Chapter 394: So this is the truth
Hearing this, her eyebrows suddenly frowned, "How come, Qin Shijin is still so young, why won't there be any other children?" ”
"No, Shijin's body may not be born...... Li Jiazhen looked at her with some embarrassment after finishing speaking, "After all, Shijin only has one child in his life, Ruirui, and he can't have other children." ”
"......" What the hell is going on, Qiao Nuanyang doesn't know, but he probably understands why Qin Shijin suddenly changed his attitude, he used to think that let Rui Rui be a little princess, and later wanted to train Rui Rui to become a successor, because she may no longer have children, so she will be so tough to keep Rui Rui, she giggled.
Li Jiazhen's back was a little cold, and she only felt that she had said the wrong thing again.
"What are you laughing at?"
"Look, Qin Shijin doesn't really want to keep me, right?" She said sadly: "Because I am the mother of the child, I am the mother of the child, if I don't have Ruirui, he won't deal with me, right?" The person he loves is not me, just because of my identity! ”
Even if she goes back by herself, the situation will not be much better, and her task is to raise the child for him.
is like what Qin Shijin said at that time, without her, many women are willing to help them raise children!
You don't have to be yourself!
"It's not!" Li Jiazhen's tongue is knotted, why is Qiao Nuanyang's brain twisted like this? "Qiao Nuanyang, what is in your head? Are we all that kind of people in your heart? ”
She was also a little aggrieved when she spoke.
Qiao Nuanyang half-closed her eyes, endured her grief and didn't look at her, she wanted to leave but still stayed and didn't move, Li Jiazhen also stood there stubbornly and didn't move, she choked up and said: "I and Shijin are really good to you, when I didn't know those things at that time, Shijin kept lobbying me, saying that you are good, do you think Shijin is such a boring person?" What kind of heart does he have for you, you can't feel it? Or are you, like those women, just shallow-eyed and only care about those men talking to you? ”
Of course she wasn't.
It's just that there are some reasons that I can't say by myself, and I can only find such reasons to appease myself.
What else can I do?
She saw that Qiao Nuanyang's lips were also trembling slightly, and she knew that she didn't think so in her heart, she turned around and walked in front of Qiao Nuanyang, and Qiao Nuanyang turned her head again.
"Nuan Yang, you like Shijin, you are angry with Shijin, are you?" She asked cautiously.
Qiao Nuanyang didn't dare to speak, but just looked at another plaque not far away, the name on it was Wen Rui, and the name of Wen Taichu was written in the lower corner. Isn't this a gentle father?
Qiao Nuanyang didn't know much about their past, vaguely knew some, but it was not clear even deeper. I only know that the two families had an ugly quarrel at that time.
"I'm not angry, I'm telling the truth!"
Li Jiazhen's eyelids jumped, let go of her hand, and stepped aside.
She suddenly moved away from herself, which made Qiao Nuanyang's heart move slightly, and when she was about to say something, Li Jiazhen turned her back to herself and spoke again; "Whether you are angry or telling the truth, Qiaoqiao, I hope you can choose well and make the most suitable choice for yourself, I am old, I can't manage so much about you and Shijin, but the old lady still hopes that the two of you can really go on together...... Shijin has you in the bottom of my heart. ”
Got her?
Then, Qin Shijin is as good as Wen Wan?
"Shijin told me a long time ago that it is impossible for him and Wen Wan, I have always thought that he couldn't get out for so many years, but after meeting you, he was able to come out, why? For a lifetime, it doesn't have to be someone. When you meet the right person, you will want to live your life, and the fact that he brought you to me proves that he has recognized you in his heart, and he has treated you like that...... In fact, I want you to turn back. She said.
Qiao Nuanyang's heart trembled slightly.
The more Li Jiazhen said this, the more she couldn't accept it, and the more she couldn't control herself.
Li Jiazhen saw her standing there with her eyes closed in pain, standing in front of her: "He has always done things like this, after taking over the Qin family, his personality has changed a lot, he used to talk to me a lot, and later, he will not tell me the troubles he pressed in his heart, I feel that a mature man should take on a lot of things, and he doesn't need to tell the people he wants to protect." ”
Some other thoughts rose from the bottom of Qiao Nuanyang's heart.
What does Li Jiazhen want to say to herself?
"He's good to you, it's really good......" Li Jiazhen said as he stopped, just sighed slowly and looked at her, stretched out his hand and patted her shoulder hard, "Shijin has experienced too many things, including those things he sometimes does now...... In fact, it's not for himself, it's for us, he has too many bodies that can't help himself, you think he stands tall, but the height is unbearable, what he endured, can you feel it as a wife? ”
"You think you and he are two worlds, but have you really walked into his world with ulterior motives? You always feel how hard you work and how tired, but do you really pay attention? Li Jiazhen asked seriously, pointing to her chest, Li Jiazhen poked; Jojo, how much care do you have for him? How brave are you? You are afraid, you want to protect yourself when you encounter difficulties, and you don't dare to surrender your heart at all. ”
Li Jiazhen is rarely so serious.
