Chapter 228: Don't blame yourself
When Shen Yan woke up, she was already lying on the hospital bed, and when she opened her eyes, she felt uncomfortable all over her body, her body was weak, and then her eyes were astringent and painful, and she had to wonder if she was blind for a while.
After a few seconds, her consciousness returned, and all the previous things came to her mind, and she immediately struggled to get up.
She struggled, Jiang Ying and Du Li suddenly found that she had woken up, and immediately quickly surrounded her, Du Li helped her get up and sit down, Jiang Ying was concerned, "Sister Yan, how are you?" Do you feel uncomfortable in anything? Do you want me to call a doctor? ”
Shen Yan quickly shook his head, endured the dry pain in his throat, and asked, "Where is my dad?" How is he? ”
Jiang Ying hurriedly said, "It's okay, it's okay, Mr. Shen's condition has stabilized, and Mrs. Shen is accompanying you over there, so you can rest assured!" ”
Shen Yan breathed a sigh of relief, finally her father was fine...... Otherwise, she would have to blame herself for the rest of her life.
"What's wrong with my dad?"
"I heard from the doctor that Mr. Shen's heart is not very good, and he has had this problem before, but it is not serious, but today it is because of the sudden violent mood swings, so he will ...... But Sister Yan, don't worry, the doctor said that as long as you pay attention, there is basically no danger to your life. ”
Shen Yan closed her eyes, and remembered that her mother said that her father was not in good health, and at that time, her father said that she was just a little high blood pressure, so she didn't take it to heart, but now, ...... It's her who is too unqualified to be a daughter!
Shen Yan had never felt so tired, these things came one after another, and she was almost out of breath.
She leaned back on the bed and slowed herself down for a moment before she said, "I don't have much strength right now, so help me go over and see my dad." ”
Jiang Ying and Du Li glanced at each other, both a little distressed, so Jiang Ying hesitated, but finally persuaded her, "Why don't you go later?" Sister Yan, you need to eat something and drink some water now, and then take a good rest and replenish your strength. ”
Shen Yan shook his head, "Forget it...... I want to go see my dad first, or I won't be able to calm down. ”
Jiang Ying was helpless, so she only shook her hand vigorously, "Sister Yan, no matter what happens, your body is the most important, otherwise your body will collapse, and you won't have a chance to do anything else." ”
Shen Yan smiled a little dazedly, "What if...... Do you owe someone else's life? ”
Jiang Ying and Du Li were stunned, and the two of them glanced at each other, their eyes full of doubts and incomprehension.
Owed someone else's life? If it was someone else, they might be able to understand, but Shen Yan, she has always been easy-going and kind, how could she owe someone else's life?
After a while, Du Li said solemnly, "Even if you owe someone someone's life, then you can choose to repay his family and exchange his life for life, I think that is the best choice." ”
"Do you want to repay his family......" Shen Yan muttered, Jian Xiu's face flashed in his mind, but she already owed Jian Xiu too much, how could she repay it?
"Forget it, take me to see my dad first."
When Shen Yan arrived at Shen Huandong's ward, he saw Shen Huandong lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, his face was unnaturally pale, and the whole person looked very weak, and even his momentum was a little weaker...... This is the first time Shen Yan has seen such a weak side of his father, who has always been strong.
And the mother who was guarding next to her looked even haggard, and both of them seemed to be ten years old all of a sudden.
When she saw it in her eyes, she only felt a dull pain in her heart...... It's all because of her that my parents have become like this, it's all because of her!
Shen Yan closed his eyes, and then with a slight tremble, he called out, "Mom......"
Chen Jie realized that Shen Yan didn't know when she came over, she looked back at Shen Yan, although her expression was tired, she still forced out a smile, "Yanyan is awake?" How's your body doing? Is it better? ”
Listening to his mother's words of concern, Shen Yan's nose suddenly became sour, and tears fell again.
Chen Jie was immediately frightened when she saw it, and hurriedly took a few steps forward to take her arm from Du Li and Jiang Ying, "What's the matter?" Don't cry! When you cry, my heart is also uncomfortable! ”
Seeing this, Jiang Ying and Du Li left the ward silently, and closed the door for the mother and daughter, while the two of them stayed at the door of the ward in case anyone came to disturb them again.
Shen Yan cried in Chen Jie's arms for a while, and then choked up and said, "Mom...... I'm sorry, it's all my fault......"
