Chapter 80: The Years Have Passed
In the study, "Jiao'er! Lin Ge Lao shouted, and he was so frightened that Fuyi, who was dozing with his head, fell to the ground.
"Sir!"
Fu Yi got up from the ground, didn't care about rubbing his sore head and buttocks, and hurriedly ran to Lin Ge Lao.
"It's okay, you go down and rest first!"
Looking at the polished and soiled music on the desk, he looked in a trance.
Just now, after squinting for a while, he actually saw her, no, he dreamed of her. She is still more beautiful than Huajiao, and she is still so young. Unlike him, he has entered middle age and is getting older and older.
"Master, I know that the new is better than the old. It's just that I only have one son and one daughter in my life. Thousands of miles away, there is no one to take care of. Only my daughter is by your side, I hope you can thank me for a little bit of good before, take good care of her, and don't let her be wronged and bullied. ”
The person is still the person in the impression, and the voice is still the voice that fascinated him at the beginning, but in those words, he is no longer the first.
A wry smile climbed onto Lin Ge Lao's face, "You stay here, don't follow up." He turned and walked into the inner room.
Jiao'er, you still complain about me, don't you? Looking at the picture of the beauty hanging on the bookshelf, Lin Ge Lao's heart was full of bitterness. In the green years, the youth is ambitious. Once, he and her were not so close to each other. At that time, he was only a second-class family that was about to decline, and he was not as good as his parents who were both century-old families. In a chance encounter, they fell in love with each other. Fortunately, the father-in-law and mother-in-law are both people who love their children, so they don't have much trouble for him. After all, they are already a noble family in their own right, and they don't need more prosperous people to add icing on the cake. So they were together very smoothly, and he also successfully defeated Hua Taishi, who was still the son of Huafu, and hugged the beauty.
The red sleeves add fragrance, accompanied by beautiful women. Zhu Mingjiao, who is excellent in all aspects, can be said to have unique views on both politics and agriculture. In the article, you can also give him different advice. He, in the year Xiao Er spoke out, became the youngest champion and the most promising person. It was also in this year that he committed an unforgivable mistake, but she chose to forgive. But he didn't cherish this opportunity, and was dazzled and confused by the world of flowers outside. The red sleeves no longer add fragrance, and the beauty is also accompanied by a different person. The reunion of friends and the exchange of literature have made his original love for her slowly shift.
Maybe the child was dragging her mind, or maybe she believed in him. She has never confronted him or quarreled with him. When others talk about it, they also say it softly: it's just a show.
Xiao Zhu's - Zhu Yimei, it was at this time that they entered their world. The flowers outside no longer attracted him, and the appearance of Xiao Zhu's made him feel like a clear spring was coming. The witty words and clever smiles made him feel comfortable physically and mentally. In the intentional atmosphere of Lang You's sister, they are all together after all.
It was also that afternoon that he saw tears in her eyes for the first time. For the first time, I saw heartache on that gentle face. It's just that years of upbringing have prevented her from doing other excessive actions. Just looked at him and asked desolately: "The grass is as tough as silk, does the rock move?" ”
At that moment, looking at the back of her leaving, his heart felt inexplicably uncomfortable and breathless. It's just the whispered cry of the newlyweds in his arms, so that he has no time to take care of him.
For a year, she watched him and Xiao Zhu's laughter, quietly and deeply.
Her silence made him even more emboldened. His rank is getting higher and higher. From the champion to the cabinet bachelor to the cabinet elder, step by step. And the people below also began to come alive.
"The people below gave me a woman!"
"Congratulations, sir."
She touched her stomach and looked at him and smiled deeply. No ridicule, no harshness. Some are just smiles like a spring breeze and full of maternal love.
“……”
He finally opened his mouth, unable to say what the cashier had said when he came into the house.
The matter is over.
The arrival of the mother-in-law shattered their apparent calm.
"What did you say in the first place? We don't ask you to spoil her alone, but she is giving birth to your eldest son, haven't you ever felt sorry for her once? If you want Yimei, you can tell me generously, what is the matter with you doing such a thing now? ”
His mother-in-law's words made him embarrassed, and in his heart, he was inexplicably more angry with her. He is a dignified old man, why can't he even have a concubine? Thinking of Xiao Zhu's grievances, thinking of the woman sent by the people below, he didn't know why, he would have a big fight with his mother-in-law after she left. so that the child in her womb departed from them.
It was the first time he had seen the coldness on her face, and it was so terrible to see that there was less gentleness and softness on her face.
He didn't dare to mention Xiao Zhu's again, nor did he dare to mention the women who were sent to the door. During that time, he returned to her side, taking care of her and taking care of her. Seeing the smile on her face growing, he was relieved.
He also did a good job for a while. It's just that people are all animals that commit Bego, and there is a word called: old state re-cute. And he was also forced by Xiao Zhu's family. On the one hand, his wife, and on the other hand, the promise of Joy, made him uncomfortable.
Maybe she discovered his abnormality, and she finally opened her mouth to ask, and he confessed.
"I'm also pregnant, and I really can't take care of you, so it's also my duty to let my sister take care of you. You pick a day, take it. I remember that the people below you also sent you a woman, you can accept it together, and it can be regarded as a piece of your love. ”
He couldn't forget his excitement and her gentleness when she said that. If you think about it at that time, how did you get to where you are now? If he had thought more about it at the time, and thought more about her feelings, how could what happened later? has a wife and a concubine, and his life is complete. But what about his promise to her? It is enough to have you in this life. This sentence feels like a slap in the face when I think about it. How did she watch him stroke his promise? How do you achieve calm words? In the dead of night, do you regret the choices you made when you were younger?
It's been a long time, but it's been a long time ago. She can only be remembered in paintings, only in memories.
How many springs and autumns have passed since the death of Yiren, and he has never entered his dream, and now, for the first time......
Looking at the person on the portrait, tears flowed from Lin Ge Lao's eyes. He walked out of his own way, and all that he made himself. He, who can blame? And who can blame it?
Jiao'er, you blame me!