"What are you going to talk to me about?" An Li asked in a hoarse voice.

The man's head rested on her halving, and after a while, he said sullenly: "That day...... I didn't mean to. ”

An Li was silent, her expression a little stunned.

Her silence seemed to aggravate his uneasiness, and Jun Ling said again, "I didn't mean to avoid you. ”

An Lixin said: So now you're explaining to her? And in order to prove that he didn't deliberately avoid it, he offered a kiss as soon as he came in to show his position.

She was a little funny, the depression of the previous two days disappeared all at once, and she didn't know what to say for a while.

"So, don't lock yourself up." After a long time, Jun Ling said again.

Although his tone didn't sound weak, An Li still heard the slow weakness in his words.

So...... Jun Ling thought that she had locked herself in the house these days because she was depressed that day? An Li sighed and was speechless for a moment.

After a long time, feeling that the person on his body was getting stiffer and stiffer, as if he was about to be crushed by uneasiness, An Li said: "Don't think nonsense. ”

An Li felt that she was in love, and it was quite cheap.

She lost the initiative from the beginning and was always led by the other party.

But on the contrary, she seems to be willing to eat.

Just like at this time, it was An Li who went to coax Junling, and after locking herself up for a few days, her mood did not change for the better, but some things seemed to have been figured out.

She said: "Everyone has their own secrets, but you seem to have more secrets, forget it, you don't want to say it." ”

She sighed, and in the end she compromised first.

"What about you...... Don't get angry? Jun Ling asked cautiously.

After asking, he was suddenly a little ashamed, in fact, he knew that he had a problem, that he was doing something wrong, that he had created the gap between the two, but in the end, he didn't explain a word, but shamelessly hoped that the other party would not be angry and eager to be forgiven.

An Li pushed him away, sat straight on the bed, and said lightly: "Don't be angry, we have to go on all the time, don't care about these details." ”

Jun Ling was stunned, standing in place and not moving, his heart seemed to be stung by the words "keep walking".

At this moment, a strong impulse sprouted in his heart to tell the matter and the plate, and he was full of malice, why should he bear the heavy truth alone? Why should a person taste the pain that he can't let go? It's time for An Li to feel how he struggles.

But at the end, he pursed his lips and didn't say a word.

That's it, that's it. He thought.

"So...... Why are you locking yourself up these days. ”

An Li was silent, raised her head for a long time, and asked Jun Ling, "Do you know what it's like to make people happy?" ”

Jun Ling: "......"

His back stiffened, almost thinking that An Li had noticed something.

How could he not know? Of course he does!

The four words of creation and making people sound like just a drama of fate and coincidence to others, but only the parties concerned can understand what kind of helplessness and difficult choice this is.

The two sat together, both preoccupied, and looked at each other speechlessly.

But An Li thought about it and told Jun Ling about Lin Yayun.

After hearing this, Jun Ling quietly breathed a sigh of relief, as if he was feeling relaxed that the secret he was trying to hide had not yet been discovered.

He finally understood An Li's confusion and entanglement.

An Li looked at him quietly, and at this time, she was extremely eager to say something out of his mouth.

Jun Ling did as she wished, and asked rhetorically, "If you don't know about this, what will you do?" Will you regret it? Do you feel like you've gone too far? ”

An Li's eyes widened slightly, pursed her lips and was silent for a long time, and she replied in a low voice: "No." ”

Jun Ling said no more.

An Li is a smart person, she just got into the horns for a while, when it comes to this, she should understand what he meant, senior sister Lin Yayun is an enemy to her, an enemy who can't wait to die, so she did this, and she will never feel regret and guilt for it.

And all her current entanglements are just because overnight, she found that the enemy had become a blood relative, so she was painful and guilty, but at the same time she swayed from side to side, and her heart and ethics were only overturned.

But in fact...... Is the latter really that important?

An Li closed her eyes, and she didn't completely dispel the mustard in her heart because of this sentence, but in the end, she felt better, and those miscellaneous thoughts were pressed to the bottom of her heart, and she was easily reluctant to reveal them again.

She seemed to be relieved, Jun Ling was soothing her back, but the expression on her face was worried, but he couldn't be relieved.

In fact, until now, even when he returns, his heart has always been in a constant struggle.

Because there is no way to choose, in the face of an unsolvable problem, he has nothing to do, the reason why he came back is only short-lived, the entanglement is suppressed by his heart, and he chooses to obey his true thoughts in the depths of his heart for a period of time, but it does not mean that the problem does not exist.

