to the 'sun' you lost in the past, how can you grasp the stars that truly belong to you? ”
Song Yu's eyes drooped, as if she fell into deep thought with the girl's infectious words.
"Ask your own heart, are you really willing to live with hatred all the time?"
(To be continued)