preface

The world that can't be reflected, the thoughts that can't be conveyed by missing.

body

February 1, 2025 at 23:10

There was still a slight light outside the window, but it was pitch black inside Arthur's house. It's like the bottom of a breathless swamp, which makes people feel scared and suffocated.

Arthur stared out the window into the distance, and she didn't know how many tears she had shed in the past few days, and how many times she had fainted from grief. Although she eventually woke up, her eyes were still hollow and she lost all hope to live, and she just turned into a ghost.

I sat quietly next to her, looking out the window with her, tears unconsciously flowing down my palm.

Obviously, I was here, right by her side, but in the face of such Arthur, I couldn't do anything, I could only look at her so quietly, looking at her extremely sad side face.

I don't know how to cheer her up, and I don't know how to change the fate of the world when she can't do anything. The only thing I can do is just look at her, accompany her, and not leave her for half a step......

February 17, 2025 at 8:19 a.m

How ironic it is that I actually stood in front of my own funeral and watched others lay bouquets of flowers for their tombstones. Of course, only a few of us know that there are no of my ashes in this tombstone, only an empty jar for pure use, and my body was kept by Li Ruina and others in the ice cellar of an underground warehouse, waiting for the day when the "egg" was made.

Cui Li cried like a tearful man, he shouted hoarsely, and blew his nose from time to time. Professor Meng also shed a few tears, he wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his hands, let out a long sigh, and silently mourned for me.

Arthur had already dried his tears, but he just stood and stared at it, his eyes empty, and it was distressing to see.

Li Ruina wore sunglasses, trying to cover her already swollen eyes through them, and she wiped her eyes with a napkin from time to time, just looking in the direction of my tombstone.

The dwarf comforted Xiaoyu on the side, Xiaoyu lowered her head very low, buried herself in the dwarf's arms and cried bitterly, her cry sounded sad, piercing my heart one after another.

If it was as usual, it should be Arthur who comforted Xiaoyu at this moment, but now Arthur is like a cold puppet, just standing in place, letting the sea breeze blow and letting Xiaoyu cry.

February 17, 2025 at 14:09

When everyone else had already left, and only Arthur and Li Ruina were left here, Arthur just wanted to turn around and leave, but was suddenly stopped by Li Ruina.

Li Rena looked at Arthur, clenched her fists tightly, and her hands kept shaking, as if she was very angry.

But Arthur just glanced at her indifferently, as if he was not familiar with Li Ruina, and asked expressionlessly: "Is there something wrong?" ”

Li Ruina's anger finally exploded, and she yelled at Arthur, "Char is sad for everyone to leave us, including you and me!" But we all have to pick ourselves up, because that's the only way his death is meaningful, isn't it? “

Arthur didn't speak, but continued to walk, his eyes still blankly moving forward.

"Arthur, you stop......" Li Rena suddenly ran in front of Arthur, grabbed Arthur's hand, looked into her eyes, and said with great sadness, "Char told me before he died, if the world has deviated to the trajectory of destruction, then let me take his place and turn it around." Therefore, no matter how many years it takes, even if it is a lifetime, I will fulfill his wish. For only then will he not die in vain, because only then will his death be meaningful. But I can't do this alone, my strength is too small, I need you, I need Zhao Xie, I need Xiaoyu, I need the strength of each of you.

Char told me that Zhao Xie has the blueprints of the "vibrating particle instrument" there, and I have heard some about the seismic particle meter from Yu Bo, and you believe me, I will definitely spend my life building a seismic particle meter to change the future of this miserable world. “

Li Ruina looked at Arthur seriously, but Arthur just stroked her hand away and stared blankly at her face.

"Char, he's dead, and he can't come back! Do you want to erase his last faith? Li Ruina slapped Arthur in the face, waking her up completely. She covered her right cheek and looked at Li Rena with wide eyes.

Li Ruina continued excitedly: "At least he loves you, he always loves you alone, and at the last moment, all he thinks about is your name!" And me? And me? I can only watch him die in front of me, just die in front of me, I can't do anything, I can't save him, I can't get into his heart, I can only bring his body back to you......" Li Ruina couldn't help choking when she said this, tears were about to cry, but she just held back and said firmly, "Don't let Char die in vain, we should spend our lives fighting against this world!" No matter how dark it is, you have to believe that there will be a day when light comes, don't you? ”

A glimmer of warm sunlight pierced through the fog and shone on Arthur's face, and at that moment I saw Arthur's eyes light up, blooming with a determined light that I had never seen before.

"Yes, I can't erase his last faith, it's proof of his existence, and it's the meaning of his life. As long as we are alive, we should spend our lives fighting against this world, no matter how dark this world is, we must believe that there will be a day when light will come. ”

Arthur suddenly cried as she spoke, and this time her expression was no longer confused, but full of will to confront the world.

I stood in the middle of them, hugged their bodies hard, and whispered in their ears, "Thank you, Arthur." Thank you, Ruina Lee. ”

Although I have never been able to convey my thoughts of Arthur, my tenacious will to fight against the world has been well inherited, no matter how many years, no matter what the future holds, I will always be by their side, and witness the day when the world will move towards light...... I swore in my heart.

The two of them cried and cried and suddenly laughed, and together they looked into the distance, where the sun of hope rose...