No matter what, I won't laugh at her, on the contrary, I will spend it with her, she will be sad to know this, but she will always be by her side.

I want to do it, no matter at any time, I can make her feel that I will be by her side when I need her.

I will never abandon her at any time, because I have decided in my heart that she is my only one.

As long as she is in need, she will definitely be by her side, will definitely guard her, and will never abandon her.

"You guys really don't worry, I'm really fine." Shu Yixin felt a little headache at this time, what did he have to say so that they could listen?

There is only a little sadness in their own hearts, and as for the others, there is not so much emotion, and it is not as they think.

"Although you say so, but your behavior tells me that it is not what you think, so I still care very much in my heart." Think about it from another angle, if the person concerned is yourself, then you must be very sad.

Or perhaps, I will resent God for being unfair, why didn't I let myself wait for my family, in fact, I have been waiting for so many years, why don't I give myself such a chance to reunite with my family until now?

"Okay, I'll tell you the truth, I do feel a little sad in my heart, but it's only a little bit, I just think, I don't know when it will be my turn, there were a lot of children in the orphanage, but slowly, they were all picked up by their own families, and I could only watch." At the beginning, I was thinking in my heart, when will I get my turn? When will your family find you?

But so many years have passed, and he has been away from the orphanage for several years, and even now there is still no clue at all.

Does it mean that he is destined to be only one person in this life, it is impossible to get together with his family, and he is really just an orphan, without a father or mother, and no one loves him.

Sometimes it is inevitable that there will be an imbalance in my heart, and I will have such thoughts, I always feel that God is a little unfair to me, and I have waited for so many years, but it has never been my turn.

Shu Yixin also had to admit that he was indeed a little sad at this time, after all, he had longed for this matter for so many years, but it had never been realized, and he also wanted to find his family as soon as possible, and he also wanted to be able to reunite as a family like them.

But no matter what I think, how much I desire, in the end the result will still disappoint me, and now I am slowly dying, although I will feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, but I don't feel as strong as before.

Now I have figured out that some things can only be done naturally, not by thinking about it, and it will definitely be achieved.

"So it should be very uncomfortable to see that scene, thinking about when it will be me." Although she said that she had not experienced such a scene, and she didn't know how shocked she was when she saw such a scene, but from her words, she could still know that her heart was really urgent.

If it were herself, she might not be as calm as her, nor as strong as her, and she would definitely hide and cry alone.

"Seeing that my friends were picked up by my family one by one, and sometimes, I would ask the dean when my parents would come to pick me up, and at that time, the dean always comforted me and said that as long as the time came, they would naturally come to pick me up." It's just that so many years have passed, when will it be the end, and when will they come to pick them up? When will it come back?

There are really a lot of questions and doubts in my heart, for example, why did I become an orphan, for example, why did my family not want me?

These are questions that are always left in one's own mind and cannot be answered. No matter how long it has been, the answer I want has never appeared, so when I think about this, I will inevitably feel a little uncomfortable.

She only had such thoughts in her heart, not as bad as she thought, and she wasn't really that sad, but she was just thinking about when she would get her turn, and when the dean said, when would she come.

After all, for myself, I waited for year after year, day after day, but I didn't wait for the time that the dean said, and I didn't know when the so-called time would come.

"Waiting for so many years is also an ordeal for you." I have always had this mentality, waiting for that day, but waiting for the day after day to pass, and that day has never come.

"So when I hear something like this, it's just sad once, and soon, I can still recover my original self and not think too much, after all, I'm really used to all this." I've been like this all these years, and I can't get used to it.

Shu Yixin feels that his heart can be as hard as iron, and nothing can defeat him, he has faced a lot of things over the years, and he has seen these things very openly, and he knows that he can't be forced.

"Seeing you like this actually makes me feel quite uncomfortable, what can I do to help you?" In front of herself, she has always been so strong and herself, but she knows that there is actually a lot of bitterness behind her, but she didn't say it.

"You can always support me silently behind my back and accompany me all the time, which is the greatest help to me, because, in this way, it will not make me feel that I am really an orphan and no one wants me." If you say that when you are sad and sad, you don't even have someone to talk to, then you really feel that you are an orphan and no one cares about you.

At least they have their company by their side, so they won't make themselves feel lonely, and they will stand up as soon as there is something.

At this time, I just didn't have the company of my family, except for this, the others were not bad, and now there was a man who loved me so much, so I was really grateful and wouldn't expect more.

"Wouldn't it be better if I could help you?" When I always face these things, I can only be powerless, and I can't help much.

Whenever Ren Xiaoou thinks of this, she feels that her ability is too small, if she can help and help her find her family, then she will not have these troubles today.

"No need, as long as you can talk to me, my heart will be very good." Shu Yixin has never been a greedy person. Maybe she was afraid that she was too worried, and that God would feel that she had too much and then lose some of it.

There are gains and losses, in fact, I still know this truth.

Although I sometimes feel sad and may feel that God is not so fair to me, but if I think about it from a different angle and in a different direction, I am not as bad as I think.

At least my current life, isn't it good? Although he supports himself by his own ability, he has also cultivated such a character that he depends on himself for everything and does not think about relying on others.

I like this kind of character, in fact, I still like it, although I just lack the warmth of the family, but in addition to this, the other self is not worse than other people.

"But I want to help you more, I want you to be happy." This matter is on her heart, and it has always been her heart for the rest of her life, and it has been sad for her whole life.

I just want her to be happy, I just want to fulfill her little wish. Knowing that she is especially hungry for family affection, knowing that she especially wants any family reunion.

I knew that she had such a wish, but I couldn't help her realize it. It's always the stalk in my heart, how nice it would be if I could help her, at least to reduce the pressure and burden in my heart.

So at this time, I can only complain and be powerless. I really hope that one day I can really help and help her find her family.

Maybe only when that day comes, he will be truly happy, but at present, just being happy for others is not really happy from the heart.

"You have been very good to me and have helped me a lot, so there is really no need to do this, I am really happy and fortunate to have a girlfriend like you." I am not such a greedy person, I cherish it when I have it, and I will not force it if I don't belong to myself.

"Okay, don't say this kind of thing, it's a little depressing, you should think of some happy topics." Ren Xiaoou knew very well that the result of this matter would be the same, so it was better to change the topic at this time.

"It's good to know how to think like this, there is really no need to mention these things, and I'm not so sad, although there is a little bit, I don't deny this, but I can still get through it." I have been like this for the first half of my life, not to mention that it is not difficult for me to be here for a while.

"Yes, now like a woman in love, she looks different and radiant." It's inevitable to be a little sad, and it can't be said that there is no reaction at all, after all, she also lacks warmth in this aspect.

"Aren't you saying I'm a woman in love? How good is he to you, do you think I can't even see it blindly? "In the past three days, I have appeared in my coffee and book house at both ends, and I can see it even if I don't want to.

People are so obvious and positive, isn't she a woman in love? will only laugh at herself, forgetting that she is also in such a state. The latest chapter of "No First Love, There is a Crush Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.