When she thinks about the five years she had lived, she feels like she was dreaming, rolling on the cold ground in the winter, when her body was bruised, when her fingers were frozen and all wounds, when she was hungry all day long and had nothing to eat...... How did you get here?

When she was holding the child and begging for treatment, really, it is no exaggeration, when the doctor diagnosed Rui Rui Rui with a serious heart disease and had to have a transplant operation, when she heard that astronomical amount, she wanted to save Rui Rui.

Every time she had no money for treatment, she almost went to sell, the first time she was shaking, and then she was pressed there, she felt disgusted when that person was close to her, she stabbed someone with a wine bottle when she resisted, and the other party sued her, she almost took on a large debt, and almost went to prison, if it wasn't for Xing Weidong coming over to help her, she might really still be squatting in prison.

Rui Rui died.

How painful was he at that time, Qin Shijin saw his pain but didn't tell himself?

"Do you think you told me that Rui Rui is our child, so I should be obedient and don't care about everything? Qin Shijin, if it were in the past, I would be happy, but later, my hot heart was made by you, and I was very disappointed. At this time, Qin Shijin seemed to her to be an existence that disgusted her: "I finally understood......"

Resignation to despair.

"Why do you have to let me stay, not because of me, but because I think the child is ...... Because the child belongs to your Qin family, you are worried that I will snatch the child away and want to keep the child. That's why you reluctantly want to keep me? Right. ”

The last bit of her pitiful pride was completely trampled underfoot.

"Hahaha, I understand, I understand...... "Qin Shijin, he has never loved himself, and his attitude change is actually after knowing that Rui Rui is his daughter, so he treats himself as his wife.

Not because of love, but because of guilt, because of responsibility, the more I thought about it, the more Qiao Nuanyang felt that it was a joke.

Li Jiazhen felt that she seemed to have messed up this matter again, but Qiao Nuanyang herself was wrong.

"You know what? Qiao Nuanyang, our family is not as bad as you think, you ......" she was busy trying to explain.

Qiao Nuanyang couldn't think of anything now, she only thought heartbroken that Qin Shijin really didn't love her, if it weren't for this child, probably he would have been with Wen Wan a long time ago.

At this time, Rui Rui and Qi Yuchen also came back after walking the dog, Qi Yuchen still had a lot of food bought for the little girl in his hand, Rui Rui ran in panting, "Mom, we're back." ”

Qi Yuchen sensitively found that the atmosphere at home was not right, so he went to the landlord Rui Rui's waist and said, "Rui Rui, didn't you just say that you want to play football, uncle will accompany you to play football." ”

Qiao Nuanyang thought of how much Qi Yuchen hated himself at that time, and later he also knew?

She swallowed her saliva violently, breathed hard, couldn't say anything, stepped forward and snatched Rui Rui from Qi Yuchen's arms, and then strode towards the door.

"Qiao Nuanyang—"

Qin Shijin's movements were faster, Qiao Nuanyang walked out without looking back, while Gu Peilin only heard a woman's sharp voice, and when he turned around, he saw Qiao Nuanyang running out with Rui Rui, but Qin Shijin snatched the child back, grabbed Qiao Nuanyang's arm with one hand and dragged the person back.

Gu Peilin stood at the door and shouted a few times, but to no avail.

I can only follow the carved gate and look inside, and I am helpless.

***

After entering, Qin Shijin put Rui Rui down and used his body to block between Qiao Nuanyang and the child, "You calm down, you will only scare Rui Rui like this." ”

She gasped for breath and couldn't speak, pointing at Qin Shijin with her mouth wide open, but she couldn't say anything in a hurry.

I can't help falling in love with this person.

And what about this person?

Never loved yourself.

Their marriage was actually full of so many ill intentions, she stood there with her head tilted up, crying silently, there was no sound only tears kept flowing down, Qin Shijin held the person in his arms with one hand, and pressed her head on his shoulder with the other.

She cried.

Tears quickly wet the clothes on his shoulders, and Qin Shijin felt a tingling sensation coming from his shoulder, allowing her sharp teeth to bite him.

He wrinkled his brow and let her bite, let her vent his anger, how could he do this to himself? How can it?

Li Jiazhen saw the blood on Qin Shijin's shoulder and wanted to go up to remind him, but Qin Shijin gave her a look Li Jiazhen went to take care of Rui Rui, and he carried Qiao Nuanyang in the direction of the bedroom.

Qi Yuchen looked at the figures of Qin Shijin and Qiao Nuanyang, and suddenly slowly breathed a sigh of relief, hoping that the two of them could have a good talk.

***

After returning to the room, Qin Shijin put the person on the bed, supported the bed with one hand, and looked at Qiao Nuanyang, who turned over and didn't speak, her hair was messy on her face.

Qin Shijin's fingers just touched her face, Qiao Nuanyang shrank with a slight touch, Qin Shijin didn't move, Qiao Nuanyang had already turned over, opened his eyes, and looked at him hazy.

The calm eyes made him look frightened.

"Tired? When you're tired, take a good rest, and now that you're back, you don't have to think too much. He was on the side of the bed, and the light in the room was not so harsh, and his whole body seemed softer.