Sometimes I really think that if only time could stop, stay at a certain point in time forever, and there will be no dilemma.

But time is always the cruelest, it will only keep moving forward, and then the day they are unwilling to face, that moment, will eventually come. In the period before the final trial, it was almost a torture called Ling Chi, and it was the executioner of Time, who seemed to be gentle, but was actually extremely cruel.

Jun Ling thought, if only he hadn't approached at the beginning, then there would be no such things later, and there would be no entanglement he has now, he is still the cold-hearted and indomitable person, what are you afraid of? He is not afraid of anything, even if he knows that everything he does will only bring him eternal loneliness, he is not afraid, and he will only occasionally feel a little lonely at a certain moment.

But now, because of the entanglement, he feels the beautiful taste of emotional blending, and it is difficult to give up, eight points is the sweetest candied fruit, two points is the most poisonous arsenic, and he can never go back to his previous state.

But one day I have to go back, and when the time comes, what kind of skin will be opened, and the bones will be broken?

……

An Li quickly adjusted her mentality, as if nothing had happened, walked out of the room, and then met everyone's worried eyes.

"I'm fine, don't look at it, it's all gone." An Li said with a smile.

Song Ling walked over slowly, rested his head on her shoulder very unhappily, and asked with a rare opening of his mouth, "Are you unhappy?" ”

An Li rubbed her scattered long black hair and soothed: "No, no, I'm not unhappy, don't worry about me." ”

At this time, Ye Qingyu came over and said, "In the past few days that you have locked yourself up, the Lin family has come to you several times. ”

An Li tilted her head and said nonchalantly: "Really? ”

"Hmm. And ......" Ye Qingyu nodded, a strange light flashed in his eyes, and he paused before saying: "And there are still rumors in the base, about ...... You are the illegitimate daughter of the Lin family. ”

An Li smiled noncommittally, often this kind of rumor spreads the fastest.

"So, what the hell is going on?" Ye Qingyu said: "Do you know, originally our team was very low-key in the base, and few people knew us, but now because of you, we have all become celebrities, and several groups of people have come to visit us in the past few days to pull in the relationship." ”

Anli: "......"

"Why didn't you notice that the people in this base were so enthusiastic before? Now to see us pounce on us like flies seeing, it's really ......"

Anli: "......"

Ye Qin: "...... Can't you describe it better? ”

"Oh." Ye Qingyu shrugged his shoulders without changing his face, and sure enough, he changed the adjective: "They look at us now just like Shi Yan saw food, Song Ling saw An Li, and Liang Fei saw the laboratory." ”

Others: "......" is very well described.

Shi Yan was stunned for a moment, and was suddenly annoyed and angry: "...... Fuck your sister! ”

An Li smiled and said, "Except for those irrelevant people and the Lin family, has Xie Kai been here recently?" ”

Ye Qingyu nodded, "I've been here a few times, when those rumors in the capital base began to spread. ”

An Li nodded thoughtfully, and then heard Ye Qingyu add: "But it's strange, someone from the Jiang family has also been here, so what's going on with us now?" Three of the four major families in the capital base are eyeing us. ”

Anli: "......" She's also desperate.

"A few days ago, you clearly said that you offended the Lin family and ran away with us, why did the wind completely change in a few days?" Ye Qingyu asked again.

An Li was silent, although she knew that Ye Qingyu had no malicious intentions, just simple concern and curiosity, but at this moment, this curiosity was almost aggressive to her.

Jun Ling walked up, interrupted Ye Qingyu's inquiry, and said lightly, "Let's prepare early." ”

An Li was speechless.

Paper can't always contain the fire, not to mention that Anli didn't do things secretly at the beginning, she didn't think about hiding it at all, one day, others will know what she did, and then things won't end well.

Now that the matter has been exposed by the media, it has become a question of whether to go or stay.

An Li actually had some considerations in her heart, and the others looked at her strangely, Ye Qin finally couldn't suppress her curiosity, and couldn't help asking, "An Li, are the rumors true?" Then what is the head of the Lin family is really your father? ”

An Li suddenly said helplessly: "I'm not completely sure." "When it comes to this, it's almost an acknowledgement.

"That'...... Is that what you said last time true? ”

An Li glanced at everyone, and finally nodded.