"Donor, the world is bitter, there is also sweetness, and the donor is only willing to taste the sweetness, but dare not face the bitterness?" The Buddha turned around and asked, Li Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment, and took two steps back.

Bitter and sweet, both sides of the spectrum, she has always been, only bitterness has stimulated her the most, she is afraid, it is accompanied by a painful memory, and it will hit her heart from time to time, making her a little breathless.

How should she explain it to the Buddha? She struggled in her heart, unwilling to be ordinary, but she was afraid of deception! This kind of unstable mood often keeps her awake at night, can ordinary people really endure this kind of pain? Li Xiaoyu didn't understand, and her confused heart made her clenched hands tremble slightly.

How she wished that someone could see her. And she was able to pull herself, but she didn't. She is only in the dark, she has never seen the light, how do you make her yearn?

The Buddha's sincere eyes made Li Xiaoyu feel warm in her heart, she didn't need too much material, she just needed others to recognize herself, although she also had some small shortcomings, but she would also work hard to change it, wouldn't she?

Other people's eyes are like a silver needle quenched with poison, which will stab her all over her body from time to time, she is the most fragile Xiaoyu, but no one wants to sympathize with her. She had to hide in the corner alone, not knowing when, there would be a place for her soul!

Have a home...... Without a soul, without love, she lives like a walking corpse, what is the point of this life?

"Buddha! Save me! ”

Li Xiaoyu knelt on the ground with pleading eyes in her eyes. The Buddha was half-squatting, smiled again, and said, "Donor don't have to be too sad, you have a loving heart, and you are the Buddha's most loving child." ”

Li Xiaoyu raised her head and met the Buddha's eyes as pure as water, as if there must be a treasure spring that nourishes the soul in the depths there. All the sadness in her heart collapsed in an instant, and the tears flowed even more violently, and the Buddha lovingly wiped away her tears.

"Light rain, only after experiencing spring, summer, autumn and winter, cold and warm and warm, this is a complete year." The Buddha said again, his words were soft, but with the power to soothe people's hearts.

"Life first gave Xiaoyu pain, then it will definitely give Xiaoyu sweetness in the end."

"Why do you know my name is Xiaoyu?" Li Xiaoyu asked suspiciously.

The Buddha's kind appearance made Li Xiaoyu feel very secure, she wanted to follow him and listen to him answer her questions, but ...... She can't be so selfish. The Buddha is a person who wants to purify all sentient beings, she can't be so strong.

She also understands that this desire to possess is undoubtedly her insecurity, and she is afraid that she will have nothing, and she is afraid that she will have to suffer in silence in the future. She thought that it would be good if the Buddha could always think about himself.

Catching a glimpse of the red corner of the robe, Li Xiaoyu restrained her emotions. She knew she was cowardly, and she had tried the consequences of this emotional out-of-control. She was afraid, and afraid that she would not be able to overcome it again.

Li Xiaoyu, Li Xiaoyu, why do you have such a sensitive heart? Isn't it good to live like wood? Sometimes, she still envies those who have no heart and lungs, because the changes in the outside world will not stimulate them.

The wry smile at the corner of the mouth is crooked, this white and round face is like a mud doll, and the stiff expression gives people a sense of oppression.

"Buddha...... Say, "Why am I not happy?" Why, I'm not happy for long? Li Xiaoyu asked again.

With a worried heart, she still asked. These problems that had been bothering her like crazy magic also became clear at this moment, and she seemed to be alive to be happy.

The Buddha put the nine-ring tin staff in Li Xiaoyu's hand and said, "Pick it up and stand up." You can't land on the ground, so you have to keep a certain distance from the ground and hold it. ”

Although Li Xiaoyu was full of doubts, she still picked it up. This tin staff is heavy, and when I just held it, I felt a little heavy, and it was a little tiring to continue to hold it.

Buddha: "Hold it steady, don't let it touch the ground." ”

Li Xiaoyu: "Heavy!" ”

Buddha: "That's right, without weight, it's not a tin staff." ”

Li Xiaoyu: "The Buddha is holding it like this, isn't he tired?" ”

Buddha: "This is Buddhism, it is a kind of inner faith, if Xiaoyu regards it as a faith, then it will not be a time to let it have a place." ”

Li Xiaoyu seemed to understand something, but she still wanted to hear the Buddha tell her these truths.

"Why can you get hurt so easily? Is it because I didn't protect my heart properly? Li Xiaoyu asked.

"Keeping your mind calm is the same as letting the tin rod hit the ground. If Xiaoyu could treat it with an ordinary heart, everything might be different. "Buddha said.

Li Xiaoyu's hands are sore, this tin staff is really heavy. Buddha ...... And how do you keep it in your hands? Could it be that this inner faith can really make people forget these painful moments?

I saw that the Buddha nodded, as if agreeing with Li Xiaoyu's unspoken thoughts.

"Buddha, you taught me to learn to protect myself?" Li Xiaoyu asked.

