Chapter 1 Loss of Freedom and Dignity
Jiangcheng, Huacheng Psychiatric Hospital.
"Little madman, dare to run away? I think you've eaten the heart of a bear and a leopard's gall. ”
The girl was pushed into the cramped room, and one stumbled to the edge of the bed, her knee hit the rough concrete floor, cutting a piece of skin, and blood gradually seeping out.
She struggled to get up, turned her head to meet the malicious eyes of the middle-aged bald man, and regained her calm with a cold light in her eyes.
However, even if it was only a fleeting moment, the dissatisfaction in her eyes was captured by the man in the white coat.
The fat and strong male nurse strode towards her with fierce eyebrows, "Little slut, little madman, dare to stare at me, do you think you are still the high-achieving student Anli?" See if I don't clean you up. ”
The girl took a few steps back, squatted on the ground and subconsciously hugged her head, which was a natural defensive posture that she had become accustomed to.
The next moment, the punches and kicks fell on the body, heavier than the other, accompanied by the man's loud and rough scolding, and the adult man's unrestrained force hit the body, you can imagine what kind of pain it is.
"I see if you dare to run away, and dare to buy trainee nurses, your ability is not small."
"Have you forgotten who you are? A madman has to look like a madman, and he has to stay in a mental hospital if he is insane. ”
"In that case, I'll cripple your leg today, and I see if you dare to run away."
The girl didn't say a word, only protecting her vital point from being hit, she lowered her head and bit her lower lip tightly. At this time, when the male nurse was getting up, he suddenly saw a tray on the table next to him, which contained unopened syringes. He reached out and picked it up, removed the needle cap, and plunged straight into the girl's body, and only then did she cry out in pain. It didn't take long for the gown behind her back to be stained with blood.
The physical pain was not as good as the mental torture, and the girl's eyes were fixed on the bed board, and under the thin bed board, a sharp fruit knife was hidden......
In this mental hospital, she has fragile arms and legs, and she is at the bottom of the food chain, and the hidden knife is her only hole card.
Countless times, she wanted to rush over and draw the knife and stab it back, but countless times, she endured it, and the only hole card had to be used on the blade.
It's just a beating, and you're used to it, aren't you? She could bear it.
However, just thinking like this, the male nurse suddenly grabbed the medicine bottle next to her, grabbed her hair with one hand, pulled her hair roots back, and then roughly poured a bottle of pills into her mouth.
"What are you struggling with, if you are sick, you have to take medicine, you have to remember your identity, you are a psychopath, do you know that you are neurotic? How can it be good if you don't take medicine? You give me food—"
"Hmm......" pills filled the girl's mouth and scattered them around, and she was so painful that physiological saline oozed from the corners of her eyes.
I don't know how long it took for this abuse to end, and the angry male nurse scolded and left. The girl was half-kneeling on the ground, clutching her throat and retching......
After a long time, the girl eased up, she slowly climbed into bed, shrunk in the corner, endured the pain in her body without saying a word, looked out of the window and looked gray, and there was no trace of anger in those eyes.
Her name is An Li, and she is a "severely mentally ill person" in this mental hospital, and she has been here for two years since she was calculated and framed and imprisoned two years ago. In the past two years, she has escaped countless times, trying all kinds of ways. But probably because of bad luck, every time I fell short, after being caught, a severe beating was light, and sometimes there was a more terrible torture.
But these ...... She's getting used to it.
Compared with physical torture, mental confinement is what makes her the most unbearable, she longs for freedom, and she longs to escape from this cage all the time.
……
The ward was filled with a smell of urine and urine that had not been processed for a long time, damp and disgusting, An Li lowered her eyes but didn't seem to feel it, there was not only her living in a room here, there were three other female patients.
Except for her, all three of them were genuine "patients".
Two crazy middle-aged women, one likes to bang her head against the wall, and the bruise on her head never goes away, and the other always holds various things in her hand and shakes it, saying that it is her son, and the woman has a large burn mark on her body, which was left by the last time she sang a lullaby with a hot kettle.
The third patient was a beautiful little girl, about thirteen or fourteen years old, she was the most normal of the three patients, and liked to sit in front of the window and scream out of the window every day.
Anli is the quietest, she is always huddled on the bed in the corner, trying to reduce her presence, like a mushroom that does not move.
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After some time, it was probably night, and the sound of unlocking the door was heard.
Through the transparent glass on the door, An Li saw a middle-aged man with the Mediterranean Sea outside, and Hao Ran was a daytime nurse.
Seeing him, An Li didn't think of anything in her mind, but her body had already taken the lead in trembling, and in two years, the fear brought to her by this person in this place was unforgettable.
The door opened, and the obese male nurse walked in, his shining eyes swept through the entire ward, falling on An Li, looking up and down unscrupulously, his eyes were endless disgust, but mixed with wisps of lust and lust, but after his eyes fell on her furrowed face, the lust dissipated cleanly, and turned into disgust, and then, his gaze turned to the little girl who was screaming outside by the window.
He made no secret of the lewdness in his eyes, and then walked towards the pretty little girl.
As if sensing that someone was approaching behind her, the little girl turned her head, and the moment she saw the white coat nurse, the screaming stopped abruptly, her body trembled violently, panic crawled into her eyes, the little girl shook her head tremblingly, and screamed, "I don't give injections, I don't want injections, ahhhhhhhh
She scurried around like a frightened rabbit, but was grabbed by the quick-eyed nurse, "Nana, if you are sick, you have to be treated, how can you get better without injections." ”
An Li, who was cowering in the corner, felt nauseous.
The little girl was dragged out by the fat and greasy male nurse, and her miserable screams resounded throughout the floor, but the passing nurse doctor was unheard.
Whenever this happens, An Li will thank the person who ruined her face, it is precisely because of the scars on her face and because of her ugliness that the male nurse only has cruelty and sadism to her. Otherwise, she wouldn't have ended much better than the little girl. Although she is not much better now.
If the male nurse also wants to attack her, I am afraid that with her ability, even if she shows her hole cards, she may not be able to succeed.
It wasn't until the evening that Nana was sent back by the director, and the little girl's hospital gown was mottled with blood, and she was so confused that she forgot to scream.
When the nurse was leaving, his eyes habitually swept over An Li's body, naked, regretful, fanatical, disgusted, like a dog that had been fed, looking at a bone that might not taste so good, but could swallow it.
He didn't do anything in the end, and kicked An Li in a scolding and left.
An Li's eyelashes trembled, a little frightened.
If there's any place in the world that could be called hell, it's here. An Li thought.
If there was any miracle that could break the existing desperate situation, even if it was another hell, she would be ecstatic, after all, she could not imagine anything more desperate than the loss of freedom and dignity. An Li thought before going to bed.