"There is no way to help you buy expensive medicinal herbs, and for three days, I can only wipe your wounds over and over again with the cloth on my body to prevent your wounds from suppurating, infecting, and bleeding. I don't have a lot of clothes on me, but I have to find the cleanest clothes for you and destroy them. For three days and three nights, I didn't dare to close my eyes, I didn't know if you were dead or alive, and I was afraid that when you only had your last breath left, if I fell asleep, I wouldn't be able to see your needs. ”

She took a step back: "But these favors I gave you faded with the moment you were taken away by Gu Yueyin, because I know that according to her personality, you will definitely look down on me like those subordinates in the Prime Minister's Mansion." But I didn't regret saving you, at least, not during that time, because it was myself who I saved, not you. ”

"Y-you...."

Shen Yueji looked at him, her expression was still very light: "I have already asked you, if the first queen and Gu Yueyin were in front of you, who would you choose." You won't kill me, but you won't betray Gu Yueyin, right? ”

Pain flashed on Moon Shadow's handsome face, even if he had already heard Shen Yueji's meaning very clearly, when he heard this kind of unbelievable thing, he was not as frightened and unbelievable as others, but quickly accepted it, his calm expression, without the slightest surprise, but lowered his eyes with regret: "If there was no misunderstanding back then, the person I am loyal to must be you." ”

And the person he falls in love with will also be her, maybe even more.

No one knows better than him how Gu Yueyin has treated him over the years, but he has been by her side without regrets for so many years when he thinks of her life-saving kindness.

"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry for too many people, Moon Shadow, you're really nothing."

"Because you will never understand what it feels like to have your things snatched away, you can't resist, you can't vent, you can only bear it with fear. I now know how much I used to have, because my own nest is useless, I have lost too many things. ”

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath: "You have also received the retribution you deserve, you go, from now on, don't appear in the palace again." ”

She saw Moon Shadow's straight and staggered body, and suddenly knelt down towards her.

She didn't turn her head to look, but heard him repeat in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry." ”

Immediately after, he slapped his own Heavenly Spirit Gai.

She almost heard the cruel voice that shouldn't have existed.

She jerked her head.

Moon Shadow looked at her, red blood flowed from the corners of his mouth, and there was deep affection and relief in his eyes: "I'm sorry, I owe you this." ”

"I can't betray Gu Yueyin, but I can't hurt you or betray you. I owe it to you. ”

Perhaps, he likes Gu Yueyin, but if he knew that she was still alive, he would definitely convince himself to follow her, he thought, the mistakes in the past made him like the wrong person, then, the mistake is covered by the truth, he believes that he will fall in love with Shen Yueji.

The kind of love that has no hesitation-

But he also knows that he won't have that opportunity, and some people, once they miss it, will really be for a lifetime.

What he owes her is a never-ending word of sorry.

...

Another corpse fell silently in front of her.

Shen Yueji staggered back a few steps.