He put his hand to her face.

The warm palm almost stunned her, thinking that the gentleness belonged to her, and in an instant she suddenly came to her senses and sniffed uncomfortably.

"Qin Shijin, aren't you tired of pretending like this?"

"Pretending?" What kind of image is he in her heart.

"If you're trying to make it up to me for the sake of so-called responsibility, you don't have to. Imagine that you never knew me. In this way, he will only remind himself all the time how pitiful she is, even this little thing depends on charity, "I can take care of Rui Rui, I can...... If you want to see Ruirui, you can, I'll let you see it, Qin Shijin, you will have other women give birth to you in the future, let me go, okay? ”

Her eyes were full of tears, Qin Shijin felt that he had retreated again and again, many times he turned a blind eye to tolerate her, and he said everything he should have said, Qiao Nuanyang had to stalemate.

"For Ruirui, you don't want to give her even a complete home? What do you talk about that you love Ruirui? ”

"I don't have any money, so don't I love Ruirui?" She retorted.

Qin Shijin's forehead was bruised, and all his sanity had been thrown away to feed the dog at this time.

"Love? What do you call love is to do things with your own ideas? Have you ever wondered what Rui Rui wants? What she wants is mom and dad together! ”

She didn't know, but she also didn't want her future to fall into darkness, "Don't threaten me with Ruirui, Ruirui will understand when she grows up, and she will understand my ......"

"The child is considerate and sensible, so I want my child to be wronged?" He couldn't find anything to stumble her, fortunately, there was also Rui Rui's existence, Qin Shijin said: "Qiao Nuanyang, Rui Rui is my daughter and the heir of the Qin family, she can only grow up under my nose in the Qin family!" You can't cultivate a qualified heir of the Qin family! ”

He was also ruthless.

If he is not ruthless, then there is really nothing.

"So, don't you want to take the child away from me, you want to see Rui Rui, either you put up with it for me and continue to be your Mrs. Qin, or, I will give you money, from now on you don't want to see Rui Rui again, you don't have any choice!" He also said in a ruthless voice: "I don't have so much time to make trouble with you, enough trouble, just enough, isn't it good to be your beautiful Mrs. Qin?" ”

After saying that, Qin Shijin got up and went out, Qiao Nuanyang jumped up from the bed suddenly, smashed the pillow on his back, the pillow fell to the ground, Qiao Nuanyang jumped off the bed barefoot, and asked sharply: "Do you think I rarely have Mrs. Qin's position?" I'm not rare, I don't want it, this marriage is like a cage for me, a cage that traps me! Qin Shijin, you don't want to trap me for the rest of your life! ”

She really felt like she was going to be overwhelmed here.

Qin Shijin has always felt that she is a very gentle and beautiful woman, but it seems that everyone has hysterical moments.

Qiao Nuanyang said that this marriage is a cage, she wanted to divorce from the beginning, and after knowing the truth, he had a trace of luck, maybe Qiao Nuanyang would change his mind because of this.

But he was wrong.

Across the house, there was a man waiting quietly outside.

Just now Qiao Nuanyang said that he ruined her, and now he is using the child to control her, she is very unwilling now, right?

"You're angry right now, aren't you?" Qin Shijin dragged the person to the floor-to-ceiling window all of a sudden, she could see the outside from the window, she could clearly see the person at the door, Gu Peilin seemed to be very anxious to come in, Qin Shijin pressed her hand on the window, and before she could react, she had penetrated her body, and asked viciously against her ear bones: "It's because of the person outside, so you're so angry now, right?" ”

She hurts.

The pain of being torn apart was desperately endured by the torture that hit him hard.

Qin Shijin knew her weaknesses too well, and easily let her surrender and make her hurt, the first time Qin Shijin wanted to embody the word conquest in her, and the paranoia and anger in his bones made him instantly transform into a demon, "Qiao Nuanyang, you want to get rid of me and go to live with people outside, you are dreaming!" ”

The clothes on her body were not taken off, but it was more shameful than taking off her clothes, Qin Shijin was venting her anger, and she was also telling her that she was a tool.

He had no feelings for her.

If she were his wife, she wouldn't have thrown herself here like this and punished herself.

The moment Gu Peilin looked up, he saw the person standing in front of the window, and he couldn't see it very clearly from a distance, but he could feel the despair...... A hard kick on the door.

Qiao Nuanyang felt embarrassed, as if he was a clown and turned around to push the person behind him hard, "You go away!" ”

He was still well-dressed, but Qiao Nuanyang's resistance to him undoubtedly angered him, no matter how reluctant Qiao Nuanyang was to throw people directly on the bed, Qin Shijin's eyes were full of red blood, and he just wanted to gallop on his own body.

It was a battle without gunsmoke, one was in pain, and the other was also crying bitterly, Qiao Nuanyang's lip was broken and bleeding, and Qin Shijin didn't feel distressed after seeing it.

What can a man do when he punishes a woman?

It is nothing more than whipped women in the softest places and punished them in such methods and ways.

Five years ago he ruined his life with this kind of office, and he is still doing so five years later.