After having a conflict with Wang Qian, fortunately, I was able to hide in school.

At least, now in my professional classes, my grades are very good.

The teachers may be looking at Lu Junxun's face, or maybe I really learned well, and they have more praise than before.

I got some reassurance in that regard.

Late autumn is slowly coming, I feel very cold recently, so I put on some more clothes, although Wang Qian pulled her face, but also came back to live with me.

She said she didn't care about me.

Although I have restrained my temper a bit, sometimes I can't control it.

Every now and then, Wang Qian hid back in her room and ignored me.

I knew she was letting me, but I didn't know what was wrong with me, maybe because I was pregnant, I was like a different person.

Lu Junxun has been gone for almost a month.

My belly is getting bigger.

I thought it would be very inconspicuous, but I didn't expect it, but it was only more than two months and almost three months, and it was already big enough to be five or six months old for ordinary people.

I used to be able to cover myself with my clothes, but now, I have nowhere to hide.

"Be careful with your classmates at school and don't let them bump into you."

Wang Qian told me while packing up my things, Seeing that my expression was wrong, she quickly explained: "I know you don't like to hear it, but I still have to say these things, otherwise if it really hits you, it will be terrible." ”

I nodded; "I see."

Now the two of us are together, and we are trying to control our temper as much as possible.

I know how hard she endured me, so I'd rather she lose some tantrums with me to prove that she loves me.

The weather in late autumn always makes people very melancholy, and an optimistic person like Wang Qian has also been infected by some atmosphere.

She patted me on the shoulder: "Don't be afraid, call back if there is anything, I will always stay by your side." ”

"Hmm."

I suddenly sneered; "Are you treating me like a child?"

"Is there any difference between you and the child now?"

She looked at me faintly, her eyes full of worry.

"It's fine."

I was a little uncomfortable and turned my face away, and when I was so warm, I actually felt a little embarrassed.

When did my relationship with Wang Qian reach the point where I looked at each other silently, and it was very embarrassing?

I don't know, but at least for now, I feel like everything is unknown.

The leaves have begun to fall slowly, but Lu Junxun has not yet returned.

But he was on the phone every day.

Every time he called, I pinched the timing very accurately, and I usually set foot on this road paved with ginkgo biloba.

"What did you eat this morning?"

"Soy milk, and Wang Qian's love sandwich, nibbling an apple, and some scattered blueberries."

"What are you going to eat for lunch?"

"Look at what's in the school cafeteria, I don't pick anything."

It's a daily conversation between the two of us.

Ordinary people, when it comes to this part, they don't want to talk anymore, but Lu Junxun is different, he keeps talking, he keeps talking, as if he has always been by my side.

I was irritable, angry, he didn't seem to hear it, and even when I hung up on his phone sometimes, he didn't react at all, just like water infinitely embracing me.

Maybe the average girl thinks that he loves her, but in my opinion, Lu Junxun has no love for me, only responsibility.

That's the last thing I want to see.

So, tens of millions of times, my words came to my lips, but I couldn't say anything.

What shall I say?

Lu Junxun, I'm pregnant with your child, no matter where you are now, you will give me back?

Maybe you may have children of your own, or even your wife is by your side, but you have to come back?

No, I can't.

My self-esteem, my character, did not allow me to say such things to him.

"Waiting to come back."

Lu Junxun hurriedly said a word and hung up the phone.

I sneered, slipped the phone into my bag, and headed for the school.

From the moment I entered the school, I suffered from countless abnormalities.

I heard it all.

They're talking about my pregnancy.

"Heh, it's so open-minded, I haven't got the certificate yet, and now that Mr. Lu is gone, I don't know if you are a junior."

A sarcastic voice almost hit my face.

I listened, turned my head to look.

Sure enough, I saw that it was Li Lin.

She was waiting for me not far in front with her little sister-like followers.

"I don't know what to do."

I snorted, not bothering to pay attention to them at all.

But they weren't going to let me go.

"Wait, let's talk, after all, I haven't talked to you in a long time, classmate."

When she read these two words, she was very angry, it seemed that after Lu Junxun expelled them, she never said these two words again.

"I don't have anything to tell you."

I wanted to leave, but she wouldn't let me go, and as soon as I looked up, two people blocked my way in front of me.