Chen Jie hurriedly helped her sit down, listened to her words, and immediately comforted, "Silly child...... What's there to be sorry for? Your dad has this disease in the first place, and it's not because of you, you don't want to go to your heart, and isn't it okay now? The doctor said that when he wakes up, he will be fine after two days of observation in the hospital, and then as long as he pays attention, nothing will happen, so don't worry. ”
Shen Yan shook his head in pain, "No...... It's all my fault, and if I had listened to you in the first place, these tragedies wouldn't have happened at all...... You've taken on so much for me! I haven't been able to understand you, and now that I'm in a situation like Jian Xiu, how can I face him again? Mother...... What exactly should I do? ”
"Words! I understand that you can't bear such pain in your heart after suddenly knowing all this, so you see, I didn't even let anyone alarm Jian Xiu, I'm just afraid that you won't be able to accept it if you suddenly face him now, but it's impossible for you not to face it in this life, you can live at home during this time, and wait for when you will calm down...... You go to him again and have an open and honest talk. ”
Shen Yan's face was full of confusion, "But...... But will he forgive me? I don't dare...... I don't know what to do......"
"Didn't he already decide to forgive you from the time he married you? He is the same as us, he is a person who truly loves you, in this case, if you run away, it will be a harm to him, if you are afraid, then your mother will accompany you. ”
"Thank you, Mom......" Shen Yan leaned on Chen Jie's arms, feeling this long-lost warmth, in fact, since Jian Xiu went abroad, the relationship between Shen Yan and her parents has been very stiff, and even if it is repaired later, it is not as good as before, so she has not had such an intimate action for a long time.
The two talked for a while, and Shen Huandong woke up.
As soon as Shen Yan saw that Shen Huandong was awake, he hurriedly stepped forward with surprise on his face, "Dad, are you awake?" Are you still uncomfortable? ”
Shen Huandong shook his head, then gestured to the table, Chen Jie hurriedly handed over the water cup, Shen Huandong took a sip, only to feel that his throat was a little more comfortable, he said, "Help me sit up." ”
Shen Yan hurriedly helped the person up, cushioned the back for him, and made sure that he didn't have any discomfort, so he sat back again.
Looking at Shen Huandong's haggard appearance, the guilt in Shen Yan's heart surged again, she lowered her head and held back her tears, "Dad, I'm sorry......"
Shen Huandong smiled, "Looking at you like that, aren't you usually the strongest?" How? Is it possible to cry out the tears of this life today? ”
Shen Yan shook his head, and quickly raised his hand to wipe his eyes, "I didn't cry......"
Shen Huandong sighed, "I really don't blame you for this matter, Dad's health is not as good as before, but now ...... It's just a matter of time. ”
When Shen Yan heard this, he immediately called out anxiously, "Dad! ”
Shen Huandong glanced at her gently, then at Chen Jie, and then said, "Yanyan, it's rare for our family to get together today, and I will talk about some things together." ”
Shen Yan nodded, "Dad, if you have anything to say, I will definitely be obedient!" ”
Shen Huandong raised his hand and touched her head, "Good boy." ”
"My body is getting worse day by day, and I don't know when I will close my eyes and leave the ......" Speaking of this, he saw that Shen Yan was anxious to say something, and he raised his hand to stop Shen Yan's words, "Don't worry, listen to me finish speaking." ”
Shen Yan had no choice but to endure it again, but the feeling of confusion and uneasiness in his heart became more and more.
"I only have such a daughter as you in my life, and Shen's real estate will be inherited by you sooner or later, and for this reason, when you plan to start your own company, I fully support you, I just want you to exercise first, find the feeling of managing the company, and wait until you have done almost everything for your entertainment company, and then take over Shen's real estate when the time comes, Dad believes that you will definitely do a good job."
"Dad!" Shen Yan screamed with tears in his eyes, then shook his head and said, "Don't you say such things, okay?" You will live a long life! You'll live a long, long time, and you'll be fine! ”
"Silly boy, people are inherently dead, sooner or later, there is nothing to be sad about, when the time comes, you and your mother will be left, you have to take care of her."
Hearing this, Chen Jie, who had never spoken, couldn't help it, her nose was sour, she glared at Shen Huandong and said, "What did you say!" When you say this in front of your children, you don't think you shed enough tears, don't you? ”
Shen Huandong smiled, "Okay, okay, then can't I say it?" I just wanted to talk to Yan Yan in advance, so that she knew the route she was going to take, so that she wouldn't be forced to go into battle if the incident happened suddenly, and Yan Yan was forced to go into battle before she was ready for anything.
Shen Yan felt a huge sadness in her heart, this feeling of suffering from gains and losses was simply driving people crazy, but in the face of her parents, in order not to let them worry, she could only choke up and nodded, "Dad...... Don't worry, I will do it well, and I will definitely make Shen's Real Estate better and better...... You can rest assured. ”
"And Jian Xiu's side...... Yanyan, my father gave him a lot of money as the expense of him for supporting his mother for so long, I didn't feel sorry for him at this point, and I apologized afterwards, you ...... Don't blame yourself too much. ”
"If you want to apologize to him in person again, Mom and Dad can also accompany you, as long as you are happy."
Shen Yan closed his eyes, "Dad...... I want to get a divorce. ”