However, it struck her mind alive.
She always felt that she was trying very hard to get close to Qin Shijin, but once there was a little wind and grass, she would protect herself nervously and no longer approach. She didn't dare to face a lot of things at all.
There was a glint in her eyes, some of them understood too late, she pursed her lips uncomfortably, the throat became more and more choked and painful, and the mist in front of her became thicker and thicker, she opened her mouth wide and wanted to force the heat down, tilting her head, but Li Jiazhen struck while the iron was hot.
"You don't dare to face your own heart at all, so you don't have confidence in yourself, and you will transfer this distrust to Shijin." She held the bag in her hand and said seriously and seriously: "But have you told Shijin about this?" You don't treat him as a husband, you have a sense of admiration or even estrangement from him, and the relationship itself is unequal. ”
What Li Jiazhen said is very right.
These are all problems in her heart.
She looked up at the small wooden sign not far away, and sniffed hard.
"Shijin will tolerate people again, and he will not tolerate it to that extent, sometimes he eats with me at home, and in the middle of the meal, he will suddenly mention your name and say: If this dish is made by Qiaoqiao, it will definitely be better. When they see what good things I buy, they will say, bring them back to Jojo. Once, halfway through eating, it suddenly rained outside, and he put down his chopsticks and said that he wanted to go back without staying long, saying, you are afraid of the dark and thunder, and I have to accompany you when I go back. "
The more he said, the more sad Qiao Nuanyang's heart became.
A stuffy feeling of swelling lingered in her chest, and that stuffy feeling made her feel like she was going to explode in the next moment.
"You say, if he really doesn't remember you, he'll remember that you're afraid of this? Will they always mention you? She asked her rhetorically, only by remembering a person and caring about a person, will she always remember the good of that person in her heart and think of him all the time.
Qiao Nuanyang's heart loosened, "Don't talk about it......"
She really couldn't hold on anymore.
She really felt that she couldn't hold on anymore, and every time she thought about it, she felt uncomfortable, and now when she heard what she said, those pasts also came to mind.
Qin Shijin rushed back from Sijiu City at that time, because she was worried about herself, she remembered the warm embrace that night and the sound of his heartbeat, the feeling of safety when he fell asleep in his arms, once she thought that pressing her arms might be returned to someone else in the future......
She wished she had never known him.
From the beginning of being together, she never thought that she would fall in love with someone again, but she just fell in love.
"Qiaoqiao, you think about it seriously." Li Jiazhen said in a deep voice: "Shijin, over there, you go to see him and talk to him more, you can always understand his heart." Don't really miss it, okay? I also hope that you can come back and put that thing aside...... I hope you can come back, and it's not just that you're Ruirui's mother. We all really treat you like family. ”
Qiao Nuanyang's mind was booming, Li Jiazhen wanted to send her back, but Qiao Nuanyang sat there and shook his head, letting her go first, he wanted to stay for a while.
She sent Rui Rui back with tears in her eyes, and she sat in the courtyard of the temple for a long time, and the night gradually fell, and the pilgrims inside became fewer and fewer.
Qiao Nuanyang's feet were also a little numb, it was not easy to take a taxi here, but when she was embarrassed, Gu Peilin called her and asked, "Why did you suddenly run over there?" ”
"There's nothing to do, come and burn incense."
Gu Peilin quickly closed the computer, "You wait for me, I'll come over immediately." ”
The people in the temple invited her to eat vegetarian food, she had no appetite, just sat there, but it didn't take long to see a group of people coming in from outside, when she looked up, she saw the man at the head, and the other two men were followed by her, raising their heads and chests, and the momentum was not to be underestimated.
Qiao Nuanyang thumped his legs and looked at the man, and saw them standing by the wooden sign just now, and came out of it not long after the incense.
When passing by the other side, he stopped, and the person in front of him stared fiercely at the opposite side.
Qiao Nuanyang could feel a deep killing intent from so far away, and when he walked out, he saw Qiao Nuanyang standing in the courtyard.
"Mr. Wen, let's go." Said the person next to him.
Qiao Nuanyang looked at the person, and finally remembered why he felt that this person was very familiar, and probably guessed the identity of the other party.
She stood up straight, and walked slightly regardless of the inconvenience of her feet, and the person opposite was already stamping his steps and walking slowly, standing in front of her, his eyes squinted, like a cold snake sticking out its tongue at herself.
She goes to the left.
And the man went to the right.
She's on her right.
The man went to the left.
Blocking her path.
Qiao Nuanyang took two steps back, frowned at him slightly, the other party's thin lips pursed slightly, and coldly hooked a sneer.
"Qiao Nuanyang!"
The man's momentum was overwhelmed all of a sudden, and the cold aura made people shiver unawares.
Wen Taichu ......
"Mr. Wen." She nodded, smiling.
Wen Taichu squinted at her, and suddenly leaned in and asked, "It's really fate to meet you here, come and burn incense?" ”