"It was Xiaoyu who realized it herself, I just gave you a tin staff." Buddha said.

The monk's unfathomability was unimaginable to Li Xiaoyu, and she suddenly felt that she was hypocritical.

The Buddha took back the tin staff, and then said, "Xiaoyu come with me to a place." ”

The lonely willow dances in the spring breeze, this casual appearance makes people look at it without feeling any distress, but after the wind passes, no one notices when the willow is lonely. Without the wind to accompany it, it is just a lifeless dead thing.

Chang'an City is full of green grass, and there are people who come out to go out or play. Of course, there are many who come to do business. This bustling city is full of people from all over the world.

BMW incense cars, finely carved jade buildings, and the canvas flying in the wind, as far as the eye can see, there is a moving scenery everywhere.

Countless palace walls are surrounded by nobles who are rich and unmatched. A carriage drove in slowly, and there were palace maids and eunuchs everywhere who were evading, and the plain white palace clothes overshadowed the whole palatial palace.

The carriage stopped, and it was stopped in the main hall of the palace. Generally, those who can drive the carriage in are either powerful ministers or rich or noble.

The eunuch took the wooden sign, his face was shocked, but he still shouted a little calmly: "The prince of the Vermilion Bird Kingdom has arrived!" ”

All the palace maids knelt down one after another, although they didn't know that the prince of Suzaku Kingdom would come, but they still knelt instinctively. The Vermilion Bird Country is much better than the Great Yuan Kingdom in terms of strength and customs.

In the hall, a eunuch hurriedly ran in, lifted his robe, knelt down and said, "Niangniang, the prince of the Vermilion Bird Kingdom is here to mourn!" ”

Li Shujun was also a little surprised, this Vermilion Bird Country is so well-informed? It's only been two days to know?

She tidied up her makeup, and said to the eunuch, "Please come in quickly!" ”

The eunuch ran away, and this smoke took people to the palace. The other ministers also knelt on the ground, for fear of neglecting the distinguished guests.

Qianrui bowed slightly and said, "I've seen Niangniang!" ”

Li Shujun gave a handful of help, and also said: "Hurry up and sit down, and serve the prince good tea!" ”

The palace maids immediately retreated, and this look of sincere fear also implied that the status of the Great Yuan Kingdom was inferior to that of the Suzaku Kingdom. Although the prince of the Vermilion Bird Kingdom asked Niangniang for peace just now, it was just out of respect for the elders of the younger generation. Strictly speaking, it is still necessary for the mother to salute the prince.

Li Shujun was a little embarrassed, she didn't know how to get along with this prince. At this time, Prime Minister Fang Chengmou walked out from among the ministers and said, "The prince of the Vermilion Bird Kingdom has a heart, and my emperor is naturally extremely pleased to have a spirit in the sky. ”

Qianrui: "Your Majesty, the true dragon son of heaven, will definitely be blessed for ten thousand years." ”

Li Shujun glanced at the prime minister gratefully, and then regained his calm expression.

Qianrui was dressed elegantly, if it weren't for this wooden sign showing his identity, most people would still think that he was just a noble son of a family.

He has a dusty temperament, like a handsome son who is not stained with mortal dust, and like the pride of the day, he exudes an innate nobility. Either way, he behaved extremely elegantly and with just the right amount of sophistication.

Prime Minister: "The prince is here alone?" Do I need accommodation for you? ”

As a guest and host, it is natural to fulfill the friendship of the landlord.

Qianrui: "Thank you, I already have a place to live, so I won't bother." ”

Li Shujun: "It's so good, you don't have to worry about the prince." ”

The atmosphere slowly became lively, and several ministers also came over to talk to Qianrui, and after a few words of greeting, the eunuch hurriedly came in and said: "King Anyang has arrived!" ”

Li Shujun frowned, what is this person doing here?

Before you see him, you hear his voice first. "Hahaha! It is really an honor for the prince of the Suzaku Kingdom to come here. ”

Such a free and uninhibited language, I don't know, I still think he is the king of this Great Yuan. Li Shujun was alarmed in her heart, she must be careful of this King of Anyang. This person's purpose is not pure, if he is not careful, I am afraid that this great yuan will fall into his hands.

The person who came was dressed in a dark brown official robe, with a white jade crown on his head and silver rhyolite boots on his feet...... He's here to inspect!

"I've seen the queen, the prince of the Vermilion Bird Kingdom!" This person spoke, although he was saying respectful words, but there was no respect in his expression, but there was still a feeling of familiarity.

Li Shujun: "I haven't seen King Anyang for a long time, come here, give the prince a seat!" ”

King Anyang: "Hahaha, thank you, Queen!" Then you're welcome! ”

In this way, King Anyang sat opposite Qianrui, while Li Shujun sat on the main seat of the main hall.

"Prince, it's rare to come to my Dayuan, but this time I have to go to the king's residence to talk about it." After King Anyang finished speaking, he also looked at Qianrui's expression.