Chen Yingduo flashed back to the terrifying memory of being called into the teaching building under construction by the first sister in the class when she was in the second year of junior high school, and was in danger of bad luck.

The writer listened with great devotion like a child listening to a wonderful commentary for the first time.

My sister leaned down to pick up the scattered pens, and there was a girl who stepped on her hand. I was angry, but the classmates next to my sister turned a blind eye, thinking that my sister was often bullied like this.

At that time, my heart was in a state of openness, and I felt that there were people in this world who were sympathetic to me, or my sister who was related to me by blood, and I felt that I was no longer lonely, no longer depressed, and no longer humble.

I'm going to stand up for my sister.

Whether it's kicking or biting, even if they die together, I have to stand up for my sister. Really, I was full of courage! ”

The writer looked expectantly.

"However, I haven't made a shot yet, someone has played first."

The writer's eyes became more and more full of anticipation.

The back door of the class was suddenly kicked open. Someone walked towards the group of troublesome girls with the wind, and pushed away the girl who stepped on her sister's hand, and the strength was so strong that she pushed the girl to squat.

Then the man took his sister up and kept blowing on her hand, like a grandmother coaxing a fallen grandson. ”

The writer's gaze sank. He had a hunch that that person was Wang Chengyou.

"The girls blamed the person because of the crowd. The man didn't show any concessions, he copied the book and swept over, without any pity for the jade. My sister couldn't stop her from behind, he kept knocking those girls out of the classroom and into other people's classes, and said: If you dare to enter their class again, he will see them once and beat them once.

You don't know, Ronghuazhi is a school that pursues the personal demeanor of students. I hope that every girl is as noble as a lady, and every boy is as polite as a gentleman. Even if you are not a lady or a gentleman in your bones, you will pretend to be as much as possible.

That person is good, not pretending at all, and very strong in the original costume. His actions attracted a lot of onlookers, and he didn't care at all. After beating away the girls from the other class, he went back to his class and coaxed his sister.

My sister was angry and turned around and got angry at him. Blame him for being nosy. He hung his face and let his sister teach him.

At that moment, my heart closed.

I know that I am still alone. No allies, no kind. Even my sister, who is obviously not dressed on the stage than me, is protected, and I am the only one who is alone.

I came with hope and returned disappointed.

No, not disappointment, despair.

My sister soured me hard without knowing it. ”

The writer covered his chest with his hands, and his mood was complicated. is not only jealous that Wang Chengyou appeared in Mo Yan's life so early, but also relieved that someone in the dangerous life has someone to take care of Mo Yan.

From then on, I became more and more lonely, rebellious and stubborn.

Finally, it was my turn to go to the second year of junior high school, the third year of junior high school, and the third year of high school...... Countdown to the sea of suffering.

I also saw my mom more and more. My mom, she doesn't love anyone. It seems that he loves my brother more, but it is only because my father values his brother. Taking good care of your brother can give her more in return.

When I was in junior high school, my father's career hit a bottleneck.

Mom tried all kinds of ways to try to save Dad's career.

For three or four years, our family struggled to maintain decency.

Later, I couldn't struggle. Mom begins to expose her true nature more. She designs all the people she can design, pleases all those she can, even at the expense of her own body.

But she is no longer the little girl in the mood for love.

She began to use her sister, but her sister had a mother who licked calves deeply, and she did not hesitate to make the matter to the media. Mom flinched, she was essentially a bully and afraid of the hard. I watched from the sidelines, sneering. I knew it wouldn't be long before she thought of taking advantage of me.

Do you think she's really trying to save her father's career?

No, she's just saving her life of glory and wealth. In order to continue to live this life, it is not hesitant to exchange the body of his own daughter.

Everyone says that mother's love is great and unfair, why can't I meet it?

So, I really shouldn't have been born, I shouldn't have been born as a child of the third child.

It's a curse. In this life, from the moment I was born, I was destined to carry a curse from which I will never be liberated.

Mom pushed me to a man who was supposedly able to take out a bank loan, and after that, I started breaking jars. I deliberately failed the college entrance examination, of course, even if I didn't do it intentionally, it wouldn't be much better.

The score was only enough for me to go to a junior college.

After graduating from junior college, I deliberately gave up my white-collar job and became a courier.

Because I think that if a person is speeding on the road all year round, the chance of being hit and killed is much greater.

I'm sorry, I'm not cursing the courier industry. I just don't want to live anymore. And I don't have the courage to end my life on my own initiative.

I have never been happy, and my heart is so heavy that I often feel like I can't move.

The day I crashed into your car, it was more of a disappointment than a fear. Why did you only crash the car? Why don't you just knock yourself to death! ”

The more Chen Yingduo spoke, the more excited she became, and the tears flowed more and more.

"My mother feeds me and my younger brother, thinking that she is double insured. How did she know, because I didn't care about raising me, I actually hated her in my heart. I thought she took good care of her brother, but my brother didn't see it that way, he had his suffering. In the end, the two children raised by her mother did not love her.

Not loved.

But there is no escape.

Doomed to live only in pain.

You say I owe you a six-figure debt, and I have nothing to fear. Look at me, I am all my possessions. Take it in any way you want.

You can take anything, and you can take your life.

Don't say I owe you six figures, I should pay it back. Not long ago, because I owed a ruffian hooligan who rushed to his house in time to pick up the mail, I was dragged into the bedroom by him...... He threatened me that if I dared to speak out, I would plaster my fruit photos all over the streets and alleys, so that my family would not be able to hold their heads up. I knew that being late for the pickup was purely an excuse, and I wasn't afraid of his threats.

I didn't resist, just because I didn't love myself!

I don't care about my family at all!

Without them, maybe I could have loved the world a little more.

They ruined all my enthusiasm.

What do you want to do to me? Listen to my story, it must be just words, right? ”

The writer stared at Chen Yingduo, who was standing decadently under the light. He could feel her tiredness, her heaviness, her lingering breath.

Wenhao stood up: "I want you to come with me." ”

"Listen to me."

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