"I heard that you sent Ruan Xiangxiang to prison? Yes. ”

She walked over with a raised brow, her face was not good: "If I bullied you today, do you have to sue Lu Junxun and then send us to prison." ”

Looking at her with disdain, I sneered: "For you, you don't need Lu Junxun to make a move at all." ”

"Heh, you have such a big breath, if it wasn't Lu Junxun last time," she said, paused suddenly, and laughed: "In this entire campus, if it weren't for Lu Junxun, who would look at your Ye Yan's face......"

"What do you call me?"

I took a wary step back and looked at her, "You say it again?" ”

Ye Yan!

Ye Yan!

No one has ever called me like that, except for Ye Xinai, the devil-like figure who follows me like a shadow.

Whether she's real or illusory, I can't figure it out now.

Li Lin looked at me and reacted, a gleam flashed in her eyes, and she laughed more and more.

She said, "What? I just called you by your original name, are you like that? Or is your name never called? Then you have to get used to it, in the future, I will come to the school every day to find you, every day to call you this name, what do you think? Ye Yan. ”

"Shut up."

I looked left and right, looking for the ghostly figure, but I couldn't find it.

Ye Xinai would not be so low in rank and appear on such an occasion.

But I know...... She must have been standing behind Li Lin.

"Where's she?"

I looked at Li Lin and asked aggressively, "What about Ye Xinai?" What are you doing when you call her out and hide behind her back all day and pretend to be a ghost? ”

"What Ye Xinai?"

Li Lin smiled proudly, she knew that I had seen through everything, but she just pretended not to know, she even said: "You have a pair of shrewd eyes, but what to do?" You don't know anything. ”

As if she knew more than I could.

"Fuck off."

The thought of her knowing about my past, but not knowing anything, drove me mad and irritable.

"Lu Junxun is gone, I see how rampant you are."

She took a step forward, but was still a little scared when she saw me with a big belly.

"One corpse, two lives," I stood neither humbly nor arrogantly, and looked at her coldly: "You have thought about it, I don't have any worries now, and besides, Lu Junxun will definitely not let you go when he comes back." ”

"Are you sure he'll come back?"

Li Lin laughed arrogantly and said, "Maybe he already has someone outside?" Ye Yan, you are ......"

"Smack"

Without even thinking about it, I just gave her a slap in the face.

I've endured long enough that I don't need to endure any longer

What's more, she looks like this, she just owes a beating.

Lu Junxun's set of countering violence with violence.

So will I.

"You ......"

She was angry, covered her face, and looked at me, "You dare to hit me?" ”

"It's you who beats me, anyway, everyone knows that I'm grumpy now, only you, a fool, will go up, and you don't know if you're being used, who will be beaten if you don't get beaten?"

I said, snorting coldly, "How many benefits did Ye Xinai give you?" Is it worth it for you? ”

Hearing me say this, her eyes suddenly changed, and she became tall, even proud.

She said, "You'll never want to know your secrets, but I'll pass them all on to every classmate, just wait and see." ”

With that, she turned to leave.

I looked at her coldly, my eyes getting heavier and heavier.

Ye Xinai, she wants to destroy me, but she doesn't stand up to me, but does these tricks and feet behind my back.

Before, I never thought about going into my past because I didn't know what to do, and I always felt that there was someone behind me who was protecting me from harm.

But now, I understand that that person is Lu Junxun.

He's here, I'm safe.

And he's gone, and I can't live or die by myself.

So, that night, when Lu Junxun called again, I had a showdown with him.

"Tell me, my past, and don't make me a fool."

Lu Junxun obviously heard that something was wrong with my words, and hurriedly asked; "Did something happen?"

"No, I just want to know."

I didn't tell him about Li Lin, I'm not sure what he's doing now, if it's an extremely dangerous thing, it will only cause chaos for him.

"I'll tell you when the time comes."

He sighed softly, sounding very embarrassed.

And I've heard this sentence dozens of times.

"Lu Junxun, I don't want to wait." I touched my stomach and closed my eyes: "I don't want to wait until I even have your child and I don't know who I am. ”

"Kid?"

Lu Junxun was like a dream, with a hint of expectation: "Our child ......"

"Yes, Lu Junxun."

I took a deep breath: "I'm pregnant. ”

When I finally said it, I felt a lot lighter.

And today, it has been exactly seventy-five days since he left me.