Chapter 138: I love Qin Shijin, I can't live without him

Wen Wan had a high fever all night, and she kept calling Qin Shijin's name all night.

Wen Taichu has already returned, and the news that Wen Wan was brought back to Xiangcheng by Qi Yuchen after the divorce naturally can't be hidden from Wen Taichu, Qi Yuchen took care of Wen Wan all night and was so tired that she fell asleep directly on the sofa next to her.

When she woke up, she felt very sore and uncomfortable, her throat was dry and thick, and there was a bruise and purple scar on the back of her hand from a needle.

"Wanwan, are you awake?" Qi Yuchen sat up with one hand on the sofa, walked over, poured her a glass of water with a cup, and fed her water with the back of Wen Wan's head with the other.

A high fever and a night of gibberish burned her throat.

"Are you alright? Is there anything else that is uncomfortable? After putting down the cup, Qi Yuchen looked at Wen Wan with a worried look and asked.

Wen Wan turned her head sideways to see the dazzling light outside the window, only to feel uncomfortable, uncomfortable sucking her nose and feeling like her internal organs were split, the whole person's emotions gradually collapsed, biting her lip, "I feel uncomfortable in my heart......"

His fingers poked his chest, and he suddenly lay on Qi Yuchen's shoulder, twitching his shoulder faintly, "Qi Yuchen, why did God do this to me, what did I do wrong?" I didn't do anything wrong, so why should I be responsible for those mistakes? ”

She collapsed and bit Qi Yuchen's shoulder, Qin Shijin would not forgive herself, she would not see herself, and the only person who could help her could be Qi Yuchen.

It's true that she is uncomfortable, and it's true that she is crazy, all her obsessions have been hovering in her heart like crazy, and she can't tolerate and accept Qin Shijin's indifference to herself, and it's true that she can't bear the process from heaven to hell.

"I love Qin Shijin, I can't live without him, I really can't live......" She shook her head vigorously and said in pain, "Qi Yuchen, I'd rather die without him, I'd rather die, I can't live without him." ”

She raised her hand to hold her head, like crazy.

Thinking of what the doctor told him, Wen Wan has PTSD, and the easiest thing is to hurt herself. She loves Qin Shijin, when she was in a coma last night, she cried and screamed Qin Shijin's name, he went to the room where Wen Wan used to stay, there were a lot of blood stains on the walls, and the white walls were all deep and shallow marks scratched by her fingers, and the name she wrote out in blood, Qin Shijin......

One stroke at a time.

He could think of how Wen Wan persevered in that desperate time, Qin Shijin was a light in the depths of her heart.

When Qi Yuchen was guarding her, he thought about whether he could dig Qin Shijin out of her heart little by little.

Now he had a clear answer in his heart.

No.

***

Qi Yuchen couldn't stand Wen Wan's crying all the time, and she couldn't stand her keeping herself in a sad cage all the time, and letting people take care of Wen Wan herself was to withdraw from the room.

He didn't know where he could go when he drove the car, and there were many women's numbers in WeChat, but he didn't know who to send a message to.

Finally, I sent a message to Leng Yun.

Leng Wan has not responded, and he suddenly remembered that Leng Wan has been filming recently, and he has recently gone abroad, and he has jet lag, so it is estimated that he has not seen his news at all now.

He drove the car and somehow drove to Blue Moon Bay.

He hasn't seen Tao Bei for a long time, and during this time, Tao Bei rarely updates his circle of friends, and the style of her circle of friends has also changed.

Now Tao Bei began to be crazy and began to be obsessed with cooking, and he posted several failed works, he was panicked, he used to dislike Tao Bei, a good woman can cook, Tao Bei showed sharp tiger teeth, teeth and claws, "Of course I am a good woman, but I haven't met the man who can let me put on an apron and cook for him." ”

Now that Taube has met?

He pressed the password at the door, however, the password was incorrect.

Qi Yuchen entered it again, or reminded that the password was wrong, and Tao Bei changed the password?

He kicked the door angrily, waited at the door for two minutes, took out his mobile phone and called Tao Bei, who was now sitting in the café, ordered a glass of lemonade in front of him, and ate a dessert cake out of boredom.

The man opposite has an M-shaped hairline, a shirt on his body that is a little wrinkled, a stubble on his chin, thick glasses, and a pair of leather shoes on his feet.

It's all about IT that Tao Bei doesn't understand, and she knows what code there is, and she's laughing.

The other party was very satisfied with the beautiful Tao Bei, and even though he wanted to know more about it, Tao Bei squinted his eyes and looked at the lemonade on the side, and then asked the other party a question.

If she had children, would he accept it?

As a result, the person was.

She sat for a day and only felt tired, and then saw the message on the mobile phone screen, her eyes sank slightly and then cut off, and then there was a call from her family, and she got up to answer the phone.

Mom angrily reprimanded her on the phone.

"Tao Bei, you're here to make trouble for me again, aren't you? How many people have you been introduced, and you are not happy? You're not young anymore, and the boy your aunt introduced to you last time heard that people asked you out, but you didn't go to see it. Mom knows that you are busy outside, and your vision is high, but girls don't wait for anyone, don't be too picky, as long as people can get by, there are no big problems to settle things......"

These words were on the left and right, and Tao Bei's ears were calloused, and she listened to the crackling words for a few minutes when she put the phone aside.

In the end, Tao's mother couldn't help it, "Whatever you want, I'm too lazy to care about you." ”

Tao Bei only felt relieved, during which he saw Qi Yuchen's phone call coming in.

What did Qi Yuchen call himself for?

Shouldn't he be with Wen Wan now? On the left is gentle, on the right is Leng Wan, one is love, and the other is the new love now.

New love and old love together, he doesn't know how to choose? So to complain to yourself, it's like treating yourself as a trash can after Wen Wan left in those years, or is it knowing that he likes him, but pretending to be stupid, squandering his joy without limits, squeezing his last trace of use value, and treating himself as a trash can again? Whatever it was, she decided not to bother with it.

She had to forget about him and not allow him to hurt herself again.

She looked at the phone and ignored it, waiting for the phone to hang up on its own.

Look down at your belly......

If my mother knew, I guess she would have broken her legs?

Wen Wan dragged her tired body back, busy with work and went on a blind date, she was afraid that eating outside would not be clean, so she didn't eat anything, the child in her belly slowly grew up, her belly was a little uncomfortable, she just entered the house and she dragged her slippers and sat on the sofa, seeing her rubbing her heels, Rong Yan was wearing a white knitted pullover, and came out of the kitchen with a shovel in her hand.

"Coming back? Hurry up and wash your hands and eat, you want to eat hot and sour pork liver, as well as boiled pork slices, they are all already cooked. ”

Rong Yan's craftsmanship is good.

When he was studying abroad, it was difficult to eat in Chinese restaurants, so he cooked by himself, and many people came to eat on weekends.

She drooled at the thought of the fragrant dish, jumped up from the sofa to wash her hands, sat down at the table and stretched out her paws to grab the pork liver.

Rong Yan came out with two bowls and hit the back of her hand with chopsticks on the other end, with a look of disgust, "How old are you, still eating with your hands?" When you have children, let them learn these bad habits from you? ”

Rong Yan has a little cleanliness habit, but every time Tao Bei is challenging his limits, so that he can't bear it, she sits on the chair and blinks a pair of watery eyes to look at herself, muttering about the blind date man at night, and after eating two bowls of rice in one go, she was ready to eat the third bowl, but Rong Yan glanced at her with disgust, and saw her now round chin.

"Didn't you clamoring to lose weight before, saying that you need to be thinner to look good, why did you suddenly change your taste and like such greasy things, and you still eat so much at night."

"People said, autumn and winter are suitable for nourishment, what kind of fat to lose, is weight loss worthy of so many dishes you make?" She laughed.

After eating, I drank another bowl of soup, and Tao Bei couldn't straighten up while holding his stomach.

The doctor said that she was weak and that she needed to eat more and not treat herself badly.

That's why she started to eat more, for the sake of the child's figure, she didn't care about it, the house didn't have a loan, and she still needed a sum of money after pregnancy and childbirth, and she had to take on some jobs during this time.

After eating, Rong Yan wanted to take her downstairs for a walk.

Tao Bei squatted in the living room with the computer in his arms and began to look at the case, his head shaking like a rattle, "Don't go, I have to take the case." ”

She's been busy lately, taking on any case, sometimes when she comes back at night, she is so tired that she falls asleep in front of the computer, she wants to collapse but can't collapse, Rong Yan glared at her back, "What are you doing making so much money like a girl crazy?" The family doesn't point to you to raise you, and your salary is enough for you to spend, when did you become so obsessed with money? ”

Tao Bei bit his nose and sat cross-legged on the carpet, "You don't understand, how important money is to me now, and there are many places to spend it." If you're tired, go and rest, and leave me alone. ”

After she finished speaking, she went back to her own business.

After sorting out the information, she was so tired that she couldn't open her eyelids, she leaned back on the sofa and fell asleep with her eyes closed.

Rong Yan: "......"

Walk around the couch.

pinched Tao Bei's nose, Tao Bei twisted his brows unhappily in his dream and raised his hand to hit someone, Rong Yan bent down to pick her up, muttering, "I really don't know how you take care of yourself alone." ”

When she gently put Tao Bei on the bed, Rong Yan pulled the quilt for her, Tao Bei leaned slightly sideways and put her hand on her abdomen, muttering a sentence in her mouth.

“…… Little Moon, is it okay to call you Little Moon? ”

In the dream, she dreamed that she was standing in a place where flowers were blooming, and many flowers were blooming, one after another, and there were many children running around her, three or four years old, four or five years old, and some crawling on the ground, all of which were the cries and laughter of children.

Tao Bei laughed, she went to chase the children, but the children saw her coming, bit their fingers and ran away.

She couldn't catch up.

At this time, there was a little girl of three or four years old who looked at her with a pair of big eyes, and her fleshy hands behind her back, and when she walked over, she looked at the little girl and felt a very stable feeling in her heart.

He took her in his arms.

Tao Bei felt that the child in her belly must be a very cute girl, like Qi Yuchen